Author has written 24 stories for Dark Cloud, D N Angel, Burst Angel, Final Fantasy X-2, Zoids, Kannazuki no Miko, Dissidia: Final Fantasy, and Final Fantasy XIII.
I guess I'd actually better do something with this page, huh? If you want to know more about me as a writer and a fan, check out my LJ (zerrat). It has my musings, issues with plotting, rantings, progress updates and snippets from other fics, as well as LJ-only material (various ratings, heh).
4 March 2012 - I'm mostly moved over to AO3 ( as I'm wowed by the amazing setup of the site. It's the home of most of my newer (and exclusive to AO3) fics.
That's probably as much personal information as is needed here (if you want more, as I said, LJ's the way to go! I don't bite!) but I think I'll say a little bit on my works. Since it's recently come up as a topic in fandom discussion, I think I need to make this clear.
If, by some chance, I remove a fanfiction from this account, my LJ or AO3 or wherever this fanfiction was posted, if some industrious reader did save a copy of the fic onto their computer... By all means, you may share it with any others who have an interest in the fic. Just, credit where credit's due, right? Even if I no longer want a story to be a part of an archive (I've been known to delete fics I dislike) it's still my work.
So, tl;dr save, print, share my work as you like, but don't forget to mention me as the author!
Additionally, since this has also come up in the same discussions, nobody needs my permission to podfic, fanart or write extensions of any transformative work that I have posted. You don't need to PM me and ask, you can just do it. And then send me the link when you're done, because I'd love to see! :3
Of course, I doubt that anyone cares enough to do so, but people say that it might be a good thing to have. That way people know where they stand.
AO3 Archived Fanfiction
The below fics have AO3 options, and many of the fics now are exclusive to AO3. Please ignore the hideous links, this site has disabled external-going links. Yet another reason to move! Remember to read the warnings on the AO3 site.
Drakengard 3/Drag-On Dragoon 3
affinity ( - One/Five. One's ever-increasing senses cause her nothing but pain, but at the end of the day, she still has the wants and needs of an Intoner.
behold your beauty in perfect mirror ( - Five/Intoners. Five's hungers, her desires, her obsessions - they only ever grow stronger.
blood calls blood ( - Zero/One. Zero earns herself an unexpected visit.
Bury the Faultlines ( - One/Zero, Five, Two, Three, Four. Collab with lionsenpai. When Zero's assault on Cathedral City leaves her in One's hands, the Intoners' long-sought peace seems just within reach. But as she prepares to put Zero to trial for her crimes, shadows of the past and present both close in on Cathedral City and One is left to navigate the secrets surrounding them all.
come on and find it ( - Zero/Five. Zero leaves her phone unattended whilst at Five's. She comes to really regret this lack of foresight.
devour you in secret ( - Four/Five, WIP. Four walks a fine line between who she really is and who she wants to be. When she receives information that will surely make One happy, she's certain that her kindness, her diligence, her devotion to the cause will validate the person she wishes she was.
for want of a nail ( - Accord, One. No matter how many of her sisters fell or how the lands turned in upon themselves, One remained locked away in the Cathedral City, seemingly undisturbed by the trail of bodies Zero left in her wake. Accord just wanted to understand why One never acted.
Games Within Games ( - Five/One. Even in playing chess with One, Five plays games within games - but then, she's not alone in that.
identity ( - Four/Five. Five tests the boundaries of Four's control.
kiss the lips that lie ( - Five/One. With her hungers and obsessions growing stronger, Five flirts more and more with the idea of treason.
shadows of divine perfection ( - Four/One, Four/Five. During the early days of the rebellion against the warlords, Four and Five accompany One to a fortification in the Land of Seas. Four is spellbound by everything One is, and at some level, even she knows that it will get her in trouble some day.
sinking in the distance ( - Cent/Two, One/Two. In the aftermath of Homunculus, Cent brings Two to One.
Weapon of Choice ( - Zero, Dito, Mikhail, Five. When Zero takes Five's spear for herself, she's horrified to find that killing wasn't the only thing Five used her weapon for.
none so great a challenge ( - Jamie Moriarty/Joan Watson. Jamie Moriarty has always been drawn to the unusual and surprising. After suffering defeat at the hands of Joan Watson, she finds herself playing another game. This time, she's certain that she has all the right cards.
the thrill in both victory and defeat ( - Joan Watson/Jamie Moriarty. Season 3 compliant. In the wake of Sherlock's departure, Joan Watson finds herself on the receiving end of a frustrating number of letters.
blood and snow ( - Weiss Schnee/Ruby Rose. When Ruby is hurt on a mission for Beacon, it's up to Weiss to somehow get her home.
