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Joined 09-05-11, id: 3229124, Profile Updated: 02-13-13
Author has written 10 stories for Merlin.


Hello. I think i am probably too old to be a Merlin fangirl, high school and university being behind me, but, I am anyway! Can't help where your heart takes you I suppose.

I am an Aussie and my prime love in life is my pets - two dogs, a cat, a rabbit and guinea pigs. Animal rights and animal welfare seem to be topmost in my life's priorities. I am lucky enough to be able to work at a cattery, so care for animals as my career too.

I am a rather boring person I guess, compared to most of the people on this site, but oh well. As my mum says "If we were all the same it would be a boring old world." I also must be rather naive because I had watched the first two Season's of Merlin and never once did it occur to me that there was anything romantic hinted at between Merlin and Arthur. This thought was placed in my head after reading things on the net. I don't object though, as long as it stays in the world of fan fic, cause the TV show clearly is not ready (or rated) for it.

My favorite TV shows are Doctor Who, including some old school incarntions, Merlin (obviously), Misfits, Dance Academy, all of the Degrassi versions, Lochie Leonard, Charles Dickens mini series and telemovies and i love most of the Studio Ghibli movies EG. Totoro, Ponyo.

Things i hate are; racism, narrow mindedness, cruelty to animals, hot weather, unrequited love, locking Asylum seekers up in detention centres, losing the Ashes.

Fandom Issues.

Not sure who I ship. In Season Two it was definately Arthur/Gwen. I especially loved the scene where they kissed in episode two. Ahhhh.Lovely.
Then, after I had been educated in the Merthur scenario, i got confused. If nothing else, for me it has killed Arwen stone. cold. dead. Which is a pity, but now I feel no chemistry between them at all. She is wise and no doubt has helped Arthur become a better person and King, but that's all.
I am a little worried about how Season 5 is going to cope with the marriage scenario and where Merlin will fit in. How are they going to deal with Merlin in Arthur's chambers? Will there be less Merlin/Arthur moments now Gwen will (presumably) be living in Arthur's chambers and be around alot more?
Mergana: Even before the show started I assumed Morgana was going to end up evil. Cosequently I have no sympathy for her and never wanted Merlin to like her really. I have never been able to see these two together, which is apparently unusual.

I think for me there are more important issues than who is into who. The whole concept of not being able to reveal who he truly is and feeling like an outcast are much closer to my heart. The recurring themes of betrayal, trust, making difficult choices, knowing right from wrong, the great weight of expectation and fear of failure etc are far more interesting I think.
However, everyone is different so I would never object to other fans views. I might not understand where they're coming from though.

Series Five and the overall ending of the show disappointed and depressed me greatly. I cannot believe TPTB thought that it was fine for there NEVER to be any "golden years"in Camelot, magic never to be legalized and used when The Once and Future King was leader of the realm or that we would be 'satisfied' to watch Arthur die. i think we were promised a reward for Merlin, even from Series 1, episode 1, but where was it?

Doctor Who
I do not believe the Doctor should be involved with any of his companions. It just seems wrong. This is probaby because i established my ethics in the world of Doctor Who many years ago, when there never was nothing like that going on. He is 900 years old for gods sake! His role is that of a protector/guide/teacher and it just doesn't seem right that he takes advantage of the young folks in his care. I coud never accept Rose and him being together.

Poor old last of the Time Lords; what a burden to carry around. surely he's got enough reponsibilities without a girlfriend!

My Stories.

Unlike many of the peolpe who write on FanFic, I am not an aspiring author and have not studied English, grammar or writing beyond secondary school so I apologise if my grammar isn't perfect at all times. I know I am not a naturally gifted writer (some of the peolpe in this fic are so talented it is amazing!) and have to work at things a bit. Anyway, my stories will be written from the heart and I think that makes up for the odd error here and there.

