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New year! Woot... I guess... I'm seriously considering deleting all my works (instead of gift fics and a select few I kinda like) because my writing on here is from like... when I was 12. I had no grammatical skill whatsoever and my stories sucked. If you wanna see my latest shit just go on that's my new main hub. But yeah. Hi people I might know but not remember btw!
So it's been awhile. I apologize. I'll get on top of eventually finishing what I've started here, but I don't really know what the future holds for me after that. I guess we'll have to see, huh?
For everyone everywhere:
Uninteresting and babbling me needed to write this. I don't care if it's 2 sentences or an essay, but this needs to be said, PERIOD.
There's this FanFiction I read. No, it is not canon. At all. But hear me out.
You have not cried, felt, laughed, and rode an emotional roller-coaster unless you have read this story called I'd Give My Bones by theswisswereright.
Let me summarize. A boy named Roxas has been in the hospital for a type of Leukemia (I can never spell) and is dying. He accepted it, strived for nothing, and just pretty much felt nothing.
Then he runs into a night shift Janitor by the name of Axel, and it's amazing.
He learns of music, ice-cream, the feeling of truly being alive. He's only 14 but he feels like he can finally make a difference and not throw his short time away.
No shame, nothing. I balled my eyes out at the ending. And this is serious guys. People have cancer, and they never know what anything feels like other then needles and burdens and doctors with white rooms.
This is from the last chapter before the epilogue, and seriously, if you have someone who died of cancer and you were this attached like Axel and Roxas, go do this now.
If you're reading this, then I'm probably dead. It probably just happened, and you're sitting there wondering what the hell you'll do now.
Maybe not. Maybe I give myself too much credit.
I'm writing this to tell you what to do, because knowing you, it could take weeks.
I want you to stand up, walk out of the hospital, and get in your car. Go have an ice cream bar with the ten I put in the envelope. Think about me real hard during all this. Drive until you find somewhere you think you want to be. Then comes the hard part. Look at the pictures. Look until you think you'll break in half and go blind.
Then put them away, somewhere you don't look very often.
This next bit is even harder.
Forget about me. Don't think about anything I used to do, or anything I said. There's a future for you, somewhere, and it won't come looking for you. At least, the future you want won't.
Stay in that place a few days. Think about other stuff. Learn to play the piano, or knit, or something.
Come back home when you think you're ready. Park the car, go to your room, and sleep. Get up, go to class, talk to people. Make friends. Make plans. Remember to shower. Rinse. Repeat.
I know you'll do it. You'll do fine. I don't love quitters. And you know I love you. I'd say "always", but who knows what comes now.
I hope I see you again someday. Keep walking. Keep fighting.
And even if you don't know anyone like this, go and volunteer, help people, make a difference. Everyone has a timer, but some just have less. Making a difference doesn't take a timer, okay? Make that one person feel special, just for a little while longer.
PS: Need someone to talk to, be friends with, or just to rant and rave, PM me. I'm here all the time, anyway. ;)
Honorable Story Mentions:
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/9678765/1/End-of-Messages - This is a story of 9/11, where Roxas is trapped in one of the buildings. He never made it home. His boyfriend, Axel, was forced to clear out the other building, and when he returned home, he had 3 voicemails from Roxas. The last one was when Roxas said he knew he might not make it home, and that he found out Axel's 'surprise,' he was going to ask for Roxas' hand in marriage. With one last goodbye, the voicemail was cut off. I cried, and I feel more people need to read this masterpiece. [Pairings: AxelxRoxas]
http://www.fanfiction.net/s/9152711/1/The-Dark-Seeker-Saga-MEKA - This story is a multi-chap story, unlike End of Messages. Ven is from a world named Carinol, which is like the slums. People are drunk, they die, get murdered, and live in a tortured life. Ven has a paticularly horrible past, but goes on an adventure with Terra and Aqua. Filled with heartbreak, and I guarantee you are going to die in laughter when Ven returns home from Atlantica. [Pairings: ZackxVen and TerraxAqua] Light OC's I put this here cause it's probably my favorite piece of work on all of FanFiction. Deserves recgonition, y'know? :)
Zack turns to face Ven to see he is dead serious. Without giving it a second thought Zack agrees just happy Ven isn't furious. "I promise. I'll go home and maybe one day I'll see you again."
