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Joined 12-15-11, id: 3531584, Profile Updated: 08-13-14
Author has written 20 stories for Rush, 2008, Flashpoint, Chicago Fire, Glades, Blacklist, Rookie Blue, and Last Ship.


So what to tell you about me? I think I should start off with some personal informations...right?

First and very important I live in Germany but nonetheless I write all my storys in English. I am always trying my very best but to all you english speaking people:

your grammer is REALLY giving me a hard time :-)

I love angsty storys as well as whump storys...that's the way I write my storys as well. I studied social work and so I am always interested in the psychologicsl

aspects of TV-shows and I bring them to my storys as well. I am working for child protective services and YES it's a hard job.

I am "addicted" to cruise ship vacations and I am married to the most wunderful man in the world :-)

I love and write storys for

Flashpoint (SAM)

Chicago Fire (CASEY),

Blacklist (Ressler)

Rookie Blue (NICK) and I also wrote a story for

Rush (Lawson).

Always with a lot of WHUMP!

To all you wonderfull readers: Have fun reading my storys and please leave a review, only with your feedback I know if you like the story, if you would something different...

Thank you for visiting my profil, thank you for reading my storys, thank you for leaving a review, thank you for beeing patient with my grammer...

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The Raven by aussieokie reviews
While trying to obtain information on The Cabal, Red and the task force put themselves in the crossfire as they seek to protect an informant. Set after The Longevity Initiative, in the 'old' Blacklist universe pre 2x22.
Blacklist - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 15 - Words: 85,289 - Reviews: 123 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 7/28/2015 - Published: 5/27/2015 - E. Keen, R. Reddington, D. Ressler, Aram M. - Complete
Snowbound by aussieokie reviews
A story set in my Hard Rain & Conversations 2 universe. Ressler finally gets the chance to do something he failed to do for 5 years - catch Raymond Reddington. Or does he? Is it all just an elaborate plan to catch a Blacklister? And in doing so, all of their lives are in danger when things go completely off their pre-arranged plan. Unashamedly Keenler!
Blacklist - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 15 - Words: 75,406 - Reviews: 161 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 2/1/2015 - Published: 11/30/2014 - E. Keen, R. Reddington, D. Ressler, Dembe - Complete
Dark Water by aussieokie reviews
Red takes Ressler on a mission, having him pose as 'Donald from the State Dept' again. Ressler is sure Red, as usual, isn't telling him everything. But in the midst of it all, it's his own demons that he has to come face to face with. A Ressler drug addiction and withdrawal story, with lots of pain and suffering for our favourite agent with my version of what 'could' have happened!
Blacklist - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 19,513 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 10/26/2014 - Published: 10/12/2014 - E. Keen, R. Reddington, D. Ressler, Dembe - Complete
Hard Rain by aussieokie reviews
Ressler and Keen are on a mission with Reddington and Dembe two hours from Washington DC, up in the mountains. The odds become stacked against them as their situation worsens as a rain storm bears down on them, threatening their very lives! And yes, it's unashamedly Keenler, with lots of Ressler pain and suffering - because he looks so darned good suffering! :-)
Blacklist - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 59,327 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 9/15/2014 - Published: 7/16/2014 - E. Keen, R. Reddington, D. Ressler, Dembe - Complete
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Professional risk - Season 2 and 3 reviews
!New CHAPTER FOR 3x02! This is my take on the episodes of Season 2 AND 3 and how our favorite Agent Ressler suffers from different injuries or nearly injuries. Each chapter is based on an episode. It starts with 2x02. A lot of Reddington and Keen in it too. Sequel to Ressler Whump Season 1 (not necassary to read that first because each chapter is based on an episode)
Blacklist - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,109 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 10/9/2015 - Published: 10/7/2014
Agony (2x12) reviews
As the bullet hit Danny all he could think of was the promise he had given to Kara the moment he had left the Nathan James. "See you soon" The Words where echoing in his mind as he was laying there in agony, fighting to get some air and trying to stay alive for her and the baby. My take on the awesome episode 2x12 (2 shot) with a lot more drama in it (of course) ;-)
