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Author has written 11 stories for Victorious, and Big Time Rush.

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you don't understand why
she don't love you but you
don't understand yourself


now you're out there ;
with no target so your
friends become your aim
. . but there is no one left
around you so there is
no one left to b l a m e


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third wheels by Tessie13 reviews
"I think I'd like to try falling in love with you." — AustinAlly. Once their best friends Trish and Dez start dating, Austin and Ally realize they'll have to spend a lot more time together. With their forming friendship, feelings ensue. AU.
Austin & Ally - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 10 - Words: 44,302 - Reviews: 117 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 142 - Updated: 7/13/2014 - Published: 4/2/2013 - Austin M., Ally D.
Caterina Valentine: My Life by FlorMorada reviews
Cat had never shown signs of distress - but then she committed suicide. Through flashback accounts and her voice on her tapes, she reveals everything - her life in ways no one's ever seen. Cat's friends soon realise it was not just personal pain that drove their girl to suicide…through sorrow and hard listening, they each see that they pushed Cat to it too. (Indefinite hiatus.)
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 40,141 - Reviews: 194 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 6/8/2014 - Published: 7/28/2012 - Cat V., Beck O. - Complete
Curtain Call by Ink Spotz reviews
There is a killer loose in the Palm Woods. He strikes when nobody is looking. Not only that, but he has taken on the identity of one Kendall Knight. How will Kendall be able to prove his innocence and stop the killer from taking more lives? How can Kendall protect the ones he loves when the odds are stacked against him?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 18 - Words: 24,436 - Reviews: 176 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 6/4/2014 - Published: 8/3/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
It's A Dog's Life by Ink Spotz reviews
James Maslow thinks that his dog Fox has the easy life. Fox thinks that his owner James Maslow has the best life anyone could ever ask for. What happens when they swap places? Will they still think the same way then?
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,155 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 1/20/2014 - Published: 8/12/2013 - James
Tightrope by dontyouwannadance reviews
The sad fact of the matter was that the music industry had morphed into something that was more about image than actual talent. That was the root of Tori's problem, and the reason that she needed Jade.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 95,027 - Reviews: 591 - Favs: 344 - Follows: 389 - Updated: 1/1/2014 - Published: 3/1/2012 - Tori V., Jade W. - Complete
I'll Make You Believe by dontcryMasha reviews
AU. After Logan Mitchell lost his family and eyesight, he became depressed and isolated, relying only on hired help for social interaction. But James, his newest aid, decides to go a little above and beyond the call of duty and give Logan a life worth living. Jagan. Kenlos.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 30 - Words: 51,050 - Reviews: 86 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 11/6/2013 - Published: 10/10/2013 - [Logan, James] [Carlos, Kendall] - Complete
Big Time Confusion by WoNdY Alice reviews
On their six month anniversary, Kendall prepares an amazing date for Logan. But when Logan shows up late and breaks up with him, Kendall is devastated. James, Carlos, and everyone at the Palm Woods are mad at Logan. But while worrying about Kendall, who is worrying about Logan? Why did Logan break up with him? Rape. Abuse. Logan whump. Kogan. T for now.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 18 - Words: 40,612 - Reviews: 213 - Favs: 149 - Follows: 152 - Updated: 10/11/2013 - Published: 11/4/2012 - [Kendall, Logan] - Complete
The Rainbow Puzzle Pieces Of Life by JMLHCPKSfan reviews
James can't believe how well his son gets along with his new therapist. The four-year-old's autism causes severe behavioral problems that James or even his boyfriend, Kendall, can't handle sometimes. But when Dr. Carlos Garcia steps in, James can't help but start to fall for the man who is so amazing with his beloved son. Kames and Jarlos.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 54,470 - Reviews: 153 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 9/16/2013 - Published: 7/13/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, James - Complete
Lies and Half-Truths by luvingbtr reviews
Hollywood's a place where everyone is the epitome of perfect. Remember the pact Big Time Rush made? That they'd never change themselves just because they were in a new place? Well, when one band member starts to see distortion of himself in the mirror, he goes to far lengths to change himself, oblivious to the fact that he might be hurting himself to the point where he's unfixable.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 9,001 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 9/10/2013 - Published: 8/2/2013 - Logan
Colour Me In by hereiamdestroya reviews
Getting Kendall to model for your still life study sounded like a good plan but he has other colourful ideas in mind. Rated M because of sexy times. Enjoy! Please R&R. Thanks! :)
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,314 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/5/2013 - Kendall - Complete
Stuck In My Head by IHeartLogiebear reviews
Over the course of a few short months, James has taken a turn for the worse. The voices, the hallucinations, and the paranoia have become a part of his everyday life. The worst part is not knowing what might happen next. His increasingly erratic behavior is beginning to worry his family and friends. This leaves one important question. Who can save James Diamond?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 48 - Words: 90,943 - Reviews: 274 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 7/30/2013 - Published: 6/10/2013 - James - Complete
Bedtime Funnies by Princess Unikitty reviews
Why the heck does Spike laugh so much? Why the heck does he laugh at Twilight? Most importantly, why the heck does he give such a hoot over her stupid "scientific discoveries"? The world may never know.
