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Joined 04-27-12, id: 3964032, Profile Updated: 09-19-15
Author has written 54 stories for Criminal Minds.

People have asked why I have stopped writing.

Simple.

My experience with human trafficking and kidnapping was called out as "Stupid and fake" by a reviewer. They asked me to see how real trafficking is by watching the movie Taken.

They invalidated my experience and took away what was left of my confidence.

Writing was my way to heal, and now, I am too embarrassed to do that.

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Abide With Me by AndreeaRaducan reviews
A sudden chase for a suspect goes horribly wrong. Lives hang in the balance, and are held in the hands of the Lord. Rated T for themes. NOTE: This story is not about religion, if that is going to put you off. It is merely named and described after the song 'Abide With Me'.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 12,486 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 29 - Updated: 3/24 - Published: 12/30/2015 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ, Will L.
A ghost from the past by Emmie D reviews
JJ's marriage is slowly crumbling, but right now that's the least of her problems. After JJ receives a puzzling phone call, she's forced to face her demons. Luckily she's not alone. Hotch starts to unravel her secrets.. but can he figure out a way to keep her safe? Focused around JJ & Hotch My first story, so I hope you like it! I'm sorry for any grammatical errors
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 21,969 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 11/13/2014 - Published: 3/20/2014 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ, Will L.
Squirm (200) by JJCM reviews
'200' Redux. What would've happened if JJ went to the film festival with Reid, leading to their kidnapping? What would happen if the team didn't show up at just the right moment? Would everyone make it out alive? No Will or Henry. Limited mentions of the team. There will be Cruz and Unsubs, as well as possible character death.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 37,122 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 63 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 3/26/2014 - Published: 2/9/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, S. Reid, UNSUB - Complete
Say Something by AndreeaRaducan reviews
Post 200. Will has a hard time handling JJ when she's at her worst. Rated T for dark themes. **Winner of Best Characterization of Jennifer Jareau in the 2014 Profiler's Choice Awards**
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 2,377 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/31/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, Will L. - Complete
It Takes One To Know One (Part II) by holyjareau reviews
SEQUEL TO '200 (Part I)' - Following the events of 200, JJ is having a little trouble adjusting back to her normal life. The team has become increasingly nervous with the way she's been acting. Will the team be able to help her through her trials, or will she fall victim to an irredeemable downward spiral?
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,493 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 1/29/2014 - Published: 1/27/2014 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ
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Fall reviews
A serious injury leads for the medical flight team to be called in; nothing goes as planned.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Suspense - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,678 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 8/11 - Published: 8/6
Comfort Measures reviews
After suffering three massive seizures in one day, the MRI and CT scans confirmed what everyone already knew. Chemo had done nothing to shrink the tumor that was rapidly growing on the base of your brain. There was nothing left to be done. Character death
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,658 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/31 - Jennifer J./JJ, Will L. - Complete
Exhale reviews
Sequel to Breath. JJ is still in the ICU, still fighting for her life. And the person who shot her three months ago, is ready to finish the job.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 20,419 - Reviews: 160 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 6/19 - Published: 3/28/2015 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ
Mask reviews
"Every Friday at noon for the past two years, Will LaMontagne had sat in your office to process the loss of his wife, Jennifer Jareau." (Loss can mean so much, it doesn't always mean death!)
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 9,909 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 6/13 - Published: 5/15 - Jennifer J./JJ
Independence Day reviews
"And if you could do anything, anything at all, you would go back to July 4 and change every bit of that day." Character death
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,095 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/7 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Dark reviews
"You don't know why, but you go and kiss both of your babies more than once tonight. You hug your husband longer than normal, he hugs you tighter. And you walk out the door; pushing the sinking feeling in your stomach away." Four officers have been abducted, the BAU gets the case.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 555 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 14 - Published: 2/22
Sleepless reviews
Six missing children; all JJ wants is to reunite them with their distraught caregivers.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,763 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Published: 2/21
Fight reviews
*A different perspective of Breath- you do not need to read Breath to understand this* It's hard to breathe and you are cold, you cough and gasp more as you suddenly feel the need to vomit. You cannot move or turn over and blood comes coughing from your mouth.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,741 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 2/20 - Published: 12/26/2015
Broken reviews
It haunts you, and you replay every moment in your mind, trying to find a connection. From the moment you arrived at the hospital, until now. And it does not matter, because nothing you remember can fix what has happened.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 7,051 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 2/15 - Published: 1/2
Golden Wings reviews
You have the beautiful white dress you love to twirl in with sparkles and glitter, and pretty white ballet shoes; your blonde hair cascades down your back in tiny ringlets, and you have a tiny, sometimes crocked halo that hovers just above your head. Today is special- today someone comes home to heaven.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,018 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/24/2015 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Down reviews
The plane starts rocking back and forth you lean over closer to her, and keep your voice loud. "My partner would just have loved you." You tell her, as the plane plummets from the sky laughing as you hear the alarms going off. What a perfect way to die.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Suspense - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,742 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 11/3/2015 - Published: 11/1/2015 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ, S. Reid, UNSUB
