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Joined 11-09-11, id: 3417022, Profile Updated: 02-04-15
Author has written 21 stories for D.Gray-Man, and Saiyuki.

I commonly go by David.
You can also find me on Tumblr at sevarg and my writingfic blog at sgrave


I am also on AO3 where I post my uncensored versions:

DewDropLotus on Archiveofourown


I have been away for quite some time and I'm sure many people have given up on a lot of my fics. Unfortunately, some of my fics may never see a finish because they're too much work to do [the sequel to Brain Damage is likely the one I'm going to rework out.] The rest of them are possibly close enough to a peak point that I can finish them. I will be uploading other things and I do have plans for different fics. You'll see that most of my work is Kanda/Allen, but I've kinda grown more to a Cross/Neah pairing fondness and you might see more of that. I've also kinda taken up AU a little more, since I feel like Hoshino probably aint going to finish D.gray-man some time soon and her plot is convoluted as fuck.

That being said, I am a Saiyuki fan too and you may see some strays in here as well.

My fav ships:
Cross/Neah
Cross/Mana
Cross/Neah/Mana
Kougaiji/Ukoku[Dr.Nii]
Kougaiji/Sanzo


LINK TO NEED / You can also see it on my tumblr page sgrave: /tagged/need

This is the link out to the rest of "Need". The full smut scene written for Allen and Kanda. This story is an AllenxKandaxAllen and both partners play an equal role. So if you're not really in for either of them not being the sole receiver/giver, then this story is not for you because it's written with realistic expectations for sex. Other wise, Enjoy and please let me know your opinions!

