Author has written 3 stories for Final Fantasy VIII, and Final Fantasy XII.
Hello lovelies! ;) I am cooking up some new stories. First peak at my new story for Final Fantasy will be here on june 21st. It's sort of a fusion between three games but many cameos will be present ;) it will be a triology and I am about halfway done with all of them.
Yes I am going back to FF. Thanks to everyone who supported me during my escape to 50 Shades of Grey period, but I have completely lost inspiration. And frankly, I'd rather write about fantasy than reality.
I did it! I quit my job and found another one. I only take one sort of pills and I hope I can stop taking those before midsummer too. I no longer watch how much I eat and I have no longer issues with what I eat. I have also cut any tie I could find with the bitch and I have gotten over my car crash.
I am almost recovered completly but I am sorry to say that I have been neglecting the stories I have going, and thus I have decided; please don't kill me. I have decided to take down every story that's more than one chapter, and that is for the reason that I cannot continue something I have no idea where I stand with. It has been fun and all but. There will be oneshots, but no long stories, atleast not yet.
Thanks to everyone who has had patience with me.
I got my eating disorder back, crashed my car, got a new job and am taking far too many different kinds of prescription pills, antidepressants etc. Last fall I went on what would be the best trip of my life, it did not turn out good at all, one night when going home from my workplace I broke down and cried, my travel "friend" whom I have known for 3 years turned out to be a backstabbing, lying, egoistic bitch. I stopped eating. Still struggling with it. I got home november -13, tired and and angry for letting myself get hurt like that. And as I was starting to feel better and started eating again I got into a car crash, I was lucky to have been alone in the car, I was about 1ft away from losing if not my life then atleast my ability to ever walk again. Three weeks after the accident I got a new job, I thought it was a good thing, so I could be happy about something, well... First two weeks went super, enter bitch nr2. When you think you are doing a good job but constantly get nagged and bitched at you'll soon get enough, alright if 'it' bitches about work, but 'it' went onto a personal level. When I got enough of this bullying bullshit I was the mean and big mouthed one, which meant if I ever did that again I was once again unemployed. Result; pills.
If anyone read all that through I hope you understand why I didn't update even if I so promised, it's easier when you are happy than if you are constantly thinking about bad stuff. I am sorry, but my mental health is my number one right now, not until I can get off the medication and be myself again can I think about my stories, please understand.
"Reality depresses me, I have to find fantasy worlds and escape into them."
I am pretty stuck on Final Fantasy right now (especially VIII), but I also write Legend of the seeker, Lord of the Rings, Fifty Shades of Grey (ironic I know), Game of Thrones and a few disney movies (not saying that all of those are coming up here but...).
Pairings I like/writing about:
FFVII - Genesis/OC(Ami), Cloud/Tifa & Zack/Aerith
FFVIII- Squall/Rinoa, Laguna/Raine, Selphie/Irvine & Quistis/Seifer
FFX & X-2 - Tidus/Yuna, Rikku/Gippal, Paine/Baralai & Lenne/Shuyin.
FFXII - Ashe/Rasler, Vaan/Penelo & Fran/Balthier.
Lotr- Legolas/OC, Eomer/OC & Galadriel/Celeborn. w00t, why is there NO Aragorn/Arwen?! I just don't write about them, I don't dislike the them, i just don't write, same thing with Eowyn/ Faramir. ;)
the first ones I made a HUGE mistake in, I used - instead of ". I am aware of that so, please don't say anything about that. I know.
Nothing is impossible: is done, first one, rushed like heck, but turned out pretty good still.
They can't break what's inside: update when I find time, easy as that.
Regret: as I already said I hate the idea of Rasler dying, I have not changed my mind. also I wouldn't like to kill the main characters. (I got this idea when I was bored on the train, at first I thought It was an horrible idea, but it turned out pretty good) this is the first I am completely satisfied with.
Never Told You: I was bored out of my mind this morning, so I sat down and started writing, this is the result :) I KNOW about quotationsmarks, sorry if anybody felt like their life ended.
Unwounded Soldier: I know, I should work on TCBWI, but I am starting on this one because I just have to get it out of my system :)
Things I think about posting:
Darkest Night (FFVIII) AU Rinoa/Seifer and Rinoa/Squall.
They say a bird need the freedom, so did she. But where do you go when all the windows are locked and closed? You sit still and wait for your punishment.
Scared (FFVIII):AU Seifer/Quistis and Rinoa/Squall.
Everyone else saw them as beautiful, healthy women. He saw them for what they were, prisoners trapped in their own bodies.
Nothing Left (FFVII): Genesis/OC & Cloud/Tifa.
he lost his mind, that's what he did. And there is one against whom he cannot win or escape.
Dogs Of War(FFVIII): Squall/Rinoa, Laguna/Raine.
With no-one wearing their real face, It's a whiteout of emotion. And I've only got my brittle bones to break the fall.
songfic of Poets of the falls song War, my all time favorite song :).
Family First (FFXII, FFVII, FFVIII):
When Ashe refused to marry the one her father had found for her, he shot her, and let her die in the woods. But one who has been raised hungry and working is not so easy to kill, and with the last ounce of her powers she dug herself up from the shallow grave and on unwilling legs she started walking.
Romanticide (Lotr): Èomer/OC
I got two versions of this one, one is with the OC being a commander alongside Èomer, and that has been seen in a few stories I noticed. The other is with OC being a descendent(?) of Numenór and sister of Aragorn. the storylines are the same only in OC having the same name, but I have two different looks on her, different personalities and different standpoints. One is really badass and one is more soft but still stubborn. so if youd be so kind and tell me which one you'd rather see here sometime in the future, Id be really gratefu7
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