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Author has written 9 stories for Avengers.

I'm not feeling all that good lately.

Reading order suggestion: Almost But Not Quite Free --> Time to Say Goodbye --> Bury Me

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So, yeah, you know? I don't know.

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Persephone Rising by ansinna reviews
Three Shepards were born. Three Shepards to save the galaxy. But no one ever sends these marines out together for just a shake-down cruise... Shoker/Shenko/Sharrus.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 49 - Words: 197,522 - Reviews: 172 - Favs: 256 - Follows: 286 - Updated: 3/23/2015 - Published: 8/22/2010 - Shepard (F), Garrus V., Kaidan A., Joker
Old Wounds Revisited by Eady of Old reviews
When the shrapnel in Bates' knee shifts unexpectedly, the pain is nearly unbearable. Will he and Anna be able to cope with the change in his circumstances, or will it be enough to finally break them apart?
Downton Abbey - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 21 - Words: 56,281 - Reviews: 253 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 8/12/2014 - Published: 4/3/2014 - J. Bates, Anna S.
Entangled States by Tenebrielle reviews
An accident causes Bruce Banner and Tony Stark to switch bodies, leaving them to struggle with the other's "terrible privilege" until they can find a way to reverse the change. But the stakes might be higher than either Bruce or Tony realizes… Science Bros friendship, with a liberal dose of Clint. Now complete.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 17 - Words: 58,919 - Reviews: 453 - Favs: 491 - Follows: 502 - Updated: 12/8/2013 - Published: 11/18/2012 - Hulk/Bruce B., Iron Man/Tony S. - Complete
Cause and Effect by dysprositos reviews
Sequel to "Just a Tool." When Tony aired SHIELD's dirty laundry, he was only trying to get Bruce out of their custody. But all actions have consequences. Sometimes they go far beyond what you could have ever predicted. And sometimes, they're more than you can handle. Now, Loki's back, and he has a plan. SHIELD's his target...or maybe it's actually Bruce.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 18 - Words: 90,427 - Reviews: 191 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 4/15/2013 - Published: 9/3/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S., Hulk/Bruce B. - Complete
Through Tinted Panes by SpotlightAsagi reviews
AU: On the verge of a breakthrough, Bruce Banner suffers a bizarre mental breakdown. Confined and unstable, not even optimists can find traces of the man they once knew within the beast. But when the world needs him and none can reach him... Time for Plan B.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 4 - Words: 26,882 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 12/29/2012 - Published: 6/4/2012 - Hulk/Bruce B., Iron Man/Tony S.
Just a Tool by dysprositos reviews
Dr. Bruce Banner has an unorthodox way of managing his emotions. It's not a problem. But it might become one. Add in an alien invasion and a megalomaniacal demigod, and it definitely will. Warnings inside.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Angst/Friendship - Chapters: 18 - Words: 55,628 - Reviews: 185 - Favs: 146 - Follows: 142 - Updated: 9/3/2012 - Published: 6/24/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S., Hulk/Bruce B. - Complete
Decay by M. D. Jensen reviews
Tony gets sick from prolonged exposure to Bruce Banner and his gamma rays. It all goes downhill from there. Heavy bromance and char death.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,522 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 156 - Follows: 21 - Published: 8/27/2012 - Hulk/Bruce B., Iron Man/Tony S. - Complete
Try, Try Again by bluecharlotte reviews
Five times Tony thought Bruce might've been considering suicide and the one time he definitely was. Post-movie.
Avengers - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,295 - Reviews: 104 - Favs: 193 - Follows: 330 - Updated: 8/25/2012 - Published: 5/13/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S., Hulk/Bruce B.
Duplicity by Trumpeteer34 reviews
"You seem far more interesting to talk to than your comrades, Doctor Banner, especially if your comrades will not interrupt-" The next words sent a wave of terror over him. "-nor your beast."
