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Joined 03-15-03, id: 355797
Author has written 4 stories for Saiyuki.

Facts about me: As if you were actually interested.

I'm 20 years old.

I love video games, anime, movies & music.

I adore drawing.

I adore writing too, but I get frustrated sometimes. I know I still have a lot to learn, but I try.

Reviews make me feel like a rock star. Seriously.

I'm not much of a romantic, which leaves me & probably everyone else wondering why I write so much mush. Well...I admit I write lots of romance, with some comedy (or at least I try for it, you tell me if I achieve it or not), and tons of angst. Because it's...kind of fun I admit (romance & angst). And there is beauty in tragedy.

LOOK HERE PLEASE: Did I get you're attention? Alright. As of Nov. 15, 06 I've updated this page.

Okay...(I doubt anyone's reading this but...) so I just altered parts of "Changes" and "Things Unremembered." Nothing huge, just tweaked some of the dialogue to make them flow better (in my opinion anyway XD). Didn't have much else to do and...yea, so I just went for it. Added a few things also that I felt made the stories seem a bit more complete. (Things that felt left out.) Of course, Things Unremembered is complete, but Changes...not so much. Will it ever be? I hope. I certainly hope "A Little Heart to Heart" will be too, and I have almost the whole final chapter written for it; it just doesn't feel right to me. I'm not the best writer in the world and have never said such, I even hate my writing sometimes, but I think my previous writings all have a certain style and feeling to them that my most recent (un-posted) work doesn't. It feels incomplete and weak. So while it seems I may have forgotten these stories and this account, be rest assured, I haven't. It's just taking forever to get back into it. I have lots of plot bunnies, they just don't come out on paper like I want them too.

Some of my favorite...

Anime: Saiyuki, Cowboy Bebop, Fullmetal Alchemist, Rurouni Kenshin, Yu Yu Hakusho, Trigun, Loveless, Gravitation.

Manga: Saiyuki, D.N. Angel, Tokyo Babylon, Legal Drug, Bleach, Ouran High School Host Club.

Movies: The Lord of the Rings, The Matrix, Star Wars, Kill Bill, Pirates of the Carribbean (One, WTF was up with two?), Mulan, Shrek.

Video games: Metal Gear Solid, Super Mario 64, (Old School) Sonic, Duck Hunter, Final Fantasy X, Xenosaga, Kingdom Hearts, Jet Set Radio & Jet Set Radio Future, Shenmue, Devil May Cry, Dead or Alive, Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic, Jade Empire, Ninja Gaiden, Tomb Raider: Legend, Gears of War.

Bands & Artists: U2, My Chemical Romance, The Killers, Something Corporate, Fall Out Boy, Coheed and Cambria, Interpol, Paramore, Franz Ferdinand, Evanescence, Linkin Park, Alien Ant Farm, Coldplay, Three Doors Down, Dido, Malice Mizer, Moi dix Mois, Dir en Grey, L'Arc~en~Ciel, Pierrot, Kagrra, Gackt, Hyde, Utada Hikaru, Shiina Ringo, The Pillows, D'espairs Ray, Psycho le Cemu, Schwarz Stein, Ayumi Hamasaki, Cherry Filter, X Japan, T.M. Revolution, Harry Gregson-Williams, Howard Shore, John Williams.

Television Shows: House, Stargate Atlantis, Nip/Tuck, Heroes, Medium, Queer as Folk, Xena: Warrior Princess, Starsky and Hutch.


Saiyuki- Gojyo/Hakkai (OTP! I can honestly say I can't see either of them with anyone else realistically. I know everyone has their own taste in pairings, & I love & accept that. But that being said, this is mine XD)

Kenren/Tenpou (Just too much fun! Too cute, too sweet...too hot.)

Sanzo/Goku (I haven't actually read a lot of Sanzo/Goku, but...I find them very cute together. They seem sort of destined to be with each other to me, like Gojyo & Hakkai.)

Fullmetal Alchemist- Roy/Hughes (-sniff- It's so good!), Roy/Edward

Rurouni Kenshin- Sanosuke/Saitou (Oh the angst! And the kinky sex. This pairing is just naughty, but nice at the same time.)

Yu Yu Hakusho- Hiei/Kurama (Because, isn't it obvious?), Yusuke/Keiko, Kuwabara/Yukina

Trigun- Vash/Wolfwood

Cowboy Bebop- Spike/Faye, Vicious/Gren

D.N. Angel- Daisuke/Satoshi (Awww. Daisuke stop looking at girls and look at Satoshi. He's totally crushing on you.)

