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One important thing about me, I absolutely hate children and babies. You might be all for it but they just are irritating whiners. I will kill them all and create a cloning system where everyone comes out at the age of 18. The reason I picked that age is because you are legally an adult AND NOT A CHILD. Don't tell anyone, if they really wanted to know they'd read my profile.

Okay, other than that I like drawing, reading and writing (obviously) and I play the bass (guitar and upright).

I'm not really into relationships (real ones anyways) though I do like femmslash fics more than any other. Why you might ask? I am a lesbian. Otherwise I don't really know. I don't really date in real life so it's not that. I for sure know that it's not for all the smut scenes or whatever because, sure it's great and all that but the chase is more exciting than the catch most of the time. I guess I just feel that women are more open with their feelings and don't feel the need to 'be the man' in a relationship. Yeah yeah, I know some are like that but not many. Can you tell I'm sexist? Ha no offense males, nothing personal. That was a lie, it's totally personal.

I really like the Teen Titans (even though I'm a bit old for it) and I really hate that they cancelled it right after a cliff hanger (hint hint). I also kind of like Victorious and iCarly but not nearly as much and I feel it's really embarassing to admit kind of... I also like the game Borderlands and I feel not enough people write about some of the characters. Other than thatI like Lost Girl and stuff like that. I will admit to liking Twilight but only the books. The movies were like a stupid soap opera. I think they were terrible.

Well I only wrote this little bit about myself so you can get an idea of who I am and who's judging your stories.

Another thing I hate, when people write 'loose' instead of 'lose'. God, it's just so irritating!

Loose - Like 'My shirt is loose'

Lose - Like 'I won't lose her'

THERE IS A DIFFERENCE. Seriously it's not that hard. Then again my mother was an English teacher for a while so maybe she brain-washed me into a grammar Nazi.

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to "teach me a lesson".

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the Realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

I am the girl who loves her best friend but is afraid to let her know it.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends I'm a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong and it's seriously irrational. Please do your part to end it.

