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Joined 04-27-12, id: 3964032, Profile Updated: 01-25-15
Author has written 42 stories for Criminal Minds.

I try to update this thing at least once a year.

Thank you for reading my profile and hopefully my stories. I write based on my past. I have a diagnosis of PTSD following a horrific event and some of what happend to me comes out in my stories. I make it a point never to point out what really happened to me and waht is just happening to the character.Just know that writing has become a tool for my healing and often it is the only thing that keeps me going.

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A ghost from the past by Emmie D reviews
JJ's marriage is slowly crumbling, but right now that's the least of her problems. After JJ receives a puzzling phone call, she's forced to face her demons. Luckily she's not alone. Hotch starts to unravel her secrets.. but can he figure out a way to keep her safe? Focused around JJ & Hotch My first story, so I hope you like it! I'm sorry for any grammatical errors
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 21,969 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 61 - Updated: 11/13/2014 - Published: 3/20/2014 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ, Will L.
Squirm (200) by JJCM reviews
'200' Redux. What would've happened if JJ went to the film festival with Reid, leading to their kidnapping? What would happen if the team didn't show up at just the right moment? Would everyone make it out alive? No Will or Henry. Limited mentions of the team. There will be Cruz and Unsubs, as well as possible character death.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 37,122 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 3/26/2014 - Published: 2/9/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, S. Reid, UNSUB - Complete
Say Something by AndreeaRaducan reviews
Post 200. Will has a hard time handling JJ when she's at her worst. Rated T for dark themes. **Winner of Best Characterization of Jennifer Jareau in the 2014 Profiler's Choice Awards**
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,377 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/31/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, Will L. - Complete
It Takes One To Know One (Part II) by holyjareau reviews
SEQUEL TO '200 (Part I)' - Following the events of 200, JJ is having a little trouble adjusting back to her normal life. The team has become increasingly nervous with the way she's been acting. Will the team be able to help her through her trials, or will she fall victim to an irredeemable downward spiral?
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,493 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 1/29/2014 - Published: 1/27/2014 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ
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Heartbeat reviews
"You are not going back into the field until I have a doctor's clearance.." Hotch stopped and looked at her. Something was very, very wrong.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,967 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 12h - Published: 7/3 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ, S. Reid
Exhale reviews
Sequel to Breath. JJ is still in the ICU, still fighting for her life. And the person who shot her three months ago, is ready to finish the job.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 5,396 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 7/4 - Published: 3/28 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ
Daughter reviews
But she will live on forever in the lives of the family she saved. She will always live on in your heart, she will always be there. And for that, for the four people standing in front of you, you realize God is not angry at you. HE was just ready for his angel to come home. Character death
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 690 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/28 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Surface reviews
Fighting a battle that is so often misunderstood. "Some days, to you, it's just not worth it. To keep fighting over and over again for something most people take for granted. And on those days, all you can do is pretend everything is just fine, that everything is okay. And it is what you tell everyone. "
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 766 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/20 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, D. Morgan, Jennifer J./JJ, S. Reid - Complete
Mommy's Hero reviews
"Uncle Hotch." The little girl cups both of your cheeks and looks you in the eyes before whispering. "Thank you for being my mommy's hero." Character death!
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,017 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/24 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
March reviews
And with a sinking feeling in her chest, JJ realized one horrific fact. She was being kidnapped. (Rewrite of March)
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,462 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 4/20 - Published: 4/18 - Jennifer J./JJ
Surprise reviews
You are nervous, scared, hyper but prepared. You are ready for anything, and anyone, that may present a threat to you and your family. This has been planned for months, this operation, this event- and you are fully prepared to take on the day.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 559 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/22 - Jennifer J./JJ, Henry L. - Complete
Trapped reviews
You are trapped in a dark hell, one that is all encompassing. You have no way out- although you have tried your damndest, there is no escape, and no chance of escape. There is no escape, no freedom. You are trapped.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 618 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/17 - Complete
In Time reviews
A devastating diagnosis can prove just how strong you have to be, often when you feel at your weakest.( JJ is diagnosed with terminal cancer. )
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 11 - Words: 8,587 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 2/26 - Published: 2/22/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, Will L.
Breath reviews
It's interesting though, while you can distinctly decipher what breath belongs to what member, you also have noticed that everyone breaths as one. You hear five breaths taken at once, your team is breathing as one. And with the sound of a gun shot, there is one less breath over your mic, one less member of your team breathing.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 20 - Words: 19,558 - Reviews: 186 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 2/23 - Published: 1/18 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ
Years reviews
Henry growing up through JJ's eyes. Possible character death
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 846 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Published: 2/1
Smile reviews
Told from Henry's POV: "Hi Momma," You whisper into her ear and reach over and wipe a tear away. It's a sad day for momma today, but slowly, you will be there to hold her hand and make sure it ends as a happy day.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 568 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 9 - Published: 1/29 - Jennifer J./JJ, Henry L. - Complete
Thread reviews
After 10x11. Some days are hard, other days are just harder. Today is one of those harder days. JJ and PTSD.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 732 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/18
If Tomorrow Never Comes reviews
A building collapse, a wounded agent, and little time left. JJ and OC
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,112 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 19 - Published: 11/2/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ
Desperate reviews
And then, without warning, you see terror flash in her eyes, she shakes her head and steps back again. She thinks you are him, and you are going to hurt her. You watch her finger tremble on the trigger and you have no choice but to pull out your own weapon.
Criminal Minds - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 978 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 14 - Published: 10/10/2014 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ
