2020Update:

being the FanRealm-jumping asshole I am, I have done it again.

So, currently only writing MCU Avengers/WinterSolider fics.

you can find them on archiveofourown.

- now, being a lil mean on this, I cannot direct link. but if you just put in archiveofourown. And then add and org, you can look for my username by adding users/theAsh0/ right after!

if you like morally ambiguous messed up characters trying to do good, I think you're in for a treat so try!

one surviving paradise:

yes, I mean to finish. I just got a bit of an obsession going here so... getting this behemoth out of my way first, ok? also, on ao3 (follow the link explained above) there's 3 more chapters, so you can start there.

About my fics:

All my fics are centered around some of the most self-absorbed and morally confused characters in the history of anime. In a true player-versus-everyone manner they take on the world. Which is entertaining and insightful to us, but not always very pleasant for the protagonist. Please expect swearing, gore, sexual references (no porn scenes), disturbing thoughts and actions and general insanity.

My personal top 3:

No. 1: One Last Chance: This started as an experimental piece, but every time I re-read I cannot help but chuckle at my own cleverness. An early-canon, angry Zuko catches up to the Avatar in the desert. The gAang knows the only true enemy out here is death by dehydration, but the prince does not accept kindness well. Still, following his father’s orders is painfully hard. Four parts, finished. Humor/Drama;

No. 2: Surviving Paradise (currently in progress) Vegeta-centric dealing with the terrible problem of getting thrust into paradise due to no merit of your own. Or, it’s kind of hard not to be a good guy when you have all you need and everyone has faith in you. But the opposite is also true.

No3: Gambit: A Code Geass r3 possibility that was born from a conversation me and my husband and brother had at the end of r2. It was conceived as a collection of funny sketches loosely build around my personal outlook on life. Or, how to live with a critical conscience. Still, it turned into something a little more. Celebration of life; 95% done. Looking for BETA!!!

Other longer fics:

Bad at Good (previously Fire Hazard): Avatar: TLA fanfic, based on Zuko's epic words "why am I so bad at being good?" A journey of (self-)discovery with a lot of stumbles to find the answer to the question, what is good anyway?

Handled: A very creepy and dark spin-off on Little Green Lies. eventual Zutara. Gasp! Dark romance?

From Within: I also fell in love with the planning and scheming and general out-smarting I had my Lelouch incarnation do, so I had to do a spy/ action thing. That is From Within. It should not be more than 22 chapter max, so I’m about 90% done with that one. Completely out-of-control carnage ballet. On hiatus, NEED BETA to fix& finish this!

Court Case is an idea for a 2nd part after Gambit. It is ‘on hold’; though I sometimes write down ideas I have for it. Actually finished the end for it, but that's like THE ultimate spoiler, so not sure if I should post it. I'll make a poll for that!

Side-pieces:

Dreaming in Ba Sing Se: Writing dream-pieces for Zuko, who is convinced he is just a simple refugee was a little too much fun, so I did a few extras. Set in the Handled Universe.

For that Fuzzy, warm feeling: Some fun I intended for Bad at Good, but just couldn’t get to work with the plot. The feeling is about right for BaG, but the pieces follow Cannon. Happy stuff!

One-shots:

Bvdn-juli-cyberpunk prompt on bvdn. dragonball. cyberpunk.

Bvdn-June-2018-apocalypse prompt on bvdn. dragonball. apocalypse.

Little Green Lies: (Avatar TLA) the Horrors of Ba Sing Se.

Blood: (Avatar TLA) character study Katara; on the possibilities of Bloodbending and beyond.

Backing: (Avatar TLA) Character study into what I’d see Iroh’s past to be. Meant for Bad at Good.

Banishment, Beaches and Palm trees: (StarWars) one shot joke thing that I had to put down. Read it; I think it’s funny.

End of war Tennis style: (Bealzebub & Prince of Tennis) completely wacky idea I had for a one-page strip.

The Human Condition: (X-men): Wolverine knows his teammate’s dreams are bound for failure.

Currently in the pipe-line:

surviving paradise

gambit

About me:

Let’s see... No. If I’d tell you, I’d have to kill you. Or maybe not. Maybe you’d be dead from boredom halfway through anyway. Who knows? Who cares…

fun places I go:

discord: tpth (dragonball)

http:/// (avatar tla)

I has a tumblr:

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Facts:

Yes, you too can make my day by leaving a review. Or even a pm. I like the extensive ones with quotes and points for improvements. But just some1 saying "hi" can completely make my day. No, I do not think that is sad at all.

General warning:

My fics usually center on an individual with severe moral dilemmas, or even psychiatric issues. These dilemmas usually congregate in either physical or emotional violence, directed at both others and said centering personage.

I consider myself a hale and sane person, and in real life I would never think a person suffering from said delusions to be funny, or cool. That said, fiction is just that, and I enjoy use of such personages to address questions that do bother me, if kept in the hypothetical plain. Not to mention have a lot of laughs at their expense.

This is why I personally would consider my fiction meant for a mature audience. I do not write lemons, or explicit abuse, but mentally skewed characters do run rampart and cause pain and murder all around. Seriously, make love not war and all that. Why is it considered a 16-year old is not supposed to see frontal nudity but it is fine for said teen to watch scenes depicting brutal murder? ah, and yet I guess I join the boat of violence. Can't help myself. Guess I like blood or something.

Alright, that said, if you think you’re mentally balanced well enough not to fall prey to suicide or homicide at the first question of our moral values, please feel free to enjoy any of my writing.

Well, what have we got? Code Geass Fanfics,. Avatar: the Last Airbender FanFics. One X-men piece. and now Dragonball Z.

FAQ:

will you be finishing any of the old, unfinished fics? - I have decided to finish Gambit, due ti popular demand If you’re waiting on something else you can always hit me up a few times. sometimes I continue. I tried on Bad at Good though, and didn't find all my docs. what I did find was a confusing mess..

you suck. -I know. luckily, I am not here to please. or am I? meh. I'm better at upsetting people.

finish your old fics. now. -meh. ask me something less then a year old will you?

I hate you. -oh well. sorry.

do you even have a conscience? -morality is a construct to make society possible.

Review and Beta-ing:

try me for Winter Soldier stuff