Odds reviews
The statistics are nothing short of unbelievable. The fact that you survived your first abduction was in itself a miracle. The added notion that you have been kidnapped again defies all odds.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 851 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/29/2015 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
March reviews
And with a sinking feeling in her chest, JJ realized one horrific fact. She was being kidnapped. (Rewrite of March)
Criminal Minds - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,332 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 8/13/2015 - Published: 4/18/2015 - Jennifer J./JJ
Wanted reviews
"It's a dream of yours. And every night, you hope that tomorrow will be the day your new parents walk in and wrap their arms around you and promise you that you are safe. "
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 953 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 6 - Published: 8/2/2015 - Jennifer J./JJ
Heartbeat reviews
"You are not going back into the field until I have a doctor's clearance.." Hotch stopped and looked at her. Something was very, very wrong.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,515 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 7/12/2015 - Published: 7/3/2015 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ, S. Reid
Daughter reviews
But she will live on forever in the lives of the family she saved. She will always live on in your heart, she will always be there. And for that, for the four people standing in front of you, you realize God is not angry at you. HE was just ready for his angel to come home. Character death
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 690 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/28/2015 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Surface reviews
Fighting a battle that is so often misunderstood. "Some days, to you, it's just not worth it. To keep fighting over and over again for something most people take for granted. And on those days, all you can do is pretend everything is just fine, that everything is okay. And it is what you tell everyone. "
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 766 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/20/2015 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, D. Morgan, Jennifer J./JJ, S. Reid - Complete
Mommy's Hero reviews
"Uncle Hotch." The little girl cups both of your cheeks and looks you in the eyes before whispering. "Thank you for being my mommy's hero." Character death!
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,017 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/24/2015 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Surprise reviews
You are nervous, scared, hyper but prepared. You are ready for anything, and anyone, that may present a threat to you and your family. This has been planned for months, this operation, this event- and you are fully prepared to take on the day.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 559 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/22/2015 - Jennifer J./JJ, Henry L. - Complete
Trapped reviews
You are trapped in a dark hell, one that is all encompassing. You have no way out- although you have tried your damndest, there is no escape, and no chance of escape. There is no escape, no freedom. You are trapped.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 618 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/17/2015 - Complete
In Time reviews
A devastating diagnosis can prove just how strong you have to be, often when you feel at your weakest.( JJ is diagnosed with terminal cancer. )
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 11 - Words: 8,587 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 2/26/2015 - Published: 2/22/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, Will L.
Breath reviews
It's interesting though, while you can distinctly decipher what breath belongs to what member, you also have noticed that everyone breaths as one. You hear five breaths taken at once, your team is breathing as one. And with the sound of a gun shot, there is one less breath over your mic, one less member of your team breathing.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 20 - Words: 19,558 - Reviews: 190 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 2/23/2015 - Published: 1/18/2015 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ
Years reviews
Henry growing up through JJ's eyes. Possible character death
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 846 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Published: 2/1/2015
Smile reviews
Told from Henry's POV: "Hi Momma," You whisper into her ear and reach over and wipe a tear away. It's a sad day for momma today, but slowly, you will be there to hold her hand and make sure it ends as a happy day.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 568 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/29/2015 - Jennifer J./JJ, Henry L. - Complete
Thread reviews
After 10x11. Some days are hard, other days are just harder. Today is one of those harder days. JJ and PTSD.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 732 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/18/2015
If Tomorrow Never Comes reviews
A building collapse, a wounded agent, and little time left. JJ and OC
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,112 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 19 - Published: 11/2/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ
Desperate reviews
And then, without warning, you see terror flash in her eyes, she shakes her head and steps back again. She thinks you are him, and you are going to hurt her. You watch her finger tremble on the trigger and you have no choice but to pull out your own weapon.
Criminal Minds - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 978 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 14 - Published: 10/10/2014 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ
Lines reviews
It is a startling realization; at least it was when you first came to it. To live hour by hour, minute by minute, second by second; but by doing so, you have kept yourself going. And until you cannot live second to second, you will continue to do so.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,812 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/17/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
A Forever Home reviews
Two little boys need a forever home.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 20 - Words: 14,372 - Reviews: 201 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 8/2/2014 - Published: 12/27/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ
Bucket List reviews
When you know you are living on borrowed time... Character death!
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 739 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/28/2014 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ
Instinct reviews