Last Ship - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,192 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 9/9/2015 - Published: 9/2/2015 - Danny G., Kara F.
Through all the pain reviews
Lt. Danny Green is fighting against his inner demons after burying the fifths member of his team, not knowing that it could get a whole lot worse. When a mission goes south and Danny is facing a group of armed child soldiers its a life and death decision thats going to change his life forever. Can Kara protect him from his demons? Be warned I like putting Danny into harms way!
Last Ship - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 18,956 - Reviews: 109 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 8/14/2015 - Published: 7/22/2015 - Danny G., Kara F.
Hoping for their safe return reviews
A really small oneshot for episode 2x07 and at least one Kara and Danny scene I would have loved to watch. I am on withdrawal so I needed to write what was on my head. This "story" (as it is so tiny) is the missing scene of Kara and Danny meeting after Danny's return to the ship.
Last Ship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 740 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/27/2015 - Danny G., Kara F. - Complete
10 Seconds reviews
Saving her was the only thing that mattered to him even if it meant giving his own life for her and so he shielded her with his body...10 seconds until the bomb would destroy the life he used to know. 10 seconds until his world would turn upside down. 10 seconds of his life with the woman he loved more than anyone would ever know. Nick / Andy / Sam / Ward
Rookie Blue - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 24,278 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 7/14/2015 - Published: 7/29/2014 - A. McNally, S. Swarek, N. Collins
And this is fair for you? reviews
Casey is shattered after Dawson left him to just be a normal candidate, bringing back some unpleasant memories and the feeling of guilt and lose. Severide is trying the best to help his friend through this rough patch but Casey is loosing it and a call slowly turns into a suicidal mission for one of them.( Casey angst and Casey hurt and of course a lot of Casey&Severide friendship)
Chicago Fire - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 22,515 - Reviews: 116 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 2/20/2015 - Published: 1/7/2015 - M. Casey, K. Severide, G. Dawson
In harm's way (a collection of hurt Casey) reviews
This story is a collection of stories about episodes where Casey get's hurt (or where I think he should have...) To get everyone pleased...some chapters are just Severide / Casey others are Dawson / Casey. I will write it in the title of every chapter so everyone get's the chance to read his beloved pairing. First 2 chapter Severide and Casey!
Chicago Fire - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,126 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 11/29/2014 - Published: 11/25/2014 - M. Casey, K. Severide, G. Dawson
Stay with me (3x03) reviews
They had just lost Shay. They couldn't loose Casey now. Severide and Dawson's thoughts on Casey during the episode 3x03. A lot of angst and of course a lot of hurt Casey in this too. I changed the storyline a little...:o)
Chicago Fire - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,742 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 11/19/2014 - Published: 10/8/2014 - M. Casey, K. Severide, G. Dawson - Complete
Withdrawal reviews
What if Ressler runs out of pills in the middle of a mission, getting him to not only risk his life but Liz's life too? Will Liz be able to help Ressler fight his demons? My take on Resslers addiction to painkillers and how things can get south during a mission. A lot of Ressler angst and pain in this story.
Blacklist - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,013 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 10/13/2014 - Published: 9/30/2014
Poison reviews
He never needed help. He was the strong and cool detective. He had been bitten by an alligator, he even had been shot by his own boss. How could a little injury like that cause so much pain? How could it be that two little dots in his arm turn live threatening? Episode "Second Skin". What if the snake bite was serious? Will Callie, Carlos and Daniel be able to save Jim in time?
Glades - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,831 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 9/26/2014 - Published: 6/12/2013 - Jim L., Callie C.
A Hero in need reviews
*COMPLETE* Matthew Casey is used to be in control, to help people, to save people from whatever tragedy is striking them. But what happens if the firefighter gets into a situation he can't handle? What if he is in need and needs to be saved. Can his team help him and can Dawson and Severide save him? Casey whump. A lot CASEY / SEVERIDE FRIENDSHIP in this too!
