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Joined 01-13-01, id: 35761, Profile Updated: 09-02-12
Author has written 24 stories for Gundam Wing/AC, Final Fantasy VIII, Final Fantasy VII, Sherlock, Walking Dead, and Once Upon a Time.

I am a British expat living in Japan.

I love love AUs.

Recently gotten back into fandom, and I've remembered how much fun it is. The Sherlock fandom is a fantastic community with so many talented people out there. I love you all.

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Of Fake Fairytales and Faux Amour by Lyrical Rawr reviews
Miles desperately needs a way to get rid of an unwanted admirer, and what better way is there than to pretend to date his very male, straight best friend and rival? It sounded so foolproof in his head...
Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 152,367 - Reviews: 671 - Favs: 717 - Follows: 767 - Updated: 4/1 - Published: 10/7/2007 - Miles E., Phoenix W./Nick
Only A Rose by Tinuviel Undomiel reviews
Co Author: Nerwen Aldarion. AU After Skin Deep. Emma has to take care of Rose French, Moe's granddaughter, after he is hospitalized. She begins to investigate Rose's missing mother and unknown father, uncovering a secret story from another world. Meanwhile, Mr. Gold struggles with the knowledge that he might have another child, one he must protect from Regina.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 197,319 - Reviews: 819 - Favs: 330 - Follows: 499 - Updated: 1/2 - Published: 8/22/2012 - Rumpelstiltskin/Mr. Gold, Belle
First Times by JoeyLee reviews
The progression of Daryl and Carol's relationship through the seasons through their various "first" times.
Walking Dead - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 26 - Words: 52,952 - Reviews: 289 - Favs: 135 - Follows: 236 - Updated: 12/3/2013 - Published: 3/27/2013 - Daryl D., Carol
Our Bed of Straw by PhantomInspector reviews
AU. Belle is a desperate, disenfranchised maiden forced to spin gold for a greedy king. Rumplestiltskin comes to strike a deal with her. But, of course, the imprisoned beauty makes things difficult for him. Rating may go up.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 66,296 - Reviews: 176 - Favs: 155 - Follows: 281 - Updated: 11/17/2013 - Published: 11/5/2012 - Belle, Rumpelstiltskin/Mr. Gold
Ever the Same by Jenasys Loveless Lovecraft reviews
An AU Caryl fic, no ZA (no zombie apocalypse) where Carol works in a diner because Ed is unemployed and she meets Daryl. It's starts off platonic but slowly evolves into an affair. Disclaimer: Idea is from kathleensmilesfandomstuff on Tumblr.
Walking Dead - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,667 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 8/31/2013 - Published: 12/14/2012 - [Daryl D., Carol] Andrea, Ed
XO by Mirith Griffin reviews
When Benedict Cumberbatch went on "Top Gear" and said, "There's a load of fan fiction which has me and John Watson floating in space on a bed handcuffed to one another," three people wrote me within an hour to say it sounded a heck of a lot like this. Alternate universe. Almost literally.
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 61,583 - Reviews: 753 - Favs: 338 - Follows: 596 - Updated: 8/23/2013 - Published: 7/24/2012 - Sherlock H., John W.
Blonde Ambition by sephcounttheways reviews
Cloud bursts out of his shell when he enrolls into the military academy. Can the power of punk rock help him get the man of his dreams?
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 30 - Words: 440,418 - Reviews: 1040 - Favs: 751 - Follows: 644 - Updated: 8/12/2013 - Published: 7/7/2008 - Cloud S., Sephiroth
Dealing in Arrangements by FeistyFox reviews
She should have considered that what he wanted in exchange for paying off her debt was not at all what she had expected when she walked into his shop that morning.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 27 - Words: 158,884 - Reviews: 674 - Favs: 295 - Follows: 251 - Updated: 7/15/2013 - Published: 4/13/2013 - Belle, Rumpelstiltskin/Mr. Gold - Complete
Lost Puppy by Axelrocks reviews
Everywhere he turned, there she was smiling at him and offering to keep him company. Following him around like a lost puppy. Sure, she was pretty and young, but she wasn't his type. Hell, he didn't even know if he had a type. All he knew that he wasn't interested. Maybe Carol would know how to help him get rid of her.
Walking Dead - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,280 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 4/21/2013 - Published: 4/8/2013 - Daryl D., Carol, Karen - Complete
Requiem of a Memory by CadenceMassacre reviews
Carol sees how good Daryl is with Judith and can't help but wonder how he got to be so skilled with a baby. She pokes and prods and he eventually opens, revealing a memory he's kept locked and buried for years. Caryl one-shot.
