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Hi, Im Charlie.

I dont necessary agree with everything I say.

Sometimes I get bored and just want to play a game.

Ive always been the person that doesn't fit in.

Most of my school life I had been trying too.

Somehow I lost myself on the way.

But then I saw the bigger picture and realized.

"Why would I want to be the same?"

So now when people laugh

I laugh back thinking how stupid they are for being so closed minded.

Like poems? http:///charlie-may/poems/?a=a&search=&l=3&y=1

Freezing are my bones,
they may snap against my will,
all these lingering thoughts keeping me from the thrill,
Death is what is far compare to the love that is near,
all my tears are not wasted fears,
saving me is saving you and that is what's dear.

As I lay here on my bed,
I feel death near,
I feel it spread.
The hole inside my heart will see,
All the things it used to be.
Trembling so hard I can't lay in peace.
The word,
so far.
How can I not laugh,
when death is yet the future of my past.

Anime love ;)

MAL: http:///profile/LottiiUndead

Favourite anime: (not in order)

Kyo kara maou!

Natsume yujinchou san

Tiger & Bunny

Junjou Romantica

07 Ghost

Steins Gate

Music is a great deal in my life,I couldn't live without it.If I ever go deaf I will surly lose all sanity Ive got.

I like basically all types of music,these are the ones that mean more to me than others:

3 Doors Down - Here Without You:

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same
But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face

Dance On Our Graves- Paper Route:

I hear something out there calling my name.
No matter where I turn it all looks the same.
I never sleep at night, I just stay up and wait.
But the burning in my blood never came.

Will I know it?
Will I know it when I see it?

I know that what I am is not who I should be.
The devil takes my hand and says, "Child come with me"
My body shivers and aches, I can't break free.
Why do the things I hate come so naturally?

Ross Copperman- Holding On and Letting Go

The Fray - You Found Me

Sixx AM - Life Is Beautiful

PaRaMoRe -- We Are Broken

He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster. And when you gaze long into an abyss the abyss also gazes into you.

