Hey you guys my name is Kamilah ( ca-mee-la)

I am in highschool

I still weirdly love cartoons

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Where I'm from

Some back ground on me is that I live in California currently and I am in high school

What I do

One thing I enjoy Movies I think movies are just about the coolest things in the world I can watch them for hours and not think about anything else. I dont really have a favorite one because I've been told I have a very extreme bad sense of humor so I laugh during movies that are supposed to be sad. i really love movies with lots of singing so

Lion King

Mulan

Hairspray

Grease (I dont like the message the songs are good though)

Prince of eygypt

Some non singing movies

Treasure Island

Lost city of Atlantis

Sinbad legend of the seven seas

Juno

For colored girls

upside down

Gimme Shelter

Kill your Darlings

Chronicle

Cartoons

Total drama island series

avatar the last air bender

legendsof korra

danny phantom

Steven Universe

X men evolution

The boondocks (Only for the culturally aware and not for little kids)

Proud family

TV Shows

Empire

Vampire Diaries

OITNB

GoldenGirls

Every Body hates Chris

American horror story

The 100

“Relax. You will become an adult. You will figure out your career. You will find someone who loves you. You have a whole lifetime; time takes time. The only way to fail at life is to abstain.”

— Johanna de Silentio (via shake-off-your-inner-demons)

A noose can hold a thousand pounds of pressure,
and I weigh a lot less than that.
And I drank more booze than I can measure,
but I don’t actually remember that.
I just remember tying knots around my life,
and drowning it out with smoke.
I remember tallying the number of days I’ve felt worthless,
into my skin.
And the amount of ways I have begged for help,
and not been answered,
Make me hate the reason I am still here,
And I don’t even know why that is

“And you know what the worst thing was?
The worst thing was that
nobody ever believed how hard we tried.”

— Jack McCarthy, “Drunks”

“I hope she kisses you with
the entire universe in her mouth
so that you wake up with
stars on your lips
and a smile that
drips constellations.”

— Y.Z. (via larmoyante)

Fuck everyone and everything that does not make you feel

like you are not the best thing on the face of the planet

because to me the sun shines out of your ass

Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some; it is in everyone.

And, as we let our own light shine, we consciously give
other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.

Author: Marianne Williamson

“Act my age?
What the fuck is that, “act my age”?
What do I care how old I am?
The Ocean is old as fuck.
It will still drown your ass with vigor.

She wrote poetry that made you want to sit on a heavily shaded lawn with a cup of sweet tea.

And read it right in front of your father and his brothers who believed boys should never wet their hands in the kitchen sink washing dishes or bend sweeping floors.

Men who fathered their children afraid to be friends with their sons.

ii.
She wrote poetry that healed all of you, even parts of you that were hidden under shadows for not being manly enough for your father.

You learnt it was human not womanly to cry.

And when you picked up an axe to cut wood, it wasn’t ego or show of strength that made the job easier.

You were in a hurry to read the part where she spoke about how her words will always haunt you, even your shadow.
And how you will always find parts of her within you

she wrote poetry -

(via tapiwamugabe)

- Tapiwa Mugabe,

I. Posting a new story

II. How to add additional chapters

Contents of this post“

III. How to edit stories

IV. Solution to uploading problem

I. Posting a new story

1. Break up the chapters into individual files on your computer. This is the single easiest way to create different chapters. I recommend you simply start a new document whenever you start a new chapter.

2. Upload these files (via your document manager) to the website.

i. Log in.

ii. On the left of the screen click on the "publish" tab, then move down and click "Doc Manager (upload)".

iii. In the box "Upload new Document" you will see three fields to fill out. They're pretty self explanatory: 'Label' (this is so you can identify your chapter after you've uploaded it, don't bother with file extensions as they sometimes confuse the system); 'File on computer' (click "browse" to select the file you wish to upload); and 'Format' (you can choose between 'Story' and 'DocX', and a little box below these fields explain what these two words mean).

iv. Click "Submit Document".

v. You should now see the file in the "Doc Manager". (Little note on what the 'Life' column in the document manager means: it tells you how many days your document - not your story - stays in the document manager. After a certain number of days the document will be automatically deleted, however this does not mean your story is deleted. Putting your document in the document manager does not mean you have posted your story yet.)

3. Click on "New Stories" on the left

4. i. In the text-box there will most likely be a message stating that you have not agreed to the guidelines, even if you have previously, if it was longer than 7 days ago you need to do it again.

ii. Click the underlined "Guidelines".

iii. Read them (they tell you what sort of stories and what sort of fandoms are not allowed) and scroll to the bottom of the page to click on "I accept".

