Hello ppl.

I'm Helen.

My birthday is March 16th.

I'm just your average, if bit lazy, person with overly active imagination and too much time in her hands. My hobbies are swimming, biking, knitting, writing, reading, gaming, addition of watching some anime and reading manga.

I have a chronic illness and an insomnia. I have a fear of social situations.

My personality... Hmm, that's a bit tricky. I could say that I'm... a bit of snark sometimes, especially when I'm tired. I have no tolerance to blatant idiocy, I dislike people in general. I hate violence and people who hate others just because.

I have big family, consisting from two younger brothers, four younger sisters, two nieces, mum and grandmum, plus loads of cousins and uncles and aunts. I live alone and I have two cats, Nemi (6 yrs) and Mimosa (5 yrs), both my little girls.

I'm from Finland, so English isn't my original tongue. If I happen sometime publish something, then there might be some grievous errors in my texts and I apologize that. Also on note of publishing and my fics, I don't read any of reviews, I really don't care much for them. So you don't really need to review, but you are free to do so, if you want.

I seem to have slight obsession with slash, yaoi and shonen-ai.

My currently favorite series are Harry Potter and Naruto. I have growing interest with BLEACH.

I like poetry, pineapples and I love green tea. I'm disorganized but I keep my books in order with what seems to be obsessive compulsive behaviour. I hate many things, but mostly loud noises, crowds and coffee, and I get down right murderous if someone touches my books and notes without my permission. I sometimes wander around the town middle of night due to my insomnia. Sometimes I can be down right nasty to a people I don't like. I swear seldom in real-life but often when I work on my stories.

I have recently picked habit reading out loud anything I read, be it poetry, romance or smut. Heck, I even read pornographic text out loud but only when I'm alone, of course. One other habit I have picked up is watching porn. A gay porn, I might add. And I watch hentai too. Mm, my sisters often laugh at my odd habits I have picked up from here and there.

I have a tradition. That is to drink cup of sake in my birthday.

My laptop is back into working order but my PC had finally broken down. I need to save up money to get new parts to it. Nice, no?

Twist of Fate. Here's summary for it.

Nearly three years long Fourth Great Shinobi War had finally ended and Madara was defeated and killed, but with terribly high price. Jinchuuriki of Kyuubi no Kitsune, Uzumaki Naruto was only survivor of whole Elemental Nation wide war. Kyuubi wanted to change things and absorbed Senju Clan's Mokuton ability and his own knowledge to Naruto. Together they casted time-travelling jutsu. Now Naruto has ended in past nearly 5 years before his own birth, and met finally his parents alive. Now Naruto has gained new chance in his life, but will he be able to change future for better and defeat and kill Madara again, and prevent Fourth Great Shinobi War this time?

Yeah... It has been otherwise finished but I'm missing sixth chapter due mishap with my laptop and I'm currently in process of re-writing it. It will have also some sort of sequel but I have no frigging idea as of yet what it will entail.

March 23rd 2013

I'm currently writing next chapter for my Heroes of All Sorts story. I'm not sure when it will be ready, but it shouldn't take too long, I hope. That is if my wrists does not start hurting again. Rheumatism is not fun illness I tell you. But, anyhow, I'm doing my best I can in my current condition.

May 12th 2013

Anyone here up to challenge? I just had a stray thought. Anyone willing to try write it? I won't write it myself, because I don't know anything about Avengers.

Avengers and Harry Potter x-over.

Summary shortly: Loki and Thor are parents of Harry Potter. Harry was kidnapped from his parents as a baby and he ended up with Potters. Voldemort killed Potters and Harry got his famous scar, however it wasn't Lily's love that saved him but his godly powers. Dumbledore placed Harry with Dursleys, but he didn't remain there for long when his real parents found him soon. Now, 11-years-old Harry was invited to Hogwarts and Loki and Thor allowed him to go. With one condition... They would come with him to protect him as in D.A.D.A teachers. What sort of mayhem will ensue?

Obviously there would be slash between Loki and Thor but rest of it is up to you, that is if you decide to write about it.

June 27th, 2013'

A lots has happened recently and I have lost some interest in writing, so there will be notable break, which I apologize. I might have a slight case of depression (triggered by summer - I hate summer, it's too hot and bright. I want Autumn and Winter back) so I'm letting writing off for while. I might publish something during summer, but I can't guarantee anything.

I have also idea for new fic, I just checked recently there isn't any cross-overs with Bleach and FAKE, which are both my favorites. I'd write them myself but I'm not very good writer. My imagination and skill lacks very much.

For those who don't know about FAKE manga here's the link for you if you are interested... http:///manga/fake/ I recommend it highly, it's very good and one of my very first ones of shounen-ai that I read.

August 25th 2013

As some of you may have noticed, I have updated my Heroes of All Sorts story. Next chapter will come due in time - it's in process. Also, I'm working on The New Beginning and hopefully I will update it, too, soon. I have also pondered upon publishing a new story, but I'm not yet certain when I have time for it. It has few chapters already, like five or six. Well, we'll see.

August 30th 2013

Hello my lovelies. As you may have noted, I've gotten new chapter for my Snarry story, Age Old Traditions! FINALLY! YAY! I'm quite happy to have finished it. I've been keeping you waiting long enough already. I don't know yet about next chapter and I don't dare to promise anything regarding about it, other than that I'll start work on it as soon as I can manage. I have other things to work on too, in real life.

Not to mention, I'm coming down with cold and I've past few days I've been nearly coughing my lungs out. Add to my flu an asthma and you'll find out that its not fun experience. I'm going to try use this weekend as efficiently as I can and write as much as I can, and hopefully, I'll get the missing chapter to my Twist of Fate fic completed. I just pray that my cold doesn't worsen any more from this (and my migraine doesn't come along with fever!)

October 30th, 2013

Hello again. I've been inactive for sometime now. Real-life interfering here, you see. I've got a job, finally, though it's just a part-time one due my health issues. Yeah... I don't know. I can only apologize you that I have not updated any of my stories for awhile. Sorry - I really am. I don't know when I get back to working order. I do try to write, fear not.

May 13th, 2014

My first entry for this year, hmm.. I've been apparently lazy, it seems. Anyway, I just finished Twist of Fate (Naruto fic) and it has already been updated, as well Immortal (HP fic) has been updated. I truly apologize for late updates. My computer broke down and it caused lateness of new chapters, but now it has been fixed. Though I cannot promise new chapters to my other stories. Anyway, I wish lovely Spring for everyone.

May 30th, 2015

Hello. I apologize for my lengthy absence, and it will still continue for sometime. A new story has been posted - it's called Surprises. I don't know when I will next update my stories or publish anything new after this. So consider everything at hiatus for now. My life is in impasse right now, and I've hit very rough patch. My depression has been rather bad this time and financial situation is not so good either. My electricity has been cut off so I have to use computer either at library or my parents place. I'm sorry.

Have a pleasant Summer everyone!

Ever the hopeful,

Stillnight