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Joined 06-26-12, id: 4086646, Profile Updated: 11-05-13
Author has written 26 stories for Hellsing, Misc. Books, Attack on Titan/進撃の巨人, Divergent Trilogy, and Harry Potter.

If you're looking for something particularly fascinating, you've come to the wrong place.

I hold no possession over things that might captivate you or any other person.

However, you've made it this far.


My name is Jessica, but I go by a number of nicknames - one of them being Nerdo. You may call me either, or if you prefer my pen-name then that is fine as well. People would often address me as Voli for short. As you can see just by glancing at the amount of stories I've written and what they're for, I dedicate the majority of my writing toward an animated series called Hellsing. It's a wonderful series by Kouta Hirano that I will always be passionate obsessive about. I do however, wish to expand and broaden my writing ranges - which I have only begun to do with the recent post of a miniature Divergent fic - still in the process.

At nineteen years of age, I have had two publishes only one of which truly counts - both of which were poems. Other than that I haven't really succeeded in much of anything. I take online college courses, cosplay, role play and am an aspiring photographer. My zodiac is Libra and I prefer to look at things from multiple perspectives. It's also noted that I have a tendency to find the good in things; or at least, attempt to grasp at what was misunderstood or what might be better.


If you wish to contact me, there are a number of places you may do so.

I am often found on the following things almost daily:

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  • For anything else, you'll just have to ask.

