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Joined 10-04-11, id: 3311441, Profile Updated: 03-09-17
Author has written 11 stories for Dragon Age, Elder Scroll series, Fallout, Mass Effect, and Outer Worlds.

Hey there! I'm kiwipixel77 (kiwi for short). I do not have too much to say except I am a typical twenty-something Canadian with a university degree still living at home and slowly dying with the crushing weight of student debt I'm struggling to pay off. Yay!

So If you're here then you've probably taken a look at one of my stories, or are checking me out after I reviewed one of your own, or are simply lurking in the shadows. It doesn't matter. Drop by and say hi! I won't bite. I can't promise you that, though. So tread carefully.

If for some reason you're interested in me as a person, here's a bit of info for you: I'm very much into nerdy stuff, especially epic and high fantasy novels (in particular LOTR and the Silmarillion, of which I can say without a doubt I am the biggest Tolkien nerd I've ever met. Seriously. Maybe it's just the small town I'm currently stagnating in, but I've yet to come across a soul who's even heard of The Silmarillion).

I love playing all types of video games, especially RPGs - my favourites being the Elder Scrolls series, Red Dead Redemption, Fallout, Dragon Age, Half-Life, Mass Effect, Assassin's Creed, Fable, etc. I have a long, complicated love affair with Halo, where most of the time things are good, but sometimes we fight and don't talk to each other for a while. Years. Games. Looking at you, Halo 2 and 4.

I love making my own cosplay costumes and props, as well. Currently working on the Sole Survivor cosplay from Fallout 4 (may I just say the Pip-Boy construction is a bitch).

I am shamefully nitpicky with grammar and spelling. I don't think I'll ever meet a guy and fall in love. Not until he straightens out your, you're, their, there, and they're. Forever alone.

I love children's Disney movies and Red vs Blue.

I love to travel and have been many places, but many more are on my list. I try to visit some place in the world once a year - hard to do when you pretty much live at work and have no financial security. But hey, travel is deadly to racism and bigotry and close-mindedness. Or something like that. There's a quote somewhere, I think.

I love this site because I get too involved in the worlds of my favourite stories and I need to read more about them. I love discovering new and awesome stories and some very talented writers. And, when I'm so inclined, I put up my own crappy stories as well.

My Story Statuses (updated 03/09/17)


Death is Nothing At All: COMPLETE! One of my very first attempts at FanFiction oh so long ago. Very drabbley with almost no dialogue.


Last Letter: COMPLETE! I just adore this two-shot, even to this day! So sad, so emotional, and it was the spark that got Oblivious rolling. Read if you're in the mood for tears. Bring tissues!

For After We Start: LONG-TERM HIATUS. I really want to get back into this. Honestly, and stupidly on my part, I totally and completely forgot about this fic. Really. For an entire year. What the hell was I on? As of now, I've written the second chapter, but haven't put it up yet. Maybe soon.

Oblivious: DEAD. I loved this story, and I had so much fun writing it, but I made the mistake of starting it without any real direction or intent. The story became weak, in my opinion, and plotlines popped up, then went cold. I spent so much time between putting up chapters that it sort of just... fizzled out. But I completely revamped, reworked, overhauled it in Oblivious: Redux.

Oblivious: Redux: IN PROGRESS. The updated, overhauled, completely revised version of the original Oblivious. Read this one. It's pretty good, in my not-so-humble opinion.


Divide By Zero: IN PROGRESS! I'm really looking forward to writing this story - however, updates will be sporadic and slow, as I'm trying to get through Oblivious. The Sole Survivor is a chem-addicted asshole so you should read if you like bad boys. And chems.