My Little Pony - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,170 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 8 - Published: 7/28/2013 - Twilight Sparkle, Spike - Complete
Bad Boys Know What They Want by rumbleroar846 reviews
Kendall is the bad-ass that has the whole county scared, and Logan is an anti-social bunny-rabbit. Kendall decides that the nerd with no friends is worth looking into.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 27 - Words: 88,381 - Reviews: 586 - Favs: 561 - Follows: 521 - Updated: 7/22/2013 - Published: 11/10/2010 - Kendall, Logan
Innocence Lost by Lady Evelia reviews
Katie Knight had always loved her brother, even if he was the sole cause of her pain and suffering. This is Katie's story unadulterated and uncut as she explains the story of how her innocence was lost. AU. Sexual Abuse.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 30,506 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 7/8/2013 - Published: 8/31/2011 - Kendall, Katie K.
Sleepless Night by Lady Cookie-Monster reviews
Another sleepless night, who's counting? The number of times it's happened, I should be used to this by now... Isn't love supposed to conquer all? Or is there even love at all? [Kendall!Angst]
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,967 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/19/2013 - Kendall - Complete
My Everything by ValentineZombie reviews
It was the last night together before they had to go their separate ways. More than anything, James just wanted to make the last few hours count, wanted to cherish every last minute left by Adam's side.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,430 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/9/2013 - James - Complete
Holding On by The Brat Prince reviews
Kendall is standing there on the dirty concrete, his eyes glowing neon, like the night that stretches long and loud around them, the din of tourists and starlets and businessmen building into a steady buzz. It makes James's bones hum, and so does Kendall, with his defiant gaze and the hurt, razor edges of his smile.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,837 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/20/2013 - James, Kendall - Complete
tug of war by hanchi8 reviews
He didn't mean to ruin their date. Dez just got the thought into his mind that he should be there to protect her. Yeah, protect her. Auslly one-shot.
Austin & Ally - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,245 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/4/2013 - Ally D., Austin M. - Complete
Now We Can See In The Dark by The Brat Prince reviews
"Girls are mean. What if I have sex with Megan, and she hates me, and it ruins kiwis for me forever? Or what if I end up with Candy and start hating candy?" Carlos looks horrified by the very thought. "I love candy, Kendall. I love it."
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,307 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/2/2013 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
Your Name, My Body by hereiamdestroya reviews
"And though your boyfriend was hurting, he looked so god damn hot". You go with Kendall to get his latest tattoo. Turns out you kind of enjoy seeing him in a little pain. Rated M for sexual encounters. Enjoy! Please R&R
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,729 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/12/2013 - Kendall
A Little Too Late by TheLovelyRusher reviews
Ever since Logan was little, he could remember his extraordinary friend Kendall always being there for him. Tonight, he wants to thank Kendall for changing his life.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 644 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/7/2013 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
It's Nothing! by Repressed Surrealism reviews
One of the boys have a problem. And it's up to one of them to help! Notstupid!James Slash if you want it to be. Warnings: self harm/talk of suicide and looooots of yelling. No swearing though.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,760 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 7 - Published: 3/29/2013 - Logan, James - Complete
That's Called Being Gay by CharWright5 reviews
"Why can't we just, like, be with our guy friends the way we are with girls, ya know? Like, do all that dating relationship s***, but with a dude?" "Dude, that's called being gay."
