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Joined 08-15-12, id: 4200273, Profile Updated: 03-30-13
Author has written 6 stories for Harry Potter, Sweeney Todd, Monty Python, and Les Misérables.

Hey, I'm Lilah and I'm absolutely obsessed with Harry Potter. I have been reading fanfictions for a long time and a while ago I finally decided to write my own. They're mostly dark and at the moment, my favourite character is Severus Snape so he's the one I write about the most.

Something I wanted to say about everyone being sad that Harry Potter is over: I don't think it really is over. There may not be another book or movie to look forward to but there are so many other things in this fandom: thousands of fanfictions being written all the time, only waiting to be read, all kinds of songs by the wonderful wrock-bands, ... The Harry Potter era will only truly have ended when none here are loyal to it.

My name is Sarah
I am but three,
my eyes are swollen
I cannot see.
I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
what else could have made
my daddy so mad?
I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
then maybe my Mommy
would still want to hug me.
I can't speak at all,
I can't do a wrong
or else I'm locked up
all the day long.
When I awake I'm all alone
the house is dark
my folks aren't home.
When my Mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
so maybe I'll get just
one whipping tonight.
Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
my daddy is back
from Charlie's Bar.
I hear him curse
my name he calls
I press myself
against the wall.
I try and hide
from his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.
He finds me weeping
he shouts ugly words,
he says its my fault
that he suffers at work.
He slaps me and hits me
and yells at me more,
I finally get free
and I run for the door. He's already locked it
and I start to bawl,
he takes me and throws me
against the hard wall.
I fall to the floor
with my bones nearly broken,
and my daddy continues
with more bad words spoken.
'I'm sorry!' I scream
but its now much too late
his face has been twisted
into unimaginable hate.
The hurt and the pain
again and again
oh please God, have mercy!
oh please let it end!
And he finally stops
and heads for the door,
while I lay there motionless
sprawled on the floor.
My name is Sarah
and I am but three,
tonight my daddy
murdered me.

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.
I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Gay marriage:

1) Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, liposuction and air conditioning.

2) Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall.

3) Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract.

4) Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal.

5) Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Brittany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed.

6) Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children.

7) Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children.

8) Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America.

9) Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why we as a society expressly forbid single parents to raise children.

10) Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans...

Have fun reading and please leave a review!