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TensionBalance by Keryl Raist reviews
The Force Bond won't quit. Obviously, whatever it is the Force expects from Rey and Kylo isn't done, not yet. Why? What does it need them to do? Reylo, smut (eventually), great ponderings of the nature of power and the Force. Basically, if space wizards wrestling with good and evil (occasionally with each other, and naked) sparks your jollies, this one'll be for you.
Star Wars - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 64,216 - Reviews: 109 - Favs: 344 - Follows: 374 - Updated: 3/19/2018 - Published: 12/23/2017 - Rey, Kylo Ren/Ben Solo - Complete
Back Against the Wall by Muffy the Dough Slayer reviews
Scott's pretty sure his father wasn't in the right state of mind to be delegating his duties as Pathfinder when he was dying - he's pretty sure there's been a terrible mistake. But it's too late to fix it now. Maybe one day he'll get used to 'Pathfinder', but he doubts it. Eventual slash, M/M. Slow-ish burn. Rated M for first half of chapter 8.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 139,636 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 3/9/2018 - Published: 4/11/2017 - [Scott R., Reyes V.] SAM
Woman out of time: Songs of Yesterday by AppleglassesMusings reviews
Set before the great war, Evelyn works for the Boston military police (CID). What seems like a simple case of arson at a local base leads her to finding too many inconsistencies around the guilty man and a conspiracy that leads her to Mariposa. Can she solve the case against those who would rather see her fail or will the looming war end it all before the truth can be found.
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Crime/Mystery - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,673 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 6/10/2017 - Published: 5/6/2017 - Sole Survivor
When All Has Burned to Ashes by TheArgentMoon reviews
When all has burned to ashes, only the strong remain. When only the mighty reign, madness is sure to abound. In a world where kindness and compassion are about as deadly as a shotgun or grenade, a man's dwindling humanity will be put to the test when he crosses paths with an injured scavenger just looking to survive another day. *ON HIATUS*
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,304 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 2/23/2017 - Published: 8/4/2016
Hide by bunniesslaughtered reviews
There's a reason Agent Washington never takes his helmet off. Oneshot.
Red vs. Blue - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 672 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 13 - Published: 3/7/2016 - Epsilon, Wash - Complete
Restricted Access by Dark Cryo reviews
When the Sole Survivor first inherited her contract, Cait thought she would be traveling with a lawful, preachy goody two-shoes. She never expected for them to grow so close- or that she would be the crutch that prevented him from falling into madness. Eventual pairing.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 12,451 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 82 - Updated: 3/6/2016 - Published: 2/6/2016 - Sole Survivor, Cait
I Will Carry Your Burdens by bren97122 reviews
Lydia, a housecarl, has found love with the legendary Dragonborn. Their life together is nothing short of perfect. But one night, Lydia finds her love distressed and distraught. She may not carry his physical burdens anymore, but she will always carry his emotional burdens. [LydiaxDragonborn]
Elder Scroll series - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,993 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 7 - Published: 7/24/2015 - Complete
Finding redemption by Wandering-Phantom reviews
She had no idea if they would meet again someday. She hoped they did. Max/Furiosa
Mad Max - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,630 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/29/2015 - Complete
Vulnerability by VanillaRage reviews
Vilkas may be the one removing his clothes, but it's Ria who feels naked. Originally posted to the Skyrim KinkMeme Community. As such there is sexual content within.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 12,814 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 5/17/2015 - Published: 5/16/2015 - Vilkas, Ria - Complete
precious and fragile things by FlyingFleshEater reviews
What if the Inquisitor had a kid before the Conclave. How would their LI react to finding out? Saw this prompt on the kink meme and just couldn't resist. One chapter for each of my six Inquisitors. I'll change the characters for each chapter to indicate what the pairing is.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Family/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,523 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 36 - Published: 2/16/2015 - [Cassandra P., Lavellan] Leliana, Josephine M.
There and Back Again by Arkenshield reviews
Bilbo sat by his fireplace, lost in memories of the days that once were. "There are some things that time cannot mend. Some hurts that go too deep...that have taken hold."
Hobbit - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,822 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 1/3/2015 - Published: 1/1/2013 - Thorin, Bilbo B.
The Life by casquis reviews
The Great War was a long one, millions made it, more didn't. Frank is an ODST, a human just like us, that has managed to survive the most grueling battles for years. With so much experience under his belt he has some amazing stories to tell. This are the life stories of an immature, not-all-in-there, and talented Marine just living, fighting, and being plain badass during the war.
Halo - Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Adventure - Chapters: 230 - Words: 1,622,859 - Reviews: 2464 - Favs: 1,035 - Follows: 751 - Updated: 12/12/2014 - Published: 6/20/2011 - Complete
Doubt by Showers' Inc reviews
An Inquisition one-shot. The Inquisitor and her party rest around the fire before continuing their adventures, leaving Varric Tethras to think of all that's led him to this point ... Hardly any spoilers (just exchanges between companions), indications of a F!Inquisitor/Cullen romance. Includes Dorian and Cassandra. (cover image courtesy of Dragon Age Wiki)