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,219 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 10 - Published: 2/26/2013 - James, Kendall - Complete
Free by FlorMorada reviews
There comes a time when it all becomes too much, and there's only so much more you can do. Sometimes, you just have to leave the world, and do what you know's best for you. (Unintentional rhyme…lol.) Single chapter. "Bat", if you want it to be.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,436 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/14/2013 - Cat V., Beck O. - Complete
Steady Hands by rensahannou reviews
Some people outgrow a fear of needles. Some people also get over unrequited crushes on the T.A. they had their first semester of college. James Diamond doesn't belong to either of those groups.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,524 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/10/2013 - James, Logan - Complete
Zoo Boy by WindowsDown22 reviews
He doesn't speak. He's full of fear. He's considered a hopeless case; a lost cause. It would take a miracle to cure him. Can Logan Mitchell provide that miracle?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 72,834 - Reviews: 370 - Favs: 83 - Follows: 111 - Updated: 2/7/2013 - Published: 7/28/2012 - Kendall, Logan
A Team by Aranelle reviews
AU. Also known, in my head, as: "In Which Kendall is a Hooker." Kendall is hired to be Carlos's date for an evening.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 17 - Words: 43,210 - Reviews: 184 - Favs: 90 - Follows: 84 - Updated: 2/6/2013 - Published: 9/3/2012 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
It's So Hard To Breathe by The Brat Prince reviews
Kendall gets with Dak. There might be pictures. James doesn't handle seeing them gracefully. Written for jblostfan16.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,885 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/23/2013 - Kendall, James - Complete
When the Music Stops by Candid-Canoe reviews
An accident keeps Logan and his parents from moving to Minnesota. When Kendall and Logan meet years later, Kendall hears clear as a bell. Logan doesn't. "Sitting on a speaker instead of a drummer's throne, Logan turns up the bass, pounding out any bitterness he had let fester in his heart. He won't leave himself to rot, not anymore." Slash/AU/Eventual Kogan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 60,034 - Reviews: 246 - Favs: 160 - Follows: 84 - Updated: 1/10/2013 - Published: 11/14/2012 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Th1rteen R3asons Why by Lady Cookie-Monster reviews
Everything... affects everything. Jagan!Angst/Minnesota!fic [warning/trigger warning: mentions of suicide and depression].
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,589 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 11 - Published: 1/7/2013 - Logan, James - Complete
but like a dream, you disappeared by carryonmy-waywardson reviews
Logan has leukemia and is spending his last months in the hospital, where he meets James after a routine surgery. The two of them become inseparable up until the day Logan dies.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,337 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/31/2012 - James, Logan - Complete
Wherein Kendall and James are Kittens by Aranelle reviews
The title pretty much says it all. A series of drabbles featuring all four boys as kittens.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 3,317 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 12/12/2012 - Published: 2/7/2012 - James, Kendall
Burning Red by TwinkLoverXO reviews
"Losing him was blue like I've never known, missing him was dark gray all alone." In one school year, Kendall gained and lost the best friend he'd ever had. He should have known better than to fall in love with somebody so far out of his league. Kames slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,523 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/23/2012 - James, Kendall - Complete
My First Kiss by Chenonsisonoio reviews
Previously on Big Time One Shots. James and Logan share their first kiss. Kiddie!Jagan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,795 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/16/2012 - Logan, James - Complete
I Am Okay by FlorMorada reviews
"Are you good?", "Are you alright?", "Are you okay?"... All such simple questions... all with such complex answers. You think you know Cat Valentine, right? Wrong! So, what's really going through her mind when Jade asks her the famous question? *Darkish, I guess. Slight suicidal element and reference to self-harm.*
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,160 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/4/2012 - Cat V. - Complete
Ninth Grade by sillybitch7 reviews
Dr. Cox?" Asked a surprised voice. Dr. Cox was standing in what looked like a high school hallway, surrounded on both sides by beat up green lockers. He swung around to face JD, who looked dumbfounded. "Dr. Cox, what are you doing in my dream?" This is dumb and sort of sad.
Scrubs - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 14,808 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 10/21/2012 - Published: 3/22/2010 - John D./J.D., Dr. Cox/Perry
Cause We've Ended As Lovers by carousel333 reviews
"Maybe we should just tell them we're together." Logan looked up, panicked, "We cannot do that. Because Kendall will kill you." James and Logan are dating, but Kendall and Carlos have no idea.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 5 - Words: 13,432 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 10/7/2012 - Published: 9/9/2012 - James, Logan - Complete
Kiss it better by StrongInTheRealWay reviews
"And he cries, Kiss it all better,I'm not ready to go. It's not your fault love,You didn't know, you didn't know" -kiss it better That song has been stuck in my head for a while and this came out. check it out:
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 980 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 8 - Published: 9/21/2012 - James, Kendall - Complete
The Butterfly Project by Lady Cookie-Monster reviews
James didn't think he could be saved… that was, until he met Logan. oneshot; James!Angst. warning: triggering, mentions of self-harm and suicide.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,940 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 4 - Published: 9/12/2012 - James, Logan - Complete
The Lonely by Dream-to-reality123 reviews
Officially staying a ONE-SHOT. Songfic based off of 'The Lonely' by Christina Perri. I will not be continuing it, sorry guys, I can't think of anything too good for it.
