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Author has written 5 stories for Big Time Rush.

I love big time rush. I love to write fictional stories and poetry. I hate to say it but I need reviews. They help me keep writing and give me hope. Sounds selfish I know but it really is important to me and its what I need. Sorry

What a boyfriend SHOULD do

When she walks away from you mad, follow her
When she stares at your mouth, kiss her
When she pushes you or hits you, grab her and don’t let go
When she starts cussing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her
When she's quiet, ask her what’s wrong
When she ignores you, give her your attention
When she pulls away, pull her back
When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful
When you see her start crying, just hold her and don’t say a word
When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind
When she's scared, protect her
When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her
When she steals your favorite hat, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night
When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh
When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay
When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up
When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand
When she grabs at your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers
When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh
When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold
When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does
When she misses you, she's hurting inside
When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away
When she says its over, she still wants you to be hers
When she repost this bulletin, she wants you to read it
Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go
When she says she's ok, don’t believe it, talk with her, because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her, call her before you sleep and after you wake up
Treat her like she's all that matters to you
Tease her and let her tease you back
Stay up all night with her when she's sick
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
Give her the world, let her wear your clothes
When she's bored and sad, hang out with her, let her know she's important
Kiss her in the pouring rain
When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Whose ass am I kicking babe?"

Find the guy that calls you beautiful instead of hot,

who calls you back when you hang up on him,

who'll lay under the stars for hours and listen to your heart beat.

Or will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy that kisses your forehead,

who keeps your picture in his wallet,

who wants to show you off to the world even when you're in sweatpants,

who holds your hand in front of all his friends,

who thinks you're beautiful without makeup,

one who is constantly telling you of how much he cares and how is lucky to have you,

THE one who turns to his friends and says THAT'S HER!

