JillVader
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Joined 08-28-11, id: 3205641, Profile Updated: 02-11-13
Author has written 2 stories for Twilight.

I'm a 27 year old nerdy gal who loves Twilight Fanfiction.
My profile name is based on my cat whose name is Jill, and she is most definitely an evil gremlin who is only sweet when it benefits her.

I've been reading on Fanfiction for almost 3 years and am obsessed with non-canon pairings, OOC characters, AU's and AH's.
I prefer Jasper/Bella, but Stephenie Meyer's original creation will always be special.
There are many pairings that I haven't read, but will someday.


2-11-13: Just started a new story called Immortality Suits Her. I need to rewrite some chapters I lost when I was writing The Way. My jump drive was accidentally thrown away.

3-28-12: I am publishing my first time ever on Fanfiction and am very nervous. There are tons of authors on this site and others
that have incredible talent. While I'm new at this, I'm starting out simple and slowly. Over time I know I'll improve like everyone else does.

The Way
I wanted to give my readers ideals on imagery, and here are some inspirations.

Bella's House: http://www.architecturalhouseplans.com/home_plans/photo_detail.php?start=1&plan_id=475
Bella's Property: http://i131.photobucket.com/albums/p287/SugarPow/BWproperty.png
Bella's Hayabusa: http://i131.photobucket.com/albums/p287/SugarPow/Suzuki-GSX1300R-Hayabusa-Picture-4.jpg
Baba O'Riley: http://www.oticami.com/en/males_files/Maine-Coon-Male_Otis.jpg