Austin & Ally - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,365 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 8/15/2012 - Published: 6/7/2012 - Ally D. - Complete
A Diamond in a Rhinestone World by TwinkLoverXO reviews
James is having trouble seeing how beautiful he is, and Kendall is ready to show him. Warnings: anorexia/bulimia, may be triggering, Kames Slash. Rated M for future chapters.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 14 - Words: 38,762 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 93 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 8/12/2012 - Published: 1/15/2012 - James, Kendall - Complete
The Mummer's Dance by TheScarletOctopus reviews
Welcome to the sleepy town of Brennan's Ford, Idaho. Meet the two newest residents: Cat Valentine, a young woman fleeing her abusive ex, whose unborn child she's carrying; and Andre Harris, a friend of Cat's who fears for her safety. Let's hope these two like it here. For you see, Brennan's Ford has a little secret; and those who stumble on it don't tend to leave...ever.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 6 - Words: 12,579 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 8/6/2012 - Published: 7/29/2012 - Cat V., André H. - Complete
My Sweet Love by FlorMorada reviews
Beck loved Cat. He'd always known. But what he didn't know was that a pass of eight years, a breakup, and a simple kiss, would make him open his eyes, and see that he wished it could be something much more.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,325 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/28/2012 - Beck O., Cat V. - Complete
Gravity by EpicInTheLibrary reviews
Kendall doesn't think James gets it when he tells him, "I love you tons." Kames
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,039 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/26/2012 - Kendall, James - Complete
Beautiful Boy by TheScarletOctopus reviews
Beck Oliver's good looks have always been his greatest source of pride, making him irresistible to the opposite sex. But on the day before graduation, a freak accident disfigures him permanently. Now, as he struggles to overcome this life-changing trauma, he'll begin to understand the distinction between being loved for how you look, and being loved for who you are.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,920 - Reviews: 100 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 7/22/2012 - Published: 7/14/2012 - Beck O., Jade W. - Complete
House of Cards by TheScarletOctopus reviews
Tori and Trina always thought of their parents as the textbook example of a perfect marriage-so when they learn that their mother is having an affair, they're naturally shocked. But that's just the beginning. The edifice of secrets and lies David and Holly Vega built up over twenty years is about to come crashing down-and the Vega sisters' lives may be collateral damage.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Drama/Family - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,926 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 7/3/2012 - Published: 6/11/2012 - Tori V., Trina V. - Complete
ICARUS by squoctobird reviews
James is obsessed with getting the lead in the musical of the story ICARUS. What happens when he finally gets the role of a lifetime? Will he be able to handle the pressure to be perfect? AU Inspired by Black Swan. Will contain some slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,963 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 6/28/2012 - Published: 1/14/2012 - James, Logan
The Chicken Nugget Plan by NotGivingUp reviews
James walked into McDonalds and quickly spotted a cute brown eyed boy. Now he just has to think of a way to meet this boy. Maybe some chicken nuggets can help. JAGAN one-shot. Some sexual-like content. First in "The Plans" series. A/N's in the chaps 2&3&4
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,210 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 5/21/2012 - Published: 3/27/2012 - James, Logan - Complete
please don't go by viciousboar reviews
Cat Valentine has red hair for a reason /suicidal themes.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 462 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Published: 4/22/2012 - Cat V. - Complete
The Words On Her Skin by I Have My Reasons Why reviews
"Tori allows herself a faint smile as she sees the blood pour out of her wound like a beautiful melody. Because, really, if blood were a melody it would be her favorite song." Tori-centric, multiple pairings and chapters. Rated T for rape and cutting.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 18,715 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 4/17/2012 - Published: 3/15/2012 - Tori V. - Complete
Countdown by X Amount reviews
*UPDATED* JD knows the signs. He's seen them on countless patients, knows how serious they are. But what does he do when he's seeing them in the mirror? Slash and angst. Character death? Wait and see...
