Jessi-chan9867
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Joined 09-21-12, id: 4268951, Profile Updated: 07-23-15
Author has written 17 stories for Vocaloid, and Hetalia - Axis Powers.

It's been a good two years (can't really say three, since I've been MIA for one) you guys. I don't think I'll ever forget my experience on this site. Thank you all, and goodbye.


I know most of you will be disappointing in me for saying this (or relieved that I finally showed up here out of nowhere and announced this since you saw it coming), but...

I am leaving FanFictionNet.

Now, before you start getting mad at me (which I understand you can be since I haven't said a peep in nearly a year), hear me out.

When I started this account on that fateful day (September 21st, 2012), I was twelve years old, probably starting my second year of middle school. I was a giant nerd, to keep it simply, preferring to shut myself away in the world of complex anime characters and foreign music. Back then I was a bit depressed, I guess I should say? I know that some of you out there are thinking, "But you were twelve! How could you know what depression truly is?"

And I didn't. I still don't. But back then I felt fairly alone. In school I would change myself to try and make me more likable like the other kids who were liked by nearly everyone. There was next to no bullying at my school, so I don't really know why I tried to change myself for others... Even now, going into my second year of high school, I still don't understand why the hell I did that stupid shit. I was pretending for others' sake, pretending to know what others knew and listening to what everyone else was listening to, even though I didn't like these things. I ended up knowing many different people, but never truly forming a true connection with anyone since I just couldn't relate to anyone at the time. I thought I was the biggest loser back then, where I was slightly over-weight and embarrassed of my looks.

But then, while I was struggling out there in the real world, I ended up meeting so many wonderful people here who shared the same interests I did. I ended up feeling a sense of belonging whenever I turned on my computer and logged into this website. That sense of belonging encouraged me to pursue my interest in literature, and I ended up learning a lot of writing skills and lessons just by reading stories from some of my favorite authors. As those who have followed me and read from me since A Vocaloid Carol and Impossible Love, you know that my writing has greatly improved ever since then. Even now I still have many more things to learn.

Basically, my experience on this site has been overwhelmingly positive. Despite being complete and utter strangers to each other, it's kinda interesting how a common interest caused me to meet so many wonderful people. And for everyone whom I've spoken to and gotten to know over the course of this journey, I could not thank you enough for sharing kind words to a person whom didn't even know what a friend truly was. Thank you so very much.

Now, why am I telling you this? Why the hell did I just waste your time supplying you with a stupid story of some girl whom didn't know where to place herself? Well, I don't know. Maybe I just wanted to supply a reason behind my goodbye. Maybe i just wanted to vent and tell this to someone. Who knows? I certainly don't, so make what you will with the story.

Now, over the year that I've been gone, I've learned a lot. I learned that no one's perfect; everyone is different, including me, and that's ok. I embraced who I was; a shy nerd with a love for a lot foreign things and all things cute. I got skinnier, not to make myself appealing to everyone else, but to kinda stop eating all that bad junk food before bed since that wasn't exactly a healthy choice. I started accepting myself as I was, and for that I saw happier days and that smile that i used to hate so much is now one of my favorite features.

Cliched story, I know, but I lived through this. And I can only encourage myself to do better in the future.

Which brings me back to the goodbye. I'm saying goodbye because, well, I'm ready to. I've been contemplating goodbye for a couple months now, and here it is.

But with this goodbye, I want to take the opportunity to say something.

I love you. If you're at a place where you can think of nothing but your flaws, please know that those flaws make you so, so special in the eyes of others. I know this is the cheesiest thing I've ever said, but these words are so, so very true. You are imperfectly perfect, and are valued. Don't ever forget that, please.

My PM box is always open if you have any inquiries, and I'll try my best to answer. Though none of my stories never really got to see the end, I feel like I can no longer finish them as I have moved on from Vocaloid. I tried my best to force myself to sit by the laptop and start typing something, but I couldn't write anything meaningful since my passion for the fandom had gone away.

