Illmind
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Joined 10-06-12, id: 4294282, Profile Updated: 04-22-15
Author has written 3 stories for Warriors, and 100% Wolf.

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Dear my fanfiction friends/fans,
I had received some amazing news in Late December last year, I am currently pregnant with my first child and I'm proud to say I'm due on the 24th of August 2015 with a baby boy!
Now for those of you who are now thinking 'She's only 16, she won't be a good parent...' I have been mothering my little sisters since I was 9 years old. I raised a now 7 year old and a now 4 year old, without much help from my mother whatsoever. Also for your information I will be 17 by the time my baby is born.
I have the support of my two Aunts who have done everything they can to make this pregnancy an easy ride.
So thank you for reading, this is a very important part of my life and I am glad I can share it with you all... feel free to send me a private message I will definitely reply. :)

One monkey eats shit, now all the other monkeys wanna do it
Humans are so stupid
Don't bring your bullshit around me, fucking human
The problem is killing my mind, God give me a sign
Maybe I'm tripping, tell me this life is worth living.

[Verse:1 Hopsin]
Man,Fuck!
Me and my girl keep arguin'
Somehow my life just got hard again
She's scared of groupies that steady bargin' in
I can't explain the pain my heart is in
Yeah I got money, but reality isn't sunny, it's dark and grim
See when I'm tourin' I don't take her
So she get filled with anger, thinkin' another women is gon' replace her
She's standing in tears of emotion knee deep
I keep trynna tell her "Why? I ain't fuckin' no groupie!"
She don't believe me
My career is so deceiving
She's dating a rapper, nobody said it was gon' be easy
She's threatening to leave me cause of these text messages girls send
Now I'm just caught in this whirlwind
Trynna explain they just friends who can't control themselves
They see the fame, think I'm cute, and they get overwhelmed
She should fuckin' know the deal
I'm done dealing with this bullshit
Bitch, I'm outta here, you can go to hell

[Hook]
There's no room to drive at the end of the road
When you're living in the cold not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me?
Don't fucking call me
Stop trynna reach me
I ain't trynna here all your bullshit just leave me

[Verse 2: Hopsin]
The underground ain't been the same since I emerged from it
Niggas hear my name and they just hate, and throw some dirt on it
Talking 'bout I blew up and just left them in the dust
But we ain't friends motherfucker we ain't never kicked it once
You better zip it shut, I'm respectful
But if I spot you that's the only time that I won't ever give a fuck
Your words can make a difference, do not forget
If you run your mouth and talk shit, you payin' for what comes out of it
Bitch niggas acting all macho, jealous cause they ain't got dough
While they still opening up for me at my show
Smiling coming over to me, like I'm the coldest MC
And then you bad mouth the moment I leave
Aight, I got it since I'm in the limelight
You niggas try to look cool by not being hyped about my hype
Simple and plain, better watch where your missiles are aimed
Insult my name you'll rekindle a flame, nigga

[Hook]

There's no room to drive at the end of the road
When you're living in the cold not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will they ever learn to love me?
Don't fucking call me
Stop trynna reach me
I ain't trynna hear all your bullshit just leave me

[Verse 3: Hopsin]
I'm about to lock myself in my basement and dig a grave inside
All jokes aside, man I see no reason to stay alive
If I do it, I won't even say "good-bye"
"Ya, ho, but you're Hopsin, and you have so many fa-ans!"
Yeah great advice
I'm not lucky
Outside of Hopsin, there's no one who loves me
I come home to absolutely nothing
Nobody pays any mind to Marcus
They treat me like I'm retarded
They just want me to slave away as an artist
It don't make any sense to me
No one wants to get to know the real me
They just want pictures for they friends to see
I deal with this kind of stress, endlessly
Fuck this damn industry
Look at all the shit that it did to me
I don't care about no big collab or trynna swim in cash
I just want a family I can watch the TV with and laugh
Until them I'm on the dark side
I'm the fuckin' Dark Knight, startin' bar fights
It's a hard life

[Hook]
There's no room to drive at the end of the road
When you're living in the cold not wearing a coat
The breeze turns tears to snow
Will the ever learn to love me?
Don't fucking call me
Stop trynna reach me
I ain't trynna hear all your bullshit just leave me

[Intro]
I just, I just don't, I just, I just, I just don't know
I-I-I just, I just don't, I just, I just don't know what to do [x2]