Flirting with Danger ( - Ruby Rose/Weiss Schnee. Ruby turns to Yang for some advice on how to ask Weiss out, and it goes as spectacularly wrong as one would expect.
full spectrum speedsters ( - Weiss Schnee/Ruby Rose. Weiss' first date with Ruby is nothing like what she'd expected.
Gossip Rags ( - Ruby Rose/Weiss Schnee. Ruby can't stand the gossip rag speculation on Weiss' love life.
what you want and what you need ( - Weiss Schnee/Ruby Rose. Weiss hadn't actually been intending to kiss Ruby, but it happened, there was no going back. Like hell was she going to let anything come of it, though.
Tomb Raider 2013
Gathering Storms ( - Sam/Lara. In the aftermath of Yamatai, Sam struggles to return to her normal life. Her emotions spinning wildly out of control, Sam finds herself unravelling as the fragments of Himiko's soul within her begin to consume everything that she is. Multi-chapter, Complete.
sparks from the fire ( - Sam/Lara. Drabble series. Collection of drabbles written for the challenges on femslash 100.
Target Practice ( - Sam/Lara. When Lara receives a new bow from Jonah, Sam gets dragged along for some target practice on the beach.
Final Fantasy II
Trick Or Treat ( - Firion, Maria. Genfic. Treasure chests are like a box of chocolates, in Final Fantasy II. You never know what you’re going to get – monsters so heinous they’ll strip the flesh from your bones, or treasure beyond imagination. It’s enough to give a guy a complex!
Final Fantasy IV
Acid Oak Makes the Heart Grow Fonder ( - Cecil/Rosa, Kain. Cecil has decided that today would be the day that he would tell Rosa how he felt about her - he just probably shouldn't have picked a poisonous bouquet of flowers to give to her while he did so.
An Attempt at Tranquillity ( - Edward, Yang, Palom, Porom. Genfic. While Cecil and the others fight Zeromus, the rest of the party is left to distract themselves from the anxious wait
Childhood’s End ( - Palom, Porom. Genfic. At the end of the conflict with Zemus, Palom realizes that somewhere along the journey, he's changed.
Missing Piece ( - Kain/Cecil/Rosa. Post-game. Kain insists on hiding up on Mount Ordeals, while Cecil and Rosa insist on visiting him to convince him to come home.
Sky Rave ( - Kain. Drabble. The air is his element, the wind his guide, and it feels like the dark thoughts that plague him are left behind on the ground when he jumps.
The Sage’s Legacy ( - Palom, Edward, Tellah. Genfic. Palom intends to follow Tellah's legacy, and he's got the perfect way to announce it.
Final Fantasy VII (Compilation)
Knowledge and Power ( - Kunsel. Genfic. Kunsel hadn't questioned his folks' deaths at the time. Later he'd reflect that perhaps that naivete was the only reason he didn't end up on the wrong side the killed-in-action emails.
Knuckle Sandwich ( - Rude, Reno. Genfic. Sometimes, it takes your partner to get you out of a funk. Rude realizes how lucky he is to have a guy like Reno around.
Men and Monsters and the Gods That Create Them ( - Hojo. Darkfic. Five experiments that Hojo initially believed to have failed, and the one that would go on to become his greatest success.
Those Left Behind ( - Kunsel, Cissnei. Post-Crisis Core. When Kunsel meets Cissnei in a run-down bar in the slums, he realizes that there can be no happy ending to this sorry tale. They were too late.
Final Fantasy VIII
Children of Fate ( - Cid, Edea, Seifer. Drabble. It was just a simple movie that spurred Seifer on toward his fate.
Fleeting Memories ( - Squall. Drabble. There were times Squall would look over to Dincht or Almasy and almost join in with their banter.
Honour Among Hotdogs ( - Zell, Sephie/Irvine. Zell is ecstatic about the Garden Festival’s newest event – none other than a hotdog eating competition. Training begins, but when Irvine can’t keep his mouth shut, things go south.
Final Fantasy X(-2)
Happily Ever After ( - Tidus/Yuna. Tidus begins work on his second life on Spira, and Yuna reflects on just how much that second chance means to her.
Hunters, Gatherers, and Everything In Between ( - Kimahri, Tidus/Yuna. Tidus is no hunterKimahri thinks.
Faith Crisis ( - Kimahri. Kimahri finds himself torn between emphasizing with the desperate protection - the true heart of the Crusader’s plans - and his long-standing faith in Yevon.