Walking Dead - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,593 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 5 - Published: 4/9/2013 - Daryl D., Carol - Complete
Cachinnation by ImOrca reviews
Carol has a moment of stark revelation, and comes to recognize that being alive means appreciating every awful detail of the world as it is. Set during the time jump between S2-S3. Rated for dark-ish themes.
Walking Dead - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,200 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 5 - Published: 3/31/2013 - Daryl D., Carol - Complete
Blue Ink on Pale Skin by mskiki reviews
He'd seen it when he was on his way to the watch tower early one morning. Carol was awake, pulling on a shirt as he passed her cell and he'd turned his head out of respect. But something caught his eye before he turned, something that had him glancing back to watch skin disappear beneath fabric. Carol; sweet, quiet, straight-and-narrow Carol, had a tattoo. Light Carol/Daryl.
Walking Dead - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,101 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 7 - Published: 3/22/2013 - Daryl D., Carol - Complete
Stray by BSparrow reviews
"She'd lured him in like a stray, with warm smiles and kind words..." Carol and Daryl search for happiness together but it seems like there is always something standing in their way. Caryl AU inspired by a suggestion from the wonderful laceknee on Tumblr.
Walking Dead - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 20,705 - Reviews: 206 - Favs: 133 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 3/8/2013 - Published: 2/15/2013 - Carol, Daryl D. - Complete
Leather and Lace by Phoenix-Talon reviews
AU Belle's Storybrooke identity is a prostitute named Lacey. Takes place before Emma's in town so Gold does not remember who he is.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,587 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 70 - Published: 3/4/2013 - Belle, Rumpelstiltskin/Mr. Gold
The Detective and the PinUp by XistentialAngst reviews
When Donovan discovers an old secret John Watson considered long buried - a ten-year old "Men of the Armed Forces" calendar which has John as a very enticing pin-up for August, it might change the way everyone sees the unassuming sidekick, even Sherlock Holmes. Rated M but the plot reasonably concludes before the smut if you prefer PG . Follow my m/m romances at
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 16,302 - Reviews: 408 - Favs: 1,152 - Follows: 306 - Updated: 7/29/2012 - Published: 7/8/2012 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
Venus by Impiety reviews
AU. Cloud is the city's most renown whore, Zack is a SOLDIER who doesn't know whats good for him, and Vincent is a drug overlord.Welcome to the city of Hope.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 34,008 - Reviews: 116 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 111 - Updated: 7/10/2012 - Published: 11/30/2007 - Cloud S., Zack F.
The Milky Way by BlooMist reviews
University AU: John is a Physics professor. Sherlock has been too busy studying the Chemistry of attraction to acknowledge the elements that form the Solar System.
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,180 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/8/2012 - John W., Sherlock H. - Complete
Cat's Paw by Zooie reviews
Definately AU. Duo is a 15 year old cancer patient with a runaway imagination. He's pathetically lonely and knows it. Then one day he gets a roommate and life suddenly becomes a lot less boring. Bizarre humor. Anti-stereotype. COMPLETE. *added after word
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Humor/Mystery - Chapters: 20 - Words: 59,757 - Reviews: 345 - Favs: 123 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 5/22/2003 - Published: 3/16/2003 - Duo M., Heero Y. - Complete
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Safe As Houses reviews
John is back from Afghanistan, and Sherlock is living under a very different set of circumstances. Just arrived back in the city, it was just John s luck to be pick-pocketed. Things get complicated when he meets the thief again.
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 41,689 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 1/22 - Published: 8/15/2012 - Sherlock H., John W.
Secretary and the Beast reviews
Belle, a young shy woman with a history of self harm has been recently discharged from Storybrooke hospital. To help her father out of financial difficulties, she finds employment as a secretary with the town Lawyer, Mr. R. Gold. Their relationship strays from the 'prescribed employer relationship'. No curse, AU mash-up of the movie 'Secretary'. Warnings: light BDSM, self-harm
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 23,165 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 11/24/2013 - Published: 9/8/2013 - Belle, Rumpelstiltskin/Mr. Gold, Gaston, Maurice/Mr. French
Omega Refuge reviews
Pregnant, with no mate, and with no money, John Watson goes to spend the rest of his pregnancy in an Omega Refuge, where he will give up his baby for adoption. There he meets a seemingly careless pregnant Sherlock Holmes. More is going on in the refuge than meets the eye...Slash, Omegaverse, mpreg
Sherlock - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 26,003 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 129 - Updated: 6/26/2013 - Published: 2/3/2013 - Sherlock H., John W.
