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Author has written 16 stories for Big Time Rush.

So, hey there! I'm so glad finally I could manage to make an account here:) lol I don't think I need to tell you guys more than I love to write and hopefully I can post some of my fictions here :) you can always talk to me and tell your opinions, I'm open to everything...(at least almost everything, lol)..have fun reading me:)


oh p.s.: you can find me on twitter and tumblr, same username (ISmile4BTR if you don't know) ..

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The Prince and The Pauper by Rhett9 reviews
Kendall Knight a homeless gay kid. Carlos Garcia a spoiled brat and a huge bully. When the two worlds meet will it be love or pain for those involved? SLASH.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 38,191 - Reviews: 355 - Favs: 151 - Follows: 117 - Updated: 3/28/2013 - Published: 12/29/2011 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
On the Edge of Ordinary by carryonmy-waywardson reviews
It's Kendall Knight's last summer before he leaves for college and he's determined to make his last months of freedom his best, despite having a horrible minimum wage job, no friends, parents who fight constantly, and a 'friend' with benefits.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 55 - Words: 371,147 - Reviews: 355 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 12/31/2012 - Published: 5/16/2012 - Kendall, Carlos - Complete
Let Me Love You by SophieSchmidt reviews
Kendall and Carlos have both been in love with their College professors for three years - Mr James Diamond and Dr Logan Mitchell. However to their professors they are just another face in a crowded classroom; until one fateful night. But sometimes getting the one thing your heart desired most, makes you realise what you wanted has been there all along. Starts Kames/Cargan.. Ends..?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 69,925 - Reviews: 557 - Favs: 159 - Follows: 137 - Updated: 11/19/2012 - Published: 6/18/2012 - Kendall - Complete
I Won't Let You Fall by Addicted2James reviews
Jo Taylor is a senior.She has everything she wants: fame, money, friends, a boyfriend named Kendall Knight who adores her,talent. Unfortunately, everything in her world is fake and she's way too real to tolerate it. Will James Diamond, a 20 y.o charming guy achieve to heal her wounds, give her hope and make her believe in love again? Inspired by the song Invsible- Big Time Rush
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,721 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 10/6/2012 - Published: 9/2/2012 - Jo, James
Running Up That Hill by SophieSchmidt reviews
Kendall Knight is... some say insane. Kendall suffers from dissociative identity disorder; there is him and then there is his other half, Ken. When the insanity reaches the point of attempted suicide he is sent to a live in treatment centre where he meets equally as insane but mesmerizing James Diamond - but who will James love? Sweet Kendall or destructive Ken? Kames/Cargan/Kogan
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 33,017 - Reviews: 169 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 95 - Updated: 9/21/2012 - Published: 7/14/2012 - Kendall
What My Boyfriend Doesn't Know by BTRobsession reviews
MPREG/AU/Jagan. James thought his life was almost perfect, but that all changed when his relationship with Logan starts falling apart. What happens when he keeps a secret from Logan and it only gets worse?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 32 - Words: 59,024 - Reviews: 295 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 8/26/2012 - Published: 4/5/2012 - James, Logan - Complete
Making it Work by OuToFmYmInDbAcKiN5MiNuTeS reviews
Kendall, a sophomore in college, and Carlos, a recent college grad, having been dating for a year. Almost everything is perfect for them, until Kendall get sick. Soon Kendall's secret comes out and things get turned upside down. Kenlos Mpreg HIATUS
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 26,952 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 8/7/2012 - Published: 4/21/2012 - Kendall, Carlos
Past the Sorrow by waterwicca reviews
From the moment they met, they knew what was important: Family, Friendship, and, above all, Love... but they are tormented by pain and misery. They'll need each other to get past the sorrow. MATURE/DARK themes. Slight AU/Eventual collision with showverse setting. Kendall/OC plus epic friendship.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 56 - Words: 694,581 - Reviews: 5083 - Favs: 303 - Follows: 305 - Updated: 7/15/2012 - Published: 9/24/2010 - Kendall
Baby, You've Got Me Under Your Spell by SophieSchmidt reviews
18 year old James Diamond is the king of highschool, but when he meets Dr. Logan Mitchells step son; 16 year old cute, shy, Kendall - his life will change forever. Can an in the closet senior give his heart to a junior who worships the ground he walks on?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 75,272 - Reviews: 373 - Favs: 146 - Follows: 91 - Updated: 7/3/2012 - Published: 5/16/2012 - James, Kendall - Complete
Make You Mine by BTRobsession reviews
AU/Mpreg/Jagan/Kogan/. James is the new kid at school and he cant help but fall for a shy brunette. Too bad James's best friend is dating his crush. what happens when James and Logan fool around and the unexpected happens?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 53 - Words: 100,591 - Reviews: 555 - Favs: 95 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 7/1/2012 - Published: 3/6/2012 - James, Logan - Complete
Fragments by lugenewalters reviews
Logan loves Kendall...but he can't have he wants to stop loving Kendall...but can he? Kogan. Some Kendall/Jo. LOTS OF ANGST. Rated M for many reasons!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 32 - Words: 179,581 - Reviews: 281 - Favs: 142 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 7/1/2012 - Published: 8/26/2011 - Logan, Kendall - Complete
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Brothers or lovers? reviews
When I found out that Christopher Diamond was going to move in with my mom and bring his son, James too, I didn't have an idea about how I was going to survive it. But mom happened to love this man and I couldn't disappoint her, so I decided I'd try my best. And so little I'd known of the bully of my life yet, I'd never thought I'd even like him.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 11 - Words: 24,643 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 24 - Updated: 4/13/2014 - Published: 8/7/2013 - Carlos, James
Hearts on our sleeves reviews
James and Kendall had been in love with each other since they were teenagers. But Kendall's parents never liked James, and the fact that their only son turned gay because of him. They were afraid of the little spoiled brat James breaking Kendall's heart. After all it seemed Kendall's parents were just about right. Time after time James only made mistakes ... /AU/mpreg/
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 8,057 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 2/6/2014 - Published: 11/2/2013 - Kendall, James