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Pluto by Khaleda reviews
Raven had matured into a woman who could completely disarm you with one look. The fact that she could read your mind, materialize at will, and control forces beyond your comprehension was sheer overkill.
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 29,176 - Reviews: 186 - Favs: 486 - Follows: 202 - Updated: 4/1/2019 - Published: 7/20/2009 - [Jinx, Raven] - Complete
One That Walks the Veil by Khaleda reviews
This may end terribly. She knew; they knew. They didn't care. And like so many nights before, the two of them moved together in a stream of moonlight, a mingled wave of gold and black, making every last moment last. AU. Raven x Jinx
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 65,081 - Reviews: 109 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 143 - Updated: 1/16/2019 - Published: 3/12/2012 - [Jinx, Raven]
Glass Silence by Zarrene Moss reviews
In another world, Hermione Granger never attended Hogwarts. Orphaned at age three, she grew up supporting her low-income adoptive family who hadn't the means to pay for her education. Desperation and a chance encounter lead her into the employ of the three Black sisters. She finds herself caught in their deadly web, helplessly waiting to see who will reach her first. H/B, H/N, H/A.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 42 - Words: 290,840 - Reviews: 1146 - Favs: 1,381 - Follows: 1,448 - Updated: 2/20/2018 - Published: 8/12/2012 - [Hermione G., Bellatrix L.] Narcissa M., Andromeda T. - Complete
Madness Does Not Always Howl by Khaleda reviews
Remember that saying, "Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned…?" Imagine that fury coming from an honest-to-god, demon-woman. Even the boogie man checks his closet for my ex before he goes to bed.
Teen Titans - Rated: M - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 8 - Words: 29,343 - Reviews: 131 - Favs: 301 - Follows: 119 - Updated: 1/25/2018 - Published: 9/30/2010 - [Jinx, Raven] - Complete
Ascension by nemaara reviews
I am a demon from the fires of hell. I have dreamt of every nightmare conceivable and seen them carried through in my father's domain. I have seen infinite souls drop down to be burned in ceaseless torment in the pits of abaddon. So why is your world even filthier than mine?
Teen Titans - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 27 - Words: 163,291 - Reviews: 447 - Favs: 333 - Follows: 317 - Updated: 6/21/2016 - Published: 3/26/2014 - Jinx, Raven - Complete
Limbo by MorbidOptimist reviews
Some things just have a way of happening, weather you want them to or not. All that's really left is the struggle.
Teen Titans - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 6,729 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 1/18/2015 - Published: 6/7/2012 - [Jinx, Raven]
Thunder and Lightning by mooncheese1331 reviews
They say love comes after lust. That there's no such thing as love at first sight-only lust at first sight, and if you let that lust grow properly, you get love. I, for one, don't know much about either. All I know is that the first time I saw Jade, I got this feeling that started in my toes and jumped around my nerves, settling in my stomach. It felt a lot like lightning.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,233 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 4/7/2014 - Published: 10/13/2012 - Tori V., Jade W.
Hate by mooncheese1331 reviews
I hate. I hate, I hate, I hate, I hate. I hate that I hate so much.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 810 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 4/7/2014 - Published: 9/15/2012 - Jade W. - Complete
Between Ruin and Ecstasy (Remastered) by SepticMind reviews
Jinx liked a lot of things. She liked sugary drinks, and cakes smothered in icing. She liked loud music, and alcohol, and dancing. She liked the rush of adrenaline she got from fighting and causing trouble. She didn't like surprises. Never had. And she definitely didn't like the surprise 'visitor' stood opposite her, dressed in leather and silk and blocking her path.
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,604 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 25 - Published: 4/6/2013 - Jinx, Raven
Car Accident by Backne reviews
A year after graduation, Beck and Jade are over, and she's falling apart. On the verge of suicide, she winds up in a mild a car accident, only to be recognized on the side of the road by the last person she wants to see. One thing leads to another when Jade's secret remedy to the pain is uncovered, which leads to a rather unique predicament between frenemies. One-shot, self-harm
Victorious - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,077 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 91 - Follows: 30 - Published: 10/27/2012 - Jade W., Tori V. - Complete
Awake by MelanthiaChase reviews
When Kenzi drinks she makes bad decisions and when she wakes up naked in a strange bed she assumes the worst. Did she make another mistake? Read and find out. Kenzi/OC Warning: Femslash
Lost Girl - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 25,673 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 10/22/2012 - Published: 10/1/2012 - Kenzi - Complete
Butterfly Collector by demondreaming reviews
Cat's got a secret. A big one that hovers over her heart, wings fluttering. She's a serial killer, and each kill is another butterfly to add to her collection. Catcentric.
