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Joined 03-07-03, id: 353176, Profile Updated: 12-01-14
Author has written 3 stories for Kingdom Hearts.

Lain / 26 / Female

I mainly write just Kingdom Hearts (Axel/Roxas, Riku/Sora) now.

I'm currently searching for a Kingdom Hearts beta. I need someone who is great with making sure I write in character, has strong familiarity with the canon and universe of Kingdom Hearts, and possesses experience with slash pairings. I'm not too sure when I'll be ready, but I'm just trying to find people who are still active.

With that being said, I spend most of my time on AO3 reading lots of Destiel and Sterek. Those are my main fandoms and pretty much all I read (yeah, I write KH but only read SPN/TW).

Also, I love your feedback and input. Constructive criticism is one thing, being downright rude and inappropriate is another. I've never flamed an author because I believe in respect and consideration. If one honestly feels the need to express their strong dislike on a story, then execute it in a manner that is mature and I'd be more than happy to discuss it via private message. Don't hide behind an anon identity where I can't respond.

Anyway, you guys have been great throughout the years!

I love meeting new people, I don't bite :)! You can also find me here:

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Stygian Solace by Uzumaki-sama reviews
By taking Riku's hand, Sora alters their destinies, and Riku takes his rightful place as the keyblade master. Now as Riku plays between his duty as a hero and his own confused judgment, Sora tries to suppress the darkness within both of them. RS
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 48 - Words: 613,451 - Reviews: 2465 - Favs: 1,276 - Follows: 528 - Updated: 11/4/2011 - Published: 11/4/2002 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Two Crows Joy by MadLori reviews
Sequel to Human Interest. Jack and Ennis deal with their newly expanded household as the holidays approach, bringing visitors and new developments.
Brokeback Mountain - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 30 - Words: 161,177 - Reviews: 519 - Favs: 294 - Follows: 268 - Updated: 7/17/2011 - Published: 3/12/2006
Where The Colours Are by anonwhat reviews
During a month undercover in a Muggle school, Draco Malfoy has to deal with scheming children, peculiar staff and his increasingly fluffy feelings towards his Auror-in-training partner, Harry Potter.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19,564 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 316 - Follows: 11 - Published: 7/12/2011 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
For You by Roxal reviews
A series of unrelated drabbles. Warnings: Language. Sexual situations. Status: Ongoing. [AxelRoxas, RoxasAxel]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 41 - Words: 5,373 - Reviews: 346 - Favs: 140 - Follows: 83 - Updated: 4/27/2011 - Published: 5/19/2006 - Axel, Roxas
A Complete 180 by Uzumaki-sama reviews
Sora's childhood sweetheart suddenly moves back to the island, and 'she' isn't quite what he remembers...in more ways than one. During a crazy summer of odd friendships and high fashion, Sora struggles to find his identity in a conformist world. RikuSora
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 20 - Words: 206,857 - Reviews: 2875 - Favs: 2,070 - Follows: 1,411 - Updated: 8/13/2010 - Published: 6/25/2003 - Riku, Sora
Those Lacking Spines by Organization VI reviews
Immune to a suspicious parasite by merit of their manly looks, Xaldin, Vexen and Lexaeus set out on a journey to save the rest of Organization XIII from the biggest nightmare of all: stupid fanfiction.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 13 - Words: 111,474 - Reviews: 1865 - Favs: 2,193 - Follows: 609 - Updated: 9/18/2008 - Published: 4/20/2006 - Xaldin, Vexen - Complete
Fight the Doubting by Roxal reviews
300 word drabble series. They will likely have nothing to do with each other. Warnings: Language. Sexual situations. Status: Ongoing. [AxelRoxas]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 3,633 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 1/21/2007 - Published: 6/14/2006 - Axel, Roxas
Secrets of the Forbidden Broomcloset by Anthea Rose reviews
Draco Malfoy is beyond infuriated when a bored Daily Prophet pins him as gay, and he's willing to do anything to prove his heterosexuality - even accept help from an aloof but sympathizing Harry Potter. DMHP SLASH!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 34 - Words: 137,386 - Reviews: 4449 - Favs: 2,432 - Follows: 1,545 - Updated: 7/16/2006 - Published: 5/13/2004 - Draco M., Harry P.
Questions & Answers by Roxal reviews
I don't have your answers... I don't have anything.' 'You've got me.' Warnings: Lemon. PWP. Status: Oneshot. [AxelRoxas]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,669 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 8 - Published: 6/30/2006 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Keep It by Roxal reviews
Axel doesn’t know what to say to that, but hugs Roxas tighter, breathing in his smell and kissing his hair. Warnings: Language. Yaoi in the original sense of the word. Sexual situations. PWP. Status: Oneshot. [AxelRoxas]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,325 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 139 - Follows: 8 - Published: 6/1/2006 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Firsts by Roxal reviews
For the first time in what he supposed could be called his life, Roxas felt like a teenage boy. Warnings: Fluff. Status: Oneshot. [AxelRoxas]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 661 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/28/2006 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Pink by Roxal reviews
