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Joined 07-02-12, id: 4100620, Profile Updated: 02-19-14
Author has written 9 stories for Primeval: New World, and Monsuno.

This Is Me

Yo, people, it's Specialist Terra here, member of the S.T.O.R.M Strike Squad and - wait, what do you mean, this isn't Monsuno? Well, damn. Crush all my hopes and dreams in a single sentence, why don't you. Huh. I suppose I'd better start again, then. I'm TerraChasma, but I go by many other names to various people, including Terra, Jess, Jay, Jaybear, Professor Angst and Kiddo. Eh, just call me Jaybear or Terra. I'm 14, I live in the UK, although one day I'm moving to Canada with my best friend Kaishei so we can dress up in dinosaur onesies and eat the cyclists in Stanley Park. Which may not the be the greatest plan in the world since I'm vegan. I'm currently labelling myself as homo-Marko-Saaresto-sexual panromantic (because...damn, go look Marko Saaresto up right now, he's the lead singer of Poets of the Fall and the only guy I've ever been sexually attracted to), although that may or may not be subject to change in the future. I love being outdoors, especially where animals are involved, and my dream job is to be an adventure naturalist, combining vital conservation awareness work with extreme sports and beautiful wild creatures. I love most sports, although my favourites are mountain biking, scuba diving and archery. Other hobbies include photography, climbing, surfing, walking, exploring, reading, drawing, singing and acting.

Listen up. This is important. My inbox is always open, for anyone who needs to talk. I may be clingy, emotional, ever-so-slightly insane, prone to going off on the weirdest tangents at times and overly friendly to complete strangers, but I'm loyal. If you need me to listen, I'll listen. If you need someone to help you make sense of things, I can attempt that, too. If you just need a friend, I'll be your friend. I'm here for anyone who needs me, whether I know you or not, whether we've fallen out in the past, whatever our history, I'll do anything I can to help you. And that's a promise.

I have no real-life friendships and I honestly don't care. For me, friends are people you can connect with and give all of yourself to, whether that's online or face-to-face; I'm lucky enough to have met some incredible people through the internet, and I love them with all my heart and more. Especially my two friends, who are known on here as Theanimekitty89 and GlowBlade998...and then Spheal, who has no account on here but is known on Tumblr as majestic-spheal, deserves a special mention too. However, I'm blessed to know each and every one of the friends I've made online. Words can't really express just how much they mean to me, so I'm not going to try. Just know that they're amazing, beautiful and very, very special, all of them. Then there's Kaishei, my best friend...I wouldn't be able to do her justice in a few sentences; she's incredible, beautiful, perfect...a part of me, of my heart. I couldn't live without her.

So, this is me, I guess. Now that's over, I can get on to the more interesting stuff.

Terra out!

Stuff I Love

TV Shows/Movies: Primeval is quite possibly the greatest sci-fi show of all time, equalled only by the Canadian spin-off Primeval: New World. Don't dispute me on this, or I will go into fangirl-rage-mode and trust me when I tell you we don't want that happening. Monsuno is just absolute freaking perfection and makes me cry a lot, despite it being a kid's anime series, and I just have a lot of feels for that show. Dance Academy and Victorious are also amazing, and Prehistoric Park is one of the best things ever made. Also Little Das' Hunt okay. That thing gave me feels like you would not believe despite being a documentary about dinosaurs. Same goes for Two Brothers, a film about tigers, which is so impossibly sad and has one of the most beautiful endings I've ever seen on anything ever.