Scrubs - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 32,336 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 137 - Follows: 214 - Updated: 4/17/2012 - Published: 10/27/2010 - John D./J.D., Dr. Cox/Perry
Lost Myself by ABC-BTR reviews
Carlos has lost himself, which leads him to try and do something horrible. Luckily, James catches on in time, ready to be his rock. Jarlos friendship. One-shot.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,184 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/7/2012 - James, Carlos - Complete
Blind by xXxPrettyinPinkxXx reviews
He never once saw this happening to him. Yet here he was, at rock bottom. The once strong leader of Big Time Rush was spiraling out of control, and he was doing it to himself. Rated T for an eating disorder.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 20 - Words: 35,879 - Reviews: 213 - Favs: 108 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 2/20/2012 - Published: 8/14/2011 - Kendall - Complete
Once Upon A Dream by Panda Gravy reviews
Maybe it was that Logan was just ignorant. He didn't know no one was supposed to get on James' bed but James. He couldn't explain it, but he didn't want to tell Logan to move, despite the rules he'd established for everyone else. Jagan. PG.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,520 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/8/2012 - James, Logan - Complete
Light Up My World by PrincessBacon reviews
Kendall thinks James is more of a supernova: beautiful, sparkling, ready to explode, ready to shower the universe with his talent. Kendall/James
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,680 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/2/2012 - Kendall, James - Complete
When Reality Hits by parachutes and such reviews
Logan and James share an intimate moment, leaving them both confused. Jagan and Kenlos slash. Rated T for some themes and words. My first fic, enjoy! R&R!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 11 - Words: 43,860 - Reviews: 132 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 1/28/2012 - Published: 8/10/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
Cupcake by skeletalschmidt reviews
I wrote this awhile back and I guess I never posted it. Anyway, some nice James smut for you c:
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 857 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Published: 12/30/2011 - James - Complete
Too Far From the Start by rensahannou reviews
- a.k.a. 'James & Logan Are NOT Dating' - Logan and James make a secret pact that alters the course of their friendship.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 90,926 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 12/14/2011 - Published: 10/21/2011 - Logan, James
I Called Your Boyfriend Gay by chastityreso reviews
And he hit me with his purse. Carlos chases Jett around with his purse. Crack. Kendall/Carlos.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 866 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/8/2011 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
The Kissing Game by Panda Gravy reviews
Logan hadn't even gotten the chance to sort out why he stared at James the way he did or wanted to wrestle with James on a regular basis or why he had felt such a leap in his stomach when Carlos had said the words 'kiss James.' Jagan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,812 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 6 - Published: 12/6/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
Free Hugs by rensahannou reviews
"It's about a week before Carlos's 18th birthday when Kendall finally figures out what to do with all of those coupons."
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,969 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/21/2011 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
Terrible Things by trinavega reviews
He's dying, and she just wants to save him. And maybe even fall in love along the way. Kendall/Trina. Mentions of Tori/James and past Kendall/Jo.
Crossover - Big Time Rush & Victorious - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10,008 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/28/2011 - Kendall, Trina V. - Complete
Little Blue Pill by squoctobird reviews
Carlos accidentally takes some Viagra.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,336 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/11/2011 - Carlos, Logan - Complete
You Name Like the Pope by aloxi reviews
"I'd name my kid something cool," he decides. "Like… like Bartholomew. Or Ploxy." Jade/Beck drabbles.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 15 - Words: 16,387 - Reviews: 408 - Favs: 404 - Follows: 213 - Updated: 9/28/2011 - Published: 6/24/2010 - Jade W., Beck O. - Complete
I Will Always by Luna Maria Boulevardes reviews
"I don't want your better," I say, crying and shaking my head. "Please, you have to understand; I don't want to be all alone again." An eating disorder threatens to destroy everything in Carly's life - including herself. Seddie
iCarly - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 19 - Words: 47,856 - Reviews: 131 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 68 - Updated: 9/24/2011 - Published: 9/27/2009 - Carly S.
What Started It All by parachutes and such reviews
James finds something a bit surprising about Logan. When Logan comes home and it's just the two of them in the apartment, James can't help but tease the smart boy about it. Prequel chapter to Friends With Benefits. Contains Jagan smut. R&R!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,855 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 5 - Published: 9/15/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
The Suicide Note by I Have My Reasons Why reviews
Cat can't take it anymore. She just can't. Her mother has forced her into anorexia by insulting her and her father beats her half to death. Her life just isn't worth living. And she just CAN'T take it. Bat, multi-chapter. Rated T for suicide and language.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,944 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 8/31/2011 - Published: 7/30/2011 - Cat V., Beck O.
The Ratings Game by TheScarletOctopus reviews
Jade's cherished "bad girl" reputation is in serious jeopardy. How far will she go to maintain it? One-shot.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 613 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 2 - Published: 8/26/2011 - Jade W., Beck O. - Complete
The Big C by sillybitch7 reviews
I'm John Dorian. I'm 32 years old. I have Leukemia. Eventual JD/Cox.