All I know is that one minute I was minding my own business, and the next I was attacked by two madmen and an insane amount of pink fabric. Warnings: Crossdressing. Slight OOC for Roxas. Status: Oneshot. [AxelRoxas]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 727 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/20/2006 - Axel, Roxas - Complete
Eye to Eye by Darth Claire reviews
A short InuiKai vingette. Inui never takes off his glasses. Never. YAOI! M for slight nudity. reviews greatly appreciated.
Prince of Tennis - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 565 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/6/2006 - Inui S., Kaidoh K. - Complete
Human Interest by MadLori reviews
AU 1983: A reporter visits the small town of Farmingdale, Vermont, and is intrigued to learn about two men who run a ranch together outside of town...but when she meets them, the story she hopes to write takes on new significance.
Brokeback Mountain - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 144,929 - Reviews: 778 - Favs: 646 - Follows: 147 - Updated: 3/3/2006 - Published: 1/19/2006 - Complete
Where I'll Return by Meruhesae reviews
Yaoi, Riku x Sora. On his mission to seal the keyholes, Sora falls into despair and becomes ill. Convinced Sora is dying, Riku takes matters into his own hands and seeks the aid of an unlikely source to save Sora. However, this person has a request...
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 5 - Words: 21,203 - Reviews: 161 - Favs: 121 - Follows: 87 - Updated: 12/21/2005 - Published: 12/30/2003 - Riku, Sora
Goodnight Moon by Uzumaki-sama reviews
Haven't you ever felt someone staring over your shoulder when nothing was really there? Maybe that thing you thought you saw in the corner of your eye was actually there. There's just so many places a nightmare can hide. Haven't you ever wondered? [RS]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 4 - Words: 48,458 - Reviews: 350 - Favs: 421 - Follows: 79 - Updated: 10/30/2005 - Published: 10/31/2004 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Self Control by MercuryGoddess reviews
{AU} After an argument, Sora proposes the bet of a lifetime, causing him, Selphie, and Cloud to use their self-control like never before, and how will this affect their boyfriends Riku, Tidus, and Leon? Please R&R! (SoraxRiku) (SelphiexTidus) (CloudxLeon)
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 36,391 - Reviews: 410 - Favs: 207 - Follows: 132 - Updated: 5/5/2005 - Published: 2/18/2004
One of Those Days by Uzumaki-sama reviews
Sora thought it was just one of those days. You know, the kind where nothing goes right? Then again, maybe he was right. [RS] Oneshot.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,402 - Reviews: 147 - Favs: 202 - Follows: 18 - Published: 2/28/2005 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Synonymy by Ruaki reviews
Syn:03c1 added. RikuSora. They have always walked the same path, yet nothing lasts forever. On a road of darkness & light, they went their separate ways till the trails converged and crossed, treading where the other went before.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 64,934 - Reviews: 276 - Favs: 264 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 10/28/2004 - Published: 10/27/2002 - Riku, Sora
Innocence Corrupted by MistressNashya reviews
Chapter 21's UP! Things are worse then I thought... much worse. It's been 2 years since their adventure. Riku and Sora must now learn to live new lives. In the city of lost souls, Traverse town. Corruption threatens to tear them apart. YAOI!
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 209,546 - Reviews: 360 - Favs: 141 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 10/28/2004 - Published: 8/8/2003
Behind Closed Doors by Vash's Girl reviews
[RS, LS, CL] The burning, mindnumbing pain of secrets, the touch of warm fingertips gliding over bare skin in the dark. A dark, caressing whisper, hot breath ghosting along an ear. Lock the door, throw away the key.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 77,349 - Reviews: 565 - Favs: 552 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 10/14/2004 - Published: 3/31/2003 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Blood Bonds And Servitude by Chibimono Akuno reviews
Voldermort is dead. Harry should know he killed him. Peace is suddenly shattered by a coup, lead by the Malfoy family. Harry finds himself forced into slavery... His master? Draco Malfoy. Slash. DISCONTINUED! WILL NOT BE COMPLETED!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 36,507 - Reviews: 246 - Favs: 123 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 9/16/2004 - Published: 10/26/2003 - Draco M., Harry P.
Next Lesson by FrozenLioness reviews
Sequel to Kissing Lesson! Sora kissed Kairi but somehow it felt wrong... RikuxSora DISCONTINUED
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 57 - Words: 163,436 - Reviews: 1517 - Favs: 313 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 9/11/2004 - Published: 1/5/2003
Curse of the Black Cat by Chibimono Akuno reviews
Draco Malfoy comes across an unusual creature in the halls late one night and takes it in as a pet... Harry Potter goes missing the next day... slash WILL NOT BE COMPLETED!
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,517 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 8/22/2004 - Published: 10/29/2003 - Draco M., Harry P.
Walk Away by Constance1 reviews
Harry and Draco's secret relationship is discovered and destroyed. Devastated, Harry falls into an abusive relationship with another Slytherin. SLASH. COMPLETE.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 148,451 - Reviews: 880 - Favs: 745 - Follows: 113 - Updated: 7/6/2004 - Published: 7/14/2003 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Echoes of the Mind by angel74 reviews
[Complete] HPDM [Sequel] 6th yearHarry learns to overcome his abusive past with the help of Remus and Draco. He wants to know what really happened to Sirius, but will the Death Eater attacks and strange dreams get in his way of his mission?