Books: I love to read. My aspirations, my fantasies, my daydreams and nightmares, summed up within the works of a few talented individuals; all of the authors I'm about to list are incredible people, whose novels are definitely worth reading at some point. Stephen King is an impossibly famous horror writer, and deservedly so - if you haven't read anything of his before and you don't mind gore or violence, I would recommend 'Carrie' 'Thinner', 'Rage', 'Doctor Sleep' and 'The Long Walk'. Sir Arthur Conan Doyle is most famous for the 'Sherlock Holmes' series, but he also penned my favourite book of all time, 'The Lost World' a raw, furious science fiction novel which brought to life the burning embers of my interest in prehistory. Stephen Wallenfel is a relatively new author, and his debut sci-fi novel 'POD' is something very special, as is Steve Cole's 'Z-REX' trilogy. Julie Ann Peters writes beautiful LBGT fiction for young adults, and I would especially recommend 'Keeping You a Secret' - if you like adventure with a hard-hitting environmental message then read 'The Falcon Chronicles' by Steve Backshall, my favourite contemporary series. Kevin Brooks writes deliciously dark YA novels, the best of these being, in my opinion, 'Killing God', a haunting, stirring tale with a hint of LBGT and an unnervingly relatable main character. Sarah Singleton's 'The Amethyst Children' is another book with a moving environmental message, but is in itself a dark, gripping story, whilst SF Said's 'Varjak Paw' series and Louis Sachar's 'Holes' are some of the best works of fiction I've ever read.

Music: Music is my everything, the air in my lungs, the beat of my heart; it's the fallen angel that sleeps on my shoulder and yearns just to keep me alive. My favourite band, though, has to be Poets of the Fall, a Finnish alt-rock band who define my very soul - their music is incomparable, pure poetry, the words to describe it simply don't exist. Then there are others, the beautiful Phoenix Effect, the shattered humanity of Breaking Benjamin, the raw fury of Disturbed, restless, angry Three Days Grace, rebellious Flogging Molly, the intrinsic mosaic of music created by Red...and that's only the tip of the iceberg, my utmost favourites; I could go on forever, but I'll leave it at that.

My Writing

A brief warning: I'm not nicknamed Professor Angst for no reason. Most of the stories I write will deal with some pretty mature themes, containing possible triggers, and I'd hate to upset anyone with my work. That's just the way I naturally prefer to write, including scenes which have a lot of emotion gravity, and I use it as a coping strategy for the darkness in my own life. If you're upset by death, suicide, torture, murder, self-harm, mental illness, violence or gore, you might want to steer clear, or send me a message if you're unsure about something I've written. On the other hand, if you're okay with that...well, it would be amazing if you read and commented on some of my work, to give advice, point out mistakes, or just tell me if you liked it or not, although reviews are by no means obligatory. It's just nice to know that people enjoy my stories, since I devote a lot of time to them.

Future Stories

Okay, so I know I haven't been updating very often, and I'm really, really sorry about that. Right now, my focus will be on my two ongoing WIPs - Deviant for Monsuno, and Anthem of the Angels for Primeval: New World. However, there's a definite possibility that I'll start work on a collection of Poets of the Fall songfics for Primeval: New World to help me through future writer's block at some point, called Fatal Velocity - keep an eye out for it! I do have several other ideas for fics across a wide range of fandoms, but for now I want to get those out of the way. Once one of those projects is finished, I'll update this with a full list of my future writing projects and ideas.


If you want to track me down on Tumblr, feel free, but it may take some time...I own four different blogs, and I'm creating a fifth soon, so good luck finding me, but in any case these are my URLs and a brief description of each one.

'theultimatefling' - This is my main blog, for posting anything and everything, really.

'queen-of-darkspin' - This is an RP blog for Medea from Monsuno, which I abandoned for a little while but I'm back on it now, with a little more regularity.

'hey-look-its-jaybear' - This is an RP blog for Jeredy from Monsuno, and the reason behind my brief abandonment of Medea and my sudden, startling lack of life outside of Tumblr.

'evancrossofficial' - This is an RP blog for Evan from Primeval: New World, currently in progress and not really being used yet. Soon I'll be creating an RP blog for Leggy from Primeval: New World as well; I'll post it here when I get around to making it.

Beautiful Quotes and Lyrics

'Some say the world will end in fire, some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire, I hold with those who favour fire, but if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate to say that for destruction ice is also great, and would suffice' - Robert Frost, Fire and Ice.

