10/28/23 - Not sure what's up with ff right now, but it's making me nervous. I have an account on the place with 3 O's. Story there that's super dark, but I'm going to copy New Girl there just in case. Sure hope they figure out what's going on!

Jasper Whitlock...sigh. All through the books and the movies, I was always Jasper, Jasper, Jasper. Back in the day, when I was still reading just Bella/Edward, I loved Jasper and Alice together. As the years have gone on and I started reading more stories that weren't canon, I fell in love with Jasper/Bella. My preferences have changed over the years. I love Bella with Jasper first and foremost, but I also love her with the right characterizations of Demetri, Garrett, Alistair, and especially Peter. Jasper has had a run for his money at times, but he's always managed to stay my favorite pairing with Bella.

There are so many great stories in the fandom, just when I think I've found my all time favorite, I find another one I love. I have an insane collection of bookmarks that I someday will post out there somewhere. My favorite stories/authors is a bit bloated, but there are some fantastic ones in there.

I've been around for a lot of years, back in the day vvdeadrosesvv and snow Queen's icedragon, angstgoddess along with a bunch of others. I'm lucky enough to have some of the old original PDFs. I'm not hugely into human stories, but weathering the ferns, wide awake and breaking Trinity will always be my first loves in the fandom.

It makes me so happy that in 2023, there are still NEW, active stories on here that are so amazing. I am a very patient fan. I've waited 5 or 6 years for a story to get finished. If it's a story I love, you'll have me as a fan forever

Dislikes:

Cannon anyone - If I want to stick with the originals I'll reread the original books.

Bella being anything but badass, Jasper being Jasper Hale and not Whitlock.

People who talk shit about our girl. Idiots, if it wasn't for SM we wouldn't have this universe to love and manipulate! Get a grip, fanfic is the way to change things to how you want to see them. Yes, there are some things out there that I enjoy more than the original, but my heart will always belong to SM, our goddess and the creator of Jasper, our God of War!!!

English is my first language, but sometimes you might be surprised by that! I have horrible punctuation, spelling and sentence structure. That being said, I'm not a beta in the sense of you forgot a comma. I am however, a pre reader for several amazing stories. I feel so lucky that three people have seen something in me that allows me to be a part of their process.

It all started with Kayozm's story, Repetitive Dreams. Talk about a fantastic story, wow. It has action and love and heartache. She was looking for a prereader, I fangirled the hell out of her, and she caved and let me have the honor. It hasn't been updated in a bit, but trust me, the end is about done and I've been SO lucky to be part of that process.

Thanks to Kayozm, I got hooked up as a prereader for another unbelievable story by WrittenWithJoy, Longing. Another unreal story, Bella is Bella, but she's not Bella. I'm not doing either story justice, because I don't want to give anything away, but this story also is embedded in my heart. The characters, the plotline, it's just incredible. Being part of this group of people and spending time talking with them, hanging out and talking through plotlines has brought so much joy to my life.

Finally and CERTAINLY not lastly, and thanks again to Kayozm; bluedaze and her freaking fantastic story Home is where you sink your teeth, love. This Jasper may be my favorite Jasper. I don't want to say much, because like the other ones above, I don't want to give a thing away!

All three of these stories, I was completely in love with long before I got involved in them. Please check them out and tell them triinityz sent you!

Recs: I could fill up this page with all of the stories I love. I've updated this section a bit to just have the name/author. Search on the googs for the stories. Some are here, some are on the other sites (the 3 A's, stars, etc.)

Note: This list is by far not everything I love. Consider this a starting guide for non-canon stories. If you are looking to try something new that isn't Bella/Edward, here's some of my fav's. SOME being the key word!

Daydreams & Curiosity by S J Nokk
The Goddess of War by Gaia the Reader
Superlunar by DSahr208
Somewhere Between Good & Evil by Flaming maple
Major Desires by Tamilya
PS I Love You by NessieCullen9
Aftermath by forthelongestday
Bitemarks & Bloodstains by forthelongestday
The orbiting meteor by IdreamofEddy
Help Needed, Revenge Wanted by airedalegirl1

I've recently started writing a couple of idea's down and I have two stories I'm giving a go. I'm posting chapter one (told you Lizzie) this weekend (6/24/23.) I owe Kayozm and bluedaze so much for taking my story and helping me mold it into something readable. Kayozm, I promise to read all of those links you sent me about commas!! Anyway, my anxiety ridden brain asks that you be gentle with me. Putting myself out there is terrifying, and I may only post the first chapter and tap out, we'll see how it goes!

Feel free to say hi, share any stories you love and if you're looking for a pre-reader it's my favorite thing to do!!