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17's Ending by elsupa reviews
Set years after the end of DBZ. DBGT and the movies are treated as not existent. 17 finds himself in a world with no limitations anymore, what will he do? It's my goal to portray 17 as faithfully as possible. Please read and review.
Dragon Ball Z - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 53 - Words: 185,030 - Reviews: 170 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 7/17/2014 - Published: 5/1/2010 - Android 17, Piccolo
Stronger Than Pride by Euriella reviews
In the eyes of a familiar silver eyed boy, nothing would be more satisfying than breaking down the walls of someone as fierce and passionate as Kanda Yuu. But when it comes down to it, is it really worth a man who's just as uptight, stubborn, and crazy as he is? "What's the point?" Kanda asks. "The point is you're lying, to everyone. But you can't fool someone who does it too."
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 21,011 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 11/13/2013 - Published: 1/4/2013 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
memento vivere by hashire reviews
Kanda/Lenalee. A collection of unconnected stories, mostly set in canon with a few exceptions.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 27 - Words: 54,169 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 9/3/2013 - Published: 3/11/2010 - Kanda Yuu, Lenalee Lee - Complete
Kouryu's Rescue by dragonwriter24cmf
We always hear how Sanzo's master fished him from a river. My take on how it happened.
Saiyuki - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,206 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/27/2013 - Komyou S., G. Sanzo - Complete
A Fight for Breath by Euriella reviews
Shenanigans and mishaps between the two exorcists that can't seem to keep their mouths shut around each other without throwing an insult or two first. Yullen/Arekan
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 10,465 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 2/17/2013 - Published: 6/20/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
End of the End by Alahnore reviews
"Dear Yuri, I'm sorry. I guess I haven't been as okay as I thought." / Game spoilers. Alternate scenario. Character death.
Tales of Vesperia - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,932 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 13 - Published: 2/13/2013 - [Flynn S., Yuri L.] - Complete
Shown by Alahnore reviews
After hearing some news from Flynn, Estelle takes it upon herself to get to the bottom of the potential problem. It was absurd, how could they be so okay with it? That was all right though, Estelle would set Yuri straight and get them on the right track again. / Yuri x Flynn oneshot, shounen-ai warning. Mild spoilers.
Tales of Vesperia - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,180 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/21/2012 - [Yuri L., Flynn S.] Estellise H. - Complete
Stages by AsianVoodoo reviews
How did this happen?
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 21 - Words: 31,662 - Reviews: 81 - Favs: 113 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 9/4/2012 - Published: 4/16/2010 - Kanda Yuu, Allen Walker - Complete
Veracity by Becca2793 reviews
Figuring things out isn't exactly Allen's strong suit, but he's willing to try. For Yullen Weeks 2011's theme of 'Shadow.'
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,847 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 12 - Published: 12/21/2011 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Staredown by kirathaune reviews
Pre-journey. Sanzo gets tired of the way Goku is always watching him, and decides to turn the tables on the monkey. But does it work? Rated for a certain monk's mouth.
Saiyuki - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,549 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/29/2010 - G. Sanzo, Goku S. - Complete
Wilting Blossoms by Erendyce reviews
As each petal falls, Kanda realizes that he doesn't have time anymore. As days pass, Allen understands he doesn't have much time left. Still, they dare not reveal their feelings to each other. And time doesn't wait for them. Yullen one-shot.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,192 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 172 - Follows: 16 - Published: 8/13/2010 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
The Accumulated Darkness by Tia Paes reviews
Goku's curious about Sanzo's childhood. One shot
Saiyuki - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,019 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/22/2010 - Goku S., G. Sanzo - Complete
You be the Road by lhbaghead reviews
There is Kanda, who is stupidly pretty; there is Allen, who is stupidly infatuated with him; then there is Lavi and Lenalee, who have stupid plans to get them together. All in all, Allen isn't sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing. Really. AllenKanda
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 56,717 - Reviews: 203 - Favs: 208 - Follows: 85 - Updated: 7/29/2009 - Published: 5/29/2009 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Bittersweet Lonliness by KyraEnsui reviews
Sequel to "Beyond the Dream of Pleasure". Pairing: Tyki x Kanda
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,743 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/2/2009 - Tyki Mikk, Kanda Yuu
Mirage by Ryuacchi reviews
A mirage is an illusion, caused by temperatures one is not used to. Goku experiences an event he is not used to, and he does not like it one bit. Contains spoilers from Reload 7
Saiyuki - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,041 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/14/2008 - G. Sanzo, Goku S. - Complete
Festival by RedBrunja reviews
Goku may be an irritant and a distraction, but he's Sanzo's irritant and distraction. gen
Saiyuki - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 478 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/25/2008 - G. Sanzo, Goku S. - Complete
Why Monkeys Don't Swim by Mrs. Knightley reviews
In the manga, it was not when Sanzo freed Goku that he lost the manacles, but some time after that. Unfortunately, Goku didn't realize his shackles made him too heavy to swim.
Saiyuki - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,143 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/11/2008 - Goku S., G. Sanzo - Complete
Monkey See, Monkey Do by D. M. Evans reviews
Goku tries to walk in Sanzo’s footsteps, or at least as he sees them.
Saiyuki - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,498 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 25 - Published: 7/29/2007 - Goku S., G. Sanzo - Complete
The Voices in Your Head by Samurai101 reviews
Sometimes the only reasons Sanzo gets by is that annoying voice in his head.::T for blood and violence::.
Saiyuki - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 978 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/2/2007 - G. Sanzo, Goku S. - Complete
Beyond the Dream of Pleasure by KyraEnsui reviews
Tyki x Kanda Being bored was not part of Tyki's style however, visiting one of the exorcists will be quite fun and pleasurable.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,963 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 8 - Published: 5/16/2007 - Tyki Mikk, Kanda Yuu - Complete
The Chandrasekhar limit by Madhumalati reviews
The nature of a weapon is the nature of its wielder, and the wonderful thing about guns is that they can point in any direction. Rating upped after Hitode's review
Saiyuki - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 580 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 13 - Published: 1/26/2007 - G. Sanzo, Goku S. - Complete
Forgive Me by windwhisprer reviews
It looked as though Sanzo's luck had finally run out. [Yaoi if you squint][oneshot][character death]
Saiyuki - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,878 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 7 - Published: 9/17/2006 - Goku S., G. Sanzo - Complete
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Her Smile reviews
Some things can't be solved with liquor, but that doesn't stop him from trying. CrossMaria