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The Quiet Room by givemesomevamp reviews
So, I'm a little crazy.You're a little dead, but I don't keep throwing that up in your face."I had to admit she made a valid point. I was still wary, but we out numbered her at least. After all, how much trouble could one small human possibly be. OOC/AU
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 184,942 - Reviews: 3827 - Favs: 2,095 - Follows: 1,013 - Updated: 3/20 - Published: 4/15/2010 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Longing by JoyfulyetHesitantPen reviews
Jasper Whitlock refuses to acknowledge that he needs anyone or anything, let alone longs for them. When a mysterious girl enters the Cullens' lives, will all that change? Or will she just drive him crazy? Twilight AU, OOC. Rated M for language, adult themes, violence, and eventual lemons. Jasper/Bella, P/C, C/Es, Em/R, Ed/A. Includes outtakes.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 67 - Words: 578,471 - Reviews: 1643 - Favs: 797 - Follows: 1,060 - Updated: 7/21/2014 - Published: 9/8/2012 - Bella, Jasper
Children of Saturn, Book 1: What Have We Done by NessieCullen9 reviews
Picks up in early NM. Edward convinced his family to leave Bella, but Jasper goes back to check on her when he starts questioning Edward's motives, and after an amicable breakup with Alice. He discovers a lot more than a heartbroken human. It turns out, Bella is part of an endangered species of born-to-be-vampires called Children of Saturn. Violence, some language, sexual content.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 24 - Words: 112,339 - Reviews: 1096 - Favs: 1,424 - Follows: 1,241 - Updated: 5/17/2014 - Published: 2/11/2009 - [Bella, Jasper] Aro, Edward - Complete
Hell Hath No Fury Like the Woman Scorned by AnaMarieWest reviews
"They're going to wish they never met me. Hell, they're going to wish I was never born." EDITING HIATUS
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 167,593 - Reviews: 388 - Favs: 322 - Follows: 381 - Updated: 5/9/2013 - Published: 1/30/2011 - Bella, Jasper
Burn baby burn by ulyses birdwing reviews
Bella flees Forks to protect the ones she loves, and discovers her surprising hidden strengths. Does she let those who left her behind, back into her life? Does she let herself trust again? Vampires and humans, mostly canon pairings.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 96,872 - Reviews: 163 - Favs: 183 - Follows: 182 - Updated: 10/20/2012 - Published: 7/26/2012 - Bella, Garrett
You'll Find What You're Looking For At Walmart by mama4dukes reviews
What happens when a lonely and betrayed vampire meets his mate at Walmart? Join Peter and Bella as they band together with their ragtag team of friends to creatively exact revenge on those who did them wrong.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 282,552 - Reviews: 3940 - Favs: 2,039 - Follows: 1,888 - Updated: 10/16/2012 - Published: 3/6/2011 - Peter, Bella
Dates, Mates, Hate, and Fate by mama4dukes reviews
Vampires don't exist...or do they? Bella's secret knowledge of vampires is inadvertently brought to surface when she & her friends are all thrown in the path of fate.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 17 - Words: 98,257 - Reviews: 1660 - Favs: 889 - Follows: 953 - Updated: 10/16/2012 - Published: 9/9/2011 - Jasper, Bella
An Unobservable Entity by Mortissues reviews
I look like you, but I'm not. I see your world, but I'm not a part of it. I could be the college kid sat across from you in the coffee shop, the young runaway beside you on the bus, or the beauty you're admiring on the dance floor. Pray that I'm not ..
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 66 - Words: 150,108 - Reviews: 2893 - Favs: 993 - Follows: 644 - Updated: 10/11/2012 - Published: 3/4/2012 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Corruption of Destruction by VSPS reviews
Abandoned, so she ran. Caught and now corrupted. Thrust deep into a world she should have kept far away from. The destruction of a mind is a beautiful thing.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 100,579 - Reviews: 596 - Favs: 354 - Follows: 473 - Updated: 7/15/2012 - Published: 7/11/2011 - Bella, Jasper
A Delicate Line by darkNnerdy reviews
Bella is alone once again and trying to outrun the darkness left behind for her. Will she escape or was she meant for that life all along? Very OOC. AU with Dark themes. Takes place after NM. J/B edited version ch 1&2 are up as of 7-08-2012
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Humor - Chapters: 28 - Words: 105,836 - Reviews: 2035 - Favs: 943 - Follows: 836 - Updated: 7/11/2012 - Published: 8/7/2010 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Conversations with My Killer by Oracle Vas reviews
To me, life was a heartbeat in time and a breath of air. Jasper showed me it was truth, justice, faith, love, and fear. He dared me to be different. He encouraged me to defy the rules of my world and create my own. And on my last day, he took it all.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 31 - Words: 193,610 - Reviews: 4780 - Favs: 1,945 - Follows: 2,032 - Updated: 4/3/2012 - Published: 7/13/2010 - Bella, Jasper
Underneath Your Scars by HammerHips reviews
Story begins after Bella jumps off the cliff in New Moon. Bella's life takes a turn for the worse and she must learn to cope while embarking on a journey of self-discovery. AU and OOC. Jasper/Bella Rated M
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 18,745 - Reviews: 148 - Favs: 181 - Follows: 217 - Updated: 2/7/2012 - Published: 1/24/2012 - Jasper, Bella
Mood Ring by lifelesslyndsey reviews
