Author has written 6 stories for Fairy Tail, Eyeshield 21, and Naruto.
Hi there guys, so I realized I haven't been updating in a long time. Sorry about that, there are a couple of reasons as to why this long hiatus happened.
1). I grew out of writing fanfics
Yes. That is one of the biggest reasons. People grew, they start to like things they never knew before and start to outgrew things they used to love so much. In this case, I outgrew writing and have been trying to focus on drawing instead. Not only that, I outgrew writing fanfictions, in particular.
2). Change of OTP
Nowadays, I am not so much into mainstream manga/anime anymore. I'm more into 1, 2, or 3 volumes of like non-mainstream romance manga. In this case, mostly same-sex. A lot of my previous ships have 'finished' or 'canceled' and so, I just outgrew them and change lanes, you know.
3). Change of mindset and ideas/beliefs
I used to think raping someone out of love is romantic (E.g, Natsu's character when he forced Lucy to have sex with him in Cantarella). While I understand the setting in Cantarella is meant to be immoral, I still cringe whenever I read it again and basically just don't find any pleasure or positive feelings anymore. Not like I used to anyway.
4). Feeling very unmotivated
I have got no inspiration. At all. I've been wanting to change things around and to fix things -- make it somewhat better than they were before but I just can't find the motivation to do it, you know? Moreover, I just have not enough time for it. I've got a lot on my plate and honestly it's very exhausting.
5). My grammar sucked balls back then
One of the VERY big reason why I stopped continuing to write is because my grammar from back then literally HURT my eyes. I finally understand how those people felt when they practically begged me to fix my grammar.
So now I have like two or so, solutions. One of them is to just take everything down and start from zero again. The other is to just fix what I can and continue from there.