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Winter's Chill by Allithea reviews
Post S3, no S4 spoilers. While Arthur struggles managing his duties to the kingdom and to his ailing father, Merlin's life is turned upside down by a mysterious illness and his mother's deepest secret. An enemy approaches, ever closer, with dark magic.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 30 - Words: 79,016 - Reviews: 362 - Favs: 349 - Follows: 526 - Updated: 4/6 - Published: 12/4/2011 - Merlin, Arthur
Never Throw Stones at Ice Houses Unless You Intend to Win by Ash9 reviews
One is an Olympic curler, the other an Olympic figure skater. They will meet as Destiny has decreed, one to find glory and one to find purpose. Merlin's time of Destiny is at hand. But will he succeed in saving Arthur? Now COMPLETED!
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 24,620 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 2/8/2015 - Published: 2/11/2014 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
Offerings by Stealth Dragon reviews
A collection of answered requests, indulgences and ideas that tickle my fancy. All gen all the time. Ratings, warnings and characters will vary by story, but the rating will never go above T. Labeled complete since, technically, this is a collection of individual completed works.
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 18 - Words: 57,296 - Reviews: 494 - Favs: 556 - Follows: 377 - Updated: 5/20/2014 - Published: 10/24/2012 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
Iron Grip by Sydelle Rein reviews
Gwaine may be known for his tavern brawls and his willingness to prank his fellow knights, but he is nothing if not loyal. So when Merlin begins acting strangely, Gwaine goes to great lengths to figure out what's wrong, unaware of just what he will uncover in the process: blackmail, plots, danger, and a dark secret hanging over the head of his best friend like an axe. No slash
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Adventure - Chapters: 21 - Words: 54,021 - Reviews: 858 - Favs: 1,031 - Follows: 847 - Updated: 11/2/2013 - Published: 6/23/2012 - Merlin, Gwaine - Complete
A Memory Forgotten by BringOnTheWonder1997 reviews
The Knights have forgotten what happened with Lamia. But do they really want to remember? And what does it have to do with how Gwen is behaving around them and Merlin's odd avoidance?
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 4,412 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 192 - Follows: 121 - Updated: 4/16/2013 - Published: 3/19/2013 - Complete
Beyond Words by Estrelle Buscador reviews
A variety of 100-300 word drabbles featuring the words provided in the third series of weekly challenges over at The Heart of Camelot.
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 747 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 4/5/2013 - Published: 4/3/2013 - Morgana, Merlin, Arthur, Gwen/Guinevere
Throughout the Ages by jessica.k.peck.9 reviews
*Spoilers!* After Gwens death Merlin starts to write a journal. This is my take on what Merlin did for the 1500 years between Arthurs death and the final scene of 5th series. Read journal entries by Merlin as he lives through the ages. In story structure (Start, middle, end)! Sometimes NOT entries! Warning: First chapter might make you cry! Keep reading tho, it improves!
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 20 - Words: 19,367 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 4/3/2013 - Published: 3/15/2013 - Merlin - Complete
The Swords of Medhir by ellijay reviews
Arthur jokingly called it Merlin's first battle wound. For Morgause, it's an opportunity for revenge. Takes place during "The Fires of Idirsholas."
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 43,569 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 181 - Follows: 205 - Updated: 3/2/2013 - Published: 10/21/2011 - Merlin - Complete
The Hurt and the Healer by reviews
"I, Arthur Pendragon, find you guilty of treason and must sentence you to death." And when Merlin looks up to glare at the sick king and he sees that look his heart plummets and his throat constricts and his eyes prick with tears already cause he'd sworn the first time he saw the ice creep over those blue eyes that he never wanted to see that look again. No slash, after 4.03.
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,935 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 105 - Follows: 12 - Published: 2/20/2013 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
Of Walls and Scars by Sydelle Rein reviews
Sequel to On Shaky Ground! As an army of sorcerers marches on Camelot, Merlin scrambles to come up with a defense strategy. In the meantime: Arthur, newly enlightened about the identity of the mysterious "Emrys," finds hiding his knowledge a little more difficult than he originally anticipated. No slash, as always
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Adventure - Chapters: 23 - Words: 55,000 - Reviews: 1071 - Favs: 1,335 - Follows: 934 - Updated: 1/29/2013 - Published: 1/7/2012 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
A Letter From The Dead by Miss-L-Fox reviews