When there is nothing left for Bella, she decided she wants out. Standing in front of the white house, razor blade in hand, she says good bye the only way she can think of. A bloody good bye. But who cut's there wrists at a vampires house?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 34 - Words: 81,117 - Reviews: 2080 - Favs: 2,718 - Follows: 864 - Updated: 12/10/2011 - Published: 10/1/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Bitemarks & Bloodstains by forthelongestday reviews
Two days in Phoenix is all it takes to make Jasper realize that mere curiosity cannot explain his obsession with the human who has so thoroughly caught Edward's attention. [AU]
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 117,034 - Reviews: 1538 - Favs: 1,330 - Follows: 747 - Updated: 9/15/2011 - Published: 5/3/2011 - [Bella, Jasper] - Complete
Life Happens, So Just Roll With It by mama4dukes reviews
Five years after the events in New Moon, the Cullens are living in New Hampshire and Edward is finally getting married. During a wild night out on the town, some of the Cullens run into a happy, more confident Bella who only has eyes for our favorite Major.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 63 - Words: 554,526 - Reviews: 9213 - Favs: 3,724 - Follows: 2,022 - Updated: 9/9/2011 - Published: 10/12/2010 - Jasper, Bella - Complete
Bella's Suicide New Moon AU by Fakin'it reviews
What if Bella chose action over catatonia to deal w/her pain? What if she blew her brains out, but Jasper changed her anyway? Could venom reconstruct her brain? A newborn vamp with the blank slate mind of a newborn human? Sad at 1st, but HEA later.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 66 - Words: 279,597 - Reviews: 2783 - Favs: 1,441 - Follows: 772 - Updated: 9/7/2011 - Published: 1/26/2011 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Pax by Mortissues reviews
Part Three of The Whitlock Saga. It seems that Happy Ever After is a competition. Can the Whitlocks win?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 49 - Words: 102,926 - Reviews: 1527 - Favs: 564 - Follows: 263 - Updated: 8/29/2011 - Published: 5/27/2011 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
tHirTeEn by twolipps reviews
In the aftermath of war, the Volturi have given Bella a choice-live as a vampire among the Guard, or die. What will she choose and will Jasper be willing to train her as a newborn and then give her up at the end of 13 short months? Vamp/Human OOC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 177,386 - Reviews: 1750 - Favs: 788 - Follows: 632 - Updated: 8/28/2011 - Published: 9/16/2010 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Getting Out of Dodge by mama4dukes reviews
Immediately following the battle with Victoria's newborns, Bella finds out that the Cullens were just using her in a most malicious way. With the Volturi wanting her dead or changed, time is ticking. Will someone get her out of Dodge?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,332 - Reviews: 171 - Favs: 595 - Follows: 125 - Published: 8/25/2011 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Worth It by NightFairy85 reviews
Things change, that is the nature of life. After Bella and Jasper share a moment in a motel room their worlds will change forever, but will this change be worth all the pain? Bella/Jasper pairing. Rated M for language and poss. lemons.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 34 - Words: 156,094 - Reviews: 1647 - Favs: 956 - Follows: 1,102 - Updated: 6/12/2011 - Published: 4/24/2009 - Bella, Jasper
Ultionis by Mortissues reviews
Part Two of The Whitlock Saga. Decisions have consequences and so do loose ends. The Whitlocks fight for the things they love.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 45 - Words: 93,901 - Reviews: 1321 - Favs: 638 - Follows: 282 - Updated: 5/26/2011 - Published: 3/16/2011 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Be Careful What You Wish For by VSPS reviews
Bella is trying to move on and gets attacked by Victoria and ends up at the Denali coven... she's trying to figure out this life. Eventually a J/B story. First FanFic - please be nice.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 99,879 - Reviews: 1237 - Favs: 696 - Follows: 666 - Updated: 5/18/2011 - Published: 8/13/2010 - Bella, Jasper
Clean Up on Aisle 17 by catslovesushi reviews
It's been years since Bella's ill-fated birthday party and the Cullens left. Bella's now attending college away from Forks. What happens when she goes on a booze run at the local supermarket? - O/S Collab with darkNnerdy Please see my profile regarding where my pulled stories are.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,255 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 145 - Follows: 34 - Published: 4/27/2011 - Jasper, Bella - Complete
Finished Product by Mortissues reviews
Part One of The Whitlock Saga. Decisions change lives. What happens when a series of decisions set you on the path to become a completely different person? When Edward decides to return life has already moved on.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 46 - Words: 88,622 - Reviews: 1654 - Favs: 1,254 - Follows: 428 - Updated: 3/16/2011 - Published: 1/31/2011 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Only At Night by trampvamp reviews
A lonely introverted Bella works and attends school, but at night, well, she's a different person all together until Jasper rides into her world. He's no white knight in shining armour but he may be just what she needs. AUH. Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 41 - Words: 214,169 - Reviews: 2160 - Favs: 1,350 - Follows: 739 - Updated: 2/24/2011 - Published: 7/4/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Nowhere Left to Run by Spirare reviews
After 5 years on the run, Bella's past catches up to her. AU OOC Bella/Jasper/Peter/Char Rated M for language and other naughty things to come.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 13 - Words: 35,044 - Reviews: 1442 - Favs: 1,369 - Follows: 1,511 - Updated: 2/17/2011 - Published: 3/15/2010 - Bella, Jasper
