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Joined 12-02-11, id: 3487608, Profile Updated: 08-04-12
Author has written 7 stories for Big Time Rush.

"..People are afraid of the unknown. So whatever it is your scared of, grab it by the balls and say hello.
Then it ain't unknown anymore, and you're not scared anymore either..." - taken from the book: I SUCK AT GIRLS

I've hit a rough patch lately, and I just recently got over it. Also! Due to some obstacles, including school, homework and a surprisingly new found social life I cannot guarantee regular updates. But..you know what? I'll try anyways, probably going to update stories in my free time i.e Saturdays, Sundays or Fridays is the best time for me. And I would like everyone to know that I appreciate the reviews and subscriptions you guys are giving me. I haven't given up on love just yet, so I promise I will update sooner or later. But then people break promises, so you're lucky I'm the devil spawn so I don't count as a person. :L

Anyways, getting that awkward stage of a public message out of the way. If don't already know, my name is Sarah and JPenn is NOT actually my surname (as written on Nothing more than a Memory). It gives me something to use as a substitute, and fills spaces on those shiny new story covers FF.NET added. An active FanFic reader, not big on reviewing other people's stories like I used to, and not as bubbly as before but, you know. That's life for you..haha I have this tendency to write a new story, and not update it at all and later delete it because I lost the idea in my head. So my friend told me to stop reading, and focus on my writing because I get distracted too easily. Good advice, Good friend. Bad hairdo, don't worry Savannah, it'll grow back sooner or later.


I have a few favorite authors on FF, and some aren't as good as I think about now. I'm not saying they're bad, no. I just went through a phase of change,
where one particular way of writing is all I can focus on right now. Some of them, are still active writers, and I feel like mentioning them so here it goes:

1.) Sum1Cooler: If there will ever be a more perfect personification of my favorite BTR Cargan/Kames writer, it would be this guy. Like, no joke.
Everyone else would just looked deformed compared to how epic this person is. Seriously bro, you rule. High five. I salute you and your writing skills.

2.) CorsomeeCorey: You know that one person you watch from the sidelines start as a rookie, then rise to the top? It's Corey. He used to review most
of my newer stories before I mysteriously stopped writing chapters for them. Again, sorry about that. But this guy doesn't stop, so great job man.

3.) HeavenONFire: Yeah, so I haven't explained to you guys how I've turned into a gamer girl right? Long story, I won't bore you with details.
It turns out that there's more to gaming than call of duty and Halo (sarcasm..I've always been gaming since I turned 10). After falling in love with Mass Effect
I started reading some Fanfics about it, soon enough I found a favorite M/M author there too.