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,321 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/12/2014 - Varric T., Cassandra P., Inquisitor, Dorian - Complete
The Bride & The Other Brother by nothelping reviews
Vilkas hated her the moment he met her. She was not worthy of being a Companion. She was not worthy of his brother. Vilkas was storming towards the bridal suite like a hurricane before he knew what he was doing. His face twisted into something that was a cross between a smile and a sneer as one thought raced across his mind: The bride was in for one rude awakening.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 31 - Words: 187,882 - Reviews: 225 - Favs: 183 - Follows: 152 - Updated: 8/23/2014 - Published: 11/30/2013 - Dragonborn/Dovahkiin, Farkas, Vilkas, Brynjolf - Complete
Heaven and Home Again by petrichorister reviews
The night before her final fight with Alduin, questions of the afterlife keep the Dragonborn from sleeping.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,596 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/17/2014 - Published: 3/10/2014 - [Dragonborn/Dovahkiin, Farkas] Kodlak Whitemane - Complete
Missing You by Little But Fierce reviews
A short scene about waiting for the one you love.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 9 - Published: 2/20/2014 - Lydia - Complete
Turned Dark by Azaisya reviews
Mercer Frey loves Karliah Indoril. That he knows. But when he finally decides to tell her, Gallus gets there first. Oneshot.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,059 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/1/2014 - Karliah, Mercer Frey, Gallus - Complete
A Black Rose by Tayhlia reviews
A single red rose had been the beginning; a beautiful demonstration of his feelings, the promise of a future beyond the war. What twisted paths love takes: she loved a man who didn't love her, and another man loved her, whom she didn't love. Irony of ironies: it was the assassin that claimed to not know anything of love, that truly did.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,744 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/26/2013 - Alistair, Zevran A., Amell - Complete
Bird of Pray by LittleLotte17 reviews
A poem about a Hawke. A brief portrait of words.
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/7/2013 - unknown 1, Hawke - Complete
Confessions by Rydia Asuka reviews
Travelling together for nearly a year is a long time to get up to trouble. On the road from Redcliffe to Denerim, as their journey comes to an end, the warden and Zevran take a few minutes to own up to some previous mischief.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,152 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/17/2013 - Zevran A., Tabris - Complete
Boys Will Do Boys by Oratorio reviews
The Warden is in the Deep Roads with Oghren, Morrigan and Shale. This is the story of what the other companions get up to around the campfire while they are waiting for the Warden to return. They are telling stories about their past, and Alistair learns something new. Rated M for sexytalk. NSFW.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,177 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/20/2013 - Alistair, Zevran A. - Complete
A Manly Problem by Black Hawk reviews
Kili prowled around the base of the pine, his eyes scanning its lowest branches like a cat hunting out the best place to land. Fili sprinted into a jog as soon as he recognized his little brother's behavior. He knew from experience that once Kili was in a tree, there was no getting him out of it until he was ready.
Hobbit - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,628 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 129 - Follows: 18 - Published: 1/1/2013 - Kíli, Fíli - Complete
Survivor Guilt by Keolah reviews
Melissa Cousland was going to be a queen. But things do not quite work out as planned. How does one move on after losing everything? One-shot, DAO ending spoilers.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,061 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/26/2012 - Alistair, Morrigan, Cousland - Complete
If There are Wolves Among the Stars by skywalker05 reviews
AU. The starship Long Night of Solace has been cast adrift, partially intact, in slipspace, and the one Spartan and one Sangheili aboard both have reasons to get back to Reach. Jorge/Six.
Halo - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 111,474 - Reviews: 197 - Favs: 199 - Follows: 153 - Updated: 11/5/2012 - Published: 11/18/2010 - Jorge-052/Noble Five, SPARTAN-B312/Noble Six - Complete
Things That I Used to Do by Lywinis reviews
What better way to remove a Courier than to send the one who knows her best? Boone knows that she deserves a clean death, and he aims to give it to her.
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,112 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 7 - Published: 7/30/2012 - C. Boone, Courier - Complete
Blue Sky by wafflestories reviews
Meteors, signals, apologies, and that tricky little thing called humanity- four years after the events of Portal II, Wheatley's been handed a second chance, but it's not going to be plain sailing…
Portal - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 169,766 - Reviews: 1320 - Favs: 3,781 - Follows: 1,293 - Updated: 4/1/2012 - Published: 10/3/2011 - Wheatley, Chell - Complete
The Long Road Home by thegreenpuma88 reviews
After Revelation. It's no secret that Sarge can't stand Grif and berates him constantly. But what if the abuse wasn't just verbal? When Sarge nearly kills Grif, ugly secrets come out and Simmons and Grif are forced to confront their feelings.
Red vs. Blue - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,493 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 1/27/2012 - Published: 10/6/2011 - D. Grif, D. Simmons
Behind the Curtain by dryskim reviews
RvB: Project Freelancer may have been a top-secret military program, but that didn't mean it's members were any less human. A look at the Freelancers in between the episodes of Season 9.
