Astaldotholwen
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Joined 05-30-03, id: 393561
Author has written 15 stories for Kingdom Hearts.
.:Current Thought:.
I'd like to take the chance to thank you all right now. Thank you for your unending support, your kindness and most of all, your friendship. These past years on fanfiction.net will remain with me forever and everyone I've met this far has an equally special place in my heart. I've been thinking alot lately, and I believe my time here is over. I'll still read and review everyone's stories, however, when it comes to my posting stories; don't keep your hopes up. I know you'll all do wonderful in your lives, and I wish you all the best of luck. It's not that I don't want to write anymore - it's just I've lost all inspiration for writing. Until I wake up one day and suddenly I have a brilliant idea; perhaps maybe you'll see 'Story Alert: Astaldotholwen' but that won't be for a while I fear. Though you will continue to have my unending support my dearest friends.
Thank-you all, so, so much - I honestly don't know how to thank you enough without getting all teary-eyed like I am just writing this.

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.:Last Updated:.
August 10th, 2005

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.:Name:.
Candace

.:User Name Pronunciation:.
'Ass-tah-ahl-doth-oh-l-when'

.:Age:.
NineteenYears Old

.:Favourite Television Shows:.
Inuyasha. Sailor Moon. Cardcaptor Sakura. 2030 Ce. Gundam Wing. Gundam SEED.The Weekenders. LOST. Azumanga Daioh.

.:Favourite Manga:.
Wedding Peach. .Hack. Love Hina. Sailor Moon. Tsubasa/xxxHolic.

.:Favourite Games:.
Kingdom Hearts. The Final Fantasy Series. The Harvest Moon Series. Dark Cloud.

.:Favourite Novels:.
The Lord of the Rings. The Chronicles of Narnia. Eragon.

