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Joined 02-08-12, id: 3707734, Profile Updated: 03-10-14
Author has written 50 stories for New Girl, Avengers, Big Bang Theory, Once Upon a Time, and Walking Dead.

CS Awards favorite smut author winner*

Let the Night Be Our Sanctuary- - 2014 favorite angst one-shot/drabble winner*


Hello there! :)

Thanks for stopping by. Although there's not much to share ;)

I'm in my twenties. Fan fiction is totally my guilty pleasure...

I get way too invested in my TV shows, movies, and books (and really there are only a couple of 'em) but thankfully I feel fan fiction is a wonderful tool we as huge fans/shippers/whatever can use to fill in the gaps of the shows that we all know and love!

And that's about all I've got for now! Happy reading and writing everyone! :)

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Silhouettes reviews
Collection of unrelated works of various lengths and ratings, prompted on tumblr. Bethyl only. *some pieces may contain smut* Update-Chapter 4 has now been fixed, sorry for any confusion!
Walking Dead - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 10,202 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 112 - Updated: 3/6 - Published: 3/13/2014 - Daryl D., Beth G.
Poison Under My Skin reviews
The first time they're together she seeks him out. She goes to him. She surrenders. She gives in. But mostly, mostly she just takes…
Walking Dead - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,075 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 48 - Published: 3/2 - Daryl D., Beth G. - Complete
Unchecked reviews
There's a part of her that warns not to push him; a tiny voice in her head that whispers quietly, telling her that they all have their limits, certain buttons that no one needs to go pushing...
Walking Dead - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,127 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 18 - Published: 2/23 - Daryl D., Beth G. - Complete
Shadow Waltz reviews
She's a champ at running away from her emotions, an expert at avoiding what really matters. But no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't stay away. (post mid-season finale)
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,389 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 19 - Published: 12/19/2014 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook
Midnight Clear reviews
It's somewhat bittersweet; sleep evading her on a night like Christmas Eve.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,140 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 4 - Published: 12/11/2014 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Chasing Smoke reviews
In which Beth survives on her own, reunites with her family and attempts to face her demons while letting go of the past…
Walking Dead - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,755 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 12 - Published: 11/21/2014 - Daryl D., Beth G. - Complete
Collide reviews
Collection of M-rated drabbles and ficlets surrounding the Captain Swan pairing. This collection will contain ONLY mature content, please heed the warning.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,580 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 10/19/2014 - Published: 6/5/2014 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Until I Met You reviews
Per request here's a collection of my unrelated ficlets, drabbles, and one-shots that I had originally posted on tumblr. I'm giving this a T-rating but some of the fics will have M content...I'll put the appropriate warnings before each story. Expect angst, fluff, smut and everything in between! *Newest update-Chapter 16 is PURE SMUT!*
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 16 - Words: 23,573 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 182 - Updated: 10/19/2014 - Published: 11/7/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook
Blindsided reviews
There's a lot she'd meant to do that night. And a lot she definitely hadn't meant to do...
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,333 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 5 - Published: 10/19/2014 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Awakening reviews
After they reunite, Beth's having trouble adjusting and Daryl's keeping his distance. Bethyl one-shot.
Walking Dead - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,127 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 9 - Published: 8/1/2014 - Beth G., Daryl D. - Complete
Face the Flames reviews
Captain Swan Hunger Games AU—He's a wealthy and powerful Capitol citizen. She's a proud and defiant victor. And if the stars align and the price is right, she can be his, even if only for one night.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,393 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 25 - Published: 4/24/2014 - Killian Jones/Captain Hook, Emma S. - Complete
Shattered reviews
She's breaking. Falling. Spiraling out of control. The deaths keep coming and she's not strong enough to stop them. And even when she's fighting against everything that she is, struggling to forget herself and taking her grief out on him, uncaring of his feelings, unable to stop herself, he's there, quietly allowing her to do her worst. *strong T for language and adult situations*
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,905 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 8 - Published: 4/1/2014 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
nothing left to lose reviews
She's got nothing. In a world that's crumbling down around her, Emma Swan has very little faith in anything anymore, least of all the human-race. Death, destruction, and the loss of everyone she holds dear, she often finds herself questioning her bleak and depressing existence in a post apocalyptic era, nearly ready to lose all hope completely... *Captain Swan—The Walking Dead AU*
