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Poll: Out of the six listed below, which story's summary sparked your interest the most? Summaries are located in the profile. Poll will be closed after the conclusion of Falling{Merlin}. Vote Now!
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Joined 06-22-12, id: 4075495, Profile Updated: 05-02-13
Author has written 23 stories for Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師, Avatar: Last Airbender, Ouran High School Host Club, Harry Potter, and Merlin.

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i always have the urge to spell "angst" as "aangst".

i blame a:tla.

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I Hate Everything About You

Merlin's suddenly gone from sweet and caring to cold and insufferable. He finds it harder and harder to keep his annoyed and fed-up self under wraps, sparking a commotion among the knights and Gwen. They're all watching each other like hawks when Merlin's at his grumpiest. At Gwen's impromptu "Merlin Meetings" in the dead of the night, they blame each other, and gossip flows from passing servants' mouths like drinks from clay jugs at the tavern when Gwaine's paying for everybody. All the while, Merlin's shaking on his bed, desperately wishing for it all to end.

Wish Upon A Shooting Star

Modern AU. Mentions of intense self-harm and depression. Merlin's an emotional wreck. His mom's did in a car crash. His father's dying of terminal cancer. To top it all off, his father's will dictates that Merlin's legal guardian after his death will be none other than Uther Pendragon. Merlin's never even met the guy, nor his two children. A new city, new school, new house, new everything. Everything he's ever known changes when he's slated to move from Ealdor to Camelot; from the proverbial rags to the literal riches. Merlin's not sure if he can stomach it all.

Recklessly Caring for the Emotional Wreck

Merlin spirals down into depression after word of his mother's death reaches Camelot. He spends a week and a half shacked up in his bedroom. Arthur and the knights each take turns keeping watch (more like listening) over their friend. When Merlin finally emerges, he's a complete wreck and totally un-Merlin like. His condition gets worse and worse and it's up to Arthur and Co. to patch him back up. They'll stop at nothing to get Merlin back, but when Merlin refuses to cooperate, they don't know what to do.

This Is War

War/Army AU. Modern AU. Arthur, a skilled general, is forced to teach his quirky tactician the ways of the soldier. It soon becomes obvious that Merlin's got two left feet, and suddenly, they're thrust into battle. Uther forces Merlin to go with Arthur's team, saying that even though he can barely lift a gun, his mind's awake every second and his acute hearing's almost legendary. Merlin's nervous at the notion of war again. Arthur has no idea of what Merlin's seen, no idea what war has done to Merlin or why he'd even joined the army. Merlin just hopes he'll never have to use his abilities ever again. Not ever again.

You're the Only Place That Feels Like Home

Modern AU. Mergana. Arwen on the side. Morgana's been kicked out of the house, brought back in, and accidentally locked out far too many times, and she's had enough. After Uther changes the locks without telling her again ("There was another robbery, I'm so sorry, Morgana, it won't happen again!"), she runs off to a whole other city via train. Awe-struck by the sheer homey feel, she bumps into a man on the street. Little does she know that this man is going to make this small town feel like more of a home that Uther's extravagant house ever did.

Hey, Jude

Modern AU. Mergana. Arwen on the side. Merlin's shy, Morgana's loud. She's wheedled her way into his heart, and he understands her more than anybody she's ever known. Despite their obvious attraction and one or two (accidental) kisses, they've yet to actually confront each other about their feelings. Arthur's in a bit of a mischievous mood, and so are his rugby buddies. His little plan suddenly becomes a full-blown mission as everybody hears and goes wild, tired of seeing the subjects dancing around each other and their feelings. Even Uther pitches in; apparently Merlin already passed the "Fatherly Inspection of Death" long ago. Now, if Merlin would stop being so damn shy and Morgana could stop being so shaken at the thought of being in an actual relationship, Arthur may just be able to pull this off.

Incomplete Stories

Falling(Merlin): there is an attempt to get this story finished and updated regularly, but with you procrastinate so much, there's only so much you can do, y'know?

Abandoned Stories

i've abandoned all these stories listed. i feel like a part of my heart has been torn, but in all honesty, i can't find much motivation for these anymore. sorry, followers, favoriters!