A Moment Changes Everything by heavyinfinity reviews
Bella struggles to survive on her own after Edward leaves her. A chance encounter with Jasper will alter life for both of them. BxJ. Rated M for language, adult situations, and eventual lemons.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 34 - Words: 240,643 - Reviews: 2674 - Favs: 2,057 - Follows: 999 - Updated: 2/4/2011 - Published: 2/23/2010 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
The Worst Line Ever by givemesomevamp reviews
Every great love story starts somewhere...even the fubar'd ones. A/U
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 24,287 - Reviews: 527 - Favs: 373 - Follows: 471 - Updated: 1/29/2011 - Published: 5/30/2010 - Bella, Peter
Once Bitten, Twice Shy by lifelesslyndsey reviews
Clinging to Angel ideals, trapped in a vampire body, with very human urges. He was very confused. Peter was an indisisive vampire with an identity crisis. Bella was jaded and self-isolated. In short they were perfect for each other. PeterXBella. Lang&Lem
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 30 - Words: 120,391 - Reviews: 2553 - Favs: 1,172 - Follows: 535 - Updated: 10/5/2010 - Published: 2/8/2010 - Peter, Bella - Complete
The Last Mile by catonspeed reviews
8yrs from NM bday party aftermath: It's the final nail in the coffin & Bella is running south after bad news. Where has she been? Meeting the last person she expected to find on the desert roads of Texas, is her life ending or just beginning? Jasper/Bella
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 65,729 - Reviews: 1579 - Favs: 1,193 - Follows: 1,271 - Updated: 9/14/2010 - Published: 10/3/2009 - Bella, Jasper
Happy valley! by Vampire-Addict-22 reviews
Edward blamed bella for his family falling apart and left her. now one year later she is off to live in happy valley, Alaska. the only one cullen will speak to her. is her life finally vampire free? please R and R, adult's only. RATED MA! LEMONS!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 98,659 - Reviews: 1281 - Favs: 903 - Follows: 819 - Updated: 7/26/2010 - Published: 12/18/2009 - Bella, Jasper
When Darkness Turns to Light by Janna Banana reviews
4 years after Edward left Bella in the forest; Bella is finally moving forward, but it is someone from her past that helps her truly heal and obtain the future she was always meant to have. Bella and Jasper Fanfic.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 52 - Words: 172,600 - Reviews: 3687 - Favs: 3,820 - Follows: 1,289 - Updated: 6/27/2010 - Published: 5/21/2008 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
THE WONDERS OF LIFE by sweetness4683 reviews
It’s been years since the Cullens left. There’s been tragedy in Bella’s life. Bella will find love where she least expects it. MA only! Lemony goodness and bad language...
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 23 - Words: 144,732 - Reviews: 1040 - Favs: 1,303 - Follows: 461 - Updated: 3/22/2010 - Published: 11/29/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Unbreakable Road by MaitresseSaint reviews
Bella is tired of being hurt by the Cullen's & takes matters into her own hands. Bella/Jasper OOC/AU Rated M for language & LEMONS
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 45 - Words: 132,802 - Reviews: 2051 - Favs: 1,745 - Follows: 768 - Updated: 1/14/2010 - Published: 8/22/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Worth The Pain by NCChris reviews
Set about 6 months after the fateful 18th Birthday party from New Moon, the Cullens have left. A horrible tragedy strikes the Cullens. Can Bella help the remaining members heal? Bella/Jasper. M for language and sexual content. - 9/15/2013: 1K reviews...I am humbled! Thank you!
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 33 - Words: 50,150 - Reviews: 1039 - Favs: 1,192 - Follows: 324 - Updated: 11/15/2009 - Published: 5/3/2009 - Bella, Jasper - Complete
Slow and Steady by LilyoftheValley77 reviews
It's been five years since Edward left Bella in the forest. She has almost recovered fully from that night, but when someone re-enters her life unexpectedly, will memories come flooding back causing pain or help her move on once and for all?
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 42 - Words: 95,817 - Reviews: 2360 - Favs: 1,844 - Follows: 798 - Updated: 11/13/2009 - Published: 4/14/2009 - Jasper, Bella - Complete
An Imperfect Love by mistyhaze420 reviews
After Edward leaves Bella & Alice leaves Jasper, their worlds collide. They have no one to turn to but each other for comfort and become good friends...but maybe more. But is it enough to mean forever? Graphic language, lemons in the future. J&B
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 227,159 - Reviews: 3058 - Favs: 2,584 - Follows: 935 - Updated: 11/7/2009 - Published: 5/22/2009 - Jasper, Bella - Complete
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Immortality Suits Her reviews
Bella is visiting Gatlinburg, TN with her mom and extended family during Christmas break, Rosalie and Emmett are in the same area, taking a much needed break from the overbearing Cullens, and Jasper is a nomad living with Peter and Charlotte in the mid-west. J/B R/E P/C A-U/OOC
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,925 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 108 - Updated: 2/17/2013 - Published: 2/11/2013 - Bella, Jasper
The Way reviews
With her time as a human running out, Bella meets some new and old faces while living a comfortable, yet lonely life. Whitlocks, Victoria, Cuckoo Cullens, & Volturi. AU/OOC -J/B-P/C-and a cat. M for language, violence, & mature themes.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 18,812 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 4/6/2012 - Published: 3/28/2012 - Bella, Jasper