A war for waking up - On the other side reviews
Kendall Knight the suicidal 26 year old man had tried to end his life countless times. For what he thought would be the last and successful attempt, he realized he did not only have to stay alive, but he's forced to live through several lives. How? Because of a project called "The other side". /LONG SUMMARY IN THE FIRST CHAPTER/
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,285 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/12/2013 - Kendall, James
A gay policeman reviews
James Diamond being a known actor is having the time of his life when he is playing the role of a gay policeman in a tv series. What he doesn't know is that Kendall Knight showing up in his life will not only turn him gay for real, but turn his life upside down...
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,790 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 11/8/2013 - Published: 10/3/2013 - Kendall, James
Heartbreak Boy reviews
Carlos was my best friend since we were little. I love him with everything I have. But I've never told this to him, and so he insists to the biggest asshole on the earth. I know he just wants to use him, he uses everyone. But I can only do so much to open Carlos' eyes. He'll learn his lesson, and after breaking my heart, he will get his own broken too.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,355 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 9/1/2013 - Published: 8/23/2013 - Kendall, Carlos
Friends, benefits, lovers reviews
James and Camille were best friends ever since. Now they were having a relationship of friends with benefits. They were in love with each other, but could they admit their feelings despite of their fears of getting hurt? And what impact did James' brother, Carlos and Camille's cousin, Logan's relationship had on James and Camille? /Also some Jendall expected!/
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,589 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 8/23/2013 - Published: 5/6/2013 - Carlos, Logan, James, Camille
We're so unpredictable reviews
Kendall Knight was in love with his best friend's sister, Ellie Diamond. Although their love was strong enough to be together despite of their fathers' constant hostile behavior, they were young and had only so much to go through till life long happiness. What happened when Ellie got pregnant, & they wanted to escape from their parents, along with James who desired fame and money?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 10 - Words: 16,591 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 8/13/2013 - Published: 6/27/2013 - Kendall
Together reviews
(was Open up your eyes and heart) Once after a very long time when the high-school famous teenage boys Kendall and James were not afraid from their feelings for each other anymore and found their happiness together, they didn't know how cruel life would be to them. They always hoped they could make it through everything though, together, always together.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 16 - Words: 76,363 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 8/9/2013 - Published: 6/27/2012 - Kendall, James
Wonders reviews
Before Logan lost his parents he had had a dream. A dream that he couldn't put anywhere, only after a tragical accident that took his beloved mom and dad away. He had presaged the loss. He fell into a deep depression, but he healed after long months of therapy. But what happened when the dream came back? Logan assumed it meant that he was going to lose the only person in his life.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 30,965 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 8/4/2013 - Published: 1/9/2013 - Logan, James - Complete
New ways of pleasure reviews
James & Carlos being best friends with Kendall & Logan often talked to each other through the internet. After all distance won't keep best friends apart from each other, right? After a chat like this, James and Carlos forgot to shut the connection down and Logan and Kendall witnessed them making rough love. It was time for Logan, too to realize how much he wanted Kendall that way.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,442 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/17/2013 - Kendall, Logan - Complete
May I help you? reviews
James always liked Kendall, one day they got to get closer to each other in a different way and with that Kendall realized that he had feelings for the brunette as well. But these things happened just when Big Time Rush ended, when their way were about to separate, how could they got together, how could they handle the new feelings coming up inside? Where their ways led them?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 31,330 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 4/6/2013 - Published: 7/29/2012 - Kendall, James - Complete
I'd like to hate you reviews
Kendall, James, Logan and Carlos as college students. They all had dreams, friends, own issues. Kendall and James had the strongest bond, they couldn't break away from each other since they were kids. Their friendship seemed to remain forever, but what happened when two girls, a girl from the past and another one coming out of nowhere, changed everything.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 23,856 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/9/2012 - Published: 8/25/2012 - Kendall
Dreams, Hollywood, Broken Souls reviews
Kendall Knight, after finding music, gives up on his earlier dreams, gives up on being a pro hockey player. He finds his perfect shelter in music and desires to go to magical LA and getting famous. After his dad's death he's stuck at home though. Using the time he nurtures his dreams, gets the money and soon he leaves to chase those dreams. Long summary in the 1st chapter!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 29,211 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 10/24/2012 - Published: 8/25/2012 - Kendall
Play with hearts reviews
Carlos, Logan, James and Kendall are best friends with Melanie. Kendall is secretly in love with her, he never had the guts to tell it. He just wanted everything to be fine, all of them friends because it seemed like it was good for everyone. One day Melanie came up with a game for the five of them. The following week had been an emotional hell for Kendall. Longer summary inside!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 33,586 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 9/21/2012 - Published: 9/2/2012 - Kendall - Complete
Kendall's hips don't lie reviews
After a concert of the BTR's Kendall is tired yet he desires to have some fun. His wish comes true when you walk into the room and successfully get his interest... smut!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,367 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 4 - Published: 6/25/2012 - Kendall - Complete
Let's make it up reviews
You're Kendall's girlfriend, after a fight over his jealousy he comes to you and tries to make it up between the two of you. I warn you: smut!
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,166 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/23/2012 - Kendall - Complete