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What You Gonna Do by Tigers257 reviews
Carlos is a gangster in the school and will date someone for a week just to get laid. But will that change once he meets Logan. MPreg. Cargan, some Kames and minor Kett.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 27,109 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 10/21/2014 - Published: 12/7/2011 - Carlos, Logan
My Good Boy by ThisHendersonChick14 reviews
You've seen Logan's past unravel, now it's time to see Carlos'. Only difference? They're married, living in California, and expecting their own little 'Bundles of Joy'(MPREG). Anything can happen. Sequel to My Bad Boy.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 63,815 - Reviews: 250 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 1/17/2013 - Published: 1/8/2012 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
I've Got A Secret I've Been Dying To Leak by Ercassiel-x reviews
Carlos meets Lola and falls for her fast. Lola feels the same way which is why she feels so terrible for hiding a big secret from him. Carlos/Logan. Possible Kendall/James. Crossdressing.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 10 - Words: 32,440 - Reviews: 180 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 96 - Updated: 3/9/2012 - Published: 8/17/2011 - Carlos, Logan
The New Pages Of Life by cargan4ever reviews
Hortense Mitchell had just moved from Texas to Minnesota. He met Carlos Garcia the most popular kid in the school and decided that he can't stand him. Will the latino change that? Sucky summary XD I know. Warning : M/M
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,490 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 2/1/2012 - Published: 1/4/2012 - Carlos, Logan
Funny How Things Happen by shipcargan reviews
Logan Mitchell is a 24 year old musician looking for his big break in Hollywood. Things turn out much differently than expected! Logan/Carlos, Cargan Slash. Rated M for mature themes and possible smut :o
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,312 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 1/17/2012 - Published: 1/4/2012 - Logan, Carlos
Crooked Halo by Panda Crayon reviews
AU. The guys are attending college in Florida, Carlos and Logan are together, and they have their own apartment! What happens when Carlos' aunt unexpectedly passes away and they take in her orphan daughter? They're living with the devil's spawn.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,640 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 1/15/2012 - Published: 1/4/2012 - Logan, Carlos
Temptations by capsiclerogers reviews
Some temptations are just too hard to resist. Bad boy Logan. Cargan, possible Kames. Slash, of course. Rating subject to change.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 13,122 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 1/15/2012 - Published: 10/29/2011 - Carlos, Logan
Just a game by BTRCarganLover reviews
Logan never wanted to get attached to Carlos in a whole level. Who could blame Carlos for not listening? But what happens when a baby comes around? M-PREG Cargan and some Kames
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,616 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 1/12/2012 - Published: 12/19/2011 - Carlos, Logan
My Bad Boy by ThisHendersonChick14 reviews
Follow Logan as he goes to a new school in a new state where he falls in love the bad boy, befriends the bad boy's even badder cousin and her boyfriend, and defeats the demons of his past...with his bad boy ofcourse. Carlos/Logan Rating MIGHT change.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 44,294 - Reviews: 189 - Favs: 99 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 1/6/2012 - Published: 11/22/2011 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
Along Came Love by BabyPenguinLover reviews
All Logan wated was to get the blind date over wih.But after a cute Latino come into his life hedoesnt think things will eve be the same. Cargan/Kames
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,001 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 1/4/2012 - Published: 1/1/2012 - Logan, Carlos
I didn't mess with James by Gleek890 reviews
Carlos and Logan brokeup because Logan thought he was cheating on him with James. Will they get back together? DRABBLE. ONE-SHOT!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/4/2012 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
Finding Love in a Hopeless Place by Rejected Insanity reviews
Carlos hates falling, because he hates to be hurt. But, he can't prevent it when his best friend is the subject of his affection. So, how will this end? Read and Review
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,682 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 12/29/2011 - Published: 12/23/2011 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
Anywhere But Here by themodernage reviews
No one has the right to break two people apart especially when they both love each other deeply. Carlos/Logan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,168 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/19/2011 - Carlos, Logan
Are You Serious by awesomefella6576 reviews
Carlos and James are dating, but things don't always go as planned. Please READ AND REVIEW **SLASH Jarlos, Cargan**
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,571 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/18/2011 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
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Unexpected reviews
Logan finally has the freedom he's always wanted. It's his first day, he's settled and ready to begin his lifelong dream. Carlos on the other hand, is still on the hunt for the love of his life. After being rejected by whom he thought was 'The One' Carlos and Logan cross paths, an event that will change both of their lives in more ways than one. Cargan/Kames. Read/Review.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,105 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 7/23/2013 - Published: 4/6/2013 - Carlos, Logan, Kendall, James
Liar Liar reviews
Sequel to 'Forgive Me.' It's been a month since Logan and Carlos started dating, Logan is still feeling a little vulnerable. And it doesn't help when a few pictures, lies and rumors spread around Minnesota. Will their relationship last? Read/Review
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 15,943 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 17 - Updated: 11/5/2012 - Published: 1/2/2012 - Carlos, Logan
Bring me to Paradise reviews
As Logan looks upon the beautiful Minnesota night sky, he couldn't help but wish he could undo the last few days of his life. His pleas for redemption from his parents fall on deaf ears, shamed by his confession. Worst of all, the only person he has ever loved rejected him. Mocked him. There was nothing else he could think of but this. Cargan really minor Kogan. Read/Review.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,951 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/4/2012 - Logan, Carlos - Complete
A simple 'hello' says a thousand words reviews
Everyone knows Carlos Garcia and James Diamond as the hottest celebrity faces in Hollywood, but what happens when Carlos gets tired of the fame and just wants to settle down? And will James finally find the one he always wanted? Cargan/Kames.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 20,981 - Reviews: 55 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 11/2/2012 - Published: 1/4/2012 - Carlos, Logan
Story Survey Big Time Rush reviews
Important Note! Takes about five minutes of your FF time..which should be pretty long :
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2/10/2012
Knight of Death reviews
James Diamond, Former member of Big Time Rush, Top Singer in Hollywood, Engaged to Kendall Knight. Found Dead. Rated M for Character Death. Past Kames/Established Cargan. Read/Review Pretty short though.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,844 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/7/2012 - James, Kendall - Complete
Forgive Me reviews
4 years ago, a 12 year old Carlos Garcia was best friends with Logan Mitchell. After a certain rumor breaks out, and he leaves Logan's side. As he watches his friend's life crumble before him, he sets out on a journey of love and forgiveness. Read/Review
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 23,262 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 12/31/2011 - Published: 12/20/2011 - Logan, Carlos - Complete