Victorious - Rated: M - English - Crime/Suspense - Chapters: 9 - Words: 25,128 - Reviews: 250 - Favs: 135 - Follows: 93 - Updated: 10/14/2012 - Published: 7/24/2011 - Cat V.
Addictions by I Have My Reasons Why reviews
They all may seem innocent, but inside every single one of them is hiding something. Little do they know, it's about to take over. Lives that were once so simple quickly turn into deadly games. Games that none of them can win. One-shot, no pairings. *EDITED!*
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,045 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 6 - Published: 7/31/2012 - Complete
Weeds by demondreaming reviews
"Do you regret it? Us." Cat's fingers twist at the tip of her ponytail, voice quiet. "Honestly? Yes." Cat/Jade. Rated M.
Victorious - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,533 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 10 - Published: 6/2/2012 - Cat V., Jade W. - Complete
Bittersweet by demondreaming reviews
When Tori first came to Hollywood Arts, I knew exactly two things about her. One, she could sing, and two; I didn't like her. But I know so much more now. I know that she shivers when you kiss her hips. And I know that her toes curl when she comes. Jori.
Victorious - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 26,103 - Reviews: 334 - Favs: 442 - Follows: 254 - Updated: 4/27/2012 - Published: 5/29/2011 - Jade W., Tori V. - Complete
The Words On Her Skin by I Have My Reasons Why reviews
"Tori allows herself a faint smile as she sees the blood pour out of her wound like a beautiful melody. Because, really, if blood were a melody it would be her favorite song." Tori-centric, multiple pairings and chapters. Rated T for rape and cutting.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 18,715 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 4/17/2012 - Published: 3/15/2012 - Tori V. - Complete
The Way We Are by xhesaidshesaidx reviews
You tried when no one else did, because you didn't see her like others. You weren't intimidated. Matter of fact, it was almost like you saw her as a reflection of yourself even though to the naked eye the two of you couldn't appear to be more opposite.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 12,096 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 29 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/26/2012 - Published: 3/18/2012 - Cat V., Jade W. - Complete
Dreamlessness by MistyKittyKat reviews
Short story on Gwen and Zoey, femslash. Gwen is dreamlessness and hallucinates Zoey.
Total Drama series - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 407 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/26/2012 - Gwen, Zoey - Complete
Rain Bears by demondreaming reviews
Cat likes to go for walks in the rain. Jade likes to smoke when it rains. Cade, fluff.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,299 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 7 - Published: 1/29/2012 - Cat V., Jade W. - Complete
One Of Those Days by demondreaming reviews
A precursor to 'Surprise', in which Cat buys Jade a birthday present from a less than appropriate store. Also, Robbie's there. Rated M for adult words and suggestivery.
Victorious - Rated: M - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,418 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 21 - Follows: 8 - Published: 12/4/2011 - Cat V., Robbie S. - Complete
Don't Make A Sound by demondreaming reviews
Jade always kisses you in the dark, fingers tight in your hair, hips hard against yours. And neither of you ever make a sound. But what's so bad about the light? Cade.
Victorious - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,670 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 81 - Follows: 9 - Published: 10/18/2011 - Cat V., Jade W. - Complete
Neon by 100 Silver Wings reviews
Jinx is leaving Jump. For good, this time. Really. They mean it. COMPLETE.
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Tragedy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 13,073 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 10/9/2011 - Published: 8/30/2011 - Jinx, Raven - Complete
Hide And Seek by demondreaming reviews
"Ready or not, here I come." Jade plays Hide And Seek with Cat. Cade, sort of fluff.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,278 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 9 - Published: 8/6/2011 - Cat V., Jade W. - Complete
Things We Used To Do by 100 Silver Wings reviews
It's really quite funny, the day you realize that you're going to Hell and you probably won't be able to say that final, hopefully meaningful 'I love you'. ONESHOT
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,302 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 3 - Published: 6/26/2011 - Jinx, Raven - Complete
Trapped by Carmelle Christos reviews
She held me in her strong, loving arms. I whimpered suddenly, knowing I didn't deserve to be here. She deserved better than me."Shh. I'm here, Ali. I'm not going anywhere" she said, holding me forever tighter to her. I never wanted to let go. Rated M.
Twilight - Rated: M - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 48,237 - Reviews: 537 - Favs: 639 - Follows: 402 - Updated: 4/25/2011 - Published: 8/2/2010 - Alice, Bella - Complete
Birds Of A Feather by demondreaming reviews
If you're a raven then she's a macaw, all loud noises and bright colours. But everyone likes a parrot better than a crow. Jade/Tori. PWP.
Victorious - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,608 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 118 - Follows: 22 - Published: 4/14/2011 - Tori V., Jade W. - Complete