'Until the stars have blinked their last, wherever on this Earth you walk you will arouse, excite, inspire; my Valentine, my one dark fire,' - Chris D'Lacey, The Last Dragon Chronicles.

'Whatever tomorrow wants from me, what does it matter what I see? If I can't choose my own design, tell me, where do we draw the line? Where's the cooling wind? Where's the evergreen field? Where's my mother's open arms? Where's my father lionheart? It's like the sun's gone down, sleeps in the hallowed ground now; in the autumn's brown leaves, with the one who never grieves' - Poets of the Fall, Where Do We Draw the Line.

'Compassion is the answer; be a part of the solution' - Poets of the Fall, Can You Hear Me music video.

'It's hopeless, the end will come and wash it all away. Forsaken, I live for those I lost along the way, and I can't remember how it all began to play; I suffer, I live to fight and die another day. Fast I fade away, it's almost over, hold on! Slow I suffocate, I'm cold and broken, alone!' - Breaking Benjamin, Fade Away.

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Eating Contest by ChibiDragonGilbert reviews
Angered with the boys' decision to buy food instead on sufficient survival supplies, Jinja challenges her friends to an eating contest. WARNING: Stuffing!
Monsuno - Rated: K - English - Humor/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,775 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Updated: 11/16/2013 - Published: 5/19/2013 - Beyal, Bren, Jinja, Dax - Complete
Side Effects by Phoebsfan reviews
"Six years ago, a man he didn't know stepped through time and saved his life. A man he suddenly had a history with, a history that went beyond the last six years. A man who claimed that they had changed things when he survived an attack from the dinosaur that killed Evan's wife." A Post Series Fic
Primeval: New World - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,803 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 9/16/2013 - Published: 8/25/2013 - Dylan W., Evan C., Mac R., Toby N.
In Sickness & In Health by Basched reviews
Becker has the flu.
Primeval - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,824 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/8/2013 - Becker, Matt A. - Complete
Pretty In White by GlowBlade998 reviews
Jinja, Minah and Kat decide to have a girls night...and drag Beyal into it as well...Visionshipping
Monsuno - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,900 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 8 - Published: 3/31/2013 - Chase S. - Complete
The Tea Set by SCWLC reviews
A series of character-specific, drabble-type ficlets. Sometimes, all you need to know the measure of a person's personality is the way they take their tea.
Primeval - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,025 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/17/2012 - Complete
Siblings Are Menaces by TsukiBooks reviews
Siblings are menaces, or at least Becker's were. Is it any wonder that Becker freaks out when his Mum invites him and Jess for Christmas, as well as the Core Team? T for mild swearing, but nothing too severe. Very slight AU, but please do read it!
Primeval - Rated: T - English - Family/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 33,475 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 10/8/2012 - Published: 8/29/2012 - Becker, Jess P. - Complete
Distrustshipping by ChibiDragonGilbert reviews
In a flurry of rage Dax hurts Bren. Many think it was just because he's still upset about Jinja dating Beyal, but...maybe it's for a different reason...
Monsuno - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,849 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/5/2012 - Bren, Dax - Complete
Jinja in Wonderland by ChibiDragonGilbert reviews
Jinja falls asleep and has the craziest dream about her friends in a Monsuno version of Wonderland. Wanna come join the ride?
Monsuno - Rated: T - English - Humor/Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,817 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Published: 7/2/2012 - Jinja
Dogshipping by ChibiDragonGilbert reviews
Commander Trey craves Charlemagne's affection, but she'll never notice.
Monsuno - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 649 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/1/2012 - Charlemagne, Commander Trey - Complete
Dax and Jeredy Suno by ChibiDragonGilbert reviews
This is my theory on how Dax met Jeredy Suno and received his Monsuno. Dax, a lone runaway in the Lowlands comes across a distressed Jeredy Suno.
Monsuno - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,893 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/23/2012 - Dax, Jeredy S. - Complete
Heart of a Father by ChibiDragonGilbert reviews
Chase Suno feels down about his father missing on Father's Day and has a chat with a certain little monk fish.
Monsuno - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 875 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 5 - Published: 6/17/2012 - Chase S., Beyal - Complete
Theatrics by YACCBS reviews
Because Yuffie doesn't do tragedies. Yuffentine oneshot.