Final Fantasy XIII
Adrenaline ( - Fang/Lightning, Serah. A dark past and an uncertain future – what better way to take your mind off it all, than to do something crazy? It's definitely the most extreme thing Lightning's done since she got to Gran Pulse.
Bait and Switch ( - Fang/Lightning. Buddy Cop AU. When Gran Pulse's most famous chocobo rider, Cloud Strife, comes forward with a series of macabre letters detailing his death, Lightning finds herself playing the role of Strife as she and Fang attempt to draw Slasher S into the open.
Connection ( - Fang/Lightning, drabble sequence. Somehow, they connected and leaned on each other - because of their similarities and in spite of their differences, even when it seemed like it was the end.
Defend and Counter ( Fang/Lightning. Fang has an endless supply of l'Cie innuendo, and Snow has the guts to try to match her line for line. On a day of exploration of the Subterra, Lightning isn't sure why Fang insists on dragging her into it.
enemies of enemies ( - Lightning, Fang. Lightning knows it had been her life or theirs, but the blood of her comrades is still on her hands.
Fractured Fairytale ( - Lightning/Snow, Snow/Serah. It was just on impulse that Snow had found himself kissing Lightning that night on the Lindblum. Despite their determination and love for Serah, neither of them can fully put that one disastrous mistake behind them as they fight to defeat their Focus.
From the Deep ( - Lightning/Fang. Pacific Rim fusion. The WEAPONs had first hit Pulse three years ago, rising from the deep as the very planet itself turned against humanity. In order to fight the WEAPONs, Cocoon and Pulse united as one and created the Eidolon program - monsters to fight the monsters. But an Eidolon is only as good as its pilots. Lightning isn't happy that she's been ordered to trust this Oerba Yun Fang with free reign to her head, heart and memories.
Goblins, Roadworks and Odd Sort-of Dates ( - Fang/Lightning, sequel to Worst Birthday Ever. Fang meets Lightning at the Archylte Steppe barracks at dawn to help out with a goblin infestation interfering with the roadwork crews. It's not the best 'first date' material, but Fang is just happy to be spending a bit of time together.
Hunting and Haircuts ( - Fang/Lightning. When Lightning ends up getting her hair cut back following a mission, Fang can't help but stare. As if her growing attraction to Lightning wasn't hard enough to handle already...
Interpretation ( - Fang/Lightning, Serah/Snow. When discussing the growing friendship between Lightning and Fang with Snow, Serah comes to a couple of realisations.
in the privacy of thought ( - Fang/Lightning. Lightning has a lot of regrets, in spite of her best efforts to make the most of her second chance. When she receives a call from Hope, five years on from the Fall, she realizes she has an opportunity to seize the chance she'd thought she'd lost.
Lessons in Tough Love (http://archiveofourown.org/works/701613) - Fang/Lightning, New Century/Zero Zoids AU. In the lead-up to the Royal Cup, ace pilot Fang manages to wreck her Zoid for the third time that month. A little frustrated with Fang's cavalier attitude towards the sheer volume of work that repairing a crash-landing causes, her mechanic, Lightning, decides that this time Fang is going to help out with the repairs.
Little Need to Sleep but to Dream ( - Fang/Lightning, sequel to SWHN. Deep in stasis, Fang regrets but understands the necessity of her sacrifice. The biggest barrier preventing her awakening, though, is not Etro or the fal'Cie or any magic - it's herself.
Moving in Shadow ( - Fang/Lightning. Superhero AU. The Defenders are Eden City's foremost group of superheroes. It's a tough balance to divide your time between your day job and countering everything from muggers to supervillians. Lately though, that balancing act has gotten much harder for Detective Claire "Lightning" Farron, as her teammate and friend, Highwind, has thrown her support behind the supervillain Barthandelus. Complete.
Nature of Human Fallacy ( - Fang/Lightning, WIP. The worst monsters come from within us, and relics of the past become all the more dangerous when those hard-learned lessons are forgotten. Nine years following the Fall, the people of Cocoon have established themselves on Gran Pulse, and the people have grown complacent behind the walls of New Archylte City. Those monsters and lessons forgotten are not gone, and the ex-l'Cie and the Pulsian military government unknowingly walk a fine line between life and absolute destruction.
The Oerban Beads ( - pre-Fang/Lightning, multi-chapter, Complete. Warehouse 13 AU. Lightning and Snow are agents for the Cocoon-based artifact collection facility, "Warehouse XIII". When word comes of tourists vanishing from the devastated township of Oerba down on Gran Pulse, Lightning and Snow are sent to find out why.
those who fight monsters ( - Fang/Vanille, Fang/Lightning, WIP. Werewolf/Supernatural AU. Following a relocation to an isolated township, a happy future turns to dust in Fang's hands. Alone and grieving, angry and despairing, she's not about to let someone - or something - get away with the murder of her most precious person. Even if that means she needs to call in a favour from an old friend...
