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Author has written 50 stories for RENT, Wicked, Matrix, Constantine, Mummy, Constant Gardener, Smallville, V for Vendetta, Underworld, and X-Files.

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Night Angel Grounded by nancystagerat reviews
Wicked bookverse. A plan for revenge takes some unexpected turns. ON HIATUS until it undergoes extensive revision.
Wicked - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 45 - Words: 147,431 - Reviews: 266 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 1/31/2006 - Published: 3/9/2004
Bridges by camerangel reviews
[Rent fic] Then next chapter is in progress hopefully it will be done soon. Please be patient. Bridges is not only about how sometimes you build bridges and sometimes you burn them, but the lessons you learn along the way.
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,852 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 1/13/2006 - Published: 1/5/2005
Breathe Too Deep by Ophelia's Flood reviews
For those left behind, death can come long before the heart stops beating. Death is inevitable. It is loneliness that must be fought and overcome. A look at a family on the eve of heartache.
RENT - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,525 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/3/2006 - Complete
End Of Daylight by Loopylou reviews
A string of murders across the city lead Angela to believe that a deamon is on a killing spree. Will become John HC at the end.
Constantine - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 14,614 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/18/2005 - Published: 8/29/2005 - Complete
Don't Breathe Too Deep by hammergirl reviews
preRENT: “She hasn’t really had a real boyfriend since my dad… and that was like, twenty five years ago.” Maureen's cold feet are reassured by her maid of honour, and Roger recieves a very shocking surprise. [Aug.03'04]
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 40 - Words: 108,314 - Reviews: 148 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 8/3/2004 - Published: 1/11/2004
I Could Get Used to You by Sunny Monster reviews
PreRent, from Mark and Roger's first meeting to the start of the show. Is currently being revised, will probably not be updated.
RENT - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 15,857 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 7/30/2004 - Published: 3/23/2003 - Roger D., Mark C.
How Could I Forget? by Arch of Wand reviews
Pre-Rent. Mark, Roger, Collins, Benny, and Maureen used to live together. Reviews are greatly appreciated! After 4 months, Chapter 19 FINALLY up! Roger's gig, in which many problems ensue.
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 19 - Words: 35,889 - Reviews: 98 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 6/23/2004 - Published: 5/13/2003
Before You Wake by emotional-static reviews
Post RENT. When Roger and Mimi's daughter returns to seek some answers from her father, little does she know that the things she's about to hear aren't what she expected. --COMPLETE WITH EPILOGUE--
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 69 - Words: 258,251 - Reviews: 374 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 6/6/2004 - Published: 6/27/2003 - Complete
Because I Knew You by Symbolist reviews
[oneshot] The thoughts of Elphaba and Glinda toward the end. WARNING: Spoilers! [musical]
Wicked - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,376 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/14/2004 - Complete
Even Angels Fall by BohemianCane04 reviews
Rentfic. Someone special from our favorite dog killing drag queen's past returns. My very 1st fic. Review & boost my floundering self esteem. UPDATED! Angel's funeral. Lily learns to let go. This is the last chapter.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 19,775 - Reviews: 101 - Favs: 13 - Updated: 2/13/2004 - Published: 12/11/2003 - Angel D.
Another Yesterday by Infinity Blue reviews
When the 'Rent Gang' goes over to Mark and Roger's place to watch Mark's old footage, a shocking discovery is made...Yeah I suck at summaries. Reviews are always welcome :)
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,971 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 9/24/2003 - Published: 9/19/2003
In the Tunnel by muffy-allison reviews
Follows Mimi Marquez's journey through the tunnel, where she witnesses flashbacks from her life. (often very PG) FINISHED as of 8/7/03!!! Come on, read and review the end--you know you want to!! Hehehe...thanks!!
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 16 - Words: 8,530 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 8/7/2003 - Published: 7/14/2003
Memories by bohemiankat reviews
Pre-RENT; told from different perspectives as the story goes on. The first few chapters are from Roger's point of view.
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,909 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/31/2003 - Published: 5/19/2003
Crashing Down by Dulcineah reviews
My first Rentfic. Follows Mimi from when she left home to when she meets Angel in the tunnel. ** 12/13/02--COMPLETE**
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 36,337 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/13/2002 - Published: 5/21/2002 - Complete
After the Fall by sashay reviews
RENT. Mark/Mimi. COMPLETED 10/9/02.
Misc. Plays/Musicals - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 23,447 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/9/2002 - Published: 6/27/2002 - Complete
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Don't Look Any Further reviews
A look inside Scully's head after her second escape from Pfaster. PostOrison vignette.
