Author has written 44 stories for Harry Potter, Greek Mythology, Sherlock Holmes, and Sherlock.
Welcome. Thanks for reading my little corner of the internet. A lot of the shit on here is pretentious as f*ckkkkkkk and does not reflect who I *really* am at this time. AKA a kinky queer and radical as f*ck white cis lady in NYC. I am, by trade, a therapist.
However, I preserve the below because I worked so hard on it, and it represents what I looked like in 2012, when I did a *lot* of posting on this profile.
Also editing this, rather than making a new profile, because I have a total of, erm, 5 profiles on this site or something? The one I worked on from 2004-2006, which as you might imagine is TERRIBLE JUNIOR HIGH SH*T. Then the one I worked on from 2009 to 2010, which I stopped posting on because it chronicles my star-crossed romance with another fanfiction writer and I was depressed and sh*t. Then I went through some major traumas in 2011 that brought me back here, and the bulk of what I posted here was when I was going through a really bad time in 2012. (The other 2 profiles are: my fetish account, which is the one I've updated the most in 2014-15, and the joke account MrsHudson221b, which is connected to this account). So yeahhhhhh. I also have an A03 for my fetish account, but not for this account as far as I recall. (FWIW, the fetish fandoms I post to are Sherlock and Harry Potter).
There might be a lot of typos in my stories that never get fixed. Oh well. This is a hobby and I actually get paid for some of my other writing, so I relish the times I don't have to take that much care with what I write. This is a place for the characters that we love so much to either get a happy ending, or for me to chronicle their process towards getting a happy ending. (Usually via DARK DARK DARK DARK PLACES).
Some of the stuff I posted in 2012 might be pretty racist, because I wasn't as anti-racist as I am now. (Looking at you, poemfic about John and Sherlock traveling in a 'gypsy-wagon.') So please excuse this.
"The least of things with a meaning is worth more in life than the greatest of things without it." - Carl Jung
"If you don't like the stories you're telling, tell better stories." - Leigh McCloskey
"All art intuitively apprehends coming changes in the collective unconsciousness. Often the hands will solve a mystery that the intellect has struggled with in vain." - Carl Jung
"If it were not for solitary and secret experiences, I would not have lived half my life." - holmeswriter
“No one reading can ever exhaust the full potential (of any given text), for each individual reader will fill in the gaps his own way.” - Wolfgang Iser
"Fairytales do not tell children that dragons exist, children know that dragons exist. Fairytales tell children that dragons can be killed." -G. K Chesterton
I am a shadow fairy, facing the sun. / As Eden fell, my mother rose / And birthed me on a shadowy plain. / She was too beautiful to hold me, / And I floated away on a mortal's dream / To a dank place under a stone fountain's rim. / There I have thrived for centuries. / Pearls of black are my ovaries, / And witchly green are my fingers, / But the blooms I bear are violet. / So here I let my hair down, / And share with you the rich, tragic songs of my heart. / Orpheus I am not, but they do say / That I might be a Eurydice.
Hello to you. Thank you for reading my profile and poems and stories.
My art on this site is a treasured secret that I do not share with anyone else in my world but you. But I also say to you: there is nothing new under the sun, just the same old things whispered with a slightly different tongue. I know this very well, because I am the captive audience of archetypes and myths. Do not attempt to free me, for I am drinking of the collective unconscious. Consequently, please know that the products here are a result of accumulated knowledge, usurped from thousands of other souls against which my own has brushed.
Still, please, please enjoy your visit to my work. Make yourself a home here in the bits of my soul - some silly, some sad, some sober, some sprightly - that I've put up here to share with you. I hope you find something that you think is beautiful.
Ours is not to question why, ours is but to do and die - so I post unquestioningly whenever and whatever inspiration dictates. Regularity is for work. Spontaneity is for play. While neither are exclusive to the other, these things do generally have a way of getting separated into spheres.
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