The knights and Camelot are mourning the loss of Lancelot after he walked into the veil, never to return. Now one knight finds a letter that hold Lancelot's last request. Part 2 of The Guardians of Emrys Series
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,204 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 1/28/2013 - Published: 1/27/2013 - Lancelot, Leon - Complete
A Royal Wedding by mollrach13 reviews
When Mithian decides to stay on in Camelot after King Arthur's wedding she never expects the string of events that come after, leading her to her love and her place in this web called 'Destiny'. Post Season 4. Merlin/Mithian.
Merlin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 38,764 - Reviews: 378 - Favs: 377 - Follows: 188 - Updated: 11/16/2012 - Published: 10/28/2012 - Merlin, Mithian - Complete
Unravelling Destiny by Loopstagirl reviews
Merlin was getting used to his life in Camelot. Then a threat as old as the prince himself rears its head once again and throws everything into chaos. Can Merlin protect his destiny, or is fate against him this time?
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Adventure - Chapters: 20 - Words: 101,918 - Reviews: 221 - Favs: 153 - Follows: 87 - Updated: 9/16/2012 - Published: 5/6/2012 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
Manifest by Kreek reviews
When Uther takes measures to root out the culprit who he thinks is out to destroy Camelot, Merlin is in trouble. Angst / whump / Bromance.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 31,750 - Reviews: 314 - Favs: 279 - Follows: 485 - Updated: 8/23/2012 - Published: 3/1/2012 - Merlin, Arthur
Mære by Chavva reviews
Camelot is plagued by a strange sickness causing people to perish in their sleep. When even the king is affected, the Dragon's council sends our favourite heroes on a quest to kill a mythical being, leaving them to fight on two fronts. Arwen, T for safety
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 13 - Words: 111,797 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 8/18/2012 - Published: 2/5/2011 - Merlin, Arthur
Fulfillment by Ocean Mint Leaves reviews
Birthday Gift fic for Captain Ozone. The Old Religion has been waiting for this moment since the beginning of time... and so has Merlin. The Golden Reign rises with the newborn sun. Oneshot. No Slash.
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,525 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 16 - Published: 8/10/2012 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
Brotherhood by Loopstagirl reviews
They were all struggling after Morgana's attack. But time, friendship and loyalty can allow any wound to heal. Set after 4x13.
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 23,470 - Reviews: 115 - Favs: 193 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 7/27/2012 - Published: 6/20/2012 - Complete
Because Someone Has To by Stealth Dragon reviews
Merlin is sick and Arthur checks on him... not because he's worried, of course. Gen. Friendship.
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,542 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 284 - Follows: 42 - Published: 7/23/2012 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
To Honor the Fallen by M. D. Jensen reviews
After the events of the Darkest Hour, the Knights of the Round Table go on a memorial quest to their fallen friend's birthplace. Spoilers, of course. If you love knightly bromance and don't require complicated plots, this fic is for you!
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 12,379 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 6/17/2012 - Published: 6/13/2012 - Gwaine, Percival - Complete
Picture Perfect by Kiva Taliana reviews
Modern AU. Psychiatrist Arthur Pendragon takes on a new patient, Merlin Emrys, who is the victim of a brutal crime. Arthur's professional and personal life clash as the case in question was investigated by none other than DCS Uther Pendragon.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 85,617 - Reviews: 400 - Favs: 475 - Follows: 334 - Updated: 6/14/2012 - Published: 7/27/2011 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
To The Victor by Mrs PurplePebble reviews
A fellow prince, and Arthur's childhood friend/foe arrives for their annual competition, but this time there is more to lose than Arthur is willing to risk. How far will the prince go to save Merlin's future? Set during the S1-S2 gap. Please R&R complete
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 83,388 - Reviews: 295 - Favs: 285 - Follows: 279 - Updated: 2/28/2012 - Published: 8/24/2009 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
You have magic! by livviedoo reviews
This is my own little 'fill-in-the-blanks' series about my fave scenes. All awesomeness of course belongs to Angel, Bradley, Colin, Katie and the rest of the medieval Scoobies. And everything else belongs to Shine TV.
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,393 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 6 - Published: 1/2/2012 - Merlin, Agravaine - Complete
A Warning by Arisprite reviews