Something to Keep You Warm reviews
Winter nights are drawing in, and on watch one night at the prison Daryl brings Carol something to help. Caryl friendship/running to something a bit more... One-shot.
Walking Dead - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,241 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/2/2013 - Daryl D., Carol
Pathetique reviews
Cloud is a pianist at a breaking point, but his playing one night catches the interest of his neighbour… CloudxZack, Yaoi, AU, ANGST.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 47,864 - Reviews: 258 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 163 - Updated: 11/14/2009 - Published: 2/19/2009 - Cloud S., Zack F.
The Coma reviews
Zack is the new nurse of a luxury care facility, and is put in charge of a young man who has been catatonic for 4 years. There is little hope of recovery, but Zack just can't help being optimisitc. AU, yaoi.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: M - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13,801 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 187 - Follows: 18 - Published: 2/7/2009 - Zack F., Cloud S. - Complete
Garcon! Coffee! reviews
Two young men are having coffee, but are hot beverages all they want from the resturant? Yaoi, Language, parody
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,909 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/3/2001
Kabuki reviews
Duo is dragged to a traditional Japanese theatre production. But will his ignorance of Kabuki conventions lead to confusion? AU, yaoi, cross-dressing
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,131 - Reviews: 34 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/22/2001 - Published: 6/9/2001
The Perfect Manager reviews
Heero Yuy is the manager of a fast food resturant, but is he really perfect? Yaoi
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,940 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 6/16/2001
Who Cries for Wufei? reviews
Wufei is accused of murder, and is on the run to prove his innocence. But what about those he has left behind? Angst, Gore, Yaoi
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 10 - Words: 14,048 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 5/24/2001 - Published: 4/20/2001
Al-Fatiha reviews
Trowa wants to make a move on Quatre...but does he realise all? bishounen-ai issues, 3+4, religious issues
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,060 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 4/25/2001
Dragon Ashes reviews
An ordinary rainy day turns sinister when Wufei is attacked...by who and why? Angst, Shonen-ai, Slight Violence, Language
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,121 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4/24/2001 - Published: 4/14/2001
Gaydar reviews
A nerdy Heero is sitting alone in a park one day, when someone joins him. AU, Humour, Fluff, Shounen-ai
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,481 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/22/2001
Out reviews
Squall has an announcement to make. Yaoi.
Final Fantasy VIII - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 799 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 6 - Published: 4/17/2001
Counterpoint reviews
Duo has been caught doing a bit of groping...is it the end for him and Heero? Bishonen-ai, 1x2
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 860 - Reviews: 20 - Published: 3/25/2001
Anixolytic reviews
Quatre develops a problem that needs to be sorted. Dark.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,473 - Reviews: 16 - Published: 3/21/2001
Apple Corer reviews
Dr. J has found a way of perfecting a soldier, how will this involve Heero? Dark, violence (but probably not how your thinking).
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,584 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/20/2001
DSM-II reviews
Prof. G finds a problem with Duo, and has a way to 'correct' it. Dark, shonen-ai implied.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,620 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 3/18/2001 - Published: 3/17/2001
Meen da Amirah? reviews
Duo and Quatre decide to have a little fun one night...but Heero comes home early. Fluff, Shonen-ai, 1x2.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,036 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 3/4/2001
With Love reviews
Relena has found a way to torture Heero, but Duo has an idea for revenge. Yaoi, 1*2, ADULT HUMOR.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,436 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/2/2001
The Gundam Pilot's Tale reviews
The GW guys do a Canterbury Tale. Shonen-ai, various couples and implications, medieval vulgarity (I'm sorry), HUMOR.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,669 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/1/2001
Two Flew Over the Gundam Nest. reviews
Heero has been missing for nearly 2 years, and Duo is on a mission to find him. But where has he gone? Shonen-ai, 1+2, slightly dark, slightly angst. Please read and review.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,683 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 2/28/2001 - Published: 2/26/2001
The Day the Blancmange Crumbled reviews
Heero has something very important to tell Relena, and she thinks she knows what it is. Now with bonus sequel 'Attack of the Killer Blancmange'! Humor, expect the unexpected.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,592 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/27/2001
Torture Garden reviews
Heero and Duo decide to go to a BDSM club. shonen-ai, 1+2, slight lime, humour, and of course, BDSM. Don't worry, everyone has a good time.
Gundam Wing/AC - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,298 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/24/2001