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 31,638 - Reviews: 99 - Favs: 144 - Follows: 215 - Updated: 8/21/2012 - Published: 5/23/2012 - Hulk/Bruce B., Loki
What I've Seen by WinterGarden reviews
In all her life, Natasha had never known anyone-or seen anything-like this. He was brilliant, confused, and completely broken. Friendship only, contains sensitive subjects.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,997 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 12 - Published: 8/7/2012 - Hulk/Bruce B., Black Widow/Natasha R.
Animal by Trumpeteer34 reviews
After a particularly rough transformation, Bruce Banner reflects on his situation and slowly sinks lower and lower into despair. Pre-Avengers.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,773 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 5 - Published: 7/14/2012 - Hulk/Bruce B. - Complete
Help Yourself by CoolnRainy reviews
This picks up right after the New York War ends … How Stark and Banner's friendship evolves from there. Final chapter up.
Avengers - Rated: K - English - Friendship - Chapters: 11 - Words: 12,514 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 269 - Follows: 119 - Updated: 7/1/2012 - Published: 6/19/2012 - Hulk/Bruce B., Iron Man/Tony S. - Complete
A Renegade's Resolve by JaerWolfe reviews
The ending as seen through my Renegade's eyes...updated the final chapters and is now complete.
Mass Effect - Rated: M - English - Sci-Fi - Chapters: 7 - Words: 28,769 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 6/21/2012 - Published: 4/27/2012 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
Quiet by stone in focus reviews
ME3 ending spoilers. One-shot. Shepard and Kaidan look forward to the ultimate sanity check. My take on what the final romance scene should have been. F!Shepard/Kaidan.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 690 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/11/2012 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
What Matters by ChristianGateFan reviews
A demon. An altered timeline. Disasterous results that only Buffy can prevent. But will she realize what's happened in time, or will her Watcher pay the price? Much hurt/comfort. Character death, possibly not permanent; gotta read it. :P Tissue warning.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 6 - Words: 26,823 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 12/22/2010 - Published: 5/28/2010 - Buffy S., R. Giles
A Soldier's Cowardice by JaerWolfe reviews
Heroes are rarely seen as such through their own eyes...
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 8 - Words: 32,928 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/14/2010 - Shepard (F), Kaidan A. - Complete
Out of the Dark and the Mist by Meganalira reviews
When Chama's fighting on your side, you're not too sure you're glad. When Valen's fighting on your side, you know you better not stand in front of him in a battle. But prophecy tends to favour entertaining conflicts and collaborations.
Neverwinter Nights - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 45 - Words: 143,667 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 3/24/2010 - Published: 12/2/2006 - Complete
Broken Angels by Knightfall1138 reviews
Many children were promised a unique future after their stay on Jump Zero, but not one day into their training, Kaidan Alenko finds out just how true those promises were.
Mass Effect - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Sci-Fi - Chapters: 18 - Words: 31,300 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 3/13/2009 - Published: 2/24/2009 - Kaidan A., Shepard (F) - Complete
Duet for One by whitehound reviews
In order to pass as a Death Eater, Snape must rotate the dark side of his mind forwards and suppress every good thought and impulse which might betray him to the Dark Lord, but doing so isn't exactly psychologically healthy.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,243 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 29 - Published: 4/29/2007 - Severus S. - Complete
Shack by tall oaks reviews
Severus Snape didn’t trust Sirius Black, yet he entered the Shrieking Shack all the same. What was it that Black said that made Snape enter the tunnel?The Headmaster interviews those involved and discovers some uncomfortable truths during his investigatio
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 17,012 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 3/31/2007 - Published: 11/23/2006 - Severus S., Sirius B.
Dead Roses by MissJinny reviews
Snape suffers greatly at Voldemort's hand for a mission gone wrong. Now in reparations, will he get what he seeks to save himself or crumble and blow away? Stubborn Snape, seminice Malfoy Sr
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 38 - Words: 140,132 - Reviews: 450 - Favs: 237 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 12/9/2006 - Published: 9/16/2004 - Severus S., Remus L. - Complete
Stalwart and True by dollsom reviews
Does it ever get easy? You mean, life? Yeah. Does it get easy? What do you want me to say? Lie to me. ... I think you’ve taught me everything I need to know. postLies My Parents Told Me. Scooby friendship.