D.Gray-Man - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 816 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/12 - Cross Marian - Complete
Persecution reviews
After they're discovered by Howard Link, Kanda faces public persecution for his relationship with Allen Walker. Branded and humiliated, he still refuses to cave to the hypocrisies of the Black Order and the Church itself.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Drama/Crime - Chapters: 36 - Words: 27,668 - Reviews: 354 - Favs: 124 - Follows: 155 - Updated: 2/10 - Published: 1/28/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Unbroken reviews
The road to recovery is a long and tumultuous one. But I will drag him along—kicking and screaming—until he learns to care for the body that he sells to others for the price of dignity he doesn't have. AllenKandaAllen.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 11,432 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 2/6 - Published: 1/5/2013 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Sleep reviews
No one told him parenting was this hard.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 493 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/4
Permission Slip
He was, in her mind, repulsively arrogant and...undeniably brilliant...but he was just...a disgusting pervert beyond all of it. [Nii / Hwang - suggestive themes ]
Saiyuki - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,948 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/10/2014 - Hwang, Nii J./Ukoku S.
Click
Despite a wash of gold and cold violet, he was seeing her. [Hakkai / Sanzo - strong themes]
Saiyuki - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,573 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/10/2014 - G. Sanzo, Hakkai C. - Complete
Written In Flames reviews
What others don't realize, is that Kanda Yuu has a twisted sense of humor hiding-waiting to torment a certain 'Beansprout'. Allen, is unfortunately fully aware of this and falls for it every time anyway. Collection of drabbles, humor, contemplative and introspective. AllenKandaAllen.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 8,367 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 6/9/2013 - Published: 6/2/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Incubation reviews
God has a terrible sense of humor and Kanda isn't laughing. And probably won't be...for nine more months. AllenxKandaxAllen, Mpreg!Kanda. Written to prove that it can be done right.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 29 - Words: 90,522 - Reviews: 877 - Favs: 349 - Follows: 408 - Updated: 6/7/2013 - Published: 3/20/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Kiss Me, My Pretty reviews
An accident in the science department has Timcanpy in love with a familiar grouchy swordsman. Now the only way to make the stupid golem go away, is to show it affection. Humorous TimcanpyxKanda. Yeah, I went there. -eventualYullen
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 18 - Words: 36,252 - Reviews: 368 - Favs: 158 - Follows: 190 - Updated: 4/13/2013 - Published: 12/6/2011 - Kanda Yuu, Timcanpy
Shameless reviews
Lenalee goes for a bath and gets more of an eyeful than she ever wanted.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,082 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 10 - Published: 3/23/2013 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu, Lenalee Lee - Complete
Twelve Days of Christmas Catastrophe reviews
It's a rare chance to celebrate the holiday at the Black Order, unfortunately Kanda's not cooperating and he and Allen can't seem to participate in a single aspect of celebration without catastrophically screwing it up. But they keep trying anyway. AllenKandaAllen, featuring Timcanpy in a sweater and tons of low-brow comedy. COMPLETE
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 46,340 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 12/31/2012 - Published: 12/14/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Masqued reviews
Perhaps this is why he has enamored you. Perhaps this is why you have chosen to hide yourself as well; to step forward before him. His feet follow yours and your bodies are close—moving together in the way you wanted.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,089 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/15/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
How Many Idiots Does It Take reviews
All Allen Walker wants is to build a desk with Kanda for their new apartment. All Kanda Yuu wants is just about anything that doesn't involve building a desk. So armed with a toolbox, first aid kit, and no patience to spare; they attempt the impossible: working together without someone getting killed.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,583 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/2/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Voyeur reviews
It's all Kanda's fault that Allen's feeling like the most sexually frustrated teen in Europe-no, in the galaxy. Because Kanda is made of all things evil and Allen's just his poor little victim this time. Warnings for: Plentiful innuendos, Allen's loss of brain functioning, and Kanda being Kanda and naked . - AllenKandaAllen.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,489 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 8/13/2012 - Published: 8/5/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Into The Ocean reviews
The wind is pressing me again, it's talking to me and reminding me that I should retreat before the rain finally comes in and soaks the world around me. I can already feel the raindrops on my skin. "Hurry up, BaKanda," I repeat and turn before it all comes crashing down. AllenKandaAllen
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,980 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 13 - Published: 6/29/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Cacophony reviews
With awakening of the 14th, Allen and Kanda are tossed into an interweaving nightmare trip to a past neither couldn't have even fathomed. Uncovering the truth, they must both face a future that could break everything they know. AllenKanda
D.Gray-Man - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,446 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 109 - Updated: 3/19/2012 - Published: 2/21/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu
Brain Damage reviews
A run-in with a hoard of Akuma ends in an unfortunate meeting with a familiar purple butterfly; leaving Kanda with severe brain damage. Allen now has to figure out how to bring Kanda back into his mind, while trying not to fall himself. AllenKanda
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 114,812 - Reviews: 571 - Favs: 229 - Follows: 107 - Updated: 2/21/2012 - Published: 11/17/2011 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Aerial Silk reviews
It was a circus performance so mesmerizing, that Allen almost couldn't believe it was where he finally found Kanda. AllenxKanda
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,420 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/15/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Conversation With Fists reviews
There is something untamed and ungodly about you. You should be a sin. An intoxicating, irresistible sin. YULLENWEEK -COMPLETE
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 7,289 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 1/26/2012 - Published: 12/17/2011 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
Counting Minutes reviews
He promised he'd come back. Allen Walker knew how he hated people who didn't keep their promises. "Come back, beansprout. I can't hold on much longer. It's getting colder." -Yullen
D.Gray-Man - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,689 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 97 - Follows: 8 - Published: 1/2/2012 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete
This Game We Play reviews
It was seeing your face, flawless and full of desire that made every cutting word into a delicious candy. - NeahKandaAllen sort of thing.
D.Gray-Man - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,494 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/15/2011 - Allen Walker, Kanda Yuu - Complete