[Verse 1]
I'm back nigga, what's up?
Hop, how'd you get your buzz up?
I heard you signed over your soul to the devil, is it true? Nigga shut the fuck up
In my heart there ain't much love
So if you best then that's tough luck
FV doin' shit so bigheaded I'm on your side now nigga, fuck us!
It's Knock Madness! I'm back up on this
I'm a real nice nigga but I rap for vengeance
Only got bad intentions and I'm looking for a new mouth that my nutsack could fit in
I look like an idiot to grab attention
But my new fans tellin' me to trash my lenses
It's bad for business
I'm lacking senses
It feels like I'm trapped in a black dimension
Stepped in this bitch to wreck
So don't disrespect
I promise that would be a big regret
I'll twist ya' neck
I'm lookin' for a fish to catch
I chop niggas up, yeah I learned it from Tech
I got hoes all over that wanna get me (dome)
They all yellin' Hopsin you turn me (on)
But I feel like it's the Devil tryna' get me (whoa)
And I don't wanna do it nigga send me (home)
Nigga, I'm so cool, but I feel so low
See I got a crew, but I feel so low
I cruise, but the wheels don't roll
You feel what I'm sayin? Shit neither do I
I'm a give you niggas one more album and after that it's peace out
And I'm leaving you guys, you know why?

[Hook]
The world made me feel like I lost myself
My own homies tellin' me that I need help
If you got a solution for me you should probably
Holla at cha boy if you know somebody
Let me know [x4]
Holla at cha boy if you know somebody
Let me know [x4]
Holla at cha boy if you know somebody

[Verse:2]
No no no no no no no no no NO!
Hopsin is doomed, locked in a room
Spaced out like I love popping a shroom
God lit a fuse
Now I gotta make a decision and I don't really know which option to choose
I'm a big wreck, did you not get the news?
I made a million bucks but did not get abused
How did I manage to get robbed from the truth
Maybe I shoulda never went and dropped outta school
It's not that bad, you're okay kid, cheer up
But I got a life that I ain't too sure of
So I gotta dress like Ace Ventura
Can't look at myself I might break this mirror
(Shit! Fuck! Fuck!) I'm paranoid
I panic over every little scary noise
See, when I go pick up the phone and tell friends about it
But they won't answer cause they're annoyed
I'm like ugggghh, I put a porno on cause my life ain't awesome, man
Jack off, go to sleep, wake up, jack off again
The repeat the cycle
Can't go to sleep unless I leave the lights on
You don't know how many fuckin' demons I know
Maybe I should go and try to read the bible
(Fuck! Oh no) I don't even like rap, the only thing I wanted was just to be cool
Hang out with a group of friends and solve mysteries like I'm Scooby Doo
But I got way more than I bargained for
You can't chill when your heart is sore
I'm so mad I could start a war
So fuck Hopsin, man I don't even know who I are no more!

[Hook]
I feel like I lost myself
My own homies telling me that I need help
If you got a solution for me you should probably
Holla at cha boy if you know somebody
Let me know [x4]
Holla at cha boy if you know somebody

[Verse:3]
Man, y'all niggas tryna' kill my vibe
Lately, don't nobody feel my rhymes
Dizzy goin' up tryna' steal my shine
I'm all outta ammo, my skills just died
But "Oh my god, I love Ill Mind 5!"
Do what I want, bum skippity bums get high
That will change my whole entire life
You make more things like that? I'll buy!
Well I got news for you, my screws are loose (I'll tell ya)
This rap thing here's what I used to do, now I'm movin' to (Australia)
When I go ghost I'm a get a house on the Gold Coast yelling YOLO
On a couch, feelin' so dope, livin' low pro, so these foul niggas
Don't know I'll be strutting around like (Hell yeah!)
Man, I'm losing my mind, y'all assume that I'm cool when I rhyme
See I'm tryin' to be Marcus and Hopsin but I get depressed when the two intertwine
Truthfully, I'm not the man that I used to be
Nobody cares who I used to be
To talk to, so I lose the heat
I cut bad and the bruise is deep
Is there anything you can do for me?

[Hook]
The world made me feel like I lost myself
My own homies telling me that I need help
If you got a solution for me you should probablt
Holla at cha boy if you know somebody
Let me know [x4]
Holla at cha boy if you know somebody
Let me know [x4]
Holla at cha boy if you know somebody

When I shake my head can't you hear the screws lost in it?

Until then Im on the dark side.

Better watch where your missles aim.

We play 'em and trade 'em like pokemon cards.

When your living in the cold not wearing a coat, the breeze turns tears to snow.

What if I died and never came back? You'd hate that wouldn't you? Imma put a blade to your neck, push it through, quit telling me shit that I shouldn't do! I've been blocking my feelings but now I can't hide em, been looking for god how come I can't find him? Nothing in my fucking world seems to go right, even though I hate suicide I need to go try, I live my life the way I want I ain't pleasing you, got a problem I'll fuck you up I got a reason to, don't to gain my trust saying "we believe in you," and then walking over me after all that we've been through, that ain't even cool! Now death is what I hope you get and just remember that I told you this, we ain't cool I don't owe you shit!

