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Joined 05-23-12, id: 4019017, Profile Updated: 05-31-12
Author has written 54 stories for Big Time Rush, and Supernatural.

Hi, everyone! My name is Kandi. As of this year, I'm officially legal to drink, and I'm a proud Southern girl.

As far as writing goes, though I dabble in a lot of fandoms, I write predominantly Big Time Rush fics, but please do not call me a rusher. I despise that term because there is so much more to me than my love of BTR, and I don't like to be defined by that one aspect. I tend to stick to oneshots and drabbles because I have serious commitment issues when it comes to chaptered fics. I'm currently in the process of transferring what fics I can (I mostly write real-person fiction, which is unfortunately not allowed on this site) from my Mibba account, which can be found here: So if you happen to have a craving for some RPF, you should definitely check out my stories on there.

As far as pairings go, I wouldn't say that I have a typical OTP. I'm not a fan of most of the canon pairings on the show, and I don't write slash, so the majority of my stories are pairings involving original female characters. I am also prone to writing a good deal of self-insertion. That being said, I do not write stereotypical romances, weak female characters, or Mary Sues. I put a lot of time into fleshing out my original characters, and I do not, in any way, glamorize my self in my SIs. Self-insertion is merely a means of self-exploration and discovery for me.

I'm also a bit of a smut addict, so the majority of the fics that I post will be of the sexual nature. I'm also open to taking BTR smut requests as long as they don't involve Logan (I have enough Logan smut to fill a bus. Let's face it, he's my favorite) and they are het or femmeslash, so feel free to contact me if you're interested so that we can work something out.

Other than BTR, I am in the process of writing a Supernatural/Resident Evil crossover as well, and I hope to get that posted as soon as I can.

So anyways, I'm very much open to meeting new people, so feel free to drop me a line anytime :)