X-Files - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 424 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/3/2007 - D. Scully - Complete
Razor's Edge reviews
PostEvolution. All that is certain is that darkness is still ahead.
Underworld - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,333 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 8/13/2006 - Published: 7/1/2006
The Last Token reviews
There is something about Michael's hands. PostEvolution drabble.
Underworld - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/2/2006 - Complete
Starry Night reviews
Michael's been expecting something like this, really, and is a little surprised it hasn't happened sooner. PostEvolution oneshot.
Underworld - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,266 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/13/2006 - Complete
Language of the Dark reviews
With them, words aren't necessary. PostEvolution drabble.
Underworld - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 621 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/7/2006 - Complete
Like Loving and Dying reviews
She wonders suddenly whether he might prefer the flames to the numbness of his new life. If a fiery death might not indeed be what he is seeking.
Wicked - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,128 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Published: 6/1/2006 - Complete
Verus Visio reviews
How was she ever to know, really, what was true and what was not?
V for Vendetta - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Adventure - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,862 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 5/15/2006 - Published: 3/28/2006
Silence reviews
V does not talk to himself. Drabble.
V for Vendetta - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 413 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/3/2006 - Complete
On Account of Darkness reviews
She has always seen him best in the dark. Oneshot.
V for Vendetta - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,079 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/15/2006 - Complete
Nothing reviews
Are we nothing too? Am I? Oneshot.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 870 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/28/2006 - Mimi M., Roger D. - Complete
Tangles reviews
“Chloe would do anything to protect the people she loves.I’m willing to bet that’s why she didn’t tell you. She knew you’d be upset.” A missing scene from Tomb.
Smallville - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,479 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/13/2006 - Clark K./Superman, Lois L. - Complete
Moonlight reviews
Sometimes it just hurts, knowing that it can't last. Mimi's story.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 20,332 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 2/9/2006 - Published: 12/11/2005 - Mimi M., Roger D.
Savior Complex reviews
For the first time in his life, he feels no urge to help. PostReckoning oneshot.
Smallville - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,170 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/4/2006 - Clark K./Superman, Lois L. - Complete
Twenty One reviews
Twenty one years to the day. A bit of an epilogue for Facing.
Constantine - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,414 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/4/2006 - Complete
Closure reviews
Promise me that you won't forget. Oneshot.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,183 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 6 - Published: 1/22/2006 - Complete
Defining Moments reviews
It is one of those moments when time seems to stop. Oneshot, written for SpeedRent.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 674 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/16/2006 - Mimi M., Mark C. - Complete
Facing reviews
Seeing is believing. Post movie. Complete.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 41,009 - Reviews: 439 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 1/14/2006 - Published: 5/7/2005 - Complete
Park Bench reviews
That day, she was just a girl cutting class to explore the city. Oneshot.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,033 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 3 - Published: 1/13/2006 - Roger D., Mimi M. - Complete
In Inches reviews
A collection of drabbles for rent100.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,280 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 1/11/2006 - Published: 12/23/2005
Eighteen Minutes reviews
How quickly things can change. Written for the rent100 speed challenge.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,703 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/8/2006 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
My Way reviews
A little New Year's angst. Drabble.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/31/2005 - Mimi M., Roger D. - Complete
Snow reviews
Now that it's started, she can't seem to stop. Holiday fluff.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 468 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 3 - Published: 12/25/2005 - Mimi M., Roger D. - Complete
Christmas in July reviews
It was a shame that they hadn't really become a family until New Year's Eve.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 638 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/24/2005 - Mimi M., Angel D. - Complete
In Between reviews
The table got shorter every year afterwards.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,151 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 12/23/2005 - Mark C.
Gathering Dust reviews
PreRent minidrabble. Sometimes Roger feels the urge to hit something.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/19/2005 - Roger D. - Complete
Fire reviews
Drabble. I set the house on fire when I was seventeen.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 530 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 5 - Published: 12/18/2005 - Mimi M., Roger D. - Complete
Rain reviews
It was already the end of September the day it started raining. Oneshot.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,368 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 13 - Published: 12/5/2005 - Mark C., Roger D. - Complete
Echoes reviews
“A bouquet,” says Angel. “For my king. Brighten up the world.” A fight to end all fights leads to a first Thanksgiving apart for the gang. Oneshot.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,985 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/21/2005 - Complete
Crumbs reviews
The knock at the door made him jump. He hadn’t been expecting anyone, and unannounced visitors were usually not good news. Especially not on Halloween.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 872 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/31/2005
Fate reviews
I always do what feels right. Try it sometime. Everyone’ll tell you you’re nuts.” Chas contemplates Heaven. Oneshot.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,761 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/24/2005 - Complete
Clichés reviews
The ending we all wanted.