The Lord of the Rings- Frodo/Sam (Meant to be I tell you! -shakes fist- It's the truth! "Don't you remember you're Sam" indeed.)

Aragorn/Arwen, Eowyn/Faramir

Metal Gear Solid: Snake/Otacon (Just like an old married couple. Except they don't fight as much.)

Big Boss aka. Naked Snake/Ocelot (Even Hideo Kojima himself said "Snake and Ocelot, from the first moment they set eyes upon each other, they both fell into liking with each other. It is a pure love." You don't want to argue with the man do you? Of course not.)

The Boss/The Sorrow

Kingdom Hearts- Sora/Riku (Sora cries for Riku. He searches tirelessly to find him. He throws himself at Riku's feet and CRIES. He doesn't cry for Kairi now, does he? It's true love.)

Final Fantasy X - Tidus/Yuna (Because...-starts crying- I'm sorry, I can't talk right now...-goes back to crying-)


Auron/Jecht (-snicker- Just too lovely to be put aside! If only there was more of it.)

Final Fantasy X-2 - Lenne/Shuin, Baralai/Gippel (Smexy!)

House - House/Wilson (Yet another of my very serious OTP's. These two need each other. I don't know what else there is to say because this is barely even subtext. It's the closest thing to cannon slash I've ever seen in a friendship.

Stargate Atlantis - Sheppard/McKay (The snark? The incredibly adorable and hilarious snark? It comes from love. XD These two are just too cute together; I can't help it. My favorite Atlantis pairing.)

McKay/Beckett (Did you see that kiss? WOW. As I said above, these two are adorable together. Beckett and McKay have a unique friendship and Beckett knows how to deal with Rodney where few others do. Makes for nice moments and good fanfic.)

Ronon/McKay (Because...well I'm not sure how to explain this one. It's hot but oh so funny and weirdly fitting and satisfying if written correctly.)

Nip/Tuck - Christian/Sean (Because as Sean says "I loved you the most!" Do you really think the reason Christians most loving and stable relationship (Sean obviously) is solely because of his issues with woman?)

Queer as Folk - Brian/Mikey (Because it's the Brian and Mikey show biatch, you can't stop this hit sitcom. They are "always have, always will be" and as the show implies they will always come back to each other and will always have each other left, NO MATTER WHAT. Brian might have been too chicken to ever take his relationship with Mikey where I'm sure he wanted it to go, but that doesn't mean his feelings went away. He stood on the sidelines watching his friend in relationships and disapproving as loudly as he could. Sure, he took Justin since he couldn't have Michael, and tried to make him happy (I.E. doing all that fake wedding shit that he obviously wasn't comfortable with), but in the end he might have loved Justin, he just wasn't in love with Justin.

Contact Info

If you have any comments or questions about my stories, or you just want to say hi (I'm friendly XD), feel free to email me or send me a message on AIM at rufflemanxisxluv or beastxinxrepose. I have a Livejournal and DeviantART too but I doubt anyone cares soo, if you actually want to know just send me an email/catch me on AIM. I love making new friends! XD

So long & goodnight

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First Time by addictedtomarbles reviews
Some "First times" from the lives of Tenpou and Kenren, times change and we all experience firsts, even the gods. Part 4 up.
Saiyuki - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,321 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/7/2005 - Published: 7/28/2004
Gentlemen prefer blonds by addictedtomarbles reviews
One-shot Gaiden, Kenren gets what he thinks is a nasty shock.
Saiyuki - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,044 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/12/2004 - Complete
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A little heart to heart reviews
GojyoxHakkai. Gojyo finds out what home really is, him & Hakkai talk about books, Hakkai’s legs, & leaving. Hakkai’s emotions get a little 'out of hand', & Gojyo’s lost. Full Circle
Saiyuki - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 19,240 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 10/19/2005 - Published: 3/10/2005
Changes reviews
Gojyo's getting married? Hakkai's depressed, & things are about to start falling apart. General hints to GojyoxHakkai in future chapters.
Saiyuki - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,521 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/11/2005 - Gojyo S., Hakkai C.
Things unremembered reviews
GojyoxHakkai. Gojyo comes home one night from his usual activities, and things act out a bit unusually.
Saiyuki - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 756 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Published: 3/21/2005 - Gojyo S., Hakkai C.
Complicated reviews
Tilting his head a bit, Gojyo’s expression turned serious for a moment. “Have you ever thought that maybe, things aren’t as complicated as you make them out to be?”
Saiyuki - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,820 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/31/2004