Hospitalized Heartless
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Joined 07-29-11, id: 3116146, Profile Updated: 08-24-12
Author has written 14 stories for Hetalia - Axis Powers, and Absolute Boyfriend.

About me: I'm an ardent reader and writer. I occasionally fall into bouts of insanity caused by either extreme fangirlism or just the prevalence of randomness in a situation and have been prescribed by my doctors I should be shipped off to a mental hospital! XD I like writing fanfiction because I love the anime/video game characters I'm writing about and would be booked in jail for copyright if I wrote them somewhere else. And because of it's easiness and I hope to flood this account with a lot stories. Message me about literally anything, not spam though, it hurts my non-existant heart ;_; But I'm always looking for a good conversation so feel free to speak honestly and whatever questions you have

Name: Rebecca, Heart-chan or Hospitalized Heartless. No stealing my user name by the way, I worked hard on it. -frowns-
Occupation: High School Student, writer, artist (although I can't upload my drawings), and vocalist (I'm in choir and drama)
Likes: Books, stand up comedy, anime, punk music, electronic music (Vocaloid, Emilie Autumn), I like a lot of things
Dislikes: pop music, religion, other stuff too long to list

Hetalia Character? [Thought I'd try it. Some of the content only my friends would get.]

The Axis

North Italy (Vargas Feliciano)

[X] You were bullied a lot in your childhood [1st grade… 1st grade]
[X ] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit
[X] You're very happy-go-lucky
[X ] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies [I go to la-la land all the time at school and at home. -_-]
[ ] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up
[X] You're a good artist [I at least want to think I am. I mean- it’s not the best but… I dunno how to answer this one…]
[X] You can be clumsy
[X] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something [Gabby, Clare, everyone besides myself…]
[ ] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!" [Fuck no.]
[ ] You would surrender in a war situation

Germany (Ludwig)

[X] You're very stoic and serious [Around other people who aren’t my friends or when we’re on a serious topic.]
[X] Sausages are your favourite foods [Mostly just meat and potatoes XD]
[ ] You like to walk dogs/your dog
[X] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case *ahem*Mrs.Macomber*ahem*Papa*ahem*Uncle Roger*ahem* Any questions XD?]
[ ] You love rules and think they should always be followed to [Rules are made to be broken you know. I guess I only like them when they’re included to me.]
[X] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules [Well, yeah- actually. If people actually paid FUCKING attention to what the hell they’re supposed to be doing and not being idiots! –Total hypocrite-]
[X] You work very hard... too hard
[X] Your alone time is your 'happy time'
[X] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people
[X] You've had issues with money once or twice

Japan (Kiku Honda)

[X] You're very mature
[ ] You think everything over before saying it [Nope.]
[ ] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one [Uh… I’d be pretty freaked out if there was a ghost in my house… I blame Ao Oni and that floating head. ;A;]
[X] You isolated yourself during childhood [Was ignored.]
[ ] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[X] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world [Pretty much. I blame Facebook. -_-]
[X] You can seem cold/aloof to other people [People who don’t know the real me]
[X] You're good at practical tasks
[X]You need time to adjust to new people[I may appear to hate you at first unless you don’t immediately share an interest of mine but I need to get to know you first.]

The Allies

America (Alfred Jones)

[X] You love hamburgers
[ ] You think you're awesome
[X] You love to invent things [Mostly accidents-waiting –to-happen XD]
[X] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[X] You can seem to be very brash to other people [Yup.]
[X] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business
[X] You're terrified of ghosts [Not terrified but I’d be pretty creeped out if one appeared in front of me.]
[ ] You know aliens exist
[ ] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time
[X] You wear glasses [Damn you horrible eye sight.]

England (Arthur Kirkland)

[X] You like tea [Fuck yeah!]
[X] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid [Punched my sister in the stomach all the time…]
[X] You're very sarcastic and cynical [Cold to people I stereotype or those who don’t know me]
[ ] Your cooking is awful[I didn’t inherit bad cooking from a certain Brit you know.]
[X] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[ ] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[X] You have tried doing black magic before [Yes. I have actually tried to curse someone before or summon something.]
[ ] You get drunk quite easily [I wouldn’t know? Statistics of girls and guys to getting drunk or not say yes- I’d get drunk easily. But I haven’t have an alcohol yet.]
[ ] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy
[X] You're good at embroidery [I would love to sew if I actually had the time.]

