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Author has written 3 stories for Wintergirls, and Chobits.
Hi, And welcome to my fanfiction page. My name is 'RainbowBridgesxox'. Even though I'm not that great at it, I've always loved writing, and will be updating stories real soon. Just a trigger warning I guess, but just to let you know I do have an eating disorder, and most of the stories I write will probably revolve around the subject. Trying out recovery, I guess it's time for this wintergirl to thaw
Why? You want to know why? Step into a tanning booth and fry yourself for two or three days. After your skin bubbles and peels off, roll in coarse salt, then pull on long underwear woven from spun glass and razor wire. Over that goes your regular clothes, as long as they are tight. Smoke gunpowder and go to school to jump though hoops, sit up and beg, and roll over on command. Listen to the whispers that curl into your head at night, calling you ugly and fat and worst of all a disapointment. Puke and starve and cut and drink because you don't want to feel any of this. Puke and starve and cut and drink because you need the anesthetic and it works. For a while. But then then anesthetic turns into poison and by then it's too late because you are mainlining it now, straight into your soul. It is rotting you and you won't stop. Look in a mirrior and find a ghost. Hear every heartbeat scream that everysinglething is wrong with you. 'Why' is the wrong question. Instead ask, why not? -Laurie Halse Anderson, Wintergirls