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Don't tell Jonathan by eclipsereader reviews
Clary is overly protected by Jonathan and his friends, which includes Jace. Not dating is at the top of the list of rules. But she is willing to sneak around to have a chance with what she has always wanted..Love. When she thinks she finally has everything she ever wanted, her life is overwhelmed with dark secrets and betrayal. OOC, AH, and AU.
Mortal Instruments - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 26,838 - Reviews: 1071 - Favs: 585 - Follows: 929 - Updated: 4/17/2020 - Published: 8/27/2012 - Clary F., Jace W., Jonathon M./Sebastian V., Celine H. - Complete
First Impressions by ghostwriter4836 reviews
Millionaire son, Takaba Akihito, gets a new bodyguard, one Asami Ryuichi. Can he keep Takaba safe and what happens when Takaba defies him? Will they be able to work together? *WARNING* Rated M for a reason people. Haapy reading and enjoy.
Finder Series - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 45 - Words: 86,361 - Reviews: 298 - Favs: 224 - Follows: 230 - Updated: 12/17/2015 - Published: 12/5/2012
Crosses and Rainbows by Brittanysway reviews
AU: In a place blessed by God, the rules are simple: 1. Obey your parents, 2. Obey the church and 3. Obey the Bible. Alexander Lightwood, is about to break these rules. He should have known that the rules are there for protection. Who is going to protect him now? AU R&R Rated to M in the near future due to planting a lemon tree. Warning: Violence, Non-con sex and abuse... Age-gap
Mortal Instruments - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 37 - Words: 134,169 - Reviews: 496 - Favs: 270 - Follows: 266 - Updated: 2/14/2014 - Published: 6/29/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B. - Complete
In the Devil's Teeth by eprime reviews
Akihito finds out what betrayal rouses in Asami.
Finder Series - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 72,844 - Reviews: 569 - Favs: 685 - Follows: 449 - Updated: 12/18/2013 - Published: 5/11/2012 - Complete
Betrayal by appleslovetea reviews
COMPLETE - Asami is betrayed by the last person he'd expect! Spoiler Alert: Plot takes place after Chapter 44
Finder Series - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,672 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 132 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 6/11/2013 - Published: 5/5/2013 - Complete
Comatose by checkforirrationality reviews
I never dreamed i would be in this position, was i raped? Drugged? Tortured? I don't know, my memories are broken, the only thing that strikes me as odd is an incredibly familiar man with hair like silk and glowing yellow/green eyes, is he the key to my memory? Post CoLS and Rated M for torture and sexual content, plus CoLS spoiler! you have been warned! MALEC!
Mortal Instruments - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 16,275 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 52 - Updated: 1/21/2013 - Published: 8/24/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B.
Solemn Sorrow by Humanized Serenity reviews
Alexander Lightwood, the boy who, only a year ago, had never killed a single demon, had now killed over a dozen of the strongest to ever lay foot in New York. Jace and Izzy would have been proud if they were not so worried about their brother's life and mental health. MALEC ONESHOT
Mortal Instruments - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15,175 - Reviews: 35 - Favs: 252 - Follows: 38 - Published: 10/4/2012 - [Alec L., Magnus B.] - Complete
I will find you by Wyrda Estela reviews
What if... Sometimes it is to late... To late...
Mortal Instruments - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,500 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 5 - Published: 9/9/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B. - Complete
Good Boy by Caithrine Glidewell reviews
Alec was stripped of his Marks when his family found out he's gay and its led him down a dark path that has landed him on his knees at the feet of the Lord of the Dark Shadowhunters. When Master Sebastian loans him out again, Alexander thinks it will just be another violent blur, but is this one different? AU. SebastianxAlec, MagnusxAlec. Cowritten with Adrelaide
Mortal Instruments - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,676 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 125 - Updated: 9/4/2012 - Published: 8/25/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B.
Safe and Sound by betterontheotherside reviews
Alec relaxed into Magnus, pretending that he couldn't hear the bullets outside, pretending the bombs didn't exist. Ignoring the screams and cries and begs for mercy outside. Magnus. Magnus was all there was. Him, and Magnus.
Mortal Instruments - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 867 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 14 - Published: 8/27/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B. - Complete
The Only One That Knows Me by Caithrine Glidewell reviews
Alec goes to pack up his things from Magnus's apartment after the devastating break up. Post CoLS. Depressing. I just had to get my Malec feels out, so here it is. Mild M for depressing themes and mild smut. MALEC FOREVER
Mortal Instruments - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,017 - Reviews: 134 - Favs: 168 - Follows: 214 - Updated: 8/24/2012 - Published: 7/1/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B.
I Need To Be Broken by Piano Mirukoto reviews
What happens to Alec in the aftermath of their split? Alec decides to break himself by not it too late for him? MALEC! R&R please!
Mortal Instruments - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 6,233 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 86 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 8/21/2012 - Published: 7/27/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B.
Shadow of the Day by mychemicalbitchbot reviews
Malec, Jalec and a little bit of something else. After I'm Not Insane, Alec starts to question everything that's been going on. His world suddenly doesn't seem so real. Is it?
Mortal Instruments - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,543 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 4 - Published: 7/27/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B. - Complete
Here for You by betterontheotherside reviews
Alec's been tortured to the brink of insanity. Magnus has saved him, but he can't take away the nightmares that make Alec wake up screaming and begging for help... tortured!Alec hurt/comfort Malec.
Mortal Instruments - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 640 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 107 - Follows: 33 - Published: 7/25/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B. - Complete
Goodbye by I.Am.Cannibal reviews
Alec and Magnus break up and Alec goes into a huge state of depression. He tries to kill himself... Can Magnus save him? Or will he leave Alec to die? Rated T for attempted suicide... Yaoi Malec, kinda dark, may be a One-shot, not sure.
Mortal Instruments - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,398 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 44 - Published: 7/19/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B.
Love Can Defy Time by dax-fox reviews
Alec and Jace accidently end up back in time... in Victorian London, how will Jace react to meeting his ancestor? How will Alec react to meeting a Magnus who has never known him and is in love with another?
Crossover - Mortal Instruments & Infernal Devices, Cassandra Clare - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 8 - Words: 16,247 - Reviews: 170 - Favs: 246 - Follows: 369 - Updated: 7/15/2012 - Published: 12/3/2010 - Alec L., Magnus B.
Good For You by Dragons Chaotica reviews
Alec has long been tormented by his own thoughts, cumulating in He and Magnus's break-up. Once Magnus realizes why everything has happened the way it has, will Alec be able to forgive him? Post COLS, Warnings: Some language, inadvertant emotional abuse, etc.
Mortal Instruments - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,484 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 18 - Published: 6/4/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B. - Complete
I'm Not Insane by mychemicalbitchbot reviews
Alec's in a mental health ward, but doesn't belong there. At least he has Magnus to keep him company. One-shot, prompt. Lemon.
Mortal Instruments - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,551 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 24 - Follows: 11 - Published: 6/4/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B. - Complete
A Little Piece of Heaven by SaintVexx reviews
Alec is nothing but a human slave in a world of demons. But what happens when he's put up for auction and gets sold by one of the most feared demons of all? Read to find out. Contains lemons and is rated M for a reason ;
Mortal Instruments - Rated: M - English - Horror/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 11,767 - Reviews: 83 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 142 - Updated: 5/4/2012 - Published: 3/29/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B.
After a Thousand by glitteredrune reviews
Magnus and Alec has been together for two years now. Everything seemed perfect until Alec started acting strange. Can Magnus figure out what's wrong or will it be too late before he does?
Mortal Instruments - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 11,284 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 44 - Follows: 53 - Updated: 4/27/2012 - Published: 6/2/2011 - Alec L., Magnus B.
Only Thing by ironbutterfly25 reviews
When Valentine snatches Clarissa from Jocelyn and brings her with him back to Idris, he notices a change in his dark son, Jonathan Christopher. Jonathan and Clary creates a strong bond together and Valentine can't tell if this is good or not for his plan.
Mortal Instruments - Rated: T - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 7 - Words: 30,120 - Reviews: 187 - Favs: 214 - Follows: 246 - Updated: 4/13/2012 - Published: 12/19/2011 - Jonathon M./Sebastian V., Clary F.
Dark Erogenous by IndustrialSoup reviews
A written up version of the drama CD, Dark Erogenous.
Ai no Kusabi - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 17,835 - Reviews: 36 - Favs: 79 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 4/24/2011 - Published: 1/23/2010 - Riki, Iason Mink - Complete
Immortality by MiyonUchiha reviews
Magnus wasn't going to die, and Alec was. It was then that Alec realized life was unfair, especially when it was neverending. Oneshot: Alec/Magnus
Mortal Instruments - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,051 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 124 - Follows: 19 - Published: 7/24/2009 - Magnus B., Alec L. - Complete
A Drunken Alec by NerdyBookLover reviews
The title pretty much explains itself, don't you think? Alec gets drunk and Magnus is there for the hangover.
Mortal Instruments - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,028 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 66 - Follows: 14 - Published: 5/22/2009 - Alec L., Magnus B. - Complete
Dark and Crazy reviews
After COLS: What if Alec had finally lost it after all those years hiding how he felt, and if given a chance would he use someone to hurt Magnus the way he hurt him but that's only if he doesn't submit to be somebody's obsession first.
Mortal Instruments - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 31,793 - Reviews: 75 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 7/21/2013 - Published: 11/25/2012 - Alec L., Magnus B.