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,651 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 12 - Published: 3/28/2014 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Beyond the Darkness reviews
"With the threat of their world crumbling, burning, and falling down around them, they don't hold back."- - war!times one-shot, a most likely darker take on season 3b. Rated a *hard* T.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,865 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 11 - Published: 2/10/2014 - Killian Jones/Captain Hook, Emma S. - Complete
Into the Fire reviews
Savior. A fate she's been forced to acknowledge, a role she's destined to fulfill—the choice to refuse or accept it had never been hers. Savior. The word feels dirty on her tongue, the letters spelling it out flash in her head tauntingly as the syllables ring in her ears somewhat mockingly. Savior. She was born with the entire fate of a kingdom lying at her feet...
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 31,567 - Reviews: 108 - Favs: 138 - Follows: 257 - Updated: 1/15/2014 - Published: 10/10/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook
Enraptured reviews
Lieutenant Duckling—It's supposed to be a quick trip to a foreign kingdom, trivial affairs handled by his brother before the real adventure begins. Everything's flowing accordingly, affairs unfolding as expected. That is until she comes into the picture. Golden and beautiful, defiant and stubborn. He tries to resist her. But the harder he fights it the faster he becomes enraptured.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,491 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 76 - Published: 12/31/2013 - Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Sweet, sweet, surrender reviews
She still hadn't a clue what the hell they were—friends with benefits, lovers, something more—but somehow, along the way, after an embarrassingly quick first time on the heels of a terrifyingly slow second time; their competitive streaks had been discovered and duly noted, making their presence known somewhere in the middle of their third time together. *RATED M*
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,477 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 19 - Published: 11/27/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Strip You Bare reviews
God this was a bad idea. Hips rocking into hers, pushing her up against the door, his lips dusted across her neck, the scruff of his beard scraping the sensitive skin there as she bit back a moan, refusing to allow him to see how easily she was unraveling—his touch awakening something inside of her that had apparently laid dormant for years...*M-rated content*
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,433 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 117 - Follows: 17 - Published: 11/24/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
What Are You Doing New Year's Eve? reviews
It's cold. And late. And starting to snow. And she really hates New Year's Eve. *tumblr prompt holiday one-shot*
Once Upon a Time - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,557 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 14 - Published: 11/16/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Between Sea and Sky reviews
Neverland. It's a darkly magical place, nothing like the stories she'd grown up loving as a child. It's deadly, beautiful, tragic—Emma knows that rescuing Henry will be dangerous. She expects it, accepts it...is prepared for it. The one thing she's not prepared for, however, are her raging feelings and ever-changing emotions for the infuriating pirate who's vowed to help her.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 10 - Words: 68,938 - Reviews: 396 - Favs: 323 - Follows: 533 - Updated: 11/15/2013 - Published: 5/28/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook
Broken reviews
She wasn't sure how they had even gotten to this point; a simple visit to his ship on her lunch break and he had shoved her up against the wall, covered her protesting mouth with his, and had stripped her of every bit of clothing before pushing her towards his bed. *Smut ahead...rough and angsty sex folks.*
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,143 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 203 - Follows: 31 - Published: 11/7/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
When the Storm Clears reviews
Three days. It had rained for three days. The heavy sheets came down hard, making it impossible to trek through the jungle, the nearly black sky threatening that there was no end in sight. Three days. It had been three days since they had gotten separated from their group. Tumblr drabble...*rated M*
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,048 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 14 - Published: 10/14/2013 - [Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook] - Complete
Three reviews
Standing in the small bedroom, her fingers nearly quivering in anticipation and her breathing coming in and out in quick and slightly shallow puffs, Emma reached down to pull her shirt over her head, taking a moment to consider how exactly she had gotten to this point, and whether or not she should back out now. Irish Swan Trio pure smut.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,876 - Reviews: 74 - Favs: 183 - Follows: 33 - Published: 9/20/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook, Sheriff Graham/The Huntsman - Complete
It is reviews
Smutty drabble. It's getting harder and harder for her to deny exactly what's between them. It was supposed to be just sex. But it's more. So much more.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,219 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 16 - Published: 9/12/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Comes With a Price reviews
Killian Jones hates being ignored, and that is exactly what Emma Swan has been doing since the moment they returned from rescuing Henry. Disregarding their one night spent together in Neverland, she's kept him at bay, carefully trying to maintain the control and balance in her life since their return. She can't afford distractions. He, however, sees things a little differently. *M*
