Clowns or Midgets
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Joined 11-06-12, id: 4347126, Profile Updated: 01-07-15
Author has written 23 stories for Supernatural.

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About me: I’m a thirty-something mother of none with a penchant for whumping on the boys. For all my whumping, I do love the boys. Sam is my favorite but that doesn’t make me a hater. Dean, Bobby, Castiel, Lucifer, John, even Chuck gets love in my stories.

My fics: I sometimes kill characters. And by sometimes I mean frequently. And by kill I mean shoot, impale, shoot, have hellhounds descend, drown, and… did I mention shoot? I’ve done that a few times. Sometimes it’s a death that sticks, other times I bring them back just so I can whump on them all over again.

What I'm working on now: Current story is a fix-it fic coming from late S6 back to S4. I know it's not the most original idea, but I'm hoping I can make interesting ni my own way. It's called Path Already Traveled and I will be posting soon.

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The Boogeyman by Caladrius reviews
casefic/Weechesters/season 1-2: There's a REASON to be afraid of the dark. When Sam was 9 his father put a gun into his hand and instructed him to shoot at the deadly thing stalking him from his closet. 14 years later Sam is obsessed with finishing what he couldn't at any cost, and Dean lives in fear of what will find his brother in the end. Protective Dean and Sam on a mission.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 127,444 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 41 - Follows: 54 - Updated: 8/13/2014 - Published: 7/10/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., John W., Bobby S. - Complete
Lustra: Episode 1 - Earth Angel by agelade reviews
Episode 1 in Lustra, a Supernatural Season 9 AU. Sam Winchester has made his choice in the little abandoned church at the end of that lake-side lane. Not for the first time, Dean can't stop him from throwing his life away. But things don't always go as planned, especially not for the Winchesters, and now they have more than one mess to clean up.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 30,379 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 7/17/2013 - Published: 6/16/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel, Kevin T. - Complete
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Bound reviews
Castiel sacrifices more than his freedom when he goes to save Sam from the cage, but he gains so much more in return. Now linked with Sam in a way no angel and human have been before, they struggle to pick up the threads of their old lives. S6 AU. Sastiel friendship/pre-slash
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 84,079 - Reviews: 236 - Favs: 100 - Follows: 152 - Updated: 2/3 - Published: 5/4/2014 - [Sam W., Castiel] Dean W., Bobby S. - Complete
Alliance reviews
Backed into a corner by Metatron's order to kill Kevin, Gadreel makes a different choice. Not clued in by Dean, Sam discovers the truth of his possession a different way and is forced to work with Gadreel to save them both. AU from Mid 9.09 – Holy Terror.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 29 - Words: 89,491 - Reviews: 282 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 112 - Updated: 1/10 - Published: 10/5/2014 - Sam W., Gadreel, Dean W., Castiel - Complete
The Sound Of Silence Verse reviews
Sam risked everything by going back into the burning house, including his life, but he never thought this would be the price. A series of interconnecting one-shots following the fallout of Sam's choice and the impact on his family. Post 1.21 - Salvation AU
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 3 - Words: 16,573 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 43 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 9/5/2014 - Published: 5/27/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., John W., Bobby S.
Lamentation In The Veil reviews
Heaven and Hell are shut tight and Sam's finding that death is not necessarily the end anymore. Post S9 AU. Sequel to Howling At The Moon
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 13 - Words: 36,041 - Reviews: 119 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 8/21/2014 - Published: 5/27/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Picking Up The Pieces reviews
Ten months ago, Sam was dragged into Hell in order to save his brother. Now Sam is back and he and Dean have to find a way to struggle on with their shared burdens, fighting in a world that is careening towards its end. Going It Alone sequel
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 18 - Words: 97,879 - Reviews: 159 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 67 - Updated: 6/6/2014 - Published: 2/8/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S., Castiel - Complete
Howling At The Moon reviews
Post Season Nine Finale. Sam and Castiel have tracked Dean down and now they are going to do whatever it takes to save him. Now with sequel: Lamentation In The Veil
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,163 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 5/25/2014 - Published: 5/24/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Castiel - Complete
Cross That Bridge reviews
Set at the end of Southern Comfort. Sam reveals the real reason he didn't search for Dean while he was in Purgatory. Now developed into a short story.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 33,848 - Reviews: 137 - Favs: 130 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 5/24/2014 - Published: 11/21/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Left Behind reviews
Dean: 'I wanted my brother, alive' What if Sam didn't come back wrong? What if he did tell his brother he was back, only to leave him behind anyway? — Post Swan Song AU
