Javelin the Silent One
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Joined 08-08-03, id: 434828
Author has written 11 stories for Fire Emblem, Aladdin, Tales of Symphonia, Trigun, Tsubasa Chronicle, and Harry Potter.

Okies, got bored with a blank bio screen, so some stuffies to know about me...


Name: Javelin the Silent One (originally Half-Light)

Age: Somewhere between fifteen and twenty

Gender: Female

Height: 5'6"

Fave Food:ANYTHING!

Least Fave Food: Not particularly fond of asparagus

Musical Preferences: Techno, alternative rock, maybe some rap

Fave Manga Series: Tsubasa Chronicle. Hands down.

Fave Book Series: Symphony of Ages by Elizabeth Haydon

Fave Pairing EVER: KuroFai. ((Booyah))

Likes: free love, writing, drawing, hanging out with her friends, hanging out in the ED of GaiaOnline, writing satire, talking to her best friends, swimming, mowing lawns, taking walks, reading, singing, writing music with Sonar, elves

Dislikes: religious bigots, pro-choice reasons, discrimination against homosexuals, asparagus, having to hide who she really is, not knowing, people who dislike KuroFai


Who I Once Was: Why I Changed My Penname

This used to be what my pen name originally was...an innocent child's game. A nickname I wanted, part of a "secret" I had yet to discover was fandom. And I chose something I thought sounded mysterious, yet could be shortened and cute-ified; Javelin the Silent One. A name that I once shunned, but have reaccepted.

It was under this penname that, about two or three years ago, I published a Yu-Gi-Oh story called "With Lots 'n Lots of Fluffy White Icing"--my finest work, at 49 reviews. And I was a fool...and told my parents that it was a piece about boy's love. They read it. That was my mistake--opening up to them, telling them something in a foolish hope they would accept me for who I was, for the path I was choosing for myself.

About a month later, my father sat me down at the kitchen table with my mother, a handful of homophobic rhetoric/propaganda in his hands. And he associated homosexuality with pedophilia--something that is NOT true, because not all homosexuals are evil people who want to rape children. They found rather explicit pictures my best friend and I drew as outlets for emotions, sexual repressions we didn't yet understand--things my parents were never meant to see.

I told them that I didn't love them--that I couldn't love them, not like this. And with that they severed my relationship with my best friend forcefully, mentally scarred me, and in other words drove me down a path of depression and self-mutilation that I had to drag myself out of--it wasn't God that helped me at all. It was with help from my counselor, and friends, and medication, and writing--it helped me to come to terms with myself,emerge far stronger than I was at the beginning, reforge a friendship I thought irreparable, and help my father accept me for who I was.

Half-Light was the name I chose to protect my old identity, to erase the me that existed in the shadows of my heart and try to eliminate the pain I felt from that time. But now I see that I was just hiding from it...from my past. I can cast off Half-Light now (though I still use it in various places--I don't keep a specific penname) and reclaim Javelin the Silent One--now with a new meaning.

Javelin--adagger. I thought that this was cute when I chose it. Now--it is a blade, a weapon, the mightier pen that I fight by in order to forge a better future for myself...and for others.

Silent One--sadly, my trials are not over. It's not easy being in a conservative Catholic family, forced to waste an hour of your day listening to a priest shoving rhetoric down your throat...feeling as though you might break and leave at any second, regardless of whether or not you'll find sanctuary...crying inside because the you that wants to fight must be restrained, a heart fluttering against a cage that's far too tight. But I keep my silence, and do not deny what I believe--because I know, in the end, that my silence will take words someday, and strike down these fears of mine.

For those of you confused, I don't blame you. All you need to know is that I go by a different pseudonym now.

For those of you who knew me...I'm back.

Sincerely

HalfLight, aka Javelin the Silent One


Upcoming Fic Ideas!

Upcoming Fanfiction Ideas:

Kingdom Hearts: Song of Tsubasa

Ah, well, the title says all. When King Mickey sends Sora and company a letter asking for a favor, it leaves everybody wondering what the heck he means. But still more questions crop up when something in the Dimensional Tunnel splits our four travelers apart, flinging them to what could be opposite ends of the worlds within the world! Now two members of our dimension-hopping group must travel to find what they lost amidst the perils of everyone's favorite Disney villains and the rise of a far more insidious gathering than perhaps even the former Organization…one that would kill to get to the power of the Kingdom Hearts.

Pairings: KuroFai (d'oh), SxS, Kairi/Sora (sorry, slash fans), maybe some Axel/Roxas

Authoress's thoughts: Now that I've written it down, it does sound a lot lamer. But this is an idea that I've had for a long time, although I don't think I fully understand the KH games (I don't have a Playstation, but I've played CoM on my GBA/DS). I'm not going to beg you to read it, because it does sound pathetic and you probably wouldn't read it anyway…but then again, that's why I'm posting this here, to see what you think :heart:. But I have ideas how I could integrate what I know about the game CoM, CLAMP crossovers and visits to some other Disney worlds, but…I don't know. What do you think?


Watashi no Umi no Kokoro

(Translates to, "My Heart of the Sea." Subject to change…buhhh, I hate titles.)'

Hybrid between Anderson's fairy tale and Disney's sugarfied version. A mermaid is bound to the sea, even if a wish is made to never return to it; only the heart of another and the consummation of a pure, ecstatic love can break this bond. One mermaid and his servant are about to find out about the power of such a wish; the heartbreak and consequence that comes from even a sweetest wish granted; and, above tears and sighs, the ultimate power of love.