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 14,687 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 112 - Follows: 217 - Updated: 8/31/2013 - Published: 8/8/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook
Bedroom Hymns reviews
Henry is still lost, Neverland is as dark and dangerous as ever and Emma's not sure she can take the unyielding pressure that's building up inside of her, threatening to pull her under, drown her and suffocate her. She needs release, she's desperate for relief, and there's only one person on board the Jolly Roger who can meet her needs. *M-rated stuff ahead*
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,228 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 22 - Published: 8/14/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Broken Sanctuary reviews
She had just needed a break. She had just needed some air. The castle walls were suffocating, the grounds confining. So she had fled. Letting the kid know she was leaving for a bit, Emma had easily slipped past the recently appointed guards that attempted to keep diligent and careful watch over the newly returned royal family... *PROMPT-RETURN TO ENCHANTED FOREST FROM SB RAIN SMUT*
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,882 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 144 - Follows: 42 - Published: 7/19/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Salvation reviews
He was damned. Of that he was almost certain. And he wanted to hate her for it…he desperately longed to...Rating is hard T could be considered soft M.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,563 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 20 - Published: 7/8/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Always reviews
What if before Storybrooke, a young 18 year old Emma found herself in a far away place known as Neverland? Once there perhaps she had frolicked with a young Pan, while crossing paths with the devilish Captain Hook. Had it all been a dream? Or had the strange land actually existed, the faded memories real. Story complete. *bonus "missing scene" M chapters added to the end*
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 46,584 - Reviews: 186 - Favs: 474 - Follows: 194 - Updated: 7/3/2013 - Published: 2/19/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Rain Falls reviews
Neverland is a darkly enchanted place where the trees can seemingly swallow you whole, turning you around while causing you to forget where you were going—and unfortunately for Emma and Hook the jungles of Neverland are showing them no mercy. They're lost. She's scared, irritated, and confused and he's pushing every last one of her buttons. First kiss scene.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,968 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 106 - Follows: 25 - Published: 6/17/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
The Times reviews
Prequel to Mine...a story I had written for CS Sexy Times Week (not required). This fic is about the first three times mentioned in that fic that Emma and Hook sleep together. Posted on tumblr as well.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 23,750 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 209 - Follows: 97 - Updated: 5/20/2013 - Published: 4/22/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Trust reviews
He had wanted her to trust him. But as she watches Hook interact with the sirens of the mermaid lagoon, Emma feels a confusing mixture of emotions. And unable to watch him flirt and captivate the beautiful creatures, she flees into the forest only to find herself caught in a potentially life threatening and dangerous situation as she makes her way through the unknown terrain...
Once Upon a Time - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,964 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 17 - Published: 5/13/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Untitled reviews
She has a choice to make and he waits... Drabble I posted on tumblr which was requested to be uploaded here.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,346 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 16 - Published: 5/8/2013 - Killian Jones/Captain Hook, Emma S. - Complete
A Whispered Happy Ending reviews
Maybe she already found her happily ever after. Originally posted on tumblr, posted here per request.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,096 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 27 - Published: 4/28/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Of Drunken Nights and Jealous Thoughts reviews
Written for a prompt on tumblr-anon asked for drunk and jealous Jess while the gang is out for Nadia's birthday and a model is hitting on Nick.
New Girl - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,559 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 9 - Published: 4/26/2013 - Jess D., Nick M. - Complete
He Bested Her reviews
Prompt fic. Emma and Hook finally have it out about the sword fight that took place at Lake Nostos. The truth is revealed, guards are let down, and feelings are brought to light. Originally posted on tumblr, posted here per request.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,867 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 14 - Published: 4/14/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Heatwave reviews
Prompt fic. Storybrooke is experiencing a summer heatwave, leaving the residents of the small town hot and bothered...in more ways than one ;) Strong T could go up. Originally posted on tumblr, posted here per request.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,895 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 60 - Published: 4/14/2013 - Killian Jones/Captain Hook, Emma S. - Complete
Mine reviews