I hope you understand where I'm coming from with this, and I wish all of you the best of luck and all the love. And with that, I conclude my goodbye. Thank you for taking the time out of your day to read this, and for reading any other of my works. I am sincerely sorry I couldn't finish anything through to the end.

Goodbye. Thank you. Sorry.

- Jessi-chan9867

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You Saved Me? reviews
Meet Rin, a mysterious girl with the scariest past, and Len, the celebrity who's nothing but an act. When these two troubled souls meet after a certain incident, Len's determined to find out everything he can about Rin. But she's a hard nut to crack. Will Rin be able to trust him enough to tell him? Or will Len reveal the real him first?
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 22,596 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 7/23/2015 - Published: 6/18/2013 - Rin K., Len K.
Wind and Window Flower reviews
She, a beautiful window flower, loved by everyone and living under the warm sunlight. He, a cold winter wind, hated by everyone and wanting a chance to feel that special feeling. Warm and Cold ... Is love even possible? Might change summary later. Rated T, 'cause of Len
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 11,551 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 22 - Updated: 7/23/2015 - Published: 4/12/2013 - Rin K., Len K.
Welcome to FanxStar reviews
What Len had expected from this assignment was an A , NOT these weird feelings in the pit of his stomach whenever he saw his 'inspiration's' face. Maybe it would have been best if he had just procrastinated after all … Side MikuoxRin and MeiKai, eventual RinxLen; a sort-of 'online relationship'.
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 7 - Words: 20,149 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 7/23/2015 - Published: 10/19/2013 - Rin K., Len K.
Lost Symphony reviews
After Kaito's transferred to a run-down school in Japan, he meets Miku; a mysterious girl with unexplainable abilities. She's not the only one, though. Those "twins", that pervert, and that intelligent girl … While we're asking, who's Mikuo? And WHAT are these feelings he's feeling? Weird.
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,721 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 7/23/2015 - Published: 9/7/2013 - Miku H., Kaito S.
Two Worlds, One Love reviews
As we humans sleep, little winged creatures help keep nature at its balance. They keep peace between a world of fantasy and a world of reality. But, one little fairy will get curious and cross the border between Fantasy and Reality. And when she does, she uncovers feelings she's never felt before. But, all things come with a price. A price her Fantasy land will have to pay for ...
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 12,377 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 7/23/2015 - Published: 3/10/2013 - Len K., Rin K.
Impossible Love reviews
Len Kagamine has recently found out his parents are…superheroes? His parents send him to a superhero academy to learn to control his new found powers. On the way, he meets Japan's most wanted thief, Kagami Rin. Will love form between these two enemies? Why does Len feel like he knows Rin from his past?
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 18 - Words: 32,052 - Reviews: 72 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 7/23/2015 - Published: 12/2/2012 - Rin K., Len K.
IceCreamGod18's How-To Blog for the Interested reviews
Having a crazy, upside-down life can get pretty difficult. So why not write a blog about it and share your experiences with the world? But with this crazy family, anything can happen. Absolutely ANYTHING. Welcome to the sexy Kaito Shion's world. Chapter 2: BIGGEST LIFE ACCOMPLISHMENT: ACCOMPLISHED. Warning: Language Usage, kicks to the face, and Kaito. Do you dare click on me?
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,780 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/23/2015 - Published: 1/2/2014 - Miku H., Kaito S., Mirai Komachi
Cursed reviews
Mayu can't help but wish she hadn't been cursed with this blasted spell. I mean, you would, too if everyone seemed to hate you for doing absolutely nothing. She wonders: Why does she keep going? Then her eyes wander over to Piko ... MayuxPiko; Fantasy/Romance/Supernatural/Possible Angst; Summary may change.
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,432 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/23/2015 - Published: 11/28/2013 - [Piko U., Mayu]
Complete Summer Mayhem! reviews