France (Francis Bonnefoy)

[X] You're very affectionate[Hugs and kisses mostly.]
[ ] You think you have a great fashion sense [My fashion sense sucks.]
[ ] You like wine
[ ] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears [o.o]
[X] You love red roses
[X] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women
[X] You're very proud of yourself [Most of the time. I’m my own best friend XD]
[X] You love culture and the arts
[X] You're very flamboyant [When I’m doing something I’m proud of I guess… I love flaunting my stuff >w[ ] You say you're a gourmet

Russia (Ivan Braginski)

[X] You had a very sad childhood [Dad died, mom didn’t live with me… My only friend was Ashley and myself :A]
[X] You're very tall [We all know this]
[X] You have a tendency to switch between personalities [Bi-polar duh! Curse you mom…]
[ ] You wear a scarf all the time
[X] You love sunflowers [I just like flowers.]
[ ] You love vodka
[X] You can seem intimidating to other people (Quite a few peoples.) [If intimidating counts as weird or non-associable?]
[X] You're very strong [I can bench press over a hundred pounds and have been told I was strong by a couple of guys before. *nods]
[ ] You have a big nose [Uh… I really don’t know?]
[X] You have a strange laugh that can scare people [Spencer told me I have a creepy laugh TT]

China (Wang Yao)

[X] You're very mature
] You're very superstitious
] You're very religious
[X] You love pandas [So cute! >w[ ] You love cooking so much that you nag if food has a certain pattern of tastes [I nag but I don’t cook too much so I can’t really say anything]
[X] You love Hello Kitty
[ ] You try to be a role-model for your brothers/sisters/whatever, but are never taken seriously [Not a role-model but I’m never taken seriously anyways.]
[X] You work hard
[X] You're good at drawing [I guess I am… That’s debateable like with the Italy question]
[X] You like sweets [To an extent.]

And now for some other countries!

Austria (Roderich Edelstein)

[ ] You are very well-raised
[X] You're polite [Only when I want to be or am told to]
[X] You love classical music [More like saint choirs.]
[X] You like cake
[ ] You have a mole on your face
[X] You dedicate your time to your hobbies rather than what needs to be done right away [Procrastination here I come]
] You are a virtuoso/play very well on at least one instrument [I wish I do though TT]
[X] You've composed music before
[X] You tend to call people 'morons'
[X] You wear glasses

Canada (Matthew Williams)

[X] You're often ignored by people [To those who don’t have the time or care to walk up to me and talk to me. I’m pretty underestimated.]
[ ] You look younger than you actually are
[ ] You love hockey
[X] You love polar bears [Cute!]
[ ] You hate fighting
[ ] You have one strand of curly hair, like Italy
[ ] You often get mistaken for someone else
[X] You feel under-appreciated
[X] You're bilingual (Partially.) [If speaking a little French counts X3]
[ ] You always carry a bear with you


[ ] You smoke
[X] You're very physically strong
[ ] You've won a lot of fist-fights [I wouldn’t know. I don’t fight much.]
[ ] In your social circle, there are two brothers - you get along with one, but not with the other
[X] You have very strong emotions about a variety of topics [Bi-polar]
[ ] You like hot weather
[X] You can be very friendly from time to time [To those whom I know or try to reach out to]
[X] You look very tough on the outside [Just like Lexaeus.]
[ ] You make a very nice role-model [Never- under any circumstances- follow my image k?]
[X] You don't let people get a word in edgeways [Always have to have the last word in a fight.]

Hungary (Elizabeth Hédeváry)

[X] You have a potty-mouth [I’ve rubbed off on my friends]
[ ] You like to wear flowers in your hair
[X] You used to be a very tough kid[Used to?]
[ ] You're very reliable [Sad to say, I’m not TT]
[X] It's better to have you as a friend rather than an enemy
[ ] You're very faithful
[X] Your speech and mannerisms can be considered very unladylike
[X] You and your best friend go together like chalk and cheese [Chalk and cheese? O.o]
[X] You are graceful one moment and grinning like a maniac the next [BI-POLAR]
[X] If someone yells that yaoi is going on somewhere, you will drop everything to run off to go and see it [OMGZ?! YOAI!]