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    Elysium by rapid-apathy reviews
    He's always too late. Alucard x Integra, Alucard x Vlad!Wife
    Hellsing - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,520 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/25/2013 - Alucard, Integra - Complete
    Starved by Coletta reviews
    Alucard and Integra are stranded on an island together, and Integra is Alucard's only source of sustenance.
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 23,478 - Reviews: 230 - Favs: 199 - Follows: 228 - Updated: 10/16/2011 - Published: 2/4/2010 - Alucard, Integra
    Reward by E. Lovett reviews
    Alucard doesn't want to do what Integra orders him. What will she do, if she can't punish him anymore? Oneshot, crackfic.
    Hellsing - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/25/2010 - Alucard, Integra - Complete
    The Dreamers by XxNarcissa MalfoyxX reviews
    This is a Lucius and Narcissa fic, set in place after Lucius is taken away to azkaban. it shows how narcissa might feel, her loneliness without him. She is comforted by an old friend. M for later chaps. Co written by Star
    Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,507 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 6/10/2008 - Published: 7/30/2007 - Narcissa M., Lucius M.
    Nothing Sweeter by Kazumi Muraki reviews
    Shameless GinxRangiku Valentine's Day fluff. One-shot.
    Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 705 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 7 - Published: 4/11/2008 - G. Ichimaru, R. Matsumoto - Complete
    Touch by alliedoll reviews
    just one hug can help sometimes. kenpachiunohana drabble fluff.
    Bleach - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 504 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 12 - Published: 9/28/2006 - K. Zaraki, R. Unohana - Complete
    A Strange Understanding by Scarbie reviews
    A glimpse into what occurred the first time Yachiru met Captain Unohana.
    Bleach - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 818 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/9/2006 - R. Unohana, K. Zaraki - Complete
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    G A M ES reviews
    One of many experiences Tom had during his youth when staying at the orphanage. This was more of an experiment than anything - choppy rough draft. A test run. Subject to be altered or added onto later.
    Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 833 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/19/2014 - Tom R. Jr.
    Broken Chains reviews
    A quick drabble I did for a close friend of mine. If you notice, Alucard is female. We're not talking Gilycard - she's taken Alucard as a female. Full gender-bend; No-Life-Queen. C: For further info if needed/desired, message me. Integra is dead and it's been a year; but her Servant continues to mourn her absence. "Haunt Me" Meme.
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 620 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/25/2014 - Alucard, Integra - Complete
    Just a Shell of Who I Am reviews
    This is rough & not my best, but I think I wanted to delve more into Peter's character any way I could/can. So this was one way. It's the first chapter -I do plan on continuing and going more in depth. But it's the beginning of a sort of explanation of why he's so violent. It also plays on a quote - "Human reason can excuse any evil." ― Veronica Roth, Divergent.
    Divergent Trilogy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 850 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/4/2013
    Embers of War Remain reviews
    The setting is post!war - and Seras has a nightmare that puts her in a frenzy. To calm down, she rushes from Hellsing's sub-levels to confirm whether or not the only other Hellsing survivor is safe and sound. This was a drabble requested by a friend. I hope you enjoy. :]
    Hellsing - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 932 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/8/2013 - Seras, Integra - Complete
    A Silver Lining reviews
    The story takes place just before Arthur's death and ends with the start of Richard's hunt. Characters mentioned/present include Walter and Integra (Arthur and Richard are very vaguely mentioned). Walter and Integra bond as he is the one usually taking time out of his responsibilities to cater to the heir's needs and desires. Written upon request for a friend.
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,394 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/18/2013 - Integra, Walter - Complete
    Tasteful Pleasures reviews
    Set as an AU where both Integra and Walter are young adults/teenagers - the two go out on a 'date'. They have a small squabble and Integra tries to lighten the mood for once, thus starting a food-fight between them. Written for a a dear friend of mine. x3
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 797 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/25/2013 - Integra, Walter - Complete
    An Inconvenient Scenario reviews
    A young Enrico Maxwell and Integra Hellsing are meeting to discuss a few things; but they no sooner enter the elevator and are traveling to the floor desired, that it stops and breaks-down. This is a short mini-fic/drabble & is slightly shippy - requested by a dear friend of mine. C: I kept it vague for reasons. - & labeled as "Friendship" because WHAT DO? It's shippy, but not?
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,003 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/24/2013 - Integra, Enrico - Complete
    I Miss You reviews
    Integra visits Arthur's grave to spend Father's Day with him - the only holiday she truly gives recognition to since his death. Just a quick mini-fic/drabble. Not one of my best; but hey, I wanted to write something. UwU Even though it's late.
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 667 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/23/2013 - Integra - Complete
    A Butterfly With Broken Wings reviews
    Just a minific/drabble -; Mikasa has a nightmare; a scattered tidbit of memories or recollections from her childhood. Everything starts out warm and fuzzy, and then takes a darker turn.
    Attack on Titan/進撃の巨人 - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 437 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/21/2013 - Complete
    Ubi est timor meus Angelum reviews
    [Translates to: Where is My angel] Only a few years have passed since the war, and some scars still remain. Integra visits Walter's grave on her own for the first time and loses herself in a terrible but wonderful sense of nostalgia. This was written as a drabble/headcanon for my Intera - but also a general fic.
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,444 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/23/2013 - Integra, Walter - Complete
    Good Enough reviews
    Inspired by and written to "Good Enough" by Evanescence. This was really just a one-shot/drabble that I spontaneously decided to let out. It reveals a more feminine and vulnerable side to Integra that most/none ever see. You always read about her being a woman of "Ice and Steel"; but she's so much more than that. So I decided to capture her the way I would/could in such a moment.