Other Side of the Saber's Edge (archiveofourown.org/series/16523) - Mixed, see series notes for extensive information and many stand alone stories.
Out Cold ( - Snow, Lightning. While Lightning looks to the goal, Snow's got her back covered.
Propositions of a Drunken Variety ( - Fang/Lightning. Fang knew she was no damn slouch at drinking, but it didn't change the fact that Cocoon-brand liquor hit her like a haymaker to the face. During a night out at Oerba's restored pub with the l'Cie and Team NORA, Fang's pride leads her to bite off a bit more than she can chew.
Roar, the Moon! (archiveofourown.org/works/187213) - Fang/Lightning, Snow/Serah. Reports of a raging red horde threatens Mysidia. A Paladin, and Dragoon and a Dark Knight lead the Red Wings east, to settle the score and find out what this whole ‘Lunar Howl’ business really means. FFIV AU, post-The After Years.
So, What Happens Next (archiveofourown.org/works/153075) - Fang/Lightning. The more anxious you get, the closer to cieth you become, so Lightning is going to have to sort out her issues before they consume her. Old, bitter regrets, confusion, jealousy – the journey to Oerba is dangerous enough without being your own worst enemy.
Sunrise over Haerii ( - Fang/Lightning, sequel to SWHN and Little Need to Sleep But to Dream. Fang had never been a morning person. So really, it was a measure of Fang's love that she had agreed to ignore her reservations, and accompany Lightning on an early morning hike.
Tactical Advantage ( - Fang/Lightning. Sick of being considered a 'one-trick chocobo' by some of the members of their rag-tag group, Fang takes it upon herself to learn how to use elemental magic.
Text Message ( - Lightning/Fang. After spending a night together in the Tsubaddran Highlands, Lightning believed that she was happy to keep her fledgling relationship with Fang quiet. Three weeks later, Lightning had to admit that she might have fallen harder than she had first expected.
The Unrecorded Second War of Transgression ( - Fang/Lightning, collaboration with LogosMinusPity. Fang has never been a particularly graceful winner, and it doesn't help that Lightning is loath to admit defeat. Following a series of escalating challenges, they both land themselves in the hospital - and neither of them are willing to apologize.
Wandering Flame ( - Lightning/Fang, Snow/Serah, WIP. Final Fantasy X AU. Until one fateful evening, Lightning was a Crusader serving under Lord Mi'ihen. Now stuck somewhere between life and death, she stubbornly remains by Serah's side in their pilgrimage to defeat Sin. When it comes to Yevon and the truth behind the Final Aeon, though, things are never simple.
Worst Birthday Ever ( - Fang/Lightning, Snow/Serah. It’s Fang’s birthday, and she’s a little miffed when it looks like Lightning isn’t going to show. The damn soldier promised her!
Final Fantasy XIII-2
just close our eyes and sleep sweet dreams ( - Lightning/Fang. There was never really a choice when Lightning agreed to take the mantle of Etro's champion. After countless eons of fighting and loneliness in an empty world, Lightning can't help but selfishly dream that things were different.
The Road Home ( - Lightning/Fang. When Snow obtains tickets to the grand opening of Bael's Paintballing Arena, he manages to convince a reluctant Fang to join in. Meanwhile, after an eternity of servitude to Etro, Lightning is struggling with her role in the undetermined future. They've always been there to offer one another helping hands, and this time is no different - paintball games included.
Lightning Returns: Final Fantasy XIII
Resting Venom ( - Lightning/Lumina, suggestions of Lightning/Serah. An eternity as Etro's champion has changed Lightning, and the isolation of Valhalla has taken its toll on her mind just as much as it has her body. Lumina, the chaotic being wearing Serah's face, seems like she was designed for the sole purpose of breaking Lightning. Things quickly reach critical, and as much of a monster as it makes her... Lightning isn't sure she really wants to win this battle.
Wardrobe Choices ( - Lightning/Fang. The very first time Lightning meets Fang in Nova Chrysalia, she's wearing a rather... unfortunate costume.
Final Fantasy Agito XIII/Type-0
Letters ( - Sice/Seven. Just as the war begins to get to Seven, someone begins to leave her letters.
Dissidia: Final Fantasy
Absolute Command ( - Emperor Mateus, Kefka Palazzo, Terra Branford. The Emperor plots his next move in the chess game of Order and Discord. The ability to transcend the divine rules set down by the gods is a powerful ability indeed, one that he intends to claim for his own.