Halo - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,235 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 11/17/2011 - Published: 10/27/2011
Chance of Survival by mumblybee reviews
Red vs Blue. In which Delta learns York's favorite color, and York learns that there's no such thing as a stupid question.
Red vs. Blue - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,452 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 13 - Published: 9/25/2011 - York, Delta - Complete
Calling by Dreamlover1102 reviews
In Death, Sacrifice. Alistair/F!Cousland friendship
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,979 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/22/2011 - Alistair, Cousland - Complete
Waiting on the Revolution by lovova reviews
Red Vs. Blue: When the revolution starts, Grif is the first to die. But he doesn't have to wait for the others long.
Halo - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,520 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/21/2011 - Complete
Rose by xXUniversalBreak-LetGoXx reviews
She visits that place, and remembers. R&R! Alistair/F! Cousland
Dragon Age - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/30/2010 - Alistair, Cousland
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Divide By Zero reviews
The Sole Survivor is kind of a dick. And addicted to chems. But he's got the greatest plan this side of the Commonwealth: put a bullet in every last drug kingpin, raider overlord, and mafia boss in Boston. Hancock thinks it's brilliant. Cait knows they're all going to die. And MacCready still has no idea why he hangs out with these guys. M!SS/Cait. M!SS/MacCready Bromance.
Fallout - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 97,097 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 216 - Follows: 225 - Updated: 10/22 - Published: 3/14/2016 - [Sole Survivor, Cait] MacCready, J. Hancock
There Will Come Soft Rains reviews
And Spring herself, when she woke at dawn, Would scarcely know that we were gone. - In which Robert Joseph MacCready reluctantly falls in mutual weirdness with the most infuriating human being he's ever met. M!SS/MacCready
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,389 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/6 - MacCready, Sole Survivor
Entropy reviews
"Entropy is the natural state of the universe, Captain. All systems inevitably dissolve. And when that day comes to Halcyon, we will be ready." In which Ellie hates everyone and everything, then learns to maybe not hate everyone and everything so much. Male Captain/Ellie
Outer Worlds - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 56,636 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 1/24/2021 - Published: 1/19/2020 - Maximilian D., Felix M., Ellie F., Alex Hawthorne
Fade-Touched reviews
Every time Dorian touches Lavellan, something happens. Usually something painful. Or embarrassing. Or infuriating. But, always, something.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,748 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Updated: 1/13/2021 - Published: 4/30/2020 - Dorian, Lavellan
Annika's Locket reviews
Eddie is a raider. A traitor, a murderer, a thief. He's done a lot of bad things, been a lot of places, killed a lot of people. Then he meets Annika at the wrong end of a shotgun, and that's when his adventure really begins. Based on the random location and sad encounter in Fallout 4. T for blood and swearing. Romance, fluff, falling in love, killing people. All the good stuff.
Fallout - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,358 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 10/2/2020 - Published: 7/9/2017
Oblivious: Redux reviews
The progression of Lydia and her Thane from friends to lovers, set in a series of short stories/one-shots. Imperial DB. Mostly Fluff. Rated M for violence, blood, swearing, and sexual situations. This is the updated version of the original Oblivious.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 45,571 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 1/6/2018 - Published: 1/5/2017 - Dragonborn/Dovahkiin, Lydia
Second Chances
It's why they all came to Andromeda, right? A look at Reyes Vidal's life as he deals with Ryder leaving him. Set in a series of short one-shots and emails. Scott/Reyes I guess, mostly deals with regret/moving on. Spoilers for Kadara missions and endgame.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,608 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/16/2017 - Scott R., Cora H., Vetra N.
Last Letter reviews
Lydia reads a letter from the Dragonborn after he leaves to defeat Alduin. One-Shot.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 14,940 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 6/11/2016 - Published: 10/20/2013 - Dragonborn/Dovahkiin, Lydia - Complete
Oblivious reviews
Elder Scroll series - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 20 - Words: 145,609 - Reviews: 174 - Favs: 189 - Follows: 209 - Updated: 5/15/2016 - Published: 11/9/2013 - Dragonborn/Dovahkiin, Aela, Lydia, Kharjo - Complete
For After We Start reviews
The Dragonborn died in the final fight against Alduin. It had become part of the legend, part of history - everyone knew that. Everyone, that is, except the Dragonborn himself. What happens when the world you knew and loved had left you behind? Set 30 years after the Dragonborn left to fight Alduin in Sovngarde.
Elder Scroll series - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,421 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 33 - Published: 10/21/2014 - Dragonborn/Dovahkiin, Lydia, Serana
Death is Nothing At All reviews
She'd robbed him of so much that day on the roof of the fort. She ran to her fate with a sword in her hand like death was nothing at all. / Alistair's life after Cousland's final sacrifice. Based on the poem of the same title. Very drabble-ish with almost no dialogue. Exceptionally angsty.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 21,178 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 8/6/2013 - Published: 7/11/2013 - Alistair, Leliana, Zevran A., Cousland - Complete
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