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 202,862 - Reviews: 647 - Favs: 384 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 6/30/2004 - Published: 10/4/2003 - Harry P., Draco M. - Complete
Forever Lonley by bishie-stalker reviews
Okay, so I swore I would never write a shonenai, but I did! And it's evil! Anyway this a poem from Ash's POV after the game. Mild spoilers, you are warned .
Galerians - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/18/2004 - Complete
Closure by Secraltus reviews
Explores Riku's steep into darkness and his relationship with Sora.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,173 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/13/2004
Draco Malfoy and the Recurring Dream Sequence by Katanes Dreamer reviews
Haunted by an unpleasant recurring dream, Draco seeks professional help to change it for the better. He should have asked for a receipt. (HPDM)
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,585 - Reviews: 110 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 12/25/2003 - Published: 12/20/2003 - Draco M., Harry P.
Bind to Thee by Sugahlei reviews
*(new name/reloaded)* A year or so has passed, and Sora's search for Riku comes to a conclusion. A collar unable to be removed, secret identities, and above all...a love. *yaoi-riku/sora*
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 42,220 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 125 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 12/6/2003 - Published: 8/8/2003
Porridge by Cynic reviews
Draco is Bored. Seamus has an Idea. Basically, Harry is Screwed. In several ways.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,069 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 6 - Published: 11/15/2003 - Draco M., Harry P.
TANABATA by Pocky King Windy reviews
Yaoi: Riku x Sora - Based on the festival of Tanabata held every summer in Japan, Riku and Sora find their destinies changed on the ‘Bridge of Paopus’...
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,153 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/29/2003
Twenty Five Years by Sol1056 reviews
shonen-ai A series of vignettes of Duo and Heero's life together from AC 210 to AC 225.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,788 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 10/15/2003 - Published: 9/3/2003 - Duo M., Heero Y. - Complete
Lose Yourself by D-chan reviews
Sora/Kairi, Riku/Sora :: AU, yaoi, adult situations, blood, murder, character death, multiple freaky things :: It all started with a simple question - Have you ever killed? - but turned into something far worse... *COMPLETE*
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 10 - Words: 38,933 - Reviews: 266 - Favs: 236 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 7/29/2003 - Published: 5/27/2003 - Complete
Release by Roxal reviews
This was my swan song. Written far before anything beyond Another Side, Another Story was known about KHII. Contains lots of old speculation. Warnings: Language. Violence. Lemon. Death. Suicide. Status: Complete. [SoraRiku]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 23,754 - Reviews: 151 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 6/6/2003 - Published: 12/16/2002 - Sora, Riku - Complete
Dear Sky by Pocky King Windy reviews
Yaoi: Riku x Sora - Partly dedicated to Miss UknowUloverere, who kindly reviewed. Riku ponders the vast wideness of the skies, and how some distant heavens can be reached...
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,258 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/19/2003
Pieces that Fall into place by Maho Kiwi reviews
When Sora's parents leave him in Riku's care for a week, how will Riku cope with wanting to tell Sora that he likes him? And how will Sora cope with already knowing?
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 18,694 - Reviews: 268 - Favs: 325 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 12/30/2002 - Published: 12/24/2002
Lookit all the pretty paisley horses by Roxal reviews
You can only do that for so long before the inevitable insanity sets in. And damn was he insane. Warnings: Language. Insanity. Violence. Status: Complete. [RikuMickey]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 586 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/4/2002 - Riku, King Mickey - Complete
Corrosive by Midnight Star and DragonFire reviews
“…my hate was corrosive- and I had more inside me that he could take. The acid would burn through him like a blowtorch through ice”…Harry/Draco slash [m/m pairing]
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,498 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/19/2002 - Draco M., Harry P.
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Eden reviews
A very pointless oneshot of Riku and Sora sharing a paopu. Updated 11/13/2014. Total redo and editing to make it a thousand times better. Complete.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,114 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 210 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 11/13/2014 - Published: 10/13/2003 - Riku, Sora - Complete
The Alpha Omega Series reviews
Riku&Sora, Axel&Roxas and others. A series of oneshots, each corresponding to the alphabet. Varied ratings and genres. Beginning out of order. Ongoing.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 14,157 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 9/1/2008 - Published: 5/21/2004 - Sora, Roxas
A Distant Memory reviews
Riku&Sora. In another world, Sora tries to understand why he faintly remembers his past life while his friend's don't. Dead.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 11,868 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 5/13/2004 - Published: 1/28/2004 - Riku, Sora