Nostawen Allesiel
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Joined 04-14-03, id: 369841, Profile Updated: 10-18-20
Author has written 8 stories for Rurouni Kenshin, Naruto, and Inuyasha.


Hello everyone. I wanted to drop a quick line to let you know why I have been absent for the last few weeks. Someone I loved very dearly died a couple of days after I posted my last chapter. Their passing was unexpected and has been difficult to deal with. So I have been taking this time just to re-center myself and allow myself to grieve naturally before continuing on.

Do not worry. LAD WILL be finished. I plan on working on the next chapter next week at the latest. I do apologize for not letting everyone know sooner what was going on and for not updating in so long. Please forgive the delay and thank you so much for your continued patience.

Much Love,



Hello Everyone!

First and foremost, I owe you all a deep apology for not getting anything out to you for over a decade. LAD has, and always will be, an integral part of my writing career and, unfortunately, a number of things happened over the years which prevented me from finishing it. As many of you have guessed, there are not many more chapters needed to finish this story. And seeing as how LAD is over 800 pages printed, it is only fair I do the fans and it justice by giving you guys your happy ending.

The pandemic has allowed me extra time to devote to such things, like fanfiction, even if I have no read any in a few years, at least. It doesn't diminish the fact that the fans of LAD have patiently awaited the ending all this time. I do not blame you guys! When I reread it recently (i have not read LAD in years) I, myself, was annoyed at where I stopped it. It was completely unforgivable, so again, I apologize.

At any rate, I already have over 40 pages done for chapter 51 and will be moving chapter 50 over here for you guys as well. That way it can be all in one place. I will say, one of the reasons that chapter 50 was not posted on here was because had seen fit to delete my entire damn story for no apparent reason. So I lost all of your guys' comments and everything else, which I treasured each of those so it made me quite upset.

However, it is only right I finish this story for you guys with all due haste while still maintaining the integrity of the story I worked on and you have loved for so many many years.

And yes, I am writing original romance novels. It is a paranormal romance about dragon shifters and druids, just to name a few of the creatures in it. I also wrote over 700 pages of a fanfic series for Naruto that goes through the bijuu as people, in a fashion, in present day of our world. But I have never posted it. It is simply a cherished brainchild I mess with whenever the mood takes me and I'm not working on the dragons. I am collaborating with another author who has become a dear friend. I have known her since she became a fan of LAD when I first published it all those years ago, and she does have her own stories on here as well under the name Lady Kaliska. If you get a chance, please, do read her stories. Especially Harken's Bell. While she was writing that I was working on the Bijuu Tales.

If you guys have any questions, comments, anything at all. Please feel free to reach out to me. Contrary to how it appears I have always read whatever you guys have sent me and am always appreciative for anything you guys tell me. Whether it is a helpful criticism or just to praise LAD, I love hearing from you guys.

Thanks again everyone!

Much Love,

Nostawen Allesiel

April 08, 2009

Hello everyone and sorry for the lack of response on here lately! We are in the midst of moving and what with all the packing and getting things ready I haven't had the time I would have liked to finish this here as far as adding the chapters I promised. I'm going to take care of that within the next two days. Because I am busy with relocating, however, I am holding off on LAD AGAIN- I know, I know, inexcusable- since I don't want to do it halfway. The story deserves my full attention and I won't cheat it or you by not putting my full attention on it. Yes, chapter fifty is nearly finished, and I'm going to attempt and get that all settled shortly so at least you guys have an even number to hold off on.

As far as Dokuga goes, I had a lot of drama there as far as how they treated other people and decided I wanted to be no part of it. I removed my story right after and have been waiting for the owner of the site to contact me. LAD can be found on a yahoo group by DemonLordLover and Wiccan Methuselah. They were nice enough to host all of the chapters of LAD that are thus far finished, so if you want to read it there before I have a chance to upload them here then just go to and search for LAD. Written out in full of course lol. Again, I apologize to everyone for this inconvenience and trust me, no one is as frustrated as I am that real life keeps getting in my way to keep from getting this story finished. Just rest assured that it will not be years in between now and the conclusion of Laying Amongst Dokatsu. Thanks again!