Somehow, riding out to war to 'prevent the pointless killing of innocents' didn't seem as valid when so many innocent men died under his hand in the healing tent anyways. Part 4 of the Physician's Apprentice Series.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,880 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 115 - Follows: 12 - Published: 11/22/2011 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
For the want of a smile by Archaeologist reviews
Merlin hasn't smiled in weeks and Arthur will just have to do something about it.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,750 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 123 - Follows: 11 - Published: 2/7/2010 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
The White Raven by Babydracky reviews
One deep purple wound marbled Arthur’s golden hip; a black spot spreading its wings on the sunny sky of his skin. It was a deathblow stroke dealt by a powerful beak, by a magical hand."
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,943 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/18/2009 - Arthur, Merlin - Complete
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Stepping Out From the Shadow of the Father reviews
Diverging version of 5.03. Chapter 3. Arthur's confusion about magic comes to a head as he is forced to preside judgement over a young boy who has used his power to save the life of somebody Arthur cares deeply about.
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,215 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 3/13/2013 - Published: 2/13/2013 - Arthur, Merlin
It's All Over reviews
A short piece writen in Merlin's POV whih reflects my feelings on the Series finale. It is not happy at all. (Neither am I!)
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 612 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/31/2012 - Merlin
A Debt of Honour reviews
An AU version of SE04 EP09, 'Lancelot Du Lac'. Merlin is determined not to let Lancelot's honourable name be defiled. Together with Percival, who also notices something amiss with Lancelot, he vows to keep Morgana's latest plan from succeeding. The results may lead to Arthur finally realising where his true loyalties should lie.
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 15 - Words: 41,806 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 155 - Follows: 117 - Updated: 12/12/2012 - Published: 8/8/2012 - Merlin, Percival - Complete
A Test of Courage reviews
Historical AU. Set during the latter stages of WW2, Merlin and his mum live in a small occupied Netherlands village. Arthur is an English airmen, shot down over the surrounding forest. Merlin needs to begin to trust himself and reveal all he truly is if Arthur is to be saved. NO SLASH. Some swearing.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 35,675 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 7/14/2012 - Published: 4/10/2012 - Merlin
Look at You Now reviews
Merlin Emrys as a 1920's race car driver! One shot inspired by The Lady Magazine photoshoot.
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,934 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/23/2012 - Merlin - Complete
Time for the Truth reviews
Gaius feels he needs to deliver some truths to Arthur about his father and the origin of his hatred of magic before he can move forward and bring about the destiny Merlin has sacrificied so much for.
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,345 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 3/14/2012 - Published: 2/16/2012 - Gaius, Arthur - Complete
Gwaine and the Necklace A challenge by Mrs Bonner reviews
Please read and review - challenge ends on January 31st! What secrets does Camelot's most roguish knight hide in his past? Does he trust Merlin enough to tell all. Warning of suggested domestic abuse in Chapter 3 and 4. No pairings, no slash.
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,649 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 1/30/2012 - Published: 1/9/2012 - Gwaine, Merlin - Complete
Bushfire reviews
Merlin and Arthur get trapped in a ferocious bushfire while on a hunt. Can Merlin defeat the most powerful adversary of them all, Mother Nature? No slash. Set during Season 2.
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,463 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 1/1/2012 - Published: 12/7/2011 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
Is There Any Hope of Changing your Mind? reviews
AU version of The Wicked Day. Morgana can't stand not to be present at Uther's death. How would it effect Arthur's views on magic if she revealed her role in his murder? Would he accept that Dragoon was using magic for good? NO SLASH.
Merlin - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,204 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 11/28/2011 - Published: 11/20/2011 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
AU ending to The Darkest Hour reviews
An AU version of 4.02. Things go differently when Arthur, Merlin, lancelot and Gwaine come before the Cailleach. NO CHARACTER DEATH. Some Arthur/Merlin and Merlin/Freya later.
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,205 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 11/14/2011 - Published: 10/30/2011 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete