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Author has written 16 stories for House of Night, and Buffy: The Vampire Slayer.
October 2, 2013:Today marks two days of my being here. In that time, I've gone from writing my one, crappy self-insert fic, to these (hopefully worlds better) fanfics that I've started now. There have been ups and downs, but Fanfiction is a constant. I'd like to thank some of the authors that inspired me, from the start, Firestorm Runner, Cookievb123, Indigo Halfmoon Dauntless, Random Reader 17, and SmilesSaveLives with their reviews and their kindness. You guys have been amazing, particularly my Mooni, who, in real life and online will always be what keeps me (somewhat) sane.
Niclin/ Shaycole- either way, I've always seen Shaylin as a little like me, and I love seeing her happy and with someone who treats her well. I love seeing Nicole getting a second chance. Is there anything I don't love about this ship?
Malec- avidly denying 511. These two will always be happy and together in my mind.
Sprusilla- I blame the people in my BTVS RP on instagram, but I do love these two. William/Spike (depending on when were talking about) was always so good for Drusilla, when you think about their days as the Fanged Four, even in S2, he's always looking out for her. And she's insane, but even then, you can see it, in some of the oddly metaphoric things she says, that the love is mutual.
Tillow- how can I not ship it? I seem to have a weakness for lesbian ships. Plus, Tara is one of the sweetest characters I've ever met. I love her so much. I felt like this was great for Willow (despite that I also liked Woz) because they just seemed so perfect, and they made each other so happy.
Faith/Satsu- No, I havent read s9, my wallet couldn't let me until christmas. I just didn't think Faith could be happy with a guy. It might be that headcannon likes to draw parallels between her and some other characters I've seen. And Satsu is so nice but her an Buffy just-- no. I can't see them lasting. So I thought, Hey, let's see how this goes.
Jamien- Can HoN fans have a denial page, too? Can I deny the page where Jack was taken from us? Honestly, these two were so cute it hurt. I still ship them, and I don't plan to stop.
Neferet/Kalona- sorry, but I ship these two more than Kalona/Thanatos. I feel like they sort of... understood each other, both fallen, both broken, and both not letting it stop them. I know Neferet doesn't love, Kalona loves Nyx, but to me, the fact that two people in such exceptional circumstances, a fallen immortal and a Tsi Sgili Queen/deposed High Priestess could find someone who understood... that means more (to me).
I used to be diehard Spuffy, and though I'm not adverse to them, they aren't endgame to me anymore, same applies to stephaim, they're cute, really cute, but I don't love them like some of my other ships. Also, I just realized the two het ships I'm into are... well, evil. That's not odd at all.
"I'm not suicidal, I'm just saying, I know what it's like. You're one little speck in seven billion. Who would hear you if you screamed? Really screamed, cut loose and just demanded to be heard damn it, just hear me! But that's the tyhing we humans, we're good at one thing, we scream. We scream and scream and scream when we're sick of our idillic little lives and we can take no more so we add our voices to the growing din. And seven point whatever billion screamers continue, only hearing their own cries. And if you cried, who would hold you? Really cried, not those two little tears you shed over shoes lost, but those really big f*king sobs that you make when your breath barely rips out, and you're puffy and red and can take no more. Until your eyes hurt and your nose and cheeks stung, and your throat was hoarse from the ripping breaths. But these arms, they're not meant to hold. They're holding onto their own things, to their own rather pathetic little things. We're all too busy holding onto possessoins. We don't hold eachother, we offer platitudes, lost in the screaming. So we, we all should learn to listen. We need to let it float away, and hold eachother instead of crap. We need to stop being blips on a map, and start being names and people. Then, maybe, maybe then, someone will hear you."
-quote from a story my best friend wrote.
Summaries for stories (oneshots/twoshots aren't shown, one exception):
Holding on: Spike is dead. Drusilla knows that. She saw it, watched it happen. Drusilla goes to Sunnydale to see if, by some miracle, Spike survived. When she finds his ashes, and begins to hallucinate, see the life they could have had, will she be able to hold on? She is locked away in an asylum, slowly starving and waiting for the end, Spike is brought back, and shown where to find her. Can they keep holding on? Warnings: FEELS! Delusions that can be rather upsettting, the occasional flashback to things that Angelus did (violence/abuse of every kind, but I'll put individual warnings in the AN's of these chapters), psycological trauma, character death, suicidal thoughts/sctions, probably swearing, eventuallly shipping that i'm not sure how far I'm going to take, and now I feel pretty evil for being able to write this, but it's going to end better, I promise.
Ink blots I inspired the fourth chapter from:
Deserved: *revealed spoilers right here* After Zoey is sent to Jail, the circle is reeling from their recent betrayal. Neferet is a goddess, a dark goddess hellbent on making this world hers. Can the circle pull together and find the truth to what's really going on behind the scenes? And when Neferet strikes a little closer to home and someone close to the circle is captured, will they be able to finally save the day, or will the Dark goddess finally triumph? Niclin/Shaycole is going to be shipped pretty hard. Warnings: slash and het pairings, character death, violence, probably my own pretty little additions to the HoN mythos, probably some flashbacks that won't be pleasant to read, possibly some shipping moments (which I'm not sure quite how far I'm taking), swearing.
Over and Over: My first BTVS fic. Season 6 AU, starts after Seeing Red. Willow creates a time loop after Tara's death. Can she cheat death, screw fate and save the one person she can't live without. As Spike begins to clue in to the loop, can he, in turn, correct his own mistake? What then? Could Buffy love Spike if it weren't for his attempts to rape her? We shall see. Spuffy, Tillow. Warnings: AU, character death, attempted rape, attempted murder, violence (oh, come on, its BTVS), possibly implied/non-implied sex, swearing.
Fallen Priestess: this is my main focus. Very Neferet-centric. Neferet, the sadistic immortal HoN fans love to hate. One day shortly after Hidden, the White bull strips her of her powers and her immortality. The newly mortal deposed Tsi Sgili flees Tulsa as a vengeance-crazed Zoey decides to avenge all the deaths she's caused. With her new vessel, made from the sacrifice of the last one, in tow, Neferet moves on, to a new city, a new life. When faces from her old life creep in and her vessel begins to fall for her, can the heartless vampyre stay heartless? As a new enemy threatens to eliminate her once and for all, and an immortal begins to play with her mind, nothing is what it seems. Can the fallen priestess survive as a mortal when so many people, even her memories are against her? Warnings: mild psychosis, AU in that it incorporates a hell of a lot of stuff into the HoN mythos, violence (it's Neferet, guys), OCs, character death, flashbacks/nightmares of past abuse, swearing.
The Cure Trilogy: Sweet Sacrifice: Three girls, one human, one blue fledgling, one red fledgling are thrown together in the face of a new enemy. Thorn, the human, hasn't always been human. She was 'cured' of her fledgling marks by a new scientific procedure. She sees the dark side of their cure as it begins to control her... Shell is a newly marked fledgling. When she discovers that it's her father who created the cure that's hurting her friend, will she ever reconcile herself with her human family? Not after her father volunteers her for her own cure. Cheyenne Wintree is a red fledgling. She's proudly undead, popular, and beautiful. she just didn't think it would be so boring. She gets her adventure when she too is selected to test the cure, and she must work with Thorn and Shell to save herself. Three girls, three lives, and one sweet sacrifice. Warnings: impending character death, AU in that it incorporates a scientific aspect into HoN, all OCs, slash, swearing.
The Hidden Tales: Thanatos brings the circle in for an Easter-esque ritual.She tells them of a famous vampyre that represents each element as well as Light and Darkness. Will the things that they learn be enough to protect them, when evil returns to the House of Night? Will the circle be broken again? will they succeed in the face of tragedy? ties into True Colours, Lies for the liars and Fallen Priestess. Post Hidden, compliant to the online epilogue. Warnings: AU in the same fracking way all my stuff is AU (adding to the mythos), Shaylin/Aurox (all other pairings are canon), slash, OCs mentioned in stories, I think swearing, but I'm not sure. Complete.
Lies for the Liars: Do you know I'm faking, when I'm lying next to you... And she told me she had a gun, I think she wants to use it on me now. (Excerpted from Seether's Driven Under) Erin is a liar. She's a High Council spy, sent to be just as much of a double agent as whoever Neferet sends. Enter Dallas. Erin was counting on someone bad, but can she pretend to love someone who tried to kill her friend? "It's a long, lonely path that I've taken. I'll just start off with that. I mean, it's worth it, or so I was told, but I hate every moment where I'm faking. Does he know I'm just as much of a liar as he is? That everything is a fraud?" What happens when the lies begin to fall apart? When Dallas begins to see through her? Warnings: character death, violence, AU in that I'm toying with characterization, possibly OOC!Erin, swearing.
So this is Christmas: The disillusioned yet somewhat sweet House of Night Christmas story to end all Christmas stories. What are all the characters doing on Christmas? How would, say, Neferet celebrate after everything that’s happened with her? What about Zoey? How does she celebrate? Would she be with her friends? And Erin, would her and Dallas do anything special? Everyone sees the holiday as something of a miracle, as a day where nothing can go wrong, but this particular year will leave them asking “so this is Christmas?” This will be 4-5 chapters, about Neferet, Zoey and her circle, Erin and Dallas and then an end chapter (The first three not necessarily in that order). Warnings:AU in that I changed the HoN timeline a bit, swearing. (complete!)
30 days of House of Night: A series of oneshots derived from a tumblr thing I read. See new sides of characters be revealed, and have your questions answered. What did Neferet do after the events of Hidden? What happened with Aurox? Will Erin and Dallas actually last? find out this and more in this epic series of one-shots. Pairings are canon, with a few exceptions, such as Shaylin/Aurox. Warnings: Neferet flashbacks (rape, violence), some AU, some OCs, some non-canon pairings, one crossover chapter, some violence, swearing (Holy crap, it's complete!)
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