Nostawen Allesiel

That is my profile page. Besides working on this, I shall also be writing various short vignettes in the Naruto universe, a fandom I have been into for years. Those I shan't be posting until I am completely finished so there is no waiting for those either. Thanks again for everyone who remained an avid fan of LAD, your support throughout all these years has been greatly appreciated.

Hello everyone. I am a 26 year-old university student who is currently majoring in Vet. Science/Specializing for large cats. That's right, lions and tigers ladies and gentlemen. I have been writing all of my life but only recently began posting from the incessant urgings of a close friend of mine. My main interests are animals and anime; not necessarily in that order. I also dabble in kendo and other Martial Arts which utilize weapons. There's just something appealing about weilding an armament which one needs skill to master. My favorite animes are: Fruits Basket, Naruto, Fushigi Yugi, Rurouni Kenshin, Inu Yasha, Revolutionary Girl Utena, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Hellsing, His and Her Circumstances, and Avatar (even if it isn't precisely anime). A pretty small list at the moment, but remember these are only my favorites. I watch a vast assortment of others as well, though I tend to lean more towards the angst side of the anime spectrum. Thank you for your time and I hope you enjoy the work I post here!

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Blossom In My Eyes by peanutbutter126 reviews
After an encounter with Sasuke that leaves her blind and comatose, Sakura has to face the aftermath when she wakes. And when she can't bring herself to deal with it, Naruto finds himself picking up the shattered pieces of his friend.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 78,144 - Reviews: 457 - Favs: 694 - Follows: 620 - Updated: 12/11/2011 - Published: 6/28/2008 - Sakura H., Naruto U.
Chimera by Kiana Caelum reviews
Chatoya Irkil found her soulmate when he tried to kill her. Blue Malefici: assassin, vampire, unpredictable and utterly merciless. He had made her a promise and now he would keep it.
Night World series - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 42 - Words: 213,995 - Reviews: 1012 - Favs: 302 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 5/25/2010 - Published: 7/18/2001 - Complete
Broken by inadaze22 reviews
He felt something close to pity for the woman in front of him. And while that disturbed Draco to no end, what really disgusted him most of all was the harrowing fact that someone or something had broken Hermione Granger's spirit beyond recognition. Revised 2019. Update your Epubs.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 36 - Words: 308,354 - Reviews: 5823 - Favs: 12,160 - Follows: 4,175 - Updated: 7/15/2009 - Published: 4/2/2008 - Hermione G., Draco M., Pansy P., Blaise Z. - Complete
A Wonderful Caricature of Intimacy by Countess of Abe reviews
Draco loves his son more than anything in the world. So, when his ex-wife plans to take his son away, Draco asks the most unlikely person for help. Hermione must decide whether changing her entire life is worth helping the man she hates unconditionally.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 136,998 - Reviews: 4353 - Favs: 13,909 - Follows: 3,693 - Updated: 9/3/2008 - Published: 11/6/2007 - Draco M., Hermione G. - Complete
Master of the Zanbatous by pudgypudge reviews
After defeating the Akatsuki and losing his sensei, Naruto is given the responsibility of being the Toad Sage. On his way from the battlefield he acquires two familiar swords that wish for him to become their master. And is Sakura falling for the blonde?
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 152,130 - Reviews: 1999 - Favs: 3,908 - Follows: 1,938 - Updated: 6/27/2008 - Published: 11/22/2007 - Naruto U., Sakura H. - Complete
Ozai's Vengeance by Fandomme reviews
Twelve years after the final battle, Zuko summons Katara to heal the victims of an epidemic spreading throughout the Fire Nation. Katara Zuko
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 21 - Words: 105,597 - Reviews: 1338 - Favs: 2,481 - Follows: 587 - Updated: 2/8/2008 - Published: 7/28/2007 - Zuko, Katara - Complete
Broken Pieces by Linay reviews
COMPLETE! AU dark fic - Kenshin is Battousai, a feared assasin in modern times. His target is Kamiya Kaoru, a girl with mysterious abilities. Is a relationship between captive & captor possible? [ind. chps PG13 & R: violence, swearing, adult situations]