Lines reviews
It is a startling realization; at least it was when you first came to it. To live hour by hour, minute by minute, second by second; but by doing so, you have kept yourself going. And until you cannot live second to second, you will continue to do so.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,812 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 6 - Published: 9/17/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
A Forever Home reviews
Two little boys need a forever home.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 20 - Words: 14,372 - Reviews: 200 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 8/2/2014 - Published: 12/27/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ
Bucket List reviews
When you know you are living on borrowed time... Character death!
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 739 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/28/2014 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ
Instinct reviews
He had sent her out into the field that day, all the while knowing she was exactly who the UNSUB was targeting. Now, he'll do anything to get her back.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 24 - Words: 25,272 - Reviews: 189 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 7/15/2014 - Published: 1/19/2014 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ, Will L.
Neighbor reviews
A lobster dinner, an expensive glass of wine, and a locked, hidden room where nobody can ever find you. (Not a romantic fic!)
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,282 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 19 - Published: 7/6/2014
Hurt reviews
Sequel to "Pain." At your lowest point, those you have hurt the most are often the ones who show the most love. JJ has given up; the team on the other hand, never will.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 8,044 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 7/5/2014 - Published: 3/29/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ
Stars reviews
The stars can bring about peace, even while you are waiting for rescue in a corn field. Possible character death.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,162 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 7 - Published: 5/15/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ
Pain reviews
Told from JJ's POV. This is a VERY DARK story, so please be aware. Sometimes, the villain wins. Sometimes, the villain isn't even human, and sometimes they exist in your own mind. Warning for suicidal ideation .
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 15,623 - Reviews: 143 - Favs: 48 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 3/21/2014 - Published: 2/2/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Codes reviews
What if Cruz refused to give up his codes in 200? Contains spoilers for 200, mention of sexual assault.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 5,415 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 2/26/2014 - Published: 2/8/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Momma reviews
Henry's POV from 200.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 691 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 11 - Published: 2/10/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, Will L., Henry L.
Arms Reach reviews
How JJ told Will about what was reveled in 200. Spoilers.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 989 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 8 - Published: 2/9/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, Will L. - Complete
Trust and Betrayal reviews
Minor spoilers for 200: Nobody is perfect, everyone has secrets, but this secret nearly killed her.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 5,176 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 2/5/2014 - Published: 1/30/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, Will L. - Complete
Family reviews
Spoilers for 200: (Just a tiny bit!) What JJ may be going through...
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 857 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/27/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Tonight reviews
Fic based on the promo photos for 200. Spoilers! Possible character death: JJ from the paramedics POV
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 912 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/26/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ
Secrets reviews
Spoilers for "The Road Home" Do not read if you do not want to be "spoiled" How the team finds out about the abduction
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 652 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 10 - Published: 1/23/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Mom reviews
Sandy Jareau gets the one call she had been terrified of since her daughter told her she was joining the FBI.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 573 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/17/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ
PTSD reviews
Will makes a promise to his ill wife.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 556 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/12/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, Will L. - Complete
Hour by Hour reviews
Sequel to "Thirst" A missing agent, a deadly disease, and a limited amount of time for the team to bring her back alive.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 21 - Words: 16,865 - Reviews: 163 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 1/10/2014 - Published: 12/6/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Peace reviews
"Hotch.." His voice shook. "Tell me she's okay." Will plead, as he leaned against his car for support. "Just tell me, she's okay." Warning: character death!
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 9,076 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 1/4/2014 - Published: 12/12/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Stella reviews
All Henry wants for Christmas is something JJ is to afraid to give him.. Pure fluff
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 710 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/23/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ, Henry L. - Complete
True Family reviews
The second part in the "True" series. It's Christmas, and little Henry is afraid Santa might not find him in the hospital..
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,454 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/7/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ, Henry L. - Complete
Thirst reviews
A medical emergency on board the BAU jet.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 9,704 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 12/5/2013 - Published: 11/26/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Oak Tree reviews
JJ has been kidnapped. One shot. JJ/Hotch
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,049 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/24/2013 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
To be Loved reviews
Hotch gets the call he has been waiting for for six long months, his agent, his JJ, has been found alive.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 8,608 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 11/18/2013 - Published: 10/20/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
True Strength reviews
Halloween for JJ and Henry in the children's oncology unit.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,149 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/27/2013 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ, Henry L. - Complete
Show and Tell reviews
Henry is being made fun of at school, Hotch and the team step in to help.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 773 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/26/2013 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ, Henry L.
Mentor reviews
He was sent here to take her; nothing else. This is a story written from a very different perspective. It may be confusing at first but it'll explain itself! Warning: possible character death
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 8,929 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 10/25/2013 - Published: 10/11/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
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