"I'd like that Zack," Ven says softly. -The Dark Seeker Saga: MEKA [Kingdom Hearts]
"What if we were to be attacked by noise right this second? Would you act a bit more mature then?"
"Screw the noise."
"Even if they erase us?"
"But Neku, I thought you couldn't afford to lose. Give up on yourself, and you give up on the world."
"Screw the world."
Well, this was certainly worse than Joshua had first thought. Perhaps the elusive Neku took their energy from the music they listened to? That would explain the sudden shutdown of almost every normal function except the ability to curl into a shuddering ball of self-pity.
Probably not. It was more likely than not just a case of Neku's inner emo stirring from the loss of his lifeblood. But it was still a fun notion to entertain, even for just a moment or two. He was sure that his lethargic partner would be up and running again sometime. Still, sometime was rather vague, and he would rather get this errand for the Reaper trio done already. Maybe waiting it out wasn't the best plan of action for this unforeseen road block.
Distancing himself from his partner, Joshua pulled out his phone and brought it up to his ear. "Mr. H? You wouldn't happen to have any MP3 chargers lying around Wildcat, would you?" -What Happens in Shibuya [The World Ends With You]
"W-well, when I am sitting in my room, or when I am with my friends, I have this sort of... sort of a hole, I guess. I mean, it always feels like there is something missing, ya know?" Riku nodded. " Well, when I am with you, I dont feel anything missing. And, I like the feeling I get around you..." He paused, and seeing Riku's questioning stare, decided to try to elaborate. "I mean, I feel like nothing bad can happen. I feel like the whole world is right, like, while I am with you, I actually am a good son. And I feel... just right." -Sora, Walking Home [Kingdom Hearts]
"Ventus, you've been living with us for the past few months and I believe I speak for everyone when I say that you have been a joy. I'd consider it an honor to have you as an apprentice, so I humbly ask you…will you call the Land of Departure your home?"With tearful, wondering eyes, Ven looks up at the Master. "I thought it already was." Both individuals smile and Ven wraps his arms around the Master's neck. Aqua and I join in on the moment, embracing our new and complete family. -Master Eraqus and Ventus, The Most Wonderful Time of the Year [Kingdom Hearts]
"None, sorry." Cloud answered, attempting to look as calm as his voice was, "Maybe he saw you two together and figured he'd let you finish up your date."
Kairi burst into laughter as Sora squeaked, she took charge of the conversation, "Sorry, Sora, but I wouldn't date you. I'm happily dating my girlfriend, Yuffie."
"Oh god." The blond answered, eye-twitching, "You're dating the black-haired she-devil?"
Twirling a lock of red hair around her finger, Kairi grinned, "Yup, and I hope you know she takes pleasure in being called that."
"I'll keep that in mind." Cloud scoffed, "Well I have to run, if I see Leon I'll tell him he's late, see you guys!" They waved at him until he was out the door, Cloud stopped at the pillar Squall hadn't moved from and pretended to throw his coffee away. His eyes wandered over his best friend's embarrassed form and he smiled teasingly, "Leave it to you, Leonhart, to get jealous over a lesbian."
And he proudly walked off, feeling better the entire day. -McCid's [Kingdom Hearts]
"Is everything okay?" Roxas asked, resting his head on Axel's chest.
"Yeah, everything is good. Try to go to sleep will ya?" Axel told him, kissing his forehead.
Roxas smiled. "I can hear your heartbeat…"
"Only because you gave it to me…" - My Sun, My Moon, My Soul, Archiveofourown
Links to all the stories I recently mentioned:
The Dark Seeker Saga: MEKA: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/9152711/1/The-Dark-Seeker-Saga-MEKA
What Happens in Shibuya: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/9633892/1/What-Happens-in-Shibuya
Walking Home: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5962538/1/Walking-Home
The Most Wonderful Time of the Year: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8833365/1/The-Most-Wonderful-Time-of-Year
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