Lithuania (Toris Lorinaitis)
[X] You're very loyal [To my friends and family at least.]
[ ] You feel like your best friend drags you around a lot, but you both have a great time together
[X] You're very serious
[ ] You have a lot of patience[I have none.]
[X] You think too much about philosophical stuff
[X] You get depressed when questioning the point of existing/the universe, etc... [More confused than anything else…]
[ ] You're not very confident
[X] You were quite rebellious as a child
[X] People tend to walk all over you [My family…]
[ ] You're a born worrier

Poland (Feliks Lukasiewicz)

[X] You're very flamboyant[When I want to be.]
[X] You're quite hyperactive
[X] You can be quite goofy
[ ] When you're depressed, you tend to rise out of it like a phoenix [Nope. I need to be able to laugh in order to get out of depression. Otherwise I got into temper/screaming tantrums… ;A;]
[ ] You're very wary of strangers
[ ] It takes you ages to come out of your shell
[X] However, when you're used to someone, you're very chatty
[X] You're very forceful and stand at one end of the argument when it comes to your opinions
[X] You love pansies and corn-poppies
[X] You get up to lots of crazy antics

Prussia (Gilbert Weillschmidt)

[X] You're quite mean-spirited [Only mean and vicious to idiots]
[ ] You're a bit of a hooligan
[X] You're very loyal
[X] You're very good at tactics
[ ] You hate Russia :A: How could you say that?!]
[X] You love to fight people
[X] You can avoid marriages quite well
[X] You're not always taken seriously
[ ] You like drinking
[X] You want to become stronger

Really? *face palms* Why am I not surprised I got Germany? But I could’ve been so many other people… Look at all the sevens! Prussia, Poland, Hungary, Austria, Russia, America and Italy… And those don’t even make sense! [This just goes to show how much of a personality disorder I have. Guess I’m a derp around my friends and very loyal to them and my family but can’t really open up to my family cause no one seems to understand me and walks on me all the time which is probably why I act stiff around anyone I haven’t gotten used to yet or have seen them do something and build up a hatred towards them. Spencer told me I have a freaky laugh TT And well- I go into depressive rants a lot of times. Do you know how many bi-polar issues I have? ;A; And I’m tall and have glasses so… Yeah.]


8-13-11: This is the first announcement. There are more to come. Oh and... AKUROKU DAY! XD I would've put up something for today but I was up in the UP for a couple of weeks. That is all :3

My Stories

At some point, eventually, is where I'll spotlight some reviews of my stories or things related to something I've written in the past.

Requests (Contact)

If you want to request something, Hetalia, Kingdom Hearts or Strawberry Panic, just Private Message me and we'll talk. I can't tell you how happy it makes me, plus it's good conversation :3

Pairings I Support


-America x Japan

-Turkey x Greece

-Russia x China

-Germany x Italy

-France x England

-Prussia x Hungary

-Sweden x Finland

-Spain x Romano

-Switzerland x Liechtenstein

-Poland x Lithuania

-Sealand x Latvia

-Denmark x Norway

-Estonia x Ukraine

-Belarus x Ukraine

-Cuba x Canada

Strawberry Panic

-Kizuna x Remon

-Miyuki x Shizuma

-Nagisa x Tamao

-Nagisa x Shizuma

-Hikari x Amane

-Kaname x Momomi

-Shion x Chikaru

-Yaya x Tsubomi

-Kagome x Chiyo

Kingdom Hearts

-Riku x Sora

-Axel x Roxas

-Lexaeus x Zexion

-Larxene x Demyx

-Xemnas x Saix

-Marluxia x Vexen

-Seifer x Olette (Only a tiny bit.)

