AlwaysAndForeverAfter
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Joined 01-27-12, id: 3670042, Profile Updated: 03-06-14
Author has written 6 stories for Glee, and Victorious.

I'm a writer.

I guess that's pretty damn vague around here, but i mean, i'm only 19, so there isn't much for me to elaborate on. I write poetry, i write short stories, and recently i've been working on a novel that i hope to finish before i get out of high school.

I live in New Jersey, so close to the water that i can smell the ocean outside my window, however I recently started university in the heart of New York City, and I couldn't possibly be more excited about it. Even though i'm a Jersey girl from birth (who just recently learned how to pump my own gas), i've always been a city girl at heart.

English is my second language, so bear with me. Though i find that i don't make nearly as many errors as i used to, i still apologize in advance if i make any. I'm Polish, and i spoke only Polish until i was 7 years old. My accent is so subtle that you can only really notice it there if you're looking for it. Though, all of my friends here in university say that my Jersey accent is much more noticeable than I ever thought haha

For me, writing is an outlet. I'm a very liberal, lesbian teenage girl growing up in a conservative, strict roman catholic, eastern european household. I've definitely had my fair share of personal troubles. I've struggled with eating disorders and self injury for years. I don't consider myself free from either, and i know that i still have a long battle with both ahead of me. I don't stray away from these topics though, because my writing is like my therapy. the voices of my characters are the things that i could never say out loud.

Life is a journey with many ups and downs, and i'm just hoping to come out on top when the day is done.

On of my favorite song lyrics is :

"Oh how wrong were we to believe that immortality meant never dying."

For me, my writing is my immortality. forever being inscribed in my wording. forever to be viewed. forever to be heard. Forever being.

I don't bite :) send me a PM or something and say hi. i'm friendly. promise.

i just recently started a blog where i kinda just vent. no obligation to read anything, of course, but just in case anyone wants to get to know more about me as a person rather than just me as a writer, reading about my crazy brain is always an option for you.

http://inthemindofacitygirl.blog.com/

please, if someone somehow knows who i am, don't mention it anywhere. no one i know in real life has ever said anything to me about my fanfiction, so i'm assuming no one knows i write it. however, telling more about my life makes it more likely that someone will recognize me. if you do, i just ask that you keep my confidentiality.

thank you

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Bleed Just to Know You're Alive by BiBenji reviews
Everyone says you have to hit rock bottom to climb back up to the top, but maybe, sometimes, you meet some people down there that are your top. What are you supposed to do then? *M* Jade/Cat OOC, Quinn from Glee as well.
Victorious - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 71,658 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 6/4/2014 - Published: 2/7/2012 - Cat V., Jade W. - Complete
i wanna be the one to walk in the sun by safeandsound13 reviews
All Santana Lopez ever wanted was to be famous.
Glee - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 780 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/7/2013 - Santana L. - Complete
White Shadows by Good Afternoon reviews
AU. 1862, the North has started the draft. Santana follows her father to war, intent on proving her worth as a doctor. Brittany enlists in place of her father, intent on keeping her family safe. In this broken land, they find a home in each other.
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 316,763 - Reviews: 1386 - Favs: 1,333 - Follows: 1,134 - Updated: 1/3/2013 - Published: 12/8/2011 - Santana L., Brittany P. - Complete
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The Other Side reviews
AU: Catarina Valentine, who has only ever known the world of designer clothing and private schools was forced to take the subway one day after her driver was running late. There, she locked eyes with a homeless teen, Jade, who was beautiful even in ruin. Cat reached out to help this girl she was drawn to, not expecting Jade to be the one to help her.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,359 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 11 - Published: 1/22 - Jade W., Cat V.
Broken Wings reviews
AU: Santana is broken. She always has been. She always lived a life of broken homes, drugs, fighting, drinking, parties and empty relationships. To her, it's hard to fall down any further when she was born at rock bottom. The last thing she expected to find in her life was a light in the shape of a blue eyed stranger. But will she be able to teach Santana to live again? T for now
Glee - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 7 - Words: 18,593 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 46 - Updated: 2/9/2014 - Published: 8/30/2013 - Santana L., Brittany P. - Complete
Safe reviews
AU, Jade's parents take in foster children. They take in Cat, who was taken from a dysfunctional family. Jade, who was always emotionally distant, is intrigued by the strange girl and tries to find a way to make Cat come back to the real world and away from the fantasies and delusions she created, and Cat manages to bring out emotions in Jade that Jade never knew existed
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 67,070 - Reviews: 182 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 86 - Updated: 8/18/2013 - Published: 3/27/2013 - Jade W., Cat V. - Complete
Miserable reviews
A little one shot about Santana's life in New York without Brittany. It's a song fic. Santana feels broken and empty without her love, but she knows that she made a decision to end the relationship. And, though she regrets the decision every day, she can't change it. Instead, it takes its toll on her.
Glee - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,483 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/26/2013 - Santana L., Brittany P. - Complete
Those Green Eyes reviews
Catarina Valentine finally convinced her father to take her with him to the Adolecent Psychiatric Ward where he works. Cat sees a pair of hypnotic green eyes and wants to know more about the mysterious girl to whom they belong. But Dr. Valentine knows that this girl is dangerous, and the last person he would want his daughter around. So, what happens when the two fall in love?
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 40,633 - Reviews: 158 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 3/25/2013 - Published: 2/25/2013 - Jade W., Cat V. - Complete
Together reviews
Rachel is in love with Quinn Fabray. Santana knows. Santana is in love with Brittany. No one knows. Can these two girls who have never quite gotten along find a way to help each other find happiness?
Glee - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 14 - Words: 56,114 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 1/10/2013 - Published: 2/3/2012 - Santana L., Rachel B. - Complete