Constantine - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,838 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 10/16/2005
Courting Coincidence reviews
“You told me once that I court coincidences.By putting myself in the front line, I make things happen.”
Constant Gardener - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,582 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 10/16/2005 - Published: 9/15/2005
Serenity reviews
Several hours outside of the city there is a lake, dark and shimmering and miraculously undefiled by the world that goes on parallel to it.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,162 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/3/2005
Risk reviews
Best to hope for a dream and prepare for reality. Oneshot.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,178 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/23/2005 - Complete
Depends on Love reviews
3:33 AM on New Year's Day and the whole world was falling apart. Oneshot.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,120 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 3 - Published: 9/18/2005 - Roger D., Mimi M. - Complete
Shattered reviews
The aftermath of the events in the hydrotherapy room. Oneshot.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,598 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 7 - Published: 8/13/2005 - Complete
No Turning Back reviews
It had been a week since he’d let Angela walk away, fully expecting her to vanish from his life just like all the others he’d let go. He knew what she’d been expecting that night, knew he hadn’t given it to her. But it hadn’t been time then. Not quite.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,751 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/29/2005
Going Native reviews
Evelyn was dressed all in gauzy black, hair and half her face covered in thin black lace. Suddenly the Egyptian sun felt ten times hotter. She smiled at me, and I felt as though I was standing on quick sand.
Mummy - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,594 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/16/2005 - OíConnell, R., Evelyn C.
Foxglove reviews
Should’ve been more supportive, he chided himself. He’d left Angela alone to cope with the horrors of her newfound Sight, hadn’t even been there to teach her to shield herself.John Constantine, coward who repeatedly screws over his friends.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,732 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/1/2005
The Greenhouse Effect reviews
Post-Revolutions. "You should be dead. But apparently you weren't ready for that, either." Updated: 5-28-05
Matrix - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 19,663 - Reviews: 130 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 5/28/2005 - Published: 2/2/2005 - Trinity, Neo
For the Best reviews
The mourners were dressed in conservative dark clothes, faces plastered with Hallmark sympathy card smiles which somehow seemed to say “perhaps this is for the best, you know.” One-shot.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,376 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/27/2005 - Complete
Another Kind of Intimacy reviews
This was another kind of intimacy. Something that reached deeper inside you. Touched something he'd thought had gone completely numb." One-shot.
Constantine - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,693 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/6/2005 - Complete
The Space Between reviews
They know you know," he whispers into the phone. "They're coming for you. Get out. Get out now." Updated: 4-2-05
Matrix - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,681 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 4/2/2005 - Published: 2/13/2005 - Neo, Trinity
One Magic Night reviews
Holiday special.
RENT - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 9,968 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 5 - Updated: 12/24/2004 - Published: 11/11/2004 - Complete
The Marriage of the Sacred and the Wicked reviews
Wicked fic. Who said the end was written yet? COMPLETED:91904
Wicked - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 39 - Words: 54,412 - Reviews: 430 - Favs: 64 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 9/19/2004 - Published: 2/16/2004 - Complete
A Prince Without a Throne reviews
Wicked book fic. Oh the poor guy, said Boq, for the Vinkus student had slumped down and was volubly weeping behind his bluediamonded hands. I never saw a student from the Vinkus before. What an awful welcome to Shiz.
Wicked - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,150 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/2/2004 - Published: 8/28/2004
A Year In the Life reviews
PostRENT A year in the life of our favorite gang. Ch. 42: Christmas Eve and...the end.... COMPLETED
RENT - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 42 - Words: 54,825 - Reviews: 287 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 4/25/2004 - Published: 11/29/2003 - Complete
Just For This Moment reviews
Wicked Show Ficlet detailing events during As Long As You're Mine. Lots of cute sappiness...you know you wanna reaaad it.
Wicked - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,434 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/11/2004 - Complete
To Love In Beauty and In Brokenness reviews
Roger receives devastating news that triggers a love triangle with the two people he loves most. COMPLETED
RENT - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 12,548 - Reviews: 73 - Favs: 7 - Updated: 1/8/2004 - Published: 12/29/2003 - Mimi M., Mark C. - Complete
To Being an Us For Once reviews
The gang celebrates Thanksgiving. The Bohemian way. Please read the AN even if you don't read the fic.
RENT - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,327 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/26/2003 - Mark C. - Complete
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