Apart From Being Sexy, What Do You Do For A Living? ( - Gilgamesh/Lightning. After getting separated from her comrades, Lightning finds herself fighting off a very questionable suitor, who has some strange ideas about romance.
Brink of Delusion ( - Ultimecia/Tidus, Yuna/Tidus/Firion. Non-con warning. Reflections of truth, insidious lies. Where exactly do you draw the line between dreams and reality, when you have no memory of what really was? Tidus will follow his sorceress. He's her knight, and that's what he promised. But when he sleeps, he's somewhere else entirely.
CopyCat ( - Tidus, Firion, Bartz. Genfic. There are just some lines you do not cross. For Tidus, that Bartz guy just crossed the line and has done something completely unforgivable.
Dance in the Dark ( - Kain/Lightning. She was nothing like the women of Baron, whom Kain was normally besotted by. She was harsh and cold and fiery, and that stark difference was exactly why she fascinated him.
Dark Step ( - Cecil. The darkness is a seductive thrill for Cecil in this world, and threatens to disturb the balance he'd achieved in his life.
Don't Remember ( - Luneth, Onion Knight, Aria, Terra Branford. A forgotten pact, and the haunting images of people and places Luneth should not remember. Delusions, nightmares or something more? There is never freedom from the eternal cycle, and Shinryu waits at the edge of awareness.
Goofy Charisma (archiveofourown.org/works/350964) - Jecht/Laguna. Maybe Jecht just missed his wife back at home, but he couldn't deny how Laguna's odd charm had drawn him in.
Hero Complex ( - Cloud/Snow, Cloud/Zack. Cloud wasn’t sure when Snow Villiers entered the War between Cosmos and Chaos. His reasons for being there, though, were pretty obvious.
Inadvertent Innuendo ( - Kain/Lightning, Jecht. Jecht takes issue with the 'witty banter' between Kain and Lightning, in true Jecht fashion.
Memories ( - Tifa, Lightning, Yuna gen. The weight of memory can break you, and Tifa once knew that. In the shattered lands of Dissidia, she also finds that they can drag you back onto your feet and give you a reason to fight on.
Too Long ( - Bartz/Squall, PWP. They've been separated for a long time which leads to rough (but loving!) sex.
League of Legends
according to plan ( - Cassiopeia/Sivir. In the Tomb of the Emperors, Cassiopeia doesn't think of how much she's come to love Sivir.
old habits die hard ( - Sivir/Cassiopeia. Sivir should have known better than to allow herself to be caught up in Cassiopeia's games. Her history with the woman is as tangled as it is violent, but no matter what she does, she can't help but find herself drawn back.
the only thing certain ( - Ashe/Sejuani. Set following the brewing Freljord civil war. With Lissandra gone and the Avarosan broken, Ashe struggles to cope with the ramifications of her own role in the war, and any part she should play in the Freljord's future.
One Noxian Too Far ( - Irelia/Riven, Irelia/Katarina, Irelia/LeBlanc, Karma. Karma was beginning to have serious reservations regarding Irelia's taste in... romantic partners.
public relations ( - Kayle/Morgana. Kayle had expected certain requirements when she made her bargain with Ashram and the so-called "Institute of War". The PR machine was the last thing she'd had in mind, however.
razor's edge ( - Irelia/Riven. Irelia hasn't been right since her fall at the Placidium, but for her, the benefit of becoming Ionia's blade has far outweighed the cost to herself. However, with Ionia's freedom on the horizon, Irelia is at a crossroads in purpose. When she crosses blades with Riven during a match on the Rift, for better or worse, something changes.
Rituals ( - Irelia/Riven, sequel to razor's edge. In which Riven cares for Irelia's blades. She didn't expect it to have such an interesting effect.
there is no substitute ( - Riven/Katarina. When Riven's usual sparring partners stop showing up, she knows that Katarina Du Couteau has something to do with it all.
victorious are the fallen ( - Morgana/Kayle. Morgana has waited a long time for justice and revenge to be served, and in the wake of her battle with Kayle, she passes final judgement.
what happens in the Rift ( - Katarina/Irelia. Katarina and Irelia have absolutely no reason to get along, but when they're forced to work together in a set match contract, something becomes apparent. There is a darkness in Irelia that fascinates Katarina, a deep anger that sets her apart from many other Ionians. No matter her dislike for Irelia, she can't quite get it out of her head.
Truth Inside the Lie ( - Myka/HG Wells. Set post "Instinct" (4x15). Myka finally gets it together and asks Helena to meet her for that coffee. Things aren't the same between them, though, and moving forward is far from easy.