Lilou88
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Joined 09-04-12, id: 4239982, Profile Updated: 02-21-14
Author has written 11 stories for Dragon Age.

I'm a 25 year old New England animal lover who's lucky enough to have started her own pet sitting business. Writing is a favorite hobby of mine, and I spend my time doing so split between fanfiction and an original story that I started in mid August of 2012. Other loves of mine include reading, video games (Dragon Age, The Elder Scrolls and Fallout series being my favorites), music, painting, working with dogs, and volunteering at my local animal shelter.

My life is pretty hectic, what with my work schedule being anything but predictable, so some of my stories may have longer periods in between updates. It doesn't help that I try to be a perfectionist when it comes to my writing. I don't start a story without promising myself that I will finish it however, so if its posted here I will complete it at one point or another. Incomplete fics are a terrible pet peeve of mine, can you tell? Haha...

If it's all the same to my lovely readers, I would greatly appreciate any feedback you can give me about my writing. The stories I post here are as much for practice as for fun, so suggestions where I can make improvements or input as to what works and what doesn't are always welcome! I would also be ecstatic (and frankly quite flattered) to hear about different ideas you would be interested to see me take a stab at with future stories. Feel free to PM me anytime. I promise, I don't bite!

At this point all my current fics (and a few that are still floating around in my head just begging to be written) are based off of Bioware's Dragon Age series with (F) Hawke x Fenris as my ship of choice, particularly when our favorite Champion of Kirkwall is a mage. That's not to say that I don't enjoy or appreciate other pairings, its just that these two are the ones that make me want to write. :)

You can find me on Tumblr (username lilouapproves), AO3, and Pintrest. Same User name.

Other games, books, movies, and shows that I love include:

The Harry Potter series

The Walking Dead (both the graphic novels and the television show)

Full Metal Alchemist

Inuyasha (magna and anime)

Red Dead Redemption

The Nightmare Before Christmas

The Assassin's Creed series

The Silent Hill series (Although I can only watch someone else play these games. If I have the controller it'll get thrown through the tv because I panicked.)

Most anything by Pixar

etc. etc. etc.