Final Fantasy VII - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,123 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/7/2009 - Yuffie K., Vincent V.
A Cry In The Night by TalliW reviews
Nick still hears the cries of the creatures. But there is a chance to be together with the one he's always loved...
Primeval - Rated: K - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 472 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Published: 9/18/2009 - N. Cutter, Stephen H. - Complete
The One With The Triceratops by Xenon reviews
Season one. The team deal with the results of an incursion from the Cretaceous.
Primeval - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 14 - Words: 45,975 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/17/2009 - N. Cutter, Stephen H. - Complete
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Anthem of the Angels reviews
Time seems to slow down around him. He can't move, think, breathe; the world itself has been turned upside down and inside out. It's all wrong, so wrong that he doesn't know where to start, and all he can hear is her voice, so precious, so vulnerable, each word barely whispered, playing on repeat through his head. "Evan...I'm never going to walk again,"
Primeval: New World - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,141 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 1/3 - Published: 6/28/2013 - Evan C., Dylan W.
Deviant reviews
'The screams were loud enough to make diamonds bleed, to render hearts helpless under the weight of such burning heat, and the stench of blood was almost as overpowering as the reek of pure pain and the poisonous gas of humanity seeping through those soulless eyes...'
Monsuno - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,149 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 11/15/2013 - Beyal, Tango
The Monochrome Spectrum: Infrared reviews
Final part of The Monochrome Spectrum series. As Chase is about to learn, not all stories have a happy ending. Not even his.
Monsuno - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,657 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/2/2013 - Chase S., Beyal - Complete
The Monochrome Spectrum: Ultraviolet reviews
Epilogue to The Monochrome Spectrum. Even now, a whole year after Beyal's death, Chase still can't bring himself to let the little monk go.
Monsuno - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,280 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/19/2013 - Chase S., Beyal - Complete
The Monochrome Spectrum reviews
The story of a relationship, told from the beginning to the bitter end...but it was more than that. 'Relationship' didn't even come close to describing the strength of their bond, the force with which it pulled them together; there wasn't a word that existed that could, and yet, in the end, words were all they ever had. Written for Theanimekitty89's Monsuno Couples Contest.
Monsuno - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,808 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 2 - Published: 10/16/2013 - Chase S., Beyal - Complete
The Broken Wishing Star reviews
"Star light, star bright, first star I see tonight; I wish I may, I wish I might...have the first wish I wish tonight,"...but not all wishes are destined to come true, and some wishing stars aren't really wishing stars at all.
Primeval: New World - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,645 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/17/2013 - Evan C., Dylan W. - Complete
And So I Die reviews
Dylan is struggling to come to terms with losing Evan, and it's slowly driving her insane. The world around her has become distorted, to the point where she can't distinguish reality from fantasy and her only salvation lies shrouded in hallucination. But what if, somehow, she could find her way back to him? How much would she be willing to sacrifice to see her love again?
Primeval: New World - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,703 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/24/2013 - Evan C., Dylan W. - Complete
All These Things I've Done reviews
Sometimes it feels like loss is the only constant in Evan's life. With the weight of loneliness hanging over his head, it's hard to remember he's not the only one suffering. Dylan's hurting too, only she keeps her tears hidden within the scars, and her pain runs deeper than anybody knows.
Primeval: New World - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,370 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Published: 3/17/2013 - Evan C., Dylan W.
Harbinger of Fools reviews
Evan's spent the last six years running from the nightmares of his past, and now they've finally caught up with him. Running isn't always the answer. Sometimes, it's better to stand and fight. In the aftermath of a tragedy, a nightmare shows him everything he's come so close to losing and reminds him of the reasons why he fought.
Primeval: New World - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,121 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 8 - Published: 3/10/2013 - Dylan W., Evan C.
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