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 12,765 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 6/28/2006 - Published: 5/30/2006 - Buffy S., R. Giles - Complete
The Widening Gyre by greengrass1914 reviews
A bridge between Kotor 1 and 2 featuring an LSF Revan named Case, Carth, Mission, and Dustil with a few cameos by other Kotor 1 and 2 characters. The threat from beyond the Outer Rim calls to Case even as trouble may be brewing closer to home. COMPLETE.
Star Wars - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 66,465 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/22/2006 - Published: 12/25/2005 - Complete
The Way the World Ends by drama-princess reviews
So this is how the world ends-- not with a bang, but a whimper. Set during "Passion."
Buffy: The Vampire Slayer - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,306 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 15 - Published: 9/29/2003 - R. Giles, Calendar, J.
Catholic Agency Boys in Trouble by Helena Handbasket reviews
Darien and Hobbes uncover more than they bargained for on a routine undercover mission.
Invisible Man - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49,319 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/28/2002
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Kaleidoscope reviews
A series of stand-alone oneshots centered around Bruce Banner and Tony Stark, each taking place in a different Alternate Universe: Hogwarts, Zombies, High-School, Fairy Tales etc. Ratings and warnings change per chapter.
Avengers - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 37,645 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 7/20/2014 - Published: 4/28/2013 - Iron Man/Tony S., Hulk/Bruce B.
There and Back Again reviews
This time it was going to work. It had to, because the alternative was just too (crushing) improbable. /Or, my take on Bruce's "swallowing the bullet" episode with some Tony in the second part. Warnings for suicide.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,195 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 2/5/2013 - Published: 2/3/2013 - Iron Man/Tony S., Hulk/Bruce B. - Complete
If We Can't Protect reviews
"Shit, who am I kidding, we were simply relaxed. Riding the high of our awesome victory, we've let all our guard down, and so were not ready when, not even two weeks after the invasion, Loki's returned and fucked us all up." Or, Loki tries to possess Tony again, Bruce intervenes, and it all goes downhill from there.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,007 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 6 - Published: 12/15/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S. - Complete
Bury Me reviews
Well, /that/ wasn't something Tony has expected, at all. Sure, he always advocated for the Hulk, and he knew the good doctor has become quite more accepting of that part of him over the years, but to have him actually trying to /help/ his alter-ego? That was… surprisingly uplifting. Until it wasn't anymore.
Avengers - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,342 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 4 - Published: 11/4/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S., Hulk/Bruce B. - Complete
A Chance reviews
And when my love for life is running dry, you come and you pour, pour yourself on me. A Bruce/Betty reunion oneshot.
Avengers - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,022 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/24/2012 - Hulk/Bruce B. - Complete
The World Goes On Without You reviews
Tony Stark has never made it out of Afghanistan. How will the Avengers fight off the Chitauri invasion without him?
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,932 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 7 - Published: 8/1/2012 - Captain America/Steve R., Hulk/Bruce B. - Complete
Almost But Not Quite Free reviews
There were only two of them on the edge of the roof that night. Bruce looked like, maybe, he wanted to jump, Tony looked like he could use another drink. The silence stretched.
Avengers - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,705 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/21/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S., Hulk/Bruce B. - Complete
Sweet Dreams reviews
These thoughts I must not think of, dreams I can't make sense of - I need you to tell me it's okay. Bruce/Betty oneshot.
Avengers - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,738 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/1/2012 - Hulk/Bruce B. - Complete
Time to Say Goodbye reviews
So I've read somewhere that it was a confirmed fact that there will be no Bruce Banner in The Iron Man 3, and this little piece is my attempt at imagining why. Because he did accept Tony's offer to stay. He tried to have a life again, god knows, he tried. It just... didn't work out.
Avengers - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,744 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/28/2012 - Iron Man/Tony S., Hulk/Bruce B. - Complete