-Olette x Pence

-Replica Riku x Namine

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Playing With Fire by Ravenwood316 reviews
"How do you learn what burns without playing with fire?" Feliciano is bored with his fast paced life of being a crime boss of a large syndicate untill he stumbles upon new girl in town Monika Beilschmidt. The only problem is her brother is the new chief of police and their families hate each other. ItalyxFem!Germany, RomanoxFem!Spain, possiable charater death, and cussing.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,805 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 11/16/2013 - Published: 1/13/2013 - Germany, N. Italy
Mi Corazon by PixieDust291 reviews
Lovino is young and his life has been full of nothing but pain and betrayal. Antonio offers him a deal, one where Lovino must work for him as his servant. Lovino really doesn't have a choice, however he soon finds that the reason for the Spaniard's concern and attention is more then just simple lust. His passionate kisses and sweet words elude to a far deeper emotion.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,895 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 19 - Published: 1/19/2013 - Spain, S. Italy/Romano - Complete
The Pirate's Treasure by chibi-excel reviews
Pirate Captain Antonio wants one thing, and one thing only; a mermaid. Boy or girl doesn't matter, as long as they are royalty and can make him jewels.He's got his wish, but dealing with this prince is going to be much harder than he thought. Spamano
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 40,977 - Reviews: 523 - Favs: 593 - Follows: 352 - Updated: 1/18/2013 - Published: 4/10/2012 - Spain, S. Italy/Romano - Complete
Her Simple Strength by Rizu Neko-Chan reviews
She couldn't do much, but she would do all that she could. ::/KxI
Tokyo Mew Mew - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,263 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 19 - Published: 3/20/2010 - Kish, Ichigo M. - Complete
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Alfred's Modern Life reviews
It was completely normal to wake up at three in the morning to see that your best friend had been turned into a woman. Completely normal. Ameripan, America x Fem!Japan, Nyotalia, Alfred x Sakura. One-Shot. Roleplay done with myself and a friend of mine.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,639 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 6 - Published: 6/19/2013 - America, Japan - Complete
Antonio and the Beast reviews
"For who really could learn to love a beast?", Spamano, Spain x Romano, Antonio x Lovino. Rated T for swearing and sexual humor.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 24,289 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 4/6/2013 - Published: 12/2/2012 - Spain, S. Italy/Romano
You would never know reviews
"How far would you go to save the one you love?" Spamano, Spain x Romano, Antonio x Lovino, angst, romance, mystery and suspense, violence, suicidal attempts, etc. Rated M for a list of reasons; list inside.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,418 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 9/6/2012 - Published: 7/26/2012 - Spain, S. Italy/Romano
What Italy Does on Wednesday Nights reviews
Just another day at the races for our lovely and bubbly Italy and our stoic Germany. Germany x Italy, Ludwig x Feliciano, This will make absolutely no sense and will most likely give you a minor case of serious brain damage. Enjoy.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,499 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/5/2012 - Germany, N. Italy - Complete
Answering Alfred F Jones' Email for the fangirls reviews
A Fanfiction where I- Alfred F. Jones answers my Reviews to me. ; w; What're you doing looking at the title- CLICK IT! ;A; M just in case
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 928 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 5/12/2012 - Published: 4/14/2012 - America
Joyeux Anniversaire, mon beau Arthur reviews
"Because everyone wants to be told 'Happy Birthday' whenever the time arrives. Country or not- you always want to feel remembered, oui?" Rated T for language and slight sexual remarks FrUk, Francis x Arthur, France x England
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,030 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/8/2012 - France, England/Britain - Complete
A Captive Flower reviews
Pirate!Arthur x Fem!Francis. Francine has been trying to escape the ideal fate of marriage and settling down of being a women in the late 1500's and wants to travel the world. What happens when a ill-tempered Brit enters her life? Better descrip. inside.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 15,280 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 3/24/2012 - Published: 11/1/2011 - England/Britain, France
The Manifestation of All My Pain and Suffering reviews
Made for ShiaHayama on dA. Romano is trying to get accustomed to living the life of a hellish demon. But just how easy is that going to be with obvious spainards, annoying brothers and other ungodly people ruining your life? Drabble series. M to be safe.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: M - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,587 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/5/2012 - S. Italy/Romano
Hetalia Crack Meme :D WARNING: OBVIOUS CRACK reviews
Lol. I honestly just did this for fun Warning: Crack-ish for the most part I'm rating it T because I honestly don't like rating things K or K . I don't know why, I just do. -Shrugs-
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,515 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/4/2011 - Complete
Kiku's Zettai Kareshi! reviews
Kiku Honda is a normal Asian growing up in California- except for the fact that she keeps getting rejected 24/7. But what happens to her life when a Spanish salesman says he can finally get her a boyfriend! Giripan, GreecexJapan, HeraclesxKiku, Fem!Japan.
Crossover - Absolute Boyfriend & Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,269 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 8 - Published: 11/22/2011 - Japan
Da Fruk Music Meme :D 10 Songs reviews
Need I say anything else? Title explains all. Rated T for France and England's Swearing :D
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,355 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/8/2011 - France, England/Britain - Complete
Danke reviews
Germany is cleaning around the house when he starts to hear Italy singing in the shower. Purest fluffy fluff of GerIta anyone could possibly get. Rated T for minor swearing and accidental nudity. song used is Danke by LaFee.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,317 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/29/2011 - Germany, N. Italy - Complete
My Habitual Sadness reviews
A quick little 1,104 worded one-shot about what happens when Greece tries to think about his mom. Written for my waifu :3 J'taime, mon petite lapin! Rated T for angst and mild swearing.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,128 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/10/2011 - Greece - Complete
Mail Time With Francis Bonnefoy! reviews
Welcome to mail time hour with your favorite Hetalia pervert! Where I, the writer, answers all of your questions or love letters if your daring with our darling Francis! Rules inside. Rated T for France.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/8/2011 - France