As a plan to get Vocaloids to be nicer towards each other, Master forces them to stay in a deserted island cut off from the rest of the world. Join your favorite computer programs as they have to deal with the worst thing imaginable: each other! WARNING: Contains epic randomness and angry as hell Vocaloids. ONESHOT collection; Rated T, just to be safe.
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Humor/Friendship - Chapters: 5 - Words: 8,980 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 7/23/2015 - Published: 7/17/2013 - Miku H., Rin K., Len K., Kaito S.
Can't You Remember? reviews
In a deep part of a hidden forest, lies an abandoned mansion. Colorful mist floats around the forest, and no soul can ever be brave enough to come inside. When a young boy has no choice, he'll find himself in a deep pit. One he can't get out of, no matter how hard he tries.
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 11 - Words: 19,856 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 7/23/2015 - Published: 2/23/2013 - Rin K., Len K.
A Villain Knows No Love reviews
Kagene Len has suffered through a bad childhood. He's now 16 and fighting his enemy, Mikuo. He tries to defeat him by kidnapping Kagamine Rin, Mikuo's crush. They say villains can never love, but is that always true? UP FOR ADOPTION/COLLABORATION
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 9 - Words: 11,238 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 25 - Updated: 7/23/2015 - Published: 12/16/2012 - Rin K., Len K.
Why Not Play a Game? reviews
An (hopefully) extensive collection of fluffy/smutty Ameripan oneshots based on/inspired by kissing games found on Google. You've been warned. Game #1: (Human AU/Yaoi) Alfred invites his fellow friends over for some delicious apple pie. Unknown to everyone else, however, he had a taste for something a bit more...apple-icious. (Iswearsummariesjustaren'tmything.) *Title may change
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,728 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 5 - Published: 11/30/2014 - [America, Japan]
Strawberry Bubblegum reviews
Kiku returns to his shared dorm with Alfred F. Jones with a pack of strawberry flavored bubblegum. With nothing else to do, Alfred suggests a game to play - one that would bring them close in an I-like-you-as-more-than-a-roommate way. (Horrible summary, I know, but I promise you that the story inside is way better!) Human AU; Ameripan. Rated T for you-know-what.
Hetalia - Axis Powers - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,321 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/16/2014 - [America, Japan] - Complete
Time Travel Chaos reviews
Overhearing a conversation from her parents, Lenka finds out her father has made a brand new invention: a time machine. Filled with curiosity, she decides to investigate, dragging her brother and her best friend with her. Will she leave well enough alone, or will she put her own existence at risk? RintoxLenka and RinxLen
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 18,624 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 3/19/2014 - Published: 1/21/2013 - [Rin K., Len K.] [Akari K., Una O.]
I'm Grateful For reviews
Kaito tries being a good Big Brother and brings Thanksgiving to the English-speaking Vocaloids in the Vocaloid household. Thanksgiving oneshot; Family/Friendship/Humor
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Family/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,719 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Published: 11/28/2013 - Kaito S., Meiko S., Big Al, Oliver - Complete
Len's Worst Day Ever reviews
Rin catches Len on his embarrassing moment. He says he'll do anything if she kept it a secret, so she challenges him. In the end, Len ends up doing something that makes him just crawl in a whole and die. And worst of all, he has to do it in front of all the other Vocaloids ... Especially Miku and Kaito ... Bad Summary, but story's way better! ONESHOT! Rated T, cause of Len.
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,649 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 6 - Published: 3/14/2013 - Len K. - Complete
A Vocaloid Carol reviews
Len is a selfish jerk, and refuses to let his band members spend Christmas with their families. At 12:00 A.M., he's visited by his Uncle Luki (Who's a ghost) and he tells him he will be visited by three ghosts. Will that be able to change his ways? As the title and summary says, this is an adaptation of "A Christmas Carol". I hope you like it!
Vocaloid - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,226 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 1/12/2013 - Published: 12/19/2012 - Len K., Rin K. - Complete