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Nightingale by melkyre reviews
A different kind of time travel/redo fic, from the Marauder's point of view. A shy Harry Privet joins the fifth year Gryffindor dorm room. Slash. Complete.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58,133 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 162 - Follows: 31 - Published: 7/31/2014 - Harry P., Sirius B. - Complete
To Shape and Change by Blueowl reviews
AU. Time Travel. Snape goes back in time, holding the knowledge of what is to come if he fails. No longer holding a grudge, he seeks to shape Harry into the greatest wizard of all time, starting on the day Hagrid took Harry to Diagon Alley. No Horcruxes.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Adventure - Chapters: 34 - Words: 232,332 - Reviews: 8085 - Favs: 13,161 - Follows: 10,106 - Updated: 3/16/2014 - Published: 10/20/2010 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
Bezoar by misundersnape reviews
The trio want an insight into what goes on at the Order meetings, but they end up gaining some new perspective about a man they never considered much beyond 'ugly, greasy git'... a few itty swear words, nothing too bad. Could be seen as AU.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,770 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 41 - Updated: 2/13/2014 - Published: 4/20/2012 - Severus S., Harry P. - Complete
Harry Potter And The Bonds Of Time by Vance McGill reviews
Book 1 of Bonds of Time Saga. After an attack, Harry and Ginny Potter find themselves back in time before Harry's first year at Hogwarts. Stuck in the past with no way back, they decide to change the future for the better. Larger summary inside. Time-Travel, Soul-Bond, AU. H/G, R/Hr! COMPLETE! The sequel "Bonds of Time II: Fighting Fate" is also complete!
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 92 - Words: 449,444 - Reviews: 1815 - Favs: 2,131 - Follows: 1,263 - Updated: 9/16/2012 - Published: 5/1/2012 - Harry P., Ginny W. - Complete
Alone On the Water by MadLori reviews
Sherlock is diagnosed with a terminal illness. Warning: angst like whoa.
Sherlock - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,210 - Reviews: 5034 - Favs: 11,583 - Follows: 1,332 - Published: 4/17/2011 - Sherlock H., John W. - Complete
A Second Chance by rednekS reviews
The war is over, however not all went to plan. Many died. Too many. Harry and his friends are some of the few survivors of the Order of the Phoenix, and after the war, attempt to live normal lifes. However, it seems fate doesn't want them to. Post-OOTP
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 29 - Words: 142,092 - Reviews: 586 - Favs: 984 - Follows: 523 - Updated: 5/15/2010 - Published: 7/26/2009 - Harry P., Ginny W. - Complete
A Second Chance by Tiro reviews
Harry Potter never went to his mother's relatives. Why not? Because there was someone who took him away first. Someone who knew the future before it happened and decided to change it. Rated M for violence in some chapters.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 31 - Words: 172,721 - Reviews: 1180 - Favs: 2,169 - Follows: 1,128 - Updated: 12/12/2009 - Published: 5/16/2008 - Harry P. - Complete
Through the Cupboard by Neurotica reviews
Complete. AU. Post-GoF. During his cleaning chores for Aunt Petunia, Harry is sent to clean out the cupboard under the stairs and after Dudley locks him in, he discovers something very odd in the wall that vaults him into another dimension.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Family - Chapters: 17 - Words: 67,505 - Reviews: 617 - Favs: 950 - Follows: 445 - Updated: 9/12/2009 - Published: 8/18/2009 - Harry P., Remus L. - Complete
Living with Danger by whydoyouneedtoknow reviews
AU, first in the main Dangerverse series, now complete. Lone wolf. Dream-seer. Bright child. Scarred child. Singer. Prisoner. Dancer child. Dragon child. Eight semi-ordinary people. One extraordinary family, and how they became one. Pre-Hogwarts story.
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 50 - Words: 222,438 - Reviews: 3334 - Favs: 2,891 - Follows: 555 - Updated: 3/12/2005 - Published: 10/25/2004 - Complete
Amulet of Time 1: The Age of the Founders by Luna the Moonmonster reviews
AU - Post GoF, incorporating OotP. After Harry gets a strange birthday gift, he and his friends end up on an epic journey across the ages as they try to get back home. First in the series, rewritten up to part 18.
Harry Potter - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 35 - Words: 71,376 - Reviews: 835 - Favs: 1,506 - Follows: 310 - Updated: 3/22/2004 - Published: 7/13/2002 - Harry P. - Complete
Recnac Transfaerso by Celebony reviews
In a rash act of self-sacrifice, Harry saves a dying Muggle by magically transfering the man's cancer to himself. Now, going through his fifth year with a terrible secret, he begins to realize just what he's given up. H/G, R/Hr. Warning: abuse
Harry Potter - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 39 - Words: 195,216 - Reviews: 4293 - Favs: 4,556 - Follows: 794 - Updated: 1/11/2004 - Published: 6/25/2003 - Harry P. - Complete
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Revenge reviews
crack!fic. Sweeney Todd and Jean Valjean have both seen how unfair the world can be. This is what a meeting between them would look like. OOC and way too many references await you
Crossover - Sweeney Todd & Les Misérables - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 719 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/28/2012 - Sweeney T., Jean Valjean - Complete
You Are not Alone
Severus is once again alone at Christmas and thinks about what he lost. oneshot
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 853 - Published: 12/6/2012 - Severus S. - Complete
Think About It reviews
Snape's thoughts on something stupid my teacher said today. oneshot
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 654 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/11/2012 - Severus S. - Complete
You're The One reviews
The song "You're The One" has found its way to Hogwarts. Read what Harry thinks about the song. songfic.
Crossover - Harry Potter & Monty Python - Rated: K - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 692 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/20/2012 - Harry P. - Complete
My New Life reviews
oneshot. Peter's thoughts after Halloween 1981
Harry Potter - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 998 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/2/2012 - Peter P. - Complete
Mein neues Leben reviews
oneshot. Peters Gedanken nach Halloween 1981
Harry Potter - Rated: K - German - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,000 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/17/2012 - Peter P. - Complete