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Author has written 16 stories for Law and Order: SVU.

Well hi there. I'm Ellie: the SVU loving, olive despising, stage acting, alternate-world writing, waffle craving human.

I love to laugh like an idiot around family, friends, strangers. I'm not afraid to be my crazy self around anyone. We all belong where we're appreciated, and I'm right where I need to be. I do everything I can with a joyful heart. I do try to be fearless, but it's for others to judge if I'm succeeding. I'm my own unique person; I will give myself credit for that. One thing I've told myself for a long time is - Don't look at others and only see what you don't possess, but look at yourself and find what you do possess. You'll be surprised how much awesomeness you'll see. I was.

I discovered my burning passion for writing only a few years ago. Now I can pair my favorite things and write with my love for SVU. I don't think I've ever been so obsessed with anything else in my life. Sometimes I even forget SVU is an alternate world. (I do find it comforting to draw into a world protected by Olivia Benson and her squad, though.)

Mariska Hargitay is almost too good to be true. Almost. The way she looks at life and makes herself a role model for everyone even as a rich celebrity under the microscope is inspirational beyond words to me. She keeps herself grounded and keeps her priorities straight, even when the world throws scrutiny onto her fearless soul.

Getting feedback from people who are willing to take time and read my work honestly makes my day. I smile whenever I get a positive review to a story. Ok, I'll stop now. You're lovely for reading all this :)

Twitter: @JoyfullyFragile

Instagram: JoyfulMariska

Daddy by Happy2BeDee reviews
After her nightmare with William Lewis is finally over, Olivia's life spins out of control in a whole new way! Suddenly, healing from her latest in a series of terrible things, Elliot comes back. Will he be able to pick up the broken pieces of the partner he left years ago? Eventual EO. Set after Beasts Obsession. Rated M for content. (contains rape and other violence).
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 67 - Words: 253,852 - Reviews: 1035 - Favs: 135 - Follows: 178 - Updated: 7/3/2017 - Published: 10/5/2014 - [E. Stabler, O. Benson] O. Tutuola, N. Amaro - Complete
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The Loft reviews
The Commissioner wore a solemn expression. "The department has been over the entire city of New York - twice. I understand the gravity of this situation, but a morning motion in a meeting between Suffolk County Police, NYPD, and surrounding county officials was passed to suspend the search for Sergeant Olivia Benson." A screaming silence fell between them. "I'm sorry."
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 5 - Words: 8,426 - Reviews: 63 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 56 - Updated: 1/29/2016 - Published: 4/6/2015 - O. Benson, A. Rollins, N. Amaro, S. Carisi Jr
Standing Still reviews
It's the only thing that can make the images fade - the only thing that has the power to dull her pain. It's the same thing that killed her mother, and if it has enough time it'll do the same to her.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 12,602 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 2/13/2015 - Published: 10/10/2014 - O. Benson, O. Tutuola, A. Rollins, N. Amaro
Empty Room reviews
A collection of scenes we didn't see in the SaveBenson Saga - "Surrender Benson," "Psycho/Therapist," "Beast's Obsession," and "Post-Mortem Blues."
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 14 - Words: 27,503 - Reviews: 104 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 1/28/2015 - Published: 3/21/2014 - D. Cragen, O. Benson, B. Cassidy, N. Amaro
Safe & Sound reviews
Christmas Eve. Snow falls in silence as the lights of the tree fascinate the litte boy experiencing it all for the first time. She's recieved the only thing she wanted - to be safe and sound with her son.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,950 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 7 - Published: 12/24/2014 - O. Benson, N. Amaro, Noah B. - Complete
Vengeance reviews
He knows how to play her. He always has. Now he's using it against her again. In the abandoned Red Hook Grain Terminal, Olivia Benson and William Lewis have their last dance.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 29 - Words: 64,415 - Reviews: 269 - Favs: 90 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 8/18/2014 - Published: 3/29/2014 - O. Benson, O. Tutuola, N. Amaro, W. Lewis - Complete
This Is Where I Belong reviews
"These last few days, waiting, thinking that that door wasn't closed, I just imagined this whole other life." — Olivia Benson — That door isn't closed. It never was.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 13 - Words: 27,975 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 8/18/2014 - Published: 2/15/2014 - O. Benson, B. Cassidy - Complete
Facing Demons reviews
There is a big difference between coaching others to take the survivor's journey and walking down that dark road herself. It's a road down which Olivia never wanted to go. But she must. She's a survivor. Post "Surrender Benson"
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 37 - Words: 80,958 - Reviews: 235 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 112 - Updated: 2/15/2014 - Published: 10/6/2013 - O. Benson, B. Cassidy, N. Amaro, R. Barba - Complete
I'm Listening reviews
A moment shared by the two of them, somewhere they'd never thought they'd be. As partners, they make a confession - one they have both held back for three years. It's their last chance to speak, their last chance to listen.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,976 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/13/2014 - O. Benson, N. Amaro - Complete
Auld Lang Syne reviews
Despite the cold, chaotic night, the SVU squad seems to enjoy spending New Year's Eve together - even though they might not admit it. From their family to yours - Happy New Year.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,606 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/31/2013 - D. Cragen, O. Benson, B. Cassidy, N. Amaro - Complete
Who Would Have Thought reviews
A snowy Christmas Eve spent looking back, sharing smiles, and thinking about the rest of their lives.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,070 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/24/2013 - O. Benson, B. Cassidy - Complete
Freedom Fighters reviews
The darkest moment in the history of SVU has taken Olivia Benson into the unknown, with 48 hours to be alone with the very face of evil. Season 14 finale.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 21 - Words: 44,787 - Reviews: 181 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 91 - Updated: 9/25/2013 - Published: 7/15/2013 - O. Benson, B. Cassidy, N. Amaro, W. Lewis - Complete
Ashes reviews
That fateful day caused America pain beyond words as symbols of the successful nation fell from the skyline of New York City. This is the account of two of New York's finest detectives going back to the events of September 11, 2001.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,725 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/11/2013 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
Heroes Among Us reviews
They hold their chins high as their city creates their fates, their hearts beating blue. They put their badges on, never to take them off. They have no choice but to live every day like their last - any day might very well be. Meet the heroes of Manhattan SVU's 16th precinct.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K - English - Crime/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,430 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/10/2013 - O. Benson, N. Amaro, A. Rollins, O. Tutuola - Complete
The Way reviews
"You can't have it tonight." She tried to sound dignified. He stepped forward and grabbed her shoulders roughly. "Who's gonna stop me from taking it?" She flinched in pain, feeling the room getting smaller, any escape impossible. Olivia felt something she never had: defeat
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 37 - Words: 61,965 - Reviews: 245 - Favs: 94 - Follows: 99 - Updated: 8/10/2013 - Published: 3/2/2013 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete
Good and Evil reviews
In a violent game of justice, one of SVU's own is in danger. Will they be able to protect her? Or will the killer win again? Zebra plot twist.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 16 - Words: 18,521 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 5/9/2013 - Published: 2/18/2013 - O. Benson - Complete
Lullaby of Broken Hearts reviews
Elliot left the precinct for the last time leaving Olivia behind in a cloud of unanswered questions. He is the only one who knows the real reason why he had to leave. He left to save her. And himself. But will they be saved, or are both destined for destruction? Song inspired fic.
Law and Order: SVU - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,530 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/29/2013 - E. Stabler, O. Benson - Complete