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I know of nothing. I'm ignorant.
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Gray by KT the Shimmer Skank reviews
There is darkness. There is light. And there is the space in between. Relive the Kingdom Hearts saga through Riku's eyes. There is another side... Another story.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 12 - Words: 42,595 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 1/29 - Published: 7/8/2003 - Riku, Ansem the Wise/DiZ, Naminé
a k u r o k u xmemoriesx by AngelKairi reviews
-the pyromaniac & the one who made him feel.- 22. --pizzeria of love-- Making out with the delivery guy was old. Snaring the chef, on the other hand... -Happy Valentine's Day!-
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 22 - Words: 11,394 - Reviews: 294 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 2/14/2009 - Published: 4/30/2006 - Axel, Roxas
Stranger Than Fiction by Neko Kate-chan reviews
[RikuxSora] [AU] Sora doesn't expect the new kid at school to be cocky, nor does he expect him to have an attitude bigger than the Empire State building. What happens when fate throws an arrogant citytough kid with a gentle rich boy? REVISED FOR UPDATE
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 76,941 - Reviews: 325 - Favs: 171 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 11/13/2008 - Published: 7/13/2004
Reverse Side of Darkness by Koorino Megumi reviews
Four years later, Sora must travel to "the other side of the mirror" to find the door to the light. But at the same time, the door to the darkness has been reopened, and the Heartless have returned...
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 55 - Words: 199,553 - Reviews: 516 - Favs: 127 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 12/23/2007 - Published: 2/6/2003
Rollercoaster by lyphe reviews
Life goes on regardless of the emotional loops in Kairi's life, and it soon becomes evident to her that this ride isn't over by a long shot. [don't even bother with the first 25 chapters, just skip to 26, there's a recap there xD]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 63,817 - Reviews: 316 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 4/21/2007 - Published: 4/25/2004 - Kairi
The Burning Time by delectate reviews
Complete AxR Post episode 26. Amidst this Burning Time, I see flashes of memory...a dream. This location calls to me, beckoning...bringing me back to the place I have called home.
Witch Hunter Robin - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 21 - Words: 193,064 - Reviews: 1115 - Favs: 712 - Follows: 141 - Updated: 12/31/2006 - Published: 1/20/2004 - Complete
The King's Mistress by dolphingirl0113 reviews
[AU] Kagome and Kikyou Higurashi, rivals in every way, both find themselves in love with their King. But when a man at court brings Kikyou's scandalous past with him and threatens her life, Kagome must choose between old loyalty and a passionate new love.
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 38 - Words: 353,621 - Reviews: 3305 - Favs: 1,429 - Follows: 349 - Updated: 2/13/2006 - Published: 9/22/2004 - Inuyasha, Kagome H. - Complete
Forbidden Memories by Riku of Darkness reviews
Plagued by recurring images of an unknown Islander, she wonders why he remains in a heart that is tainted by darkness...her own... Big collection of random quotes and drabbles
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 17,717 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/1/2006 - Published: 8/15/2005 - Riku
Goodnight Moon by Uzumaki-sama reviews
Haven't you ever felt someone staring over your shoulder when nothing was really there? Maybe that thing you thought you saw in the corner of your eye was actually there. There's just so many places a nightmare can hide. Haven't you ever wondered? [RS]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 4 - Words: 48,458 - Reviews: 350 - Favs: 423 - Follows: 79 - Updated: 10/30/2005 - Published: 10/31/2004 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Rikku's Story by JoeyStar reviews
She was a Guardian during Tidus's, a Gullwing for Yuna's, but this time Rikku is determined to take centre stage in a tale of love, adventure and heartache. Because this is Rikku's Story ... Rikku/Gippal
Final Fantasy X-2 - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 25 - Words: 119,378 - Reviews: 1082 - Favs: 381 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 5/22/2005 - Published: 6/23/2004 - Rikku, Gippal - Complete
Yellow Coats by Mizutaka reviews
oneshot Above everything else, Riku hates in when it rains, and Sora was always able to understand that. But now, alone and in the rain, Riku's lost and can't help but wonder what's going on.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,715 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/4/2004 - Riku, Sora - Complete
Nirvana, Gone by Araclyzm reviews
Some say love is a river that flows over gentle reed. Some say love is a razor that cuts you till you bleed. Some say love is hunger, and they are in constant need...
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,915 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/1/2004
Confessions Of A Broken Heart by dolphingirl0113 reviews
{Volume I in the "Confessions Trilogy} Kagome is raped, and Inuyasha is unexpetedly thrust into the role of being her emotional pillar of strength. But along the way he realizes that her path to healing could heal his own broken heart as well.
Inuyasha - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 84,597 - Reviews: 1026 - Favs: 523 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 12/11/2003 - Published: 11/9/2003 - Inuyasha, Kagome H.
Lose Yourself by D-chan reviews
Sora/Kairi, Riku/Sora :: AU, yaoi, adult situations, blood, murder, character death, multiple freaky things :: It all started with a simple question - Have you ever killed? - but turned into something far worse... *COMPLETE*
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 10 - Words: 38,933 - Reviews: 266 - Favs: 236 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 7/29/2003 - Published: 5/27/2003 - Complete
fatalis by Firefly Rebirth reviews
fatalis -e [relating to destiny or fate; fated , destined by fate]; in bad sense, [deadly, fatal]. Adv. fataliter, [according to fate]. *COMPLETED*
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 43,467 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 10 - Updated: 4/15/2003 - Published: 2/28/2003 - Complete
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Courtier of the Night reviews
[ One Shot ] A young man struggles to find himself in a world of paranoia and scorn. He finds an unlikely person and finds a new place for love within his heart.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,886 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/31/2005 - Complete
Valentines for the Troubled reviews
[ One Shot ] She’s had enough of Valentines Day; but has life had enough of her? Finding herself in the Secret Place, the fates unwind their path showing her that love can be found in the least likely of places.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,455 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/14/2005 - Complete
Slipping Away reviews
[ One Shot ] Butchered and bruised Riku thinks back on those he has left behind and those he will never see again. It is eternal; blood will always be spilt.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,480 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 8 - Published: 10/16/2004 - Complete
Time of Your Life reviews
[ One Shot ] Kairi is plagued by thoughts of Sora. He is forever on her mind; but what happens when these thoughts intertwine with reality and disillusions become truth? [ Warning: There is incredibly mature content within this fic regarding death ]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,651 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/4/2004 - Complete
Breaking the Habit reviews
[ One Shot ] Sora finds himself facing the ultimate battle of his time. Will he succeed? Or will he find that some things are truly not as they seem?
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,106 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/21/2004 - Complete
In The Darkness We Meet reviews
[ Complete ] Her life was changed dramatically. The pain is forever present; and will always be there. One day she is found by a man who she thought was gone claiming he can help her find what she's been searching for.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 32,869 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/17/2004 - Published: 8/9/2003 - Complete
I Only Wanna Be With You reviews
[ One Shot ] Sora has been invited to King Mickey's Seventieth Coronation Ceremony. He is still the protector of the universe and all the worlds, however, once again Sora's life will be turned upside down.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,266 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/13/2004 - Complete
Love is a Battlefield reviews
[ One Shot ] Kairi's one true love has returned to the Destiny Islands - but he is not as she remembered. This truly changes Kairi’s outlook on him and life; what will she choose to do? Will she continue loving him despite his cold demeanour?
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,720 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/19/2004 - Complete
Island Beat reviews
[ One Shot ] Riku reflects his thoughts and his feelings. The sea is his only solitude from the life he leads; from the secret thoughts that he hides from everyone else.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,067 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/14/2004 - Complete
Easier to Run reviews
[ One Shot ] Every year the Islanders celebrate Sora's birthday in order to honour his memory. What happens when one Islander can't take these celebrations any longer? [ Warning: There is incredibly mature content within this fic regarding death ]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,368 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 7 - Published: 7/13/2004 - Complete
The Rain Upon My Windows reviews
[ One Shot ] Kairi sits in her home thinking on a very rainy day. She has become an outcast in her small Island society and no longer shares relationships with her fellow Islanders. However, on this rainy day she is visited by someone special.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,178 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/10/2004 - Complete
Recollections and Memories reviews
[ One Shot ] Riku contemplates times lost as well as his future. Memories flood his mind as he thinks of the Destiny Islands and Kairi.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,107 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2004 - Complete
Nothing to Lose reviews
[ One Shot ] Kairi is having a lot of trouble dealing with her feelings. One day, she finds herself walking to the Secret Place. [ Warning: There is incredibly mature content within this fic regarding death ]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,858 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/18/2004 - Complete
The Vast Importance of Tradition & Ancient Rituals reviews
[ One Shot ] This story is based in the tiny village of Aiyume Japan. Three young teenages anger the village Spirits, will they be all right? [ Note: this is an Alternate Universe tale and does not take place in the world of Kingdom Hearts. ]
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,776 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/1/2004 - Complete
I am Alone in the Darkness reviews
This poem is from Riku's point of view regarding Kairi and his love for her, although she will never know his thoughts because he is stuck in the world of Kingdom Hearts.
Kingdom Hearts - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/10/2004
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