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Iniquity by Evix reviews
Right before a concert, Kendall, James, Carlos and Logan get kidnapped by Hawk again but this time Hawk's intentions are not only to prevent them from performing and then letting them go again. This time Hawk wants to truly break Gustavo's dogs.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 34 - Words: 103,376 - Reviews: 1266 - Favs: 220 - Follows: 259 - Updated: 6/2/2015 - Published: 5/11/2012 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
My little skateboarding girls by Priceisrightflutedirectioner reviews
Logan Henderson finds Bridgette and Lydia who was left for dead, and is shocked to find that two year old Bridgette can skateboard already. Can he raise these two as his own duaghters
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 40 - Words: 45,593 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/9/2015 - Published: 1/18/2014 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
Seven Days to Change Everything by OuToFmYmInDbAcKiN5MiNuTeS reviews
James has a crush on Kendall. After James accidentally walks in on the blonde in the bathroom, they have sex. Kendall tells James they can't be together because it would ruin all the progress Big Time Rush has made. Over the course of a week, James sets out to change his mind. Can James' charm win the blonde over? Or will Kendall resist?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,328 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 2/5/2014 - Published: 1/29/2014 - [Kendall, James]
Complicated Love by EpicallyObsessed reviews
When the guys find out that James is Bi, both Logan and Kendall find themselves developing feelings for the brunette and they will stop at nothing to outdo each other and win James' affection. Will James be able to pick one of them? And more importantly, will their friendship survive? Slash: Kames Jagan Ends?, Self-Harm (In later chapters), Trigger Warnings
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 37 - Words: 52,535 - Reviews: 111 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 42 - Updated: 10/26/2013 - Published: 10/12/2012 - Kendall, Logan, James - Complete
Opposites Attract by Becca Korklan reviews
Logan goes online to find a person he's compatible with, someone who will be his, and ends up being paired with someone who is pretty much the exact opposite of himself. In fact, this person is an exact image of a person he would easily say he hates. Logan tells himself that the computer just made a mistake, but did it really?
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,234 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 32 - Updated: 9/17/2013 - Published: 10/9/2012 - James, Logan
Monsters Underneath by TheWritingMonster reviews
Inside the walls of the Palm Woods Mental Institution are the afflicted, broken and dangerous. They've been committed in hopes to cure their disorders, but some can't be cured. These are their stories. Rated for slight adult themes. -DISCONTINUED-
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 38,374 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 34 - Updated: 6/7/2013 - Published: 5/12/2011 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James
Wake Me Up by Chenonsisonoio reviews
When James moves in with his father, his father's fiancé suggests that they all go camping in an attempt to get to know each other better before the wedding. While camping, James meets Kendall, who develops a crush on him. But James is in denial that he might be gay. Kames. Rating might change.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 15,435 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 5/26/2013 - Published: 10/21/2012 - Kendall, James
Make You Mine by Chenonsisonoio reviews
Sequel to Bite My Tongue. Almost five years have passed, and now Logan and James are coming across each other again. And the appearance of James makes things really difficult for Logan, because he's still in love with James. But things can't go back to the way they were, because that's too hard. Rated for later chapters.
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 21 - Words: 54,400 - Reviews: 159 - Favs: 46 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 3/26/2013 - Published: 11/4/2012 - [Logan, James] [Carlos, Kendall] - Complete
Sound Of Madness by Rendall reviews
AU. Kendall Knight was a deaf-mute and a musical prodigy. James Diamond was a spoiled rich kid, and...a closet poet? They were paired together to produce a musical composition in order to win a scholarship of 25,000. Will they be able to overcome their obstacles and let the music tell the story of words they are too afraid to speak? Kames/Cargan Rating may go up
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 35,741 - Reviews: 144 - Favs: 124 - Follows: 137 - Updated: 3/7/2013 - Published: 10/10/2012 - Kendall, James
The Thirteenth Hour by Rendall reviews
For one hour every night Kendall lies awake, listening to the sounds that fill his bedroom, begging for them to leave him alone. While Carlos helps Kendall out, Logan tries to stop Kendall from obsessing over what happens during that one hour. But how can he, when Kendall finds himself falling for the ghost of a boy named James who died long ago? AU/Slash
Big Time Rush - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 16 - Words: 74,023 - Reviews: 328 - Favs: 163 - Follows: 125 - Updated: 2/17/2013 - Published: 8/18/2012 - Kendall, James - Complete
Evil Resurrected by chocolate-colombo reviews
"You can run as fast as you can, Kendall, but you can't escape me. I'll always find you. I never even lost you. And I'll get you this time. And I'll take down anyone who gets in my way..."
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Suspense - Chapters: 17 - Words: 44,183 - Reviews: 285 - Favs: 58 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 1/7/2013 - Published: 9/9/2012 - Kendall, James
Mute by chocolate-colombo reviews
All it took was one night. One horrible car accident that changed Logan's life. One horrible accident that almost ended Big Time Rush.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 60,110 - Reviews: 604 - Favs: 149 - Follows: 172 - Updated: 12/7/2012 - Published: 6/26/2012 - Logan, Kendall
See You Again by EpicallyObsessed reviews
Kendall has trouble coping with losing James, which is starting to affect his relationship with the guys. Will he be able to fix their friendship and find James? Or will everything fall apart? *Sequel to You Can Never Escape Your Past*
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 15 - Words: 21,815 - Reviews: 67 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 10/22/2012 - Published: 9/15/2012 - Kendall - Complete
So Many Problems by thedxwnside reviews
Our little Carlitos is getting his learners Permit for the very first time! How exciting right? WRONG! Carlos is scared and Kendall realizes that and thinks Carlos is acting.. Strange. Rated T for language and a I guess a couple of lovey dovey things.. My first story so.. don't hesitate to critize!
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 14,455 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 10/18/2012 - Published: 9/18/2012 - Kendall, Carlos
Look Back To Silence by SoManipulative reviews
Just a little something,a little promise made between friends. [ Let me know if I should continue this or not.] Harmless fluff for now.
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/18/2012 - Published: 10/9/2012 - James, Kendall
Time Passes by Randomness-Is-My-Specialty reviews
It's been two years since he has seen Carlos, three years for Logan, and five for Kendall. Now he's back in Minnesota for a much needed vacation and he plans to visit his friends. As he visits Carlos and Logan, he notices that every time he mentions Kendall they start to act weird and when he goes to see Kendall, he realizes that a lot can happen in five years. Kames/Cargan
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 5 - Words: 12,512 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 10/14/2012 - Published: 7/21/2012 - James, Kendall
Faded Memories by EpicallyObsessed reviews
After the events of 'The Cure' the guys are left with a James who has lost his memory. And with someone determined to tear them apart, their friendship is tested. Will they be able to get James' memory back, or will they be torn apart? *Sequel to The Cure*
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Drama/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 12 - Words: 16,047 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 10/12/2012 - Published: 9/14/2012 - James - Complete
Silent Tears by Lunachu reviews
Logan is a mute who's just moved from Texas to Minnesota. No-one knows why he doesn't talk, there is no medical reason why he doesnt. Can Kendall and the boys make him open up and speak his first words?
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,268 - Reviews: 91 - Favs: 53 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 9/27/2012 - Published: 8/1/2012 - Logan
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Just a little poem that I wrote about how James feels when he is abandoned by his family and friends, and wants to run away. I don't own Big Time Rush
Big Time Rush - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 213 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 12/7/2015 - Published: 9/29/2012 - James - Complete
Oranges reviews
Kendall's mother has been hiding something from him. What happens when James reveals that secret to Kendall? How will Kendall's mother react? Story is better than the summary! Rated T for character death
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Family/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,859 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 12/7/2015 - Published: 7/9/2013 - Kendall, James - Complete
Intermission reviews
Kames and Cargan need an intermission. Based on BTR's Intermission
Big Time Rush - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 767 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/7/2015 - Published: 7/27/2013 - Kendall, Carlos, Logan, James - Complete
Deterioration reviews
He's not dead, not physically but mentally. He has been dying for a long time, but as time progressed his mental state began to deteriorate with every waking minute. He was to far gone. At least, that's what everyone thought. But they were wrong. He knew what was happening, comprehended it, and put it inside of his mind. Yes, he was mentally dying, but he wasn't dead yet.
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,822 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 12/7/2015 - Published: 1/27/2014 - Kendall, James
Big vampire romance reviews
James finds his mate while hiding from his arch nemisis. What measures will he take to protect his love?
Big Time Rush - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 11 - Words: 7,895 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 32 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 12/7/2015 - Published: 9/23/2012 - James, Kendall