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Fuga In Accipitrum by Cadsuane reviews
When fleeing Ferelden, Seren Hawke and her family are sold into slavery in Tevinter instead of making it to Kirkwall. Separated, Seren finds herself sold to Danarius.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 75,972 - Reviews: 172 - Favs: 217 - Follows: 321 - Updated: 1/9/2016 - Published: 11/19/2011 - Hawke (F), Fenris
Duty and Devotion by Kyla Baines reviews
Cullen has always stood by the rules, his duty to the Templar Order unwavering. The path to the Maker's side, however, is filled with tests and forbidden passions that threaten to break his vows. Duty and devotion cannot both be won. Book 1 of the Devotion Trilogy.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 92,522 - Reviews: 332 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 124 - Updated: 1/28/2015 - Published: 2/21/2013 - Amell, Cullen, Hawke (F) - Complete
Crushed by HorrorZombabe reviews
Hawke has a distorted self image, which only gets worse after her crush on a certain Tevinter elf is revealed and Fenris leaves her after their rough coupling. FHawke x Fenris written for the kmeme, very nsfw
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,169 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 3/15/2013 - Published: 3/14/2013 - Hawke (F), Fenris
A Hawke and Her Beast by Defii reviews
Slight twist AU/cross over with Immortals After Dark. Danarius named Fenris after a wolf for a reason and Hawke, on the full moon, suddenly realizes why that is. So very NSFW. Gift fic for Hatsepsut.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,212 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 16 - Published: 1/10/2013 - Hawke (F), Fenris - Complete
Strawberries and Wine by Motevia reviews
Garrett Hawke spends the night at home thinking about his renewed romance with his elven lover. SMUT! You have been warned...
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,170 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 5 - Published: 8/16/2012 - Hawke (M), Fenris - Complete
River Stone by LoquaciousQuark reviews
Hawke is captured and branded in a failed Rite of Tranquility, but the longer she is forced to hide the truth the harder it is to find again. Hawke/Fenris.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 46,954 - Reviews: 80 - Favs: 275 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 8/10/2012 - Published: 7/31/2012 - Hawke (F), Fenris - Complete
Unsaid by shadoedseptmbr reviews
Triggered by party banter, Hawke confronts Fenris over the apostate issue.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,247 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 5 - Published: 5/3/2012 - Hawke (F), Fenris - Complete
Gentrification, An Epilogue by strangegibbon reviews
An M rated epilogue to my T rated Gentrification series. Hawke has a few things of her own to teach him and they're nothing to do with etiquette... F!Hawke/Fenris.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,392 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 103 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 7/2/2011 - Published: 6/30/2011 - Hawke (F), Fenris - Complete
Gentrification, or How Not To Be A Sow's Ear by strangegibbon reviews
Hawke needs a few lessons in etiquette and Fenris is the most qualified to help much to the dismay of both parties. Hopefully they can manage not to kill each other in the process. AU. F!Hawke/Fenris Find it in Russian at /readfic/2628013 - huge love to the talented lenokkk x
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 24,116 - Reviews: 125 - Favs: 301 - Follows: 93 - Updated: 7/1/2011 - Published: 5/20/2011 - Fenris, Hawke (F) - Complete
Mute by LoquaciousQuark reviews
Blood mages kidnap Hawke for use in a powerful ritual. Rescue comes too late, and now Hawke must deal with the difference between survival and life. A kmeme prompt run rampant. Hawke/Fenris, complete.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 34,491 - Reviews: 61 - Favs: 374 - Follows: 48 - Published: 6/22/2011 - Hawke (F), Fenris - Complete
Haunted by strangegibbon reviews
A sequel to 'Touched'. He watches her from shattered mirrors. He is all around her still and she can't let him go. F!Hawke/Fenris.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,986 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 8 - Published: 4/25/2011 - Hawke (F), Fenris - Complete
Ankomst by Solain Rhyo reviews
After three years, Fenris has decided to lay claim to the woman he'd loved and left, if only she'll allow it. FemHawke/Fenris. Rated for sexual content.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,448 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 171 - Follows: 16 - Published: 4/5/2011 - Hawke (F), Fenris - Complete
Touched by strangegibbon reviews
A sequel of sorts to 'Marked'. His brands had drawn them together but in the end they would prove their undoing. F!Hawke/Fenris.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,888 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 133 - Follows: 11 - Published: 4/2/2011 - Hawke (F), Fenris - Complete
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To Conspire With an Antivan reviews
Isabela knows Hawke still cares for Fenris after all this time, even if she'd never admit it. Feed up with seeing her friend so depressed, she decides to take matters into her own hands. When Hawke's group comes across a certain former assassin from her past, Isabela quickly hatches a plan with his help to get the mage the attention she deserves.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 61,147 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 159 - Follows: 268 - Updated: 7/29/2014 - Published: 12/3/2012 - [Fenris, Hawke (F)] Zevran A.
No Way Out reviews
"It'll be an easy run. In, out, and back." A supply run into what's left of Kirkwall goes horribly wrong, leaving Marian and Fenris trapped in a pharmacy storeroom with a city block full of walkers between them and safety.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 14,802 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 7/2/2014 - Published: 6/15/2014 - [Hawke (F), Fenris] Isabela, Aveline V. - Complete
Slipping into Memory reviews
A run-in with the slaver Caladrius pushes Revka beyond her breaking point and dredges up less than pleasant memories.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,560 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/27/2014 - [Tabris, Zevran A.] Caladrius - Complete
Abaddon reviews
The decisions Hawke made before her flight from Kirkwall come at a heavy price - one she will not be alone in bearing.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 17,400 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 4/21/2014 - Published: 11/5/2013 - [Fenris, Hawke (F)] Varric T.
Eclectic Inspirations reviews
This is the beginning of what will be my collection of dibbles and drabbles that are too short to post as full stories on their own. Most likely the things posted here will center around Fenris, F!Hawke or both, with other characters included as their stories come to me, if at all. Subjects / ratings will evolve as fics are posted, and each chapter will be a standalone blurb.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 8,980 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 4/15/2014 - Published: 6/2/2013 - [Fenris, Hawke (F)]
Under the Stars reviews
A quiet conversation between two friends makes Zevran realize he may be starting to wish for more.
Dragon Age - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,003 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/13/2014 - [Zevran A., Tabris] - Complete
Taking Respite reviews
While making their way to Jader, Ghellynh Mahariel manages to catch himself a cold. After insisting they rest long enough for him to recover, Zevran is left with the task of taking care of a sick and particularly cranky Warden.
Dragon Age - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,461 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/24/2013 - [Zevran A., Mahariel] - Complete
Reassurances reviews
After the smoke has cleared and the dust has settled from their flight from Kirkwall, Hawke begins to feel guilty for the choices she has made and the consequences they have brought about for not only herself, but Fenris and Isabela as well. They, on the other hand, see things quite differently.
Dragon Age - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,703 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/22/2013 - [Isabela, Fenris, Hawke (F)] - Complete
The Merchant and the Sparrow reviews
This shemlen with the thick accent and arrogant smirk may very well be the most infuriating person Arianni has ever had the misfortune to have met. It's a shame the feeling isn't mutual. An exploration into the relationship between Arianni and Vincento pre-Dragon Age 2. Written for the 2013 Dragon Age Reverse Big Bang for artwork done by the lovely Foxghost.
Dragon Age - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 16,966 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/23/2013 - [Arianni, Vincento] Marethari - Complete
Acquiescence reviews
It has been six days since Danarius' death, and Hawke is growing increasingly worried by Fenris' absence. When she makes her way to his home to check in on him, what she finds is enough to break her heart all over again. DA kmeme fill. F!Hawke x Fenris and Fenris x Isabela.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,937 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 3/19/2013 - Published: 3/8/2013 - [Hawke (F), Fenris] - Complete
Guilty Pleasure reviews
Visions of a past life and abuse from his former master cause Fenris to walk away from Hawke after their one blissful night together, unable to open up to her about his past. Guilt-ridden, Fenris wishes he were brave enough to ask for her forgiveness, but worries for her safety should Danarius return. His fear is well placed, as the final confrontation goes horribly wrong.
Dragon Age - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 44,045 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 30 - Updated: 10/21/2012 - Published: 9/8/2012 - [Fenris, Hawke (F)] - Complete