Run{Ao No Exorcist/Blue Exorcist}

Readily Spoken, Dearly Remembered{Merlin}

Flavors{Ouran High School Host Club}

current obsession: bbc merlin; criminal minds

currently reading: the fellowship of the ring by j. r. r. tolkien; eragon by christopher paolini; the great gatsby by f. scott fitzgerald

currently playing: gba pokemon fire red; the legendary starfy

will watch: supernatural; bbc sherlock; doctor who; sword art online

will read: the perks of being a wallflower by stephen chbosky; insurgent by veronica roth; les miserables by victor hugo

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Falling reviews
"His feet are tipping slightly off of the edge of the stone wall; his eyes are gazing at the peeking sun just opposite of him. He dares a glance down at the few who've started to scram from bed. His hands are shoved deep into his jacket pockets and he wonders if he can do this one - hopefully last - act to teach them." Angst. Cursing. Implied suicide. Warnings inside.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 9,583 - Reviews: 81 - Favs: 68 - Follows: 105 - Updated: 4/28/2013 - Published: 2/22/2013 - Merlin
Daisy Among Weeds reviews
"He loved her too much to tell her, and it hurt. It hurt like Voldemort's wand was stabbing his poor heart instead of cursing him dead. It hurt like Nagini was eating out his brain and a fire - a very painful one - was coursing through his veins, consuming every fiber of his being." Neville-centric. Neville/Luna. Cursing.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,021 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Published: 4/2/2013 - Luna L., Neville L. - Complete
Understanding reviews
"She wish they'd understand what it's like to be alone for twelve years. What it's like to have the whole world kept from you. What it's like to be kept a secret. What it's like to be told this and that. What it's like to be someone you're not. What it's like to be fake for half of your life. What it's like to be suppressed and not set free." Cursing. Toph-centric.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,128 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/2/2013 - Toph - Complete
Traditions and Priorities reviews
"He loved her. She loved him. But their love was sort of twisted. Destined to be enemies by a scaly prisoner, destined to be lovers by their bone-trapped, fleshy hearts. Destined to be best friends, destined to be merciless opponents." Mergana. Verging on pure fluff, if it isn't already.
Merlin - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,297 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 6 - Published: 2/22/2013 - Merlin, Morgana - Complete
Readily Spoken, Dearly Remembered reviews
A collection of one-shots inspired by powerful quotes. Slight cursing and spoilers from seasons/series one to four(subject to change). AU's may pop up. Chapter Two: The power of one man doesn't amount to much, but however little strength I'm capable of, I'll do everything humanly possible to protect the people I love, and in turn, they'll protect the ones they love.
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,826 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 1/30/2013 - Published: 1/25/2013 - Merlin, Arthur
Nightmares reviews
"And suddenly, quicker than Merlin could say 'dollop head', he was face to face with the lifeless figure. His blue eyes now dull, skin freshly pale, and lips a slight blue. They were so close that their noses were almost touching. Dead blue met horrified, wide-eyed blue. God, he wanted to shove away, drift down into the darkness. Anything other than staring him down."
Merlin - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,589 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/5/2013 - Merlin, Arthur - Complete
Sighs reviews
"Voldemort's ideal perfection was not in the form of this lanky, trembling, blonde, shade of a man who never gave him what he wanted. No, this wasn't a man, this form before him was merely a boy. A boy scared to kill those who brought the dirtiest of blood to the magical world." Cursing. Deathly Hallows spoilers.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 706 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 8 - Published: 1/2/2013 - Draco M., Voldemort - Complete
Weak reviews
"She hates to see him go. She hates to see him, staggering away from her, not taking a second look back. She hates that she can't do anything for him, or that he doesn't let her do anything for him, because he hates her." A sort of Druna fic, kind of. Also a song fic. Spoilers for Deathly Hallows.
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 426 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/22/2012 - Draco M., Luna L. - Complete
Run reviews
"He collected everything and ran down the stairs. A person jumping out of a third-story window would be very noticeable. He broke out into the night air, sweat becoming ice across his skin. His gasps brought a cloud of white mist around him... Then he ran like the wind." Cursing. Maybe a multichapter fic. It probably will be.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,124 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 12/1/2012 - Published: 11/18/2012 - Rin O.
Choke reviews
"Then, then, there would be faces. First, it would be random students from school. That brunette in Chemistry. Those foreign exchange students who were twins. The scrawny guy who sat next to him in Math. They were all biting their hands into the flesh of his neck, and it hurt." Cursing. TRIGGER WARNING: Choking, thoughts of suicide, mental self-bashing.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 534 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 36 - Published: 11/20/2012 - Rin O. - Complete
Flavors reviews