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 145,498 - Reviews: 4494 - Favs: 3,096 - Follows: 414 - Updated: 4/19/2007 - Published: 4/22/2002 - Kaoru, Kenshin - Complete
Safe In My Enemy's Arms by Whimsical Lady reviews
Battle City is over. The Spirit of the Ring has beaten the Pharaoh. As Marik expands his rule the spirit takes his place at his side with his rewards, the Millennium Rod ... and one girl loved by his light. ProTea Story
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 64,779 - Reviews: 785 - Favs: 346 - Follows: 161 - Updated: 12/27/2006 - Published: 1/6/2004 - Anzu M./Tea G., Yami Bakura
Spectrum by AudibleHush reviews
AU AnzuSeto. Anzu’s summer plans were primarily about rest and relaxation. They did not involve answering to the most arrogant jerk she’d ever had the displeasure of knowing. And they certainly didn’t involve falling for said jerk…
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 50,037 - Reviews: 461 - Favs: 344 - Follows: 189 - Updated: 11/17/2005 - Published: 6/25/2004 - Anzu M./Tea G., S. Kaiba
Little Green Leaf by Ninja Shen reviews
...Fine. If you wanna die so bad, it's your call. But you gotta prove to me you're worth the effort. I'll let you fight my sister... but first, you gotta get through ME. Kankuro x Tenten [finished]
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 8 - Words: 36,591 - Reviews: 699 - Favs: 1,071 - Follows: 168 - Updated: 10/29/2005 - Published: 11/10/2004 - Kankuro, Tenten - Complete
Twisted by Ravyn reviews
A dark promise is completed when Kenshin leaves for China. Kaoru, broken and numb, neither intends to hamper his journey, or too unleash his dark half. But the Battousai is free, untamed, raw, and possessive.
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 60,157 - Reviews: 850 - Favs: 1,271 - Follows: 277 - Updated: 10/22/2005 - Published: 9/13/2004 - [Kaoru, Battousai] - Complete
The Obsession by Lanse reviews
Sequel to The Possession: Having failed too many times to protect the one he loves this time he may lose her forever. Kaiba/OC
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 71,385 - Reviews: 771 - Favs: 490 - Follows: 110 - Updated: 4/12/2005 - Published: 10/22/2004 - S. Kaiba, OC - Complete
Shadows Against a Shoji Screen by cappie reviews
An epic story of love and loss and redemption set against the backdrop of feudal war. AU. COMPLETE
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 37 - Words: 230,642 - Reviews: 864 - Favs: 491 - Follows: 79 - Updated: 1/28/2005 - Published: 9/27/2002 - Complete
The Soul of the Game by cronosphere reviews
This story was inspired by a duel with a rival. Its about a duelist that feels alone in the world, and a boy that becomes her Yami. Together they face an evil power that threatens to destroy our world.
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 45,502 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/14/2004 - Published: 3/3/2004
The Possession by Lanse reviews
All she wants is her freedom. She'll do anything to keep it, and he will do anything to keep her. Kaiba&OC
Yu-Gi-Oh - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 51,347 - Reviews: 701 - Favs: 785 - Follows: 197 - Updated: 10/8/2004 - Published: 3/8/2004 - S. Kaiba, OC - Complete
Catharsis by deleria reviews
When Kenshin's guilt won't let him leave Rakuninmura, Kaoru finds herself drawn to the emotional wounds of a man consumed with revenge. Confused by her altruistic gestures, Enishi lets his guard down. His heart latches onto her. Enishi Kaoru
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 74,761 - Reviews: 491 - Favs: 433 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 5/5/2004 - Published: 9/23/2003 - [Kaoru, Enishi] - Complete
Bottled Genius by Torenza reviews
[Complete] AU. IYKag. Kagome is down on her luck, so when she rubs the bottle of the Genie Inuyasha, she thinks her life has changed for the better.
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 154,344 - Reviews: 3893 - Favs: 2,272 - Follows: 248 - Updated: 3/13/2004 - Published: 5/5/2003 - Complete
Sandra's Surprise by Tinuviel-Undomiel-Tari reviews
When the King and Queen of the Fairies visit their daughter on her birthday, Sandra soon gets suspicious...
Shakespeare - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,158 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/12/2004 - Published: 12/22/2003
Family Disaster by Cassidy J reviews