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 986 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/9/2013 - Integra - Complete
    Candlelight
    A quick drabble Anonymously requested. "Candles: Our characters enjoying a moment by candlelight." It ended up longer than I intended or realized; so I figured I could share it. I don't really write for AxI; but I do ship it.
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 895 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/7/2013 - Alucard, Integra - Complete
    Major Dilemma reviews
    A (cruel) drabble requested by an Anonymous being. Major and Integra have a one night stand. Nothing spectacular, exceptionally cracky for the scenario. Yep.
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/7/2013 - The Major, Integra - Complete
    I Could Hold You Forever reviews
    This is just a little drabble/mini-fic I decided to throw together. It's kind of choppy, especially near the end. Post-war, pre-Alucard's return. It's only maybe a year or two after everything happened. Just enough for things to get up and running. Rated M for suggestive themes (rape is mentioned). A ship is insinuated; Pip/Seras. — Seras is having trouble sleeping but Pip helps.
    Hellsing - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 827 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/1/2013 - Pip, Seras - Complete
    Losing Touch
    This was primarily written to sort of convey how I've been feeling with role playing Integra lately. I couldn't figure out how to explain myself though; so instead, I hid it in a little story/recollection of memories Integra has? It plays through events and sequences that tell from the age of 22 up until after the 30 year skip where she's 52. -shrug- enjoy or don't.
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,057 - Published: 4/22/2013 - Integra - Complete
    Playing Cinderella reviews
    This is a mini-fic done by Anonymous request for an extremely awkward moment between Alucard & Integra (slightly shippy and actually done to some public figures as well). Set pre-war. Integra takes Alucard as a personal escort and companion to a social event hosted by the Queen of England; but something goes horribly wrong and Hellsing's commander is left mortified and embarrassed!
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,364 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Published: 3/13/2013 - Integra, Alucard - Complete
    You'll Be in My Heart reviews
    This is post-war and before Alucard's return. It's a small and fluffy fic written for the PipxSeras ship by request for Valentine's Day. I hope you enjoy it as well.
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,654 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 5 - Published: 2/13/2013 - Seras, Pip - Complete
    Recurring reviews
    Just a one-shot and or headcanon (I role play as Integra) I wrote up. Figured I would share here as well. It's basically and practically written from and or in her perspective. The majority of it takes place in a dreamscape of sorts; or rather, a 'fear realm.'
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,434 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/27/2013 - Integra - Complete
    A Bond Not of Blood reviews
    This is post-Millennium; taking place sometime during the period in which Alucard is gone. This was a drabble request called "Break Me" with our characters being angsty. It's a bit comedic as well and plays off the idea/theory of a hidden and growing friendship between the Draculina and Hellsing's leader. Something small to glance at as I thought I'd share. Enjoy.
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 852 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/2/2013 - Integra, Seras - Complete
    You're Not Daddy's Little Girl Anymore reviews
    This was originally a scenario requested/submitted to me; however I wrote and it became a sort of mini-fic of sorts. What's happening is Arthur's spirit visits Integra in some form to tell her how proud he is (I chose through a dream though more realistically in a sense of her waking in the middle and after) of her. A minor headcanon (one of few) for a tidbit on her mother is there
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Family/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 904 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/27/2012 - Integra - Complete
    The Aftertaste Stays The Same
    This was actually just a small drabble requested of a Seras that I role play with. She sent me a "Busted" and in turn I was to write a drabble on her character being caught doing something she shouldn't. This takes place post war; but before Alucard's return. Seras is seen repeating a process done 30 some years earlier - trying to eat physical foods despite her being a vampire.
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 621 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/30/2012 - Integra, Seras - Complete
    Vacancy reviews
    England has already begun its restoration process; and change has begun. Hellsing however, has also changed. With a victory that only resulted in more losses, Integra begins to lose interest and desire a new lifestyle. [Song inspired] To Build a Home by The Cinematic Orchestra. [Lyrics are put in the story. This was for my absence this weekend for my role play partners.]
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,251 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/12/2012 - Integra - Complete
    Divorce & Defeat: Divide & Conquer reviews
    This is just something I thought up while listening to music. At first I didn't think much of it; but now I've got a little twist and actually like the finished product of chapter 1. I think I'll continue with it. I've left a lot of things in the dark, but they'll be explained in time. - Integra has joined in union, but with an enemy. What awaits Hellsing and its legacy?
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,372 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/22/2012 - Integra
    The End Of An Unwritten Page
    **NOTE: I wasn't in a good mood, and the rain made me think of this as well as the song I was listening to. I specifically and purposefully left out Alucard and Seras and or simply did not mention their presence in the fic because I wasn't exactly sure how to incorporate them and didn't want to get it wrong/whatever. This is just a mini-fic and will not be continued.**
    Hellsing - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Published: 7/20/2012 - Integra - Complete
    Circus Of Monsters Opening reviews
    Okay, this was/is a crossover done by request; and of course, I plan to continue it. This is just an 'opener' of sorts to set everything up. It is a crossover of Hellsing and Cirque du Freak. It isn't much, but yea. : What happens when Alucard gets bored, and decides that Hellsing needs its own entertainment? A circus at that!
    Crossover - Misc. Books & Hellsing - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 671 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/16/2012 - Alucard - Complete
    Hellsing International
    This is just a little short-story that I may or may not add to in the near future. I wrote it upon request for if Hellsing were to go international. Nothing special, short and to the point. :
    Hellsing - Rated: M - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Published: 7/6/2012 - Integra - Complete