I'm trapped in a world that I don't wanna be in but I know that there's no way out,
It burns inside every time I rhyme but I know that there's no way out,
Pain is not insane but I'm insane if you know what I'm sayin,
LUCIFER!

[Verse1] Hopsin
So I'm a flop? Nah that's where you guys are wrong
I shit on niggas, that's why I rap with a diaper on
Don't be approaching me with none of your mess
Talking bout where I belong
Just tell all your friends about me and sit
And watch as their minds get blown
Niggas on that basic shit, now I'm a go ape a bit
I know y'all prayed for this, so don't trip
Here's a handkerchief for your razored wrists
My flow got a few ways to switch
Niggas act hard I'mma a change the script
Everybody begging to be out ya mind
Cause they know I got skills y'all can't prevent
When I lace a hit you impressive, none
You can take it as a lesson son,
If you was smart, you'd drop the mic and
Try to stick up a bank with a weapon drawn
Pillow man was slept upon
That's the reason the West was gone
But I set the bomb, when it blows up
You niggas will know where the heck
I'm from I'm keeping it raw fo'sho', flows so diabolical
You watching 'em, but it took like 10 whole years
Just for my balls to grow
No overnight success, I'm struggling just to write this mess
The road to rightousness was more than words and skill that I possess

[Hook]
I was the nigga all you niggas used to clown
Now when I come around I got you motherfuckers like "wow!"
Yeah, how you like me now?
I'm flossing on you nigga's like BLAOW!
How you like me now motherfucker?
How you like me...
How you like me now motherfucker?
Ay yo let me see you clown, motherfuckers
Let me see...
How you like me now now, motherfuckers
How you like me...

[Verse:2] SwizZz
S-W-I-Z-Z and add another
My swagger makes your girl want to cut, like upper
I'm mad hot, dog, my 16s should come with mustard
If you think I have a big head, then you haven't seen my brother!
Stacked bad niggas swore I wouldn't make a rap
Promised it couldn't happen and hated with a passion
A mixtape later I silenced thier laughing
Now the same ones would probably suck my dick if I asked 'em
It's obvious I have it locked like CAPS
Rocking to a bitch fight beat that slaps
I do it major, Poly Sci and Bio
I don't have haters only fans in denial
Now gimme a minute to hop to my zone, I'm making 'em pop like Mary
I'm rocking the party to act all retarded, I'm making 'em pop like cherries
I know this nigga is wild, but I will knock him down
Just answer this question for me:
How you like me, how you like me now?

[Hook]
I was the nigga all you niggas used to clown
Now when I come around I got you motherfuckers like "wow!"
Yeah, how you like me now?
I'm flossing on you nigga's like BLAOW!
How you like me now motherfucker?
How you like me...
How you like me now motherfucker?
Ay yo let me see you clown, motherfuckers
Let me see...
How you like me now now, motherfuckers
How you like me...

[Verse:3] Hopsin
Oh so you wanna be cool? You wanna be pals?
You wanna be closest friends?
See a nigga so hot, that's why I'm popping up like I'm toaster bread
I say shit that don't get said
That's why I can't roll with feds
Illuminati got they eye on me
And they see to it that a nigga don't get fed
My purpose ain't hard to see
I pull up on rappers like "pardon me,"
Your bars are weak, you spend to much time
Trynna get your sparkling charm to bling
I be kickin them multiple syllables
Ripping up shows and holding my genitals
Get a dose of the wicked flow before your niggas run up
Sayin "Homie, you should've known"
It's crazy how life can switch
I ain't gonna lie to you mine was shit
Not anymore, shit changed up
From woman selection to size of tits
I know bitches who can ride the dick
Niggas who think that my eyes are sick
Showing them many agents who be loving
The melodies that I supply them with
I gotta not for y'all
In the rap game who got an album stacking dough
Y'all got big. chains'll start to falling off like Michael Jackson's nose
Who the illest? Y'all know
Hopsin, yeah, bravo
I'm bout to leave the building right now
AbadeAbade that's all folks

[Hook]
I was the nigga all you niggas used to clown
Now when I come around I got you motherfuckers like "wow!"
Yeah, how you like me now?
I'm flossing on you nigga's like BLAOW!
How you like me now motherfucker?
How you like me...
How you like me now motherfucker?
Ay yo let me see you clown, motherfuckers
Let me see...
How you like me now now, motherfuckers
How you like me...

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