Author has written 15 stories for Pokémon, Fossil Fighters, Teen Titans, D.Gray-Man, Fairy Tail, Attack on Titan/進撃の巨人, Animal Crossing, and Mortal Instruments.
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Fictionpress version of Untouchable: https://www.fictionpress.com/s/3205878/1/Untouchable
Fictionpress version of ImagineP: https://www.fictionpress.com/s/3201426/1/Imagine
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My favorite Pokemon couple(s): May & Drew, & Ben & Summer.
My favorite Oc pokemon shippings: Planetshipping, Caffeineshipping, and Lightingshipping
My favorite digimon couple(s): TK & Kari, Izzy &Mimi, & Tai & Sora.
My favorite fossil fighter couple(s): Dina & Ruprt
I've decided to put my closest online friends on here. I'm going to say a few things about them too. In random order.
maycontestdrew(Launa)- Wow. Where do I get started. Launa is my first friend I made online. She's the one who showed me forums. She's the one who help me make friends online. She's also has help me out a lot when I'm upset. She is a great person to tell stuff to. She also great to tell your crush to. She likes to made a nickname for your crush so she can makes jokes on him/her on forums. She's great to do roleplays with. She is really funny. She will forever stand up for me and I'll do the same.
Fossilfighter1313(John)- He is one of the first guy friends I made on here. I can tell him a lot. (Just no girl problems.) He can help me and I can help him. He and I will stand up for each other. I allow myself to get ban from a forum because I stood up for him. He has stood up for me. He sent a nice long message to someone who was being a jerk. I did the same to a few people.
Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over. You take out those razor blades, and cut for the very last time. You grab that bottle of pills and take them all. Laying down, holding the letter to your chest, you close your eyes for the very last time. A few hours later, your little brother knocks on your door to come tell you dinners ready. You don't answer, so he walks in. All he sees is you laying on your bed, so he thinks you're asleep. He tells your mom this. Your mom goes to your room to wake you up. She notices something is odd. She grabs the paper in your hand and reads it. Sobbing, she tries to wake you up. She's screaming your name. Your brother, so confused, runs to go tell Dad that "Mommy is crying and sissy won't wake up." Your dad runs to your room. He looks at your mom, crying, holding the letter to her chest, sitting next to your lifeless body. It hits him, what's going on, and he screams. He screams and throws something at the wall. And then, falling to his knees, he starts to cry. Your mom crawls over to him, and they sit there, holding each other, crying. The next day at school, there's an announcement. The principal tells everyone about your suicide. It takes a few seconds for it to sink in, and once it does, everyone goes silent. Everyone blames themselves. Your teachers think they were too hard on you. Those mean popular girls, they think of all the things they've said to you. That boy that used to tease you and call you names, he can't help but hate himself for never telling you how beautiful you really are. Your ex boyfriend, the one that you told everything to, that broke up with you.. He can't handle it. He breaks down and starts crying, and runs out of the school. Your friends? They're sobbing too, wondering how they could never see that anything was wrong, wishing they could have helped you before it was too late. And your best friend? She's in shock. She can't believe it. She knew what you were going through, but she never thought it would get that bad… Bad enough for you to end it. She can't cry, she can't feel anything. She stands up, walks out of the classroom, and just sinks to the floor. Shaking, screaming, but no tears coming out. It's a few days later, at your funeral. The whole town came. Everyone knew you, that girl with the bright smile and bubbly personality. The one that was always there for them, the shoulder to cry on. Lots of people talk about all the good memories they had with you, there were a lot. Everyone's crying, your little brother still doesn't know you killed yourself, he's too young. Your parents just said you died. It hurts him, a lot. You were his big sister, you were supposed to always be there for him. Your best friend, she stays strong through the entire service, but as soon as they start lowering your casket into the ground, she just loses it. She cries and cries and doesn't stop for days. It's two years later. The whole school talks to a counselor/therapist at least once a week. Your teachers all quit their job. Those mean girls have eating disorders now. That boy that used to tease you cuts himself. Your ex boyfriend doesn't know how to love anymore and just sleeps around with girls. Your friends all go into depression. Your best friend? She tried to kill herself. She didn't succeed like you did, but she tried…your brother? He finally found out the truth about your death. He self harms, he cries at night, he does exactly what you did for years leading up to your suicide. Your parents? Their marriage fell apart. Your dad became a workaholic to distract himself from your death. Your mom got diagnosed with depression and just lays in bed all day. People care. You may not think so, but they do. Your choices don't just effect you. They effect everyone. Don't end your life, you have so much to live for. Things can't get better if you give up. I'm here for absolutely anyone that needs to talk, no matter who you are. Even if we've NEVER talked before, I'm here for you. Copy and paste this onto your profile to show people there are people out there that care.
What you see above is what my friend maycontestdrew sent me a few days ago. I promised her I would say something because she did for me. So I'm going to reveal something.
I've been batting depression for years. And now it's slowly starting to win. I would've died a long time ago if I didn't find fanfiction. It's thanks to maycontestdrew and many others that I'm still here today. It's mainly thanks to 3 people I'm still here today. Glacia the Icy Mega Absol, JNZ, and maycontestdrew are these 3 people. These 3 people are 3 of the first online friends I made. They've all have helped me and sometimes without realizing they have too. I owe them so much that I could never repay back. Thank you guys. I'm still here because of you.
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