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Family/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,255 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/24/2014 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S., Castiel - Complete
Going It Alone reviews
After three months of searching for a demon to deal with, Sam finds one that says yes. Dean is saved. This is the story of Dean fighting to define a life without his brother.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 23 - Words: 98,068 - Reviews: 185 - Favs: 60 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 2/8/2014 - Published: 9/30/2013 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete
Stairway To Heaven reviews
AU. To save his brother, Sam makes a deal with The Devil. The creature he expects and the man he actually encounters are two different beings, and soon he will have to choose between what he knows is right and what his heart desires. Co-Written with Snarkymuch2. Edited repost. Past tense.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 29 - Words: 92,928 - Reviews: 68 - Favs: 89 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 11/6/2013 - Published: 9/9/2013 - [Sam W., Lucifer] - Complete
A Glimpse Of Home reviews
One night Sam goes on a pizza run and doesn't return. Dean searches for him, not knowing they are going up against something older and more powerful that any of them imagined. When they find him, their problems double as Sam is not the same man he was before.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 15 - Words: 41,034 - Reviews: 169 - Favs: 75 - Follows: 92 - Updated: 9/4/2013 - Published: 8/2/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S., Castiel - Complete
Slipping Away reviews
As Dean watches the angels streaming through the sky Sam slips away.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,313 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 8 - Published: 8/31/2013 - Sam W., Dean W., Bobby S. - Complete
Clean Slate reviews
'Nasty, those memories,' Death said. 'You don't want to know what they'll do to him.' After an accident, Sam's memories of the last two years are wiped. What starts out as a blessing soon turns into a curse as Sam's memories are reawakened.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 35 - Words: 99,653 - Reviews: 314 - Favs: 104 - Follows: 133 - Updated: 5/15/2013 - Published: 1/28/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Temper reviews
Dean's text message sent Sam racing back to Amelia. What happens when he gets there, no one could have seen coming.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,564 - Reviews: 94 - Favs: 73 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 4/3/2013 - Published: 2/28/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Damage reviews
The fight in Southern Comfort has consequences no one could have foreseen.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,914 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 58 - Updated: 2/28/2013 - Published: 2/24/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Sacrifice reviews
Closing the gates of Hell comes at a terrible price: 'Sam was gone, and this time he wasn't coming back.'
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,403 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 8 - Published: 2/22/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Phone Call reviews
Sometimes goodbye is the hardest word. Running out of time, Sam makes the most important call of his life.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,917 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 11 - Published: 2/16/2013 - Complete
Parting Gifts reviews
2.14 Born Under A Bad Sign: Meg took out insurance when she possessed Sam. Now Dean and Bobby are left fighting to save him.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,345 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 40 - Follows: 20 - Updated: 2/16/2013 - Published: 2/14/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Dark Water reviews
1.03 Dead In The Water: Lucas is saved, but where is Sam?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,192 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 10 - Published: 2/12/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Wasted Vessel reviews
Dean: 'It turns out that you and me we're the, uh, the fire and the oil of the Armageddon. You know, on that basis alone, we should just pick a hemisphere. Stay away from each other for good.' After the phone call with Dean, Sam takes drastic action to avoid his destiny as Lucifer's vessel.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,907 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 2/3/2013 - Published: 2/2/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Time To Say Goodbye reviews
Sometimes even wishing isn't enough to save what you hold most dear. Dean finds a cursed object among Bobby's belongings and thinks he has found everything he ever wanted. He was wrong. It wasn't enough.
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,524 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/18/2013 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
The Long Con reviews
7.02 – Lucifer: "It ends when you can't take it anymore." Faced with a hallucination and his brother, Sam makes the wrong choice. Now he is alone in the world. What will Dean do to save him, and will he get there in time?
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 10 - Words: 30,694 - Reviews: 71 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 47 - Updated: 1/11/2013 - Published: 12/12/2012 - Sam W., Dean W. - Complete
Breaking Down The Wall reviews
Sam delved too deep behind the wall and something terrible happened. Dean must find a way to reach his brother before he is lost forever. AU Set S6 Episode 13/14
Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,255 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 30 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 11/24/2012 - Published: 11/20/2012 - Dean W., Sam W. - Complete