Killian corners Emma while she's in the shower and the two of them come to terms with their relationship. Based off tumblr prompt by shulesaddict77 who requested shower sex. This story is what the prequel story The Times is based off of. Originally posted on tumblr.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,941 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 335 - Follows: 59 - Published: 4/13/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Running reviews
Every morning she runs, down by the docks, just as dawn is breaking. And every morning he watches her, wondering what she's running from...if she'll ever stop.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,427 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 15 - Published: 4/10/2013 - Killian Jones/Captain Hook, Emma S. - Complete
Siren of the Sea reviews
Prompt fic-Emma is a mermaid who haunts a vengeful and unwilling Killian in his dreams. He resents her presence, her appearance distracting him from his revenge. Until gradually he begins to appreciate their nightly routine. Anticipating her arrival each night, slowly his heart begins to heal with every tempting encounter they have. WATCH FOR THE TWIST! Originally posted on tumblr.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,285 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 127 - Follows: 32 - Published: 4/9/2013 - Killian Jones/Captain Hook, Emma S. - Complete
Fated reviews
A little drabble for Captain Swan Saturdays Neverland Adventures prompt from tumblr. Idea based off Breathtaking and Destined pseudo spoilers. Originally posted on tumblr, posted here per request.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,071 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 10 - Published: 4/6/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Let The Night Be Our Sanctuary reviews
With Henry whisked away to Neverland, Emma's left feeling lost and broken. Unfortunately, she knows there's only one man who can help get her son back to safety. Hook. But before they can embark on the journey together they must first come to terms with what's between them, perhaps finding something they didn't realize they'd been seeking and healing each other in the process.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,741 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 269 - Follows: 58 - Published: 4/4/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
Something Always Brings Me Back To You reviews
AU- Cora unleashes a powerful curse that sends everyone back to the Enchanted Forest. Shortly after their return she seeks out Killian and tries to enlist his help in obtaining a powerful and magical item. Knowing that his refusal is likely, she dangles the one thing in front of him that she knows he can't resist...Emma. Eventual Captain Swan. Reposted. Co-written w/ LadyVeeVi
Once Upon a Time - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 9,428 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 83 - Published: 4/1/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook
The Shaky Walls We Share reviews
Out for an early morning walk, Killian stumbles across someone attempting to flee town, knowing how it would affect a certain blonde, he finds himself compelled to intervene. Fluff with a hint of angst.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,469 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 13 - Published: 3/20/2013 - Killian Jones/Captain Hook, Emma S. - Complete
Then Prove It reviews
As promised via tumblr my "what if" fic. Basically what if the damned fish tank hadn't shattered. Sexy times for Jess and Nick. Rated M for a reason folks.
New Girl - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,925 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 14 - Published: 3/19/2013 - Jess D., Nick M. - Complete
Whisper My Name and The Night Won't Tell reviews
Feeling slightly lost and scared of what's to come in Storybrooke, Emma finds that her late night wanderings lead her directly to a certain pirate captain. Feeling compelled to let her guard down she boards his ship. And unsure what she's looking for, she finds herself no longer able to deny herself the chance to find out. This earns its M rating folks. Slight angst. Complete.
Once Upon a Time - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,562 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 161 - Follows: 35 - Published: 3/11/2013 - Emma S., Killian Jones/Captain Hook - Complete
It'll All Come Crumbling Down reviews
She paused as his eyes met hers, and she couldn't help but wonder if he felt and was fighting it too, the crackle and sizzle of tension - based off "dream" prompt. Unresolved longing and tension inside.
New Girl - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,521 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/15/2012 - Jess D., Nick M. - Complete
His Eyes reviews
"Penny, Penny, Penny," He says quietly, his voice sounds low in her ears. "I have eyes don't I?"
Big Bang Theory - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,693 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 13 - Published: 9/24/2012 - Penny, Sheldon C. - Complete
I Can Save What's Left of You reviews
She can't remember how she got there. She's drugged, her hands and legs are bound with rope. It all comes back to her in a flash. Her fight with Clint. Loki's mind control. A different take on what COULD have happened during/after Clint and Natasha's fight on the helicarrier. Two-part. Still debating on a third.-This is re-posted under a different name. Sorry for any confusion!
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 11,237 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 8/30/2012 - Published: 8/29/2012 - Black Widow/Natasha R., Hawkeye/Clint B. - Complete
Reaction reviews
Takes place immediately after Backslide. Jess' reaction to Nick moving out. Angsty stuff.
New Girl - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,564 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 5/8/2012 - Published: 5/1/2012 - Jess D., Nick M. - Complete