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Joined 10-25-11, id: 3372241, Profile Updated: 02-02-15
Author has written 6 stories for iCarly, and Victorious.

"The sky is the limit... for some people. Aim higher. Nothing is impossible."
- Demi Lovato

"The greatest feeling is knowing I don't have to be right."
- Hayley Williams


I'm Amanda! I'm twenty-one years old. I am a senior in college hoping to work in the music industry someday. I have always loved writing- English was my best subject in high school, and I actually placed out of it when I got to college, but I miss writing, so... here I am!

I joined and started publishing my first story in October 2011. As a full-time student finishing up my bachelor's and starting on my masters degree, I get pretty busy with school, but I'm always brainstorming for my stories and I update as often as I can. I love reading comments and hearing what people think, so please feel free to leave reviews, I read and cherish every single one. :)

The story "Broken Angel" is heavily inspired by music. Each chapter is named after a lyric from a song, and the story itself takes its title from a song by Boyce Avenue. Here is the list of songs that the chapter names come from, as well as the lyrics to "Broken Angel". (I used to have all of this info on here, but I decided to move it to avoid clutter. :D)

Also, if you want to talk to me or anything, you can message me! You can also find me on tumblr under the same username.

Thanks for reading, and I hope you enjoy my stories. :)


4/11/13

As of today, two of my stories, "In Real Life" and "Everything Has Changed", have been placed on temporary hiatus. I'm sure this isn't a shock considering how long it's been since they were updated, but I just wanted to get it out there. I am a college student, not Superwoman, and right now I just don't feel like I have the time to devote to them that I know they need. I need to do a lot of outlining and drafting so I have a game plan for them, and with everything going on in school I just can't. I am most definitely not abandoning them, though. I'm just giving them an official break while I finish up the semester and focus on my other three stories (which are outlined and I know exactly where they're going.). The two stories on hiatus will be taken off it this summer (which for me starts in about 2 weeks, yay!) and they will be finished up. Thanks!


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How I Make You Feel My Love by greyrooms reviews
"Jade: …you're asking for sex... over TEXT Beck: it's 2013, text is an acceptable platform to ask for sex!" In which Beck and Jade send inappropriate text messages. ("Fluffy sexting.") Chat fic. Heavy T rating.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,959 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 10 - Published: 2/5/2013 - Jade W., Beck O. - Complete
Picture Perfect by yesterdaymorning reviews
'Jade never really imagined herself as the settling down kind of girl. Hollywood was her home, she always imagined her future to be full of business trips and excitement, new experiences, new dreams to follow every month. Settling down was for people in their forties. For people with steady jobs and boring lives.'
Victorious - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,653 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/21/2013 - Jade W., Beck O. - Complete
at sixty-five by greyrooms reviews
The four times Beck brings up marriage and the one time Jade says yes. (For BadePrompt's Save the Date event.)
Victorious - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,798 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 8 - Published: 1/20/2013 - Beck O., Jade W. - Complete
Streetlights by amberpire reviews
I'd sooner swallow razor blades soaked in acid before I ever admitted out loud that I need Tori, but that wouldn't make it any less true. ;Jade/Tori;
Victorious - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 109,942 - Reviews: 1648 - Favs: 1,343 - Follows: 589 - Updated: 5/9/2012 - Published: 9/12/2011 - Jade W., Tori V. - Complete
It's A Challenge by iBloodbenderSeddie reviews
Freddie and Sam found themselves in trouble when the two little lines popped up on the white stick. Will they be able to survive this new, difficult challenge; let alone at the age of sixteen?
iCarly - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 46 - Words: 105,173 - Reviews: 656 - Favs: 154 - Follows: 135 - Updated: 12/25/2011 - Published: 6/26/2011 - Freddie B., Sam P.
Perpetual by stilessttilinski reviews
ashes, ashes - we all fall down! And it seems death creates a chain reaction. - - BeckTori, JadeRobbie, CatBeck, BeckJade, AndreTori.
Victorious - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,829 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/7/2011 - Tori V., Beck O. - Complete
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Delirium reviews
After Beck and Jade break up, she cuts all contact, flees to NYC and takes refuge onstage on Broadway, leaving Beck behind in Hollywood at a dead-end job with no future. It seems over between them. But when she suddenly vanishes, seemingly without a trace, just how far will Beck go to find her? And will he ever get the chance to make things right? Future!Bade (age 22). Please R&R!
Victorious - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 37,616 - Reviews: 128 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 3/31 - Published: 12/2/2012 - Jade W., Beck O.
Unfathomable reviews
Growing up in a society where humans are kept separate from the creatures that dwell in the depths of the sea, Beck Oliver never dreamt that one day, the two worlds would collide, trapping him in the middle. Can he manage to change the unswerving minds of the people around him so that he can be with the one he loves? Bade. My first AU, so reviews would be nice. :)
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,441 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 5/9/2013 - Published: 4/10/2013 - Jade W., Beck O.
Broken Angel reviews
Sam has always been fearless, never needing anything from anyone. Freddie knows everything about her- or does he? And when long-forgotten demons from Sam's painful past return to haunt her, can she find the strength to let Freddie in, or is she too far gone to allow anyone to save her? SEDDIE. Rated M for violent themes and mild language. Please R&R!
iCarly - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 29 - Words: 40,123 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 4/2/2013 - Published: 10/28/2011 - Sam P., Freddie B.
Everything Has Changed reviews
When Freddie's mother gets a job offer in Los Angeles, he's suddenly ripped away from everything he's ever known. Can he find his place in a new city, or will homesickness prove too much for him? Crossover between iCarly and Victorious; response to a challenge from Challenge King. Please R&R! ON HIATUS
Crossover - iCarly & Victorious - Rated: K - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,470 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/23/2013 - Freddie B.
Beautiful Things reviews
"I'm not a religious person in the slightest, but I've experienced heaven, and it's here and now, kissing this beautiful, misunderstood girl in this stuffy, ammonia-scented janitor's closet." Tori/Jade. Oneshot.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,334 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/7/2013 - Tori V., Jade W. - Complete
In Real Life reviews
Beck and Jade have been together forever, but how did they start dating in the first place? Has Jade always been this mean, or is there an underlying reason for it? And when Tori Vega first shows up to take Hollywood Arts by storm, how did Jade really feel about that? Bade! I love music, so title is a Demi Lovato song, and each chapter's named after a Paramore song. ON HIATUS
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 8,560 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 9/24/2012 - Published: 8/5/2012 - Jade W., Beck O.