[REVAMP] Kagome returns home to find her mother remarried. And, as if that isn’t bad enough, her new stepbrothers are the most arrogant boys in school, anonymous letters are reappearing in her life, and using handcuffs is just plain unfair. [SessKag]
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,834 - Reviews: 832 - Favs: 321 - Follows: 117 - Updated: 1/24/2004 - Published: 12/20/2003 - Sesshōmaru, Kagome H.
DWF Pt3: Jumping Hurdles, Choosing Sides by More Than I Appear reviews
I raised the rating for swearing and violence. CHPT 20 UP! The exciting ending to JHCS is now up and ready for your reading. Enjoy everyone and look out for Part 4 later on! ~Pennath
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 23 - Words: 93,844 - Reviews: 280 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 10/18/2002 - Published: 3/23/2002
Divided We Fall Part 2: War on the Horizon by More Than I Appear reviews
A week has passed since the episode with the dream youkai and now Sesshomaru needs their help. A threat that Sesshomaru couldn't deal with alone? What is this army that has already conquered the Southern Kingdom that now threatens the Western Lands?
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 13 - Words: 34,760 - Reviews: 164 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/18/2002 - Published: 2/25/2002
Divided We Fall Part 1: Sick Days by More Than I Appear reviews
Kagome gets sick and it turns out to be more than just the flu. A mystery that sparks some startling behavior with our favorite hanyou. Two Inu Yashas? A stranger who is somehow realted to both the hanyou and Sesshomaru? Sesshou, what're you doing here?
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 11 - Words: 33,590 - Reviews: 127 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 2/22/2002 - Published: 2/14/2002
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Laying Amongst Dokatsu reviews
They were brought together under unlikely circumstances. A deal was struck, a bargain made, relationships were broken, a new one began to form. And in the center of it all, one human woman managed to alter the course of the past and the future.
Inuyasha - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 65 - Words: 575,366 - Reviews: 528 - Favs: 902 - Follows: 690 - Updated: 9/20/2020 - Published: 10/29/2008 - Kagome H., Sesshōmaru
Bittersweet reviews
The word 'bittersweet' has a variety of different meanings. Kagome learns first-hand the less than pleasant truth of this. Response to the Dokuga LJ Oneshot Challenge
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,602 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 8 - Published: 10/31/2008 - Kagome H., Sesshōmaru - Complete
Whale Watching reviews
A late night encounter on a beach lets Kagome show off her knowledge of whales. Answer to Nobody's 'Whales' challenge on
Inuyasha - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,315 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 7 - Published: 10/29/2008 - Kagome H., Sesshōmaru - Complete
Reflective Contemplation reviews
On one of Gaara's many nights staying awake to keep Shukaku at bay, he is visited upon his rooftop post by an unlikely visitor who offers a skill the new Kazekage is sorely lacking.
Naruto - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,339 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/2/2008 - Gaara, Sakura H. - Complete
Predator and Prey reviews
A poem from what I think what the Battousai would seem like as a vampire. Very odd, but something I had to get out of my system.
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,660 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/31/2003 - Kenshin
Jewels Set Within Your Genuine Nature reviews
Kaoru's frustration over the lack of attention Kenshin gives her causes her to throw out a challenge the Battousai is more than willing to accept. KK Oneshot
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,034 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 162 - Follows: 15 - Published: 12/14/2003 - Kaoru, Kenshin - Complete
Phoenix of the Revolution reviews
Yet another poem from Kenshin's POV set during the Edo Period
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/18/2003 - Kenshin
Once reviews
A reflective poem set during the Edo Period.
Rurouni Kenshin - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 399 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/15/2003 - Kenshin
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