Pairings: KuroFai, SxS, YukiTouya…and others. Meehhhh.

Authoress's thoughts: Well GEE, doesn’t this just sound like a BARREL of LAUGHS!…Really, though. It is a comedy in the Renaissance consideration of the word, considering the old meaning simply meant "a happy ending for all." But still…it's meant to be a bittersweet story, more like earning their happy ending rather than being just a ball of fluff that will grow a cotton tail and two rabbit ears and then proceed to give me rabies. Still, I can see problems and advantages with this one, too. Feedback is appreciated.

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Euphoria by everfire reviews
Kurofai. Fai's thoughts as he and Kurogane get closer. Are they 'meant' to be?
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,460 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 21 - Updated: 1/5/2008 - Published: 9/25/2006
Roommate by shi-chan reviews
AU KakaIru Iruka lost his dorm room to an accidental explosion and was given temporary residence with Kakashi. Iruka thinks Kakashi is a complete psycho. Is there more to Kakashi's antics than meets the eye or does he simply hate Iruka?
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 20 - Words: 154,426 - Reviews: 829 - Favs: 545 - Follows: 252 - Updated: 7/23/2007 - Published: 1/5/2007 - Kakashi H., Iruka U. - Complete
Cloud Nine by flo-bizet reviews
He was dancing in the fountain, soaking wet from head to toe, and the entire town thought he was a crazy girl. And yet, Kurogane thought that he had never looked happier. KuroFai fluff because we desperately need it right now. PLEASE READ NOTES!
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,561 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 25 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/6/2007 - Complete
Of Weddings by Princess Tyler Briefs reviews
From picking out the ring to ask that special someone to be yours right down to the morning after it’s over, planning a wedding is possibly the worst mission any shinobi will ever take. [A KakaIruKaka Story Rated for later Chapters]
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 7,302 - Reviews: 53 - Favs: 62 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 3/12/2007 - Published: 11/23/2006 - Iruka U., Kakashi H.
Tolerant Intolerance by Hatochan reviews
Kakashi has a sudden change in his perceptions of his involvement with Iruka.
Naruto - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 26,401 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 218 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 3/8/2007 - Published: 11/30/2006 - Iruka U., Kakashi H. - Complete
The Xiaolin Sue Parodies by sentimentalvalue reviews
Are you sick of the front page being covered in stories about MarySues? Well then this is the place for you! It's a series of OneShots about the different 'types' of 'Sues. It's crazy OOC humor! [Complete...for now...]
Xiaolin Showdown - Rated: T - English - Humor/Parody - Chapters: 8 - Words: 10,229 - Reviews: 191 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 11 - Updated: 1/10/2007 - Published: 3/28/2006 - Complete
Merry Christmas, Kurosama! by FaitoKuro reviews
A one shot about Fai and Kurogane getting ready for Christmas. What will Kuro get Fai for Xmas? Fai x Kruo pairing
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,749 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 9 - Published: 12/23/2006 - Complete
AlphaBeta by Aiyatsuki reviews
KuroFai drabbles and one shots![warning shonenai] F: Forever in Flight, Fai has always been on the run but will a certain recurring nightmare make him think twice about his life? Will he finally accept something he's never accepted before? [DROPPED!]
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 11,795 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 38 - Updated: 9/13/2006 - Published: 11/26/2005 - Complete
Astral symbols by ZRedPoppy reviews
KuroFye, symbolized lemon. Inspired by the brilliant Planet Suit by Holst.
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: M - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 727 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 9 - Published: 6/1/2006 - Complete
Tsubasa Meet Parody, Shake Hands by Apelles reviews
Humorless and stupid, though the lines 'Sakura, you saucy little minx' and 'Thank god for shippers' are in there. Today, I am an idiot.
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: T - English - Parody - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,466 - Reviews: 50 - Favs: 31 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 3/21/2006 - Published: 2/4/2006 - Complete
I Was Disgusting by El Hustino reviews
[Oneshot, Lime, Valentine's gift to LunaKitsuneBlu] My mind forced disgusting thoughts and feelings upon me. Unable to put them aside, I lost control. I was disgusting. Yet, in the end...
Trigun - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,500 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/13/2006 - Complete
I open my eyes by Seraphine Rose reviews
Sometimes when your about to lose something very precious, you have to open your eyes to understand. I'm not very good at summarizing, its DS and JT rated for suicide and general angst. WIP
Danny Phantom - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 105,502 - Reviews: 41 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 1/30/2006 - Published: 6/25/2005 - Dan Phantom, Sam M.
Deep, Dark Water by Rogue Fox reviews
Updated Kurogane attempts to comfort a distraught Fai from nightmares, and is rewarded for his efforts with Fai's trust, love, and passion... shonenai, yaoi
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,854 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 80 - Follows: 36 - Updated: 8/20/2005 - Published: 8/13/2005
Making Love by Porticulis reviews
Intimacy has a beguiling meaning when Kuro brings Fai into his arms. Suddenly, making love to the one you hold dear is not as base and simple as they believed.
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 538 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Published: 7/22/2005 - Complete
Wish Upon Being Stars by Helga22 reviews
After listening to JPop music at a convention, Timmy wishes he and his godparents were Japanese Idols. But when they get really famous, they learn about a popular rumor concerning a particular couple in the group.
Fairly OddParents - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,401 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 6 - Published: 7/15/