5. Click "New Story" again. What follows is some very basic step by step instructions. When you're filling out the fields, the only one that might be might be misleading is "Document". This seems to be where many people make their mistake. You can only select a file you have already uploaded to your "Doc Manager" (That was step 2, so if you've been following this guide you should be covered!), it does not allow you to take them straight from your computer.

6. Click "Submit Story". You now have a story on .

II. How to add additional chapters

1. Upload the next chapter if it's not in your doc manager (steps 1-2 of part I).

2. Go to "publish".

3. Click on "Manage Stories".

4. Click on the "edit" button sitting on the right of the details of the story you want to edit.

5. Click on "Content/Chapters", it's near the top.

6. i. Simply fill out the appropriate fields and click "Add".

ii. If you wish to replace an existing chapter (which I will look at in more depth under "editing"), simply fill out the fields under that heading.

III. How to edit stories

Unfortunately editing is a bit of a pain of , so here's a brief guide as to the quickest way to do it.

1. Click on "Manage Stories".

2. Click the "edit" button of the story you wish to edit.

3. Here you can make any superficial changes to the story (title, summary, rating, etc.) Remember to click "Save changes" at the bottom when you are done.

4. To make changes to the actual content of the story, click "Content/Chapters" near the top of the page.

5. Next to each chapter you will see four buttons. I will explain each of these in turn:

Edit: to change the chapter title and its position. Simply click it, make the changes then click "save". NOT for changing the content of the chapter.

Delete (del): Pretty obvious. Delete the chapter.

Export (exp): Very useful, moves a copy of the chapter to your doc(ument) manager. A copy of the chapter you export also remains where it is, you can replace it later.

Backup (dl): Bring up a page with only the text of your story on, convenient for copying and pasting back into word (or equivalent).

6. What you do next depends on how much editing you have to do. If you only have to change a few typos, then it's probably easiest to do it in the editor provided in the doc manager:

i. Click "Export". A link to the exported chapter in the document manager (Doc Manager) is provided. Click that and move on to step iv.

Alternatively

ii. Click "Doc Manager" on the left of the screen. You are shown a list of documents that are available in the Doc Manager.

iii. Click "Edit/Preview" for the chapter required.

iv. Make the changes.

v. Click "Save changes".

vi. Follow the steps for "adding a chapter" above, simply selecting to "replace" the chapter you have edited.

If you have some heavy editing to do (entire passages for example), you will most likely prefer to do this in word (or equivalent) on your computer. If you have a copy saved to your hard drive that is exactly the same as is up on the site, then simply edit on your computer and resubmit it. Follow the instructions for "adding a chapter", using step 6 ii).

If you don't have the original document anymore, you can download a backup copy from ffnet.

i. Click "backup"

ii. In the new window simply highlight the text (or press Ctrl A)

iii. Right click anywhere on it

iv. Click "copy"

v. Open up a new word document

vi. Right click in the blank space (or click "edit")

vii. Click "paste"

viii. Make your changes, remembering to save them at the end

ix. Follow the instructions for "adding a chapter", using step 6 ii)

IV. Solution to uploading problem

This is not a solution to every uploading problem, just general ones that people seem to come across often. Sometimes the site just bugs up completely and there's nothing anyone can do but wait for them to fix it, but you can report problems to them here: support at (for some reason I can't post e-mail adds).

The first thing to always do is try and upload your chapter as a plain text file...I don't know why, but that does seem so solve a surprising amount of troubles.

Did you click upload and come up with a blank screen? This bug happens pretty frequently, but we've found a way around it. Although, it can only be used if you have at least one chapter previously submitted. If you're submitting your first chapter (i.e. creating your first story), then there's not a lot I can really suggest, other than: wait for the bug to sort itself out. Otherwise:

1. Log in and select the "publish" tab.

2. Click "Manage stories".

3. Click on the title of any story you have there, it doesn't matter which one.

4. Click "contents/chapters".

5. On the right, next to each chapter, you'll see the four buttons I've previously mentioned. Click on "exp" next to any chapter. Again, it doesn't matter which one. Now you'll have a document in the document manager. I'll note again that by clicking export a copy of the chapter goes to your document manager. The actual document remains where it is.

6. Click "Doc Manager" on the left.

7. There should be a copy of the document you exported sitting there. Click the "edit/preview" button.

8. Now you simply highlight all the text and delete it.

9. Open up the new chapter you wish to add in whatever word processor you use, and cut and paste it into the document you have open.

10. Click "Save Changes"! Believe me, you'll kick yourself if you forget.

11. Simply place this document that you've made into whatever story you wish, simply treat it as a normal document in your manager and, if necessary, follow the instructions in previous parts of this guide