Chicago Fire - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 22 - Words: 38,795 - Reviews: 175 - Favs: 104 - Follows: 124 - Updated: 7/26/2014 - Published: 12/29/2012 - M. Casey, K. Severide, G. Dawson - Complete
Ressler Whump! A drabble of Ressler hurt and Liz comfort :o) reviews
My take on some epsiode where Ressler get's hurt or nearly hurt...and that's quite every episode :o) I just noticed that he gets into the line of fire VEEEEERY often...a blow here, an explosion there. I LOVE IT :o) So prepare for a lot of Ressler whump just like the title says.
Blacklist - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 15 - Words: 32,285 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 5/23/2014 - Published: 4/2/2014 - E. Keen, R. Reddington, D. Ressler
We take care of our own (5x08) reviews
This story is based on the episode 5x08. Sam was standing on the bridge, shaking, trying to talk Sergeant Grey down, trying his best to stay focused while his own mind was full of memories. His past was hunting him again. And then there was Jules, the baby. Would he ever get to know his unborn child?
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,500 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 10/24/2013 - Published: 10/23/2013 - [Jules C., Sam B.]
No kind of life (5x02) reviews
This story is based on the episode 5x02. Jules couldn't believe what was going on right now. Sam had been to hell and back, she had been to hell and back. And now that they had finally found him how could things turn out like this? He had said that he was alright. Why was he laying on the ground now? Shaking? Fighting? Sam whump!
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,958 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 10/21/2013 - Published: 10/15/2013 - Jules C., Sam B. - Complete
Planets Aligned (1x09) reviews
This story is based on the episode 1x09. Jules breathed out heavily. How could she stand behind Sam while he was standing directly in the line of fire? How could she use him as her shield while he was facing the gun right in front of him? How could they step into a situation like that? How could she stay calm and talk Penny down while Sam could get shot any minute? Sam whump!COMPLE
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,768 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 10/13/2013 - Published: 9/30/2013 - Jules C., Sam B. - Complete
All ending seconds reviews
A hot call went life changing...Sam gets shot leaving him injured and helpless with Jules by his side fighting to get back to a life that will never be the same again...A lot of Spike and Ed in this story too.
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 22 - Words: 35,790 - Reviews: 167 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 62 - Updated: 6/23/2013 - Published: 3/23/2012 - Sam B., Jules C.
No one to blame reviews
Oneshot based on 1x20. Don't read it if you won't get spoilered! Severide had spit it right into his face again. He was still blaming him for Andy's death. Not even a single good morning...that was all that was left of their great friendship. He wouldn't blame him. He wouldn't hurt him like that even if he had nearly blown him up...he would never cause him so much pain.
Chicago Fire - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,276 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 18 - Published: 4/5/2013 - M. Casey, K. Severide - Complete
Dead or alive reviews
Season finale rewritten! What if Sam's call didn't turn out as it did? What if he wasn't able to walk out unharmed after the bomb went off. Is Jules able to save him? Sam WHUMP! Chapter 2 is up now!
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,458 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 2/19/2013 - Published: 12/15/2012 - Sam B., Jules C. - Complete
What hurts in the past hurts in the future reviews
Sam and Jules just told the team that Jules is pregnant when they have to go to a hot call. Sam is forced to take a shot he never wanted to take again. He is shocked and hurt and about to loose it on the rooftop. It needs all of Jules strength to fix him again. Jules, Sam! A little dark and angsty and Sam WHUMP! Chapter 17...ready for answers?
Flashpoint - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 35,109 - Reviews: 199 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 116 - Updated: 2/1/2013 - Published: 9/19/2012 - Sam B., Jules C.
Emergency contact reviews
Lawson is hit by a car and refuses treatment acting like the cool senior but as he tries to talk down an armed men holding hostages Lawson finds his world turn upside down and his life in Shannons hands as his whole world turns black.
Rush, 2008 - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 11,166 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 2/8/2012 - Published: 12/31/2011 - Lawson, Shannon