Author has written 2 stories for Phoenix Wright: Ace Attorney.
I'm MasterMindOfFiction. You've probably never heard of me, you probably don't care to know me.
Well traditionally you're supposed to write down a quick bio of yourself on a profile.
What you need to know is that I'm some random nineteen year old girl/woman/whatever term applies to my mental maturity, and in Scotland resides my home base and the majority of my life as I know it.
I used to have a ton of stories, but I've deleted the majority with the exception of 'Turnabout Reset'. Because that story proves just how terrible my writing is; if you've never heard of me and you think I'm exaggerating then. . .I encourage you to read that piece of shit. One chapter is all it will take to make you realize I'm nothing more than a failure.
It's really depressing for me because I wanted to be a writer when I was a kid. I'd write stories and force my family to read them, and of course children don't know what a proper story actually is but I was SUPPOSED to improve. I was SUPPOSED to do Fanfiction.Net as a hobby and find out if I could ever be decent enough to be a professional author. But whatever I dreamed of as a kid has been flushed down the toilet where it belongs.
These days this account just sits around collecting dust, because even when I do work up the nerve to publish something it'll probably be deleted quickly because I'm so ashamed of it. I'm so ashamed of myself as a whole, really. And it's not just a quick faze; this has been happening for years. It was actually kind of starting back in 2013, but I ignored it because I was stupid and thought maybe someday I could get better.
I genuinely don't see any reason at all why people should like my stories. It's not like I bring anything new to the table, and every time I try something new I realize it's already been doing by someone else months before but way better. I'm fucking jealous, and I hate it. I hate how I can only see green when I look at other authors' stories, because. . .contrary to the stereotype there are some VERY good writers on this site. No, actually they're god-like writers. It's amazing to see that they're still writing in the present, but they are and it's absolutely wonderful. They're diamonds buried beneath shit, though. Buried under stories like mine.
So yeah, there's my little emo story. I know you don't give a fuck, but it's okay. The world is still spinning, is it not? If I don't get any attention, I'm losing my ability to care because it just seems senseless in the end. The truth is that I was never meant to be a writer, and all I'm doing is kidding myself by continuing to try.
-Sigh- God, I hate getting older. The older I get, the less happy I am.