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Plaid Shirt Days reviews
And I never felt alone until I met you.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,046 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Published: 6/17/2013 - Kendall, Lucy S. - Complete
Torrential Downpour reviews
And when you're close, I feel like coming undone.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 664 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/17/2013 - Kendall, Lucy S. - Complete
Momentum
And for the first time, what's past is past.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,921 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/17/2013 - Logan - Complete
On Hope's Wings reviews
Deep down, Carlos knew that his life would never be the same.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,417 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/2/2012 - Carlos, Jennifers - Complete
The Distance Between Us reviews
Kendall/Jo oneshot
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,189 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/4/2012 - Jo, Kendall
The Third Kiss reviews
Logan/OFC oneshot
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,133 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/4/2012 - Logan - Complete
Simplified Lovesick reviews
Kendall/Lucy oneshot
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,522 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/4/2012 - Kendall, Lucy S. - Complete
Degausser
James Diamond. Logan Mitchell. Two boys that carried the weight of the world on their shoulders, but with each passing day, they could feel slabs of earth falling from their bones.
Crossover - Supernatural & Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,893 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 6/1/2012 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Logan
Temporary Insanity reviews
The first time I'd ever laid eyes on Logan Mitchell was in the lobby of the Palm Woods, the third day after I moved into the temporary residence for Hollywood's future rich and famous.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,390 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/1/2012 - Logan
Of Love & Wonder
"Our love knows no distance because it has no boundaries, and even when you're a thousand miles away, I still feel like you're right here with me: sitting on the couch, watching tv, keeping your drink on the stupid coaster."
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,878 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/1/2012 - Logan
Fly Until You Crash reviews
Hollywood was turning them into bland overused stereotypes, but they were so much more than that. James was beginning to believe the hype, while Logan was just jaded.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,186 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/1/2012 - Logan, James - Complete
Soco Amaretto Lime
The boys spend a night pondering their respective futures before they go their separate ways for college.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 900 - Published: 6/1/2012 - Complete
Somewhere in Between reviews
"Too many times, I've been wrong. I guess being right takes too long." A James/Camille drabble.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/1/2012 - James, Camille - Complete
Three Words reviews
"I love you." A Kendall/Camille drabble.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/1/2012 - Camille, Kendall - Complete
Vanity Kills reviews
James wakes up one morning to find his lucky comb is missing. Parody.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,620 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/1/2012 - James - Complete
Words & Phrases
They say "write what you know," but all he knew was her.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 945 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/1/2012 - Logan - Complete
Without a Doubt, You Should Be With Me
He'd rather suffer the consequences of being just friends than to risk losing her completely.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 848 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Logan - Complete
From the Treehouse Roof reviews
Kendall/Camille future!fic drabble.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Camille, Kendall - Complete
Love Like a Sieve reviews
Take me and break me, make me strong like you.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,076 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/31/2012 - James, Kendall - Complete
Letting Go reviews
Jealousy bred control, and the combination molded the boy she loved into a monster
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,125 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Jo, Kendall - Complete
The Gift of Silk reviews
Kendall/Jo smut-ish
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,496 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Jo, Kendall - Complete
From the Passenger's Seat
Maybe, just maybe, she could be the one to love him the way that he deserved.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 855 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Logan
As I'm Finding the Words
Logan remembered reading somewhere that that the sternum was the strongest bone in the human body, its sole purpose to protect the heart, and even though he could feel the bone in his chest, he sometimes wondered if it was defective.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,143 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Logan - Complete
Everything reviews
To Kendall, Jo was everything and so much more.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 771 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Jo, Kendall - Complete
Eight Seconds
An AU oneshot in which the guys are on a college football team.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,570 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Logan - Complete
Anything reviews
Turn my bones to sand.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 665 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Kendall, Jo - Complete
Wonderstruck reviews
But Kendall wasn't fake like her, he was raw. He was real.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,060 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 5 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Camille, Kendall - Complete
Turn Your Love reviews
As much as he longed for it, her love didn't belong to him, at least not in its entirety.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 591 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Camille, James - Complete
My Hit and Run reviews
In this motorcycle crash, there is a sign.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 677 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Jo, Kendall - Complete
Light Year
This distance between us.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,769 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Logan - Complete
Counting Airplanes
"I don't want to be some average anybody."
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,741 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Logan, James - Complete
Constellation
In the months that passed, the rooftop of their apartment complex had become their own little paradise, an escape from the bright lights and traffic below. It wasn't much, just a faded patchwork quilt, a couple bottles of Mountain Dew, and a canopy of stars, but it was exactly what they needed.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 968 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Logan - Complete
Confessions from a Crowded Room reviews
She couldn't have feelings for Kendall; it was unacceptable. You just can't fall in love with your best friend's boyfriend.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 791 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Camille, Kendall - Complete
The Art of Catching Sparks
"If a guy doesn't give you sparks, he's not worth your time."
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,873 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2012 - Logan - Complete
Equilibrium
Logan had always relied on his rationality and his logic, almost to the point of it being a crutch, and when he was like that with her, his hormones robbed him of that reasoning.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,143 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Logan - Complete
Sing Me Anything reviews
But not even daydreams of Dak Zevon could make her heart flutter the way it did when Kendall sang to her.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 669 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 7 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Kendall, Katie K. - Complete
Your Own Disaster reviews
"I don't think that you know what you've been missing." Carlos/Jennifer
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,083 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Carlos, Jennifers - Complete
Soul of Your Skin
The soft dive of oblivion. Carlos/Stephanie.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 823 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Carlos, Stephanie K. - Complete
Piecing You Together
Dating a zombie was anything but glamorous. It wasn't like he had any supernatural powers, unless having your limbs fall from your body on a daily basis counts as a superpower.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,191 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Logan - Complete
Written on Your Heart reviews
Carlos/Stephanie
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 837 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Carlos, Stephanie K. - Complete
Three Fourths reviews
James character!fic
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,172 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - James - Complete
Take Care
"Are you drunk right now?" Under the influence, Logan makes a phone call to the girl he's secretly in love with.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,758 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Logan - Complete
Stuck
"Just text her, Logan. Just text her and ask her if she wants to go to prom with you."
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,218 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Logan - Complete
The Science of Screwing Up
Logan Mitchell was no phoenix, just a boy built from flesh and bone, so easily destructible. And rejection was the easiest way to tear him apart.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,921 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Logan - Complete
Rest, Shame, Love reviews
"James, I'm pregnant."
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,037 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - James, Camille - Complete
Refracting a Diamond reviews
James/Camille
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,889 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 5/30/2012 - James, Camille - Complete
Plucking Feathers reviews
James/Jo smut
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,421 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - James, Jo - Complete
Love Marks reviews
Kendall/Lucy smut
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,556 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 11 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Kendall, Lucy S. - Complete
Fusion reviews
Logan/OFC smut
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,060 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Logan - Complete
Friction
Logan/OFC
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,699 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Logan - Complete
Decayed Orbit
Only now do I feel your mouth like an ache you never knew, and it was right in front of you.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,483 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Logan - Complete
Buoyancy
It was all he could do to keep from following after her.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,963 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Logan - Complete
Aurora Borealis
Logan/OFC
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,208 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Logan - Complete
The Anatomy of Logan Mitchell reviews
Logan/OFC smut
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,568 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/30/2012 - Logan - Complete