Scrubs - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,604 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 76 - Published: 8/21/2011 - John D./J.D., Dr. Cox/Perry
I like Your Shirt by Your-Joy reviews
JD compliments Dr Cox's shirt...in the most awkward way possible. JD/Perry SLASH CRACK DON'T LIKE, DON'T READ
Scrubs - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,738 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 84 - Follows: 13 - Published: 7/17/2011 - John D./J.D., Dr. Cox/Perry - Complete
Patrón On Ice by The Brat Prince reviews
James doesn't get it. He doesn't do this. He's never anything but charming and awesome. Those are his default settings. James/Camille/Kendall awkward!date
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,503 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/5/2011 - James, Kendall - Complete
Rose by WoahWut reviews
All diseases start somewhere.
Scrubs - Rated: K+ - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,203 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/19/2011 - Dr. Cox/Perry, John D./J.D. - Complete
Lots Of People Say by The Brat Prince reviews
"Kendall Knight was indubitably, without a doubt, one hundred percent gay. But no one knew how to tell him that." Kendall/James
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,900 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/17/2011 - Kendall, James - Complete
The Weekend by squoctobird reviews
It's just another Friday for Logan. This was written as a joke. If you get it, then I love you
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 368 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/6/2011 - Logan - Complete
He Knew It by Titled Heart reviews
Kendall catches Logan doodling on his notebook and confronts him. Jogan with Kogan-friendship fluff. Request fic for CheekyBrunette
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,667 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 50 - Published: 5/6/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
We Could Take To The Highway by The Brat Prince reviews
Don't you think it's time to live for yourself? Even just a little?" Roadtrip fic. Kendall/James.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 40,916 - Reviews: 114 - Favs: 111 - Follows: 65 - Updated: 3/23/2011 - Published: 4/8/2010 - James, Kendall - Complete
Again by EpicInTheLibrary reviews
"He really should have dressed better."
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,250 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/5/2011 - Logan, James - Complete
Never by EpicInTheLibrary reviews
"James thinks he's in love with Logan Mitchell." M for the Hardcore Jamesangst, one-sided James/Logan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14,846 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/27/2011 - James, Logan - Complete
All That I Have by DarkPrincess128 reviews
The real reason James is so obsessed with his looks - he has nothing else. Angstyyyyy...T for themes/language.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 664 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/22/2010 - James - Complete
Monster by OMWG reviews
It had been a tiring day, and all the guys wanted to do was go to Five Guys and have the best burgers in the world. James getting kidnapped was not on their plans for the night. Rated M for violence and language. NO slash!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 24 - Words: 96,854 - Reviews: 354 - Favs: 153 - Follows: 70 - Updated: 11/29/2010 - Published: 3/18/2010 - James - Complete
Four Times James Steals Logan's Mints by oneforthehaters reviews
And One Time He Doesn't.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 970 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/14/2010 - James, Logan - Complete
Ridiculous by milkteethbabydoll reviews
Logan combs James' hair. Jagan.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 567 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/9/2010 - Logan, James - Complete
you are the light that's leading me by seemslikeaporno reviews
This is some mess you've gotten yourself into, babydoll. / André&Jade, featuring all their imperfections.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,252 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/31/2010 - André H., Jade W. - Complete
Hotblack by The Brat Prince reviews
Kendall never talked about his dad, and no one ever asked. Kendall/James
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,061 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 6 - Published: 10/20/2010 - Kendall, James - Complete
You Know, You Are Actually Very Pretty by rumbleroar846 reviews
Oh my God. Okay, so when I first got into the fandom, I posted a prompt on the kink meme, then got stupid and filled it myself. RPS!James/showverse!James. Dear Lord...*hides face* Not really a kink of mine, apparently.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,694 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/18/2010 - James - Complete
Over Now by djfkhgdkjfhgjfdkhjdfhdkjfhg reviews
Kendall loves James with all his heart and that's why he knows he has to do it. Kames slash. Mentions of abuse and mildly sexual situations.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,326 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 7 - Published: 10/17/2010 - Kendall, James - Complete
From Her Eyes Fell Black Satin Tears by aghamora reviews
There's only so much one human being can take, and heaven knows she's had more than her fair share. Jade/Beck, oneshot.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34,601 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 11 - Published: 10/11/2010 - [Jade W., Beck O.] - Complete
Allusion by EpicInTheLibrary reviews
Kendall messes up and fears that nothing will ever be the same again. No slash for once!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,079 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/3/2010 - Kendall, James - Complete
You Only Hurt The One You Love by fall into your sunlight reviews
Kendall and Carlos are sick of James pranking them, so they decide to get revenge. But what happens when the two of them go too far?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,187 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 9 - Published: 9/28/2010 - James, Kendall - Complete
Minus Ten by aloxi reviews
"You should go away before I hit you." "That's mean. You're not supposed to hit people." "I don't do what I'm supposed to." / / Or, the first time Beck meets Jade.
