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Author has written 6 stories for Hetalia - Axis Powers, Shingeki no Kyojin/進撃の巨人, and Pokémon.
Alright alright alriteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Okay, I'm getting real with myself; I will never continue my fanfictions, nor do I will try to write a new one.
I dunno, man. I just kind of lost my interest to fanfiction. I use to really hype over the characters of a series, but over the years, this hyper fanboy inside me is gone. I no longer have like this craze over characters, but instead I start to really enjoy the plot (not THAT kind of plot #iykwim), the plot twist, the background story, the moral values of a story.
Sure, I love the characters, and I love me some 3D characters that are not Mary Sues/Gary Stus, but those characters...they just don't do anything in my mind anymore. When I was into this fanfiction craze, they are so vivid in my mind. They used to dance and do crazy things, and I tell those crazy things in my fanfiction. They do those crazy things almost "independently". Now, I can barely imagine them. They became so blurry, and everytime I try to think and imagine them doing anything, they just disappear. You could say it's like trying to firmly grab water. They just flow out of your palm.
I'm sad to think that maybe my imagination isn't as wild and fresh as it's used to.
Now, I have new interests. My love for gaming resurfaces from my childhood era and I can feel it's about to make a comeback as soon as I am able to get a proper platform for it (and I feel like it could potentially ruin my grades lol).
Also, I'm totally in love with YouTube. I'm starting to watch so much YouTubers and science videos. It's just hilarious and it can be really entertaining and educating, it also doesn't hurt that I'm able to hear a lot of opinions that can be really different from what I found in real life.
But yeah, as my love for YouTube grows and my love for gaming resurfaces and making a comeback like JB did in 2015, fanfiction got pushed out of my interest circle.
BUT I WILL NOT DISRESPECT FANFICTION.
Yea I need to write that in caps because it's so important. I appreciate creative writing and I think fanfiction can be really educating and mind expanding. Reading and especially writing it can be really beneficial because we can learn a lot of new things.
I will remember fanfiction as a part of my teenage years that has made me learn so much about a lot of things. I will never dismiss it as childish and irrelevant in any way.
This is really long lol. But well, this is the last "Update", I guess...
Getting involved in fanfiction is such a magical chapter in my life. I even made so many friends over roleplaying here in the forums and writing stories together (which is quite awesome because I'm so bad at making friends lol). They have gone to their separate ways since like 2 years ago, and I think I should too now(about time!). We had fun and we learn a lot. But just like every fanfiction in this website, there's always an end to everything.
Good bye everyone!
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