Back In The Day by professor lazyass reviews
Cat likes the rain. / Cade
Victorious - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 926 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 4 - Published: 4/3/2011 - Cat V., Jade W. - Complete
Five Little Things by professor lazyass reviews
Sometimes, certain people stumble into your life and subconsciously find out every little thing about you. And when you are Jade West, and that certain person is Tori Vega, things get complicated, and both of your lives change forever. / Jori
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,474 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 211 - Follows: 48 - Published: 4/2/2011 - Jade W., Tori V. - Complete
The Lion And The Cat by demondreaming reviews
Takes place immediately after 'Rex Dies'. Cat's still in the mental ward, and guess who has to get her out? Cade, fluff/smut, oneshot.
Victorious - Rated: M - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,110 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 156 - Follows: 26 - Published: 1/15/2011 - Cat V., Jade W. - Complete
Windows by weirdprince reviews
There's nothing to light up anymore. ;Cat/Jade; Onesided.
Victorious - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,403 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 11 - Published: 11/29/2010 - Cat V., Jade W. - Complete
Divergence by demondreaming reviews
Cat's not the same as she used to be. There are two parts of her now, and neither feels real. She can't fix herself, but she knows something's wrong. Rated T. Dark as dark.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,874 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/6/2010 - Cat V. - Complete
Heartless by xxskyWriterxx reviews
My true heart belongs to me and only me. I am above such human weaknesses, and I realize that there is only one solution to the problem. I don't care what I lose in the process. My life included. -Oneshot. No pairings intended. Mandy's POV.-
Grim Adventures of Billy & Mandy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,819 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 4 - Published: 8/27/2010 - Mandy - Complete
Behind the wall of madness by Lydia-kitten reviews
Post-HBP oneshot. Captured by Death Eaters in an attempt to lure Harry, Hermione is put under Bellatrix' "care". Trying to pull her captor's strings, she ends up bound by them instead. Femslash, D/s, Stockholm Syndrome, Noncon, but above all a love story.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11,051 - Reviews: 121 - Favs: 580 - Follows: 139 - Published: 8/9/2010 - Hermione G., Bellatrix L. - Complete
Pokerface by demondreaming reviews
Cat's like Jade's sidekick, but Jade's no hero. Cat can see behind Jade's mask, can see past her pokerface. Rated T for... stuff, and light femmeslashing. Cat/Jade pairing.
Victorious - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,800 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 9 - Published: 8/4/2010 - Cat V., Jade W. - Complete
Soft Shock by journaliar reviews
It feels like you’ve always known that Sam was different. CarlyxVampire!Sam; CAM. Read and Review!
iCarly - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,265 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 131 - Follows: 21 - Published: 12/1/2009 - Carly S., Sam P. - Complete
Glare by Evil AJ reviews
I am not one of your bottled up emotions, nor am I your inner demon. No matter how much you try to deny my existence, the fact of the matter is...I am you yourself. *COMPLETE* Raven/Terra
Teen Titans - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,439 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 2/27/2009 - Published: 1/27/2009 - Raven, Terra - Complete
The Things Raven Feels by Tabris Macbeth reviews
Because I felt like it.
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 27,255 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 8/3/2008 - Published: 4/27/2006 - Raven
Hands by My Leather Couch reviews
First of SickBlackCherry series. Onesided TerraXRaven, unreciprocated love: "Most people think the eyes are the windows to the soul. I think it's the hands."
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,071 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/31/2008
Dead Letters by Krahae reviews
And I wrote her letters... The morbid irony of it wasn't lost on me. Dead letters. A term the Post uses for undeliverable mail. Some, a letter you'd write someone who you needed to say something to, but never intend to have read. I wrote dead letters.
Teen Titans - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 8,426 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 10 - Published: 12/23/2007 - Jinx, Raven - Complete
Ivory Masks by Valda reviews
If you look at me I’ll smile, I’ll just cry when I get home, To let the stubborn tears fall, It’s always easier when you’re alone...LoveAngst. Reviews are welcomed. Dedicated to 3 special people.
Teen Titans - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Published: 3/15/2007 - Complete
Stale Sunlight by prin69 reviews
Ziva is stale sunlight. So lovely, yet... .
NCIS - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 5 - Published: 12/2/2006 - Abby S., Ziva D. - Complete
I say no by Valda reviews
Can I speak? Can I cry? ... Why not? Just a poem, it's about anyone you want...but please review
Teen Titans - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 3/29/2006 - Complete