No one will say I don't have any ambition.
I just want to drastically Change the World.
Why does everything think it'll be so hard?
Mum always said I don't have enough pride in myself. I always thought that was stupid. I'm one of the most proud people you could meet. But now I can't help but wish that the place I live in could be something to be proud about. I don't get why I should be so happy and positive about a world that calls me racist just for being white. Why should I be proud that I have to say sorry once a year for something that a government did nearly a century ago? Should I be jumping for joy for the fact that there are hundreds of scholarships that I cannot hope to even apply for because of circumstance and birth and heredity? I thought we were supposed to be past that? Civilised. That's what we think we are isn't it?
Forget civilised. Forget society and it's bloody expectations. And most of all, forget all this propaganda saying that we have freedom to live our lives.
Cause personally, I don't want to have to be watching what I say every moment of my life because of this encompassing knowledge that my words will be twisted against me. I'm sick of all these laws and rules that won't let me do anything and I am over the impossible expectations thrust on us mercilessly at such young ages. Mostly though, I am so very, very tired of working towards a world that works against us, and pretending that everything is fine.
Because it's not. Because we're not.
It's not fine.
This System is Wrong.
The World Is in Chaos.
Society's A Cage.
I Need Control.
Things Need to Change.
They Are Afraid.
You're Not Alone.
We Have a Chance.