He had sent her out into the field that day, all the while knowing she was exactly who the UNSUB was targeting. Now, he'll do anything to get her back.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 24 - Words: 25,272 - Reviews: 190 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 7/15/2014 - Published: 1/19/2014 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ, Will L.
Neighbor reviews
A lobster dinner, an expensive glass of wine, and a locked, hidden room where nobody can ever find you. (Not a romantic fic!)
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,282 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 18 - Published: 7/6/2014
Hurt reviews
Sequel to "Pain." At your lowest point, those you have hurt the most are often the ones who show the most love. JJ has given up; the team on the other hand, never will.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 8,044 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 7/5/2014 - Published: 3/29/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ
Stars reviews
The stars can bring about peace, even while you are waiting for rescue in a corn field. Possible character death.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,162 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 7 - Published: 5/15/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ
Pain reviews
Told from JJ's POV. This is a VERY DARK story, so please be aware. Sometimes, the villain wins. Sometimes, the villain isn't even human, and sometimes they exist in your own mind. Warning for suicidal ideation .
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 15,623 - Reviews: 146 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 3/21/2014 - Published: 2/2/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Codes reviews
What if Cruz refused to give up his codes in 200? Contains spoilers for 200, mention of sexual assault.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 5,415 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 2/26/2014 - Published: 2/8/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Momma reviews
Henry's POV from 200.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 691 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 11 - Published: 2/10/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, Will L., Henry L.
Arms Reach reviews
How JJ told Will about what was reveled in 200. Spoilers.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 989 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 8 - Published: 2/9/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, Will L. - Complete
Trust and Betrayal reviews
Minor spoilers for 200: Nobody is perfect, everyone has secrets, but this secret nearly killed her.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 5,176 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 2/5/2014 - Published: 1/30/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, Will L. - Complete
Family reviews
Spoilers for 200: (Just a tiny bit!) What JJ may be going through...
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 857 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/27/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Tonight reviews
Fic based on the promo photos for 200. Spoilers! Possible character death: JJ from the paramedics POV
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 912 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/26/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ
Secrets reviews
Spoilers for "The Road Home" Do not read if you do not want to be "spoiled" How the team finds out about the abduction
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 652 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 10 - Published: 1/23/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Mom reviews
Sandy Jareau gets the one call she had been terrified of since her daughter told her she was joining the FBI.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 573 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/17/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ
PTSD reviews
Will makes a promise to his ill wife.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 556 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/12/2014 - Jennifer J./JJ, Will L. - Complete
Hour by Hour reviews
Sequel to "Thirst" A missing agent, a deadly disease, and a limited amount of time for the team to bring her back alive.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 21 - Words: 16,865 - Reviews: 164 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 1/10/2014 - Published: 12/6/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Peace reviews
"Hotch.." His voice shook. "Tell me she's okay." Will plead, as he leaned against his car for support. "Just tell me, she's okay." Warning: character death!
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 9,076 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 1/4/2014 - Published: 12/12/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Stella reviews
All Henry wants for Christmas is something JJ is to afraid to give him.. Pure fluff
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 710 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/23/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ, Henry L. - Complete
True Family reviews
The second part in the "True" series. It's Christmas, and little Henry is afraid Santa might not find him in the hospital..
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,454 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/7/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ, Henry L. - Complete
Thirst reviews
A medical emergency on board the BAU jet.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 9,704 - Reviews: 93 - Favs: 36 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 12/5/2013 - Published: 11/26/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
Oak Tree reviews
JJ has been kidnapped. One shot. JJ/Hotch
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,049 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/24/2013 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
To be Loved reviews
Hotch gets the call he has been waiting for for six long months, his agent, his JJ, has been found alive.
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 8,608 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 33 - Updated: 11/18/2013 - Published: 10/20/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
True Strength reviews
Halloween for JJ and Henry in the children's oncology unit.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,149 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/27/2013 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ, Henry L. - Complete
Show and Tell reviews
Henry is being made fun of at school, Hotch and the team step in to help.
Criminal Minds - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 773 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/26/2013 - A. Hotchner/Hotch, Jennifer J./JJ, Henry L.
Mentor reviews
He was sent here to take her; nothing else. This is a story written from a very different perspective. It may be confusing at first but it'll explain itself! Warning: possible character death
Criminal Minds - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 8,929 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 10/25/2013 - Published: 10/11/2013 - Jennifer J./JJ - Complete
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