Author has written 83 stories for Criminal Minds, and Supernatural.
Name: Darkus Starlara (old pen name)
Eyes: My left eye is half blue and half green, and the right is completely green
Hair: Dark brown
Writing is life and love! I've been writing stories since I was a young'un of the age of 4. I also love to draw and to bake! Music is love to me too! I have a slight comprehension problem, somethings just don't stick or I just don't understand. It affects my thought process, my grammar, my writing in general, so most of the mistakes come from that. Forgive me! For the past few years my dad and some readers here have told to take my writing to the next level and write a book. And I am! It's a work in progress but it's coming along! I have met a lot people on here, and a bunch have become my friends! One has adopted me and I am blessed to have her in my life! And I'm proud to call her my SPN Mom! I'll be writing and posting here as long as I possibly can! So hold on tight y'all! It's going to be a long and fun journey!
SAM AND DEAN RELATIONSHIP EXPLANATION: Alright. I get asked this a LOT. So much so, that I'm actually tired of explaining it. So here we go. I see Sam and Dean as brothers yes, but their relationship goes deeper than that. I also see them as father and son. Dean raised Sam, we all know this at this point. It's a gimme. Anyways! So yes, in my fics Dean acts more like a father at times, and Sam a bit childish (he does on the show from time to time if you pay attention. It's adorable). So NO WINCEST! Just a different take on their relationship. If you still can't wrap your head around, think about it. You can be a sibling and a parent. A sibling is capable of raising their other siblings and they have. But yeah. Everyone has their take on the brothers relationship and this is mine. They're brothers yes, but also father and son. Alright. I'm totally done with this explanation. PEACE OUT Y'ALL!
Q. Can I PM you or email you?
A. PM yes! You can always send me a PM. Email I might be iffy on.
Q. Is it cool if I make a cover/do a podfic/make fan art, etc. for one of your stories?
A. It's fine by me, but just make sure you credit me properly and tell me which fic you're doing!
Q. What do you write?
A. Now a days, just Supernatural. It is my love! And most are AUs.
Q. May I translate (insert fic name) in my main language?
A. Sure! Just be sure to PM me first and to let me know which fic you're doing!
Q. Can I download some of your stories to read while I go on vacation/travel?
A. PM me first! I'm a bit iffy with that.
Q. Want to be a part of my community as a staff member?
A. Um...send me the info and let me think about it. If I can find spare time, I'll be happy to join!
Q. Do you accept requests/suggestions/or ideas?
A. I do indeed! But don't be disappointment if it doesn't appear. Not all of them appear because I got too much to do on my own. But if you read carefully in some of the fics, you might find what you asked for slipped in ;)
Q. Would you like to collab with me?
A. Send me the info and I'll see if I can!
I am now a published author!!
Go to Amazon and select Kindle Store then search for the titles below!
Secrets and Lies (1st in the Novella Trilogy)
Revenge and Love (2nd in the Novella Trilogy)
It's Never Too Late (Self-help novella)
If you can't find the titles, then search for my name in the Kindle Store: Emily Hagenbaugh
Enjoy and please support a starving author! Much love!
FACEBOOK PAGE!!! WHOO!!
Hey guys!! I've made a Facebook page for you!! That's right! You can now stalk me on Facebook!! Lol! Just look for Mutilated Pancake!! On Facebook, you can keep up with stories, updates, see my Deviant Art (darksoulkira is my DA name) artwork, or we can chat! Have fun!
So yeah...I made a Tumblr...go visit me! My name's the same as my pen name here! mutilatedpancake
Welcome to my story board. Here I'll post upcoming stories and chapter dates and/or previews . If a story from the board disappears it's been uploaded. I accept story and chapter ideas and requests!! If you have a request lay it on me and you just might see it. So happy reading readers!!!
The Illness Inside-Season 1 AU. Death Fic! Sam has always had a weakened immune system and each time he gets sick, he gets weaker and weaker. After reuniting with their father, Sam gets sick from all the stress, and he's still pretty weak from the last time and just can't shake the illness. A week later and Sam is not getting any better, then sadly, he passes. Sam might be gone but he's still with Dean.
I'll Be Here For You-Season 5 AU. Sam is at the end of his rope and ends up getting taken. The being that takes him, places a curse on Sam by forcing shards of a crystal in his neck. This being releases Sam to Bobby who tries to breaks the curse. When he tries the being activates the curse and it causes Sam horrible pain. When Dean and Castiel rejoin up with them, they're all taken by the being and they watch as Sam has his life is being drained away. What's worse, Sam's dying thinking no one loves him.
This fic...good gosh...bring tissues...and no, not a death fic!
Not Gonna Let You Go-Massive AU! Sam and the family have been given some weird tape. They place it in movie box and watch the horror that unfolds on the tape. Dean decides right then and there, that he is never letting Sam go. Ever. Even if he has to tie him up and stash him in the trunk of his Baby.
Oh boy...this one is going to hurt...
The Fox and The Hunter-Season 5 AU! Come from my prompt in the ABC fic: Under the Fox Hole. Sam is depressed about what he's done and believes he's all alone in the world the now. Until he meets a baby. A baby fox that is. Meet Finn! Sam's new friend and partner in crime! Can Finn help Sam and the brothers repair their broken bond? Or will this next case leave their bond under the fox hole?
This one will be fun! You can read the prompt in the ABC fic, just look under the letter U
Iditarod Rewritten-A rewrite of my early fic! AU! Sam, Dean, Cas, Gabriel, and Bobby are sent to the past in Alaska to solve a case. The being some type of being screwing with time. While trying to solve the case, Sam gets deathly ill and it becomes a race against time. Lucky Dean, Cas, and Gabriel have been turned into wolf hybrids. Now all they need to do is bring back the medicine in time! Can they? Or is Sam's time up forever?
Oh boy. It was time for a rewrite of this, and yes, it'll be different that it's father fic.
Land Down Under-Season 5 AU! Sam takes Dean's advice to pick a different hemisphere. Though instead, he decides to go on a suicide mission. Closing Hell for good and killing Lucifer. He managed to close all the gates but while closing the last one in Australia, he gets badly hurt and is nursed back to health by an old couple. After he is healed, he looks for the archangel blade. Once he finds it, he kills Lucifer and then faces a tough choice. Return home to the brother that abandoned him? Or stay with the people who had adopted him? Which will he choose?
Plot bunnies errywhere!!
Here With or Without You-Season 4 AU! After Sam killed Alastair, Dean abandons him, saying he was done. Sam being Sam, takes matters into his own hands. He finds the Men of Letters Bunker and settles in. He joins up with Michael in hopes of killing Lillith without rising Lucifer. One day, they run into each other after a year of being apart. Will Sam let Dean back in? Or has Sam given up Dean as well?
Oh the plot bunnies...this one though...