"He - almost quite literally - scoops you off your feet with kindness and subtle flirtatious gestures. He'll lightly brush his fingers over yours, get so close that you're almost nose to nose, and even go as far as to gently stroke your cheek. All of which would make a girl go crazy and fall in love with this blonde-haired beauty." Light cursing.
Ouran High School Host Club - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 521 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/9/2012
Textures reviews
"He's like an exfoliate for the soul. He makes you realize just how much simpler life could be, even with a heavy burden to carry. He makes you see things in a whole different light. He smooths you out and gives you a little something to be happy about." If they were all classified by texture, what kind of texture would they be? Poetry-ish, but not really. Barely any cursing.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Friendship - Chapters: 8 - Words: 2,739 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 11/6/2012 - Published: 8/28/2012
Whispers reviews
"He hated the whoosh of voices crash to a stop when he entered a room. He hated the look they all gave him. He hated catching the faintest of words still being spoken, as if he weren't there." Light cursing.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 439 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 122 - Follows: 36 - Published: 10/26/2012 - Rin O. - Complete
Blood reviews
"They found her, just closing his glazed blue eyes for the final time. Blood was pasted like rouge against her cheeks and color against her lips." Gore-ish. Rin/Shiemi, I guess. Whatever.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 507 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 17 - Published: 9/28/2012 - Rin O., Shiemi M. - Complete
Muscle reviews
"She would only feel pain. Raw, burning, searing pain. She would be choked with the sweet scent of ash in her throat and nose; her ears blocked with the sizzling of her own skin." Light swearing. Third season spoilers, I guess.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 496 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 13 - Published: 9/28/2012 - Sokka, Toph - Complete
Dust reviews
"He swore that the dust would lift him up and take him to somewhere he would love life forever." Light swearing.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 630 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 15 - Published: 9/20/2012 - Rin O., Yukio O. - Complete
Stronger reviews
"But she wasn't superwoman. Even if she was a supreme earthbender, she was torn. She was blind and couldn't feel anything in the sand. All she could do was blast the salty grains around and hope for the best." Light cursing.
Avatar: Last Airbender - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 404 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Published: 8/22/2012 - Toph - Complete
Worthless reviews
"And with that he curled into the desk, a mess of tears and sadness and angst and a whole bunch of other things Rin Okumura wasn't supposed to be known for. Tears leaked from his eyes and stained the dark wood. His voiced sobbed and gasped and cracked with all the pain he'd kept locked deep inside of him." TRIGGER WARNING: Implied self-harm, suicide, and self-loathing.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,496 - Reviews: 82 - Favs: 639 - Follows: 211 - Published: 8/12/2012 - Rin O., Yukio O. - Complete
Lights reviews
"He felt the drug wash over him like a splash of cold water, except this made him groggy. He could barely keep his eyes open now. His thrashing had gone down considerably. He watches the blurry before him as the syringe was harshly pulled out, coated in his blood. All too quickly, darkness came, and his body became limp on the table." Character death? Maybe so, maybe no.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,193 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 165 - Follows: 74 - Published: 8/3/2012 - Rin O., Yukio O. - Complete
Ticking reviews
"Five minutes until he felt the rough, brown rope, scrape his neck. Five minutes until he waited in anticipation for the floor to drop from under him. Five minutes until they saw his body dangle, choked and lifeless." A little cursing, rated T more for the idea of the fic, if you get what I'm saying.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,032 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 209 - Follows: 57 - Published: 7/21/2012 - Rin O. - Complete
Unfair reviews
"The only thing drawn on her face was irritation. Irritation at him, irritation at dimwits, irritation at the part of the world that contradicted her every move." Sort of a one-sided Shizumo fic with barely any cursing.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/16/2012 - R. Shima, Izumo K. - Complete
Control reviews
"He didn't care if he cried, if he broke down, or if his flames burnt the classroom. He just wanted them to shut up." This one has a bit more mild language than my first fic, for those who aren't a fan of it.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,590 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 629 - Follows: 201 - Updated: 7/13/2012 - Published: 7/2/2012 - Rin O., Ryūji S. - Complete
Wondering reviews
"They'd try not to show it, but he could tell. He could see their muscles contract in fear, hear their voices become softer, and feel the tension grow with each step he took, so thick you could cut it with a knife." Has a sprinkle of coarse language, for those who aren't very fond of it.
Blue Exorcist/青の祓魔師 - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,338 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 321 - Follows: 84 - Published: 6/29/2012 - Rin O. - Complete