Victorious - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,463 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 7 - Published: 9/9/2010 - Beck O., Jade W. - Complete
Big Time Garbage by Fairywolf reviews
I'm scared that it's always going to be there. I'm scared that fifty years from now I'll still be alive, and I'll be sitting at a table, looking at the food, still wondering if it's worth it to bother eating. Oneshot, James centric. Anorexic!James.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 509 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 8/26/2010 - James - Complete
The King And All Of His Men by The Brat Prince reviews
Everything didn't click jigsaw-puzzle-perfect. James/Logan, super-angst, super Kendall-centric, unrequited Kendall/James and Kendall/Logan, Katie's POV.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,411 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/20/2010 - James, Logan - Complete
Big Time Wristdana by Fairywolf reviews
I must be a genius. Or maybe I'm completely stupid. Who knows? Either way, Bandana Man hides the hurt, and nobody's any wiser. Jamesfic rated for self-harm and minor slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,942 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 10 - Published: 7/21/2010 - James, Kendall - Complete
Her Performance of a Lifetime by Bells of Tomorrow reviews
Why she should be disgusted, or so says the logical part of her brain, is because Little Miss Sunshine is just that; Little MISS Sunshine.
Scrubs - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,070 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 12 - Published: 7/13/2010 - Denise M./Jo - Complete
Here Be Dragons by The Brat Prince reviews
There's a difference between being in love and wanting to get your rocks off, and man, Kendall was hoping for the latter. Kendall/Logan, Kendall/James. Rated for language and boys being boys.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 31,269 - Reviews: 118 - Favs: 150 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 7/8/2010 - Published: 3/9/2010 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
Going Down by disorient-me reviews
"Dude, you broke it!" The elevator at the Palm Woods gets stuck; what are Kendall and James to do, really? Fill for BTR Meme on LJ.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,577 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 110 - Follows: 9 - Published: 6/12/2010 - James, Kendall - Complete
My Thin Line by Bells of Tomorrow reviews
I think that's the key difference between Elliot and me. I wronged her and felt horrible. She wronged me and didn't give a damn. Set during the beginning of Season 4.
Scrubs - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,155 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/6/2010 - John D./J.D., Elliot R. - Complete
Practice by PimpedOutGreenEars reviews
Kendall thinks he and Jo are going to take their relationship to the next level soon and gets worried about messing up. Luckily Logan's there to help him practice. Oneshot. LoganxKendall.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,511 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 119 - Follows: 9 - Published: 4/23/2010 - [Kendall, Logan] - Complete
You Could Be Anywhere by Butterfly Bandage reviews
“He was in a car. That’s all he remembers. He was in a car and then there’s this flash, pain, blood… Carlos.” James wakes up in the hospital, alone. Oneshot
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,548 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/5/2010 - James, Carlos - Complete
My Coming Out Party by Bells of Tomorrow reviews
And more than just that, he could not help but shake the feeling that it was his role as JD's...as JD's what, exactly? Mentor? Father figure? The only damn person who knew? Whatever the hell he was going by now, he knew it came with a responsibility.
Scrubs - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 15,479 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 96 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 2/27/2010 - Published: 1/9/2010 - Dr. Cox/Perry, John D./J.D. - Complete
Conversation Hearts by TangiblyYours reviews
Kendall and Logan spend Valentine's Day sitting on the couch with a bowl of candy hearts and seemingly unrequited love. Kendall/Logan slash.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,014 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 167 - Follows: 8 - Published: 2/27/2010 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
Sparks Fly by PimpedOutGreenEars reviews
Logan and Kendall talk about the last time they felt the 'spark' with a girl. Oneshot. LoganxKendall.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,531 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 7 - Published: 2/10/2010 - [Kendall, Logan] - Complete
My Number Five by KHwhitelion reviews
....still makes me want to cut myself." Why didn't I take those words to heart? JDA, DCA. Rated for language and suicidal themes. Future!fic.
Scrubs - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,406 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/11/2009 - John D./J.D., Dr. Cox/Perry - Complete
His Limits by MostlyScrubbed reviews
The gang has a little too much fun. Includes Scotcholadas, enchiladas, Spike TV, and sunshine of several varieties. Non-graphic slashiness.
Scrubs - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,260 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 8/31/2009 - Published: 6/24/2009 - Complete
My Obsession by Spectral Scribe reviews
Cake. That was all he ate.
Scrubs - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,361 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/31/2009 - John D./J.D. - Complete
Frozen by Joanna Hepler reviews
I'm not asking much of you, Perry. I'm past feeling anything.
Scrubs - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/19/2009 - John D./J.D. - Complete
Eyes, Smiles and Funny Feelings by Bonzodog reviews
After the transplant patients died, Dr Cox's mind was a mess for a long time... Angst, implied slash.
Scrubs - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,110 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/2/2009 - Dr. Cox/Perry, John D./J.D. - Complete
My Hypnotism by Bells of Tomorrow reviews
A hypnotist visits Sacred Heart to share his recent findings. JD and Dr. Cox aren't very impressed, until, well...until things don't go over exactly as planned.
Scrubs - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 37,703 - Reviews: 201 - Favs: 163 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 6/27/2008 - Published: 4/26/2008 - Complete
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The Scariest Place On Earth reviews
when Kendall sleeps, he sees times when the card deck was complete- sure, the Heart and the Club and the Spade were still here, but what about the Diamond? / james has been dead for five months now, his whereabouts completely unaccounted for the whole time. But apparently, death is a volatile thing.. / MINOR slash, whump, foul language, HORROR and [VERY]gory scenes ahead.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 22,481 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 10/18/2013 - Published: 8/9/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
try and drown out the screaming(you can't, it's inside you) reviews
Kendall still remembers it, the accident. It's on the tip of his tongue, his fingers, his eyelashes. It's in the air and inside him, thick and dense, and he's suffocating under the memories- he'd been told that the more time passes, the less bad it'll feel, but still after all this time, all Kendall feels is a cold numbness.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,310 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 4 - Published: 10/17/2013 - Kendall
terrible things reviews
"sometimes, life can do terrible things." / never being good enough, never being perfect, it can be a lot to bear. one sided kames, kenlos bromance, with future jarlos and one sided jagan. formerly "pretty". / named after the mayday parade song
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,945 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 9/5/2013 - Published: 7/28/2013 - Kendall, James
jigsaw reviews
"we're not done trying, are we?" she grinned, seeing her taller friend's eyes flash with determination. "hell no, honey." / or, the btr guys are girls and love triangles are hard. like, hard as rocks, hard. slash, whump.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,804 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 8/7/2013 - Published: 8/2/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
reverie reviews
"what are you saying, exactly?" her sad voice is quiet pinpricks, poking gaping holes in his resolve. "the treatment might not do much, if anything at all." he gushes, a confession pouring out of his mouth like blood. / or, the ending to the show that everyone was afraid of. au-ish. whump and angst all around.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,081 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/28/2013 - Kendall, Mrs. Knight - Complete
breathe
he opens his eyes, suddenly, he cries. / "I'm just... done, you know? I can't do this anymore." "Are you leaving?" Carlos' voice is small, like a scared child. "I.. yeah, I guess so." / or, unrequited love sometimes isn't something you can make it out of without getting hurt. one-sided james/?, logan/kendall, one-sided carlos/? jarlos if you squint.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,108 - Published: 7/26/2013 - Kendall, Logan, James - Complete
Behind Blazing Eyes reviews
"The worst of it all, though, the brunt of it, were his eyes. They were so deep, like tunnels into the past and every time you looked into them you could see raw, greek fire burning behind his pupils." / James realizes that he's been paying attention to the wrong person all along. Slash and vulgar language planned for later chapters.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,498 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/3/2013 - Published: 6/29/2013 - Kendall, Logan, James
toes reviews
or, the one where a camping trip ends very awkwardly. just fluff and silliness, basically
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,336 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/25/2013 - Logan, James - Complete
Trading Secrets reviews
"I would've left by now if all I was here for was that. I.. dunno. I think I have a reason to be here, but I'm not sure what it is yet.. I have a good feeling about tonight. Something's going to happen, I just know it." / One-shot, friendship drabble. Romance if you squint with one eye closed and open at the same time and turn your head to the side 273.5 degrees. K for profanity.
Victorious - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,013 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 8/22/2012 - Published: 8/7/2012 - Jade W. - Complete
Trypop's tragic birthday bash! reviews
Chapter by chapter, line by line, I'll write until it's birthday time! Don't be scared, don't you cry, I promise that they won't ALL die... / A bunch of one-shots written by a conceited person who wants to celebrate her own birthday. K for self-harm and death. No unicorn crap here.
Victorious - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 18 - Words: 27,370 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/20/2012 - Published: 8/2/2012
A Demented Lament: The story of six sinners reviews
What would you say.. what would you say if I told you that they're hiding something? Each and every one of them with a dark side, kept concealed from everybody? You wouldn't believe me, would you.. / Rated T for self-harm and abuse in many different varieties. Quite dark, don't read if you're expecting rainbows and unicorns... there's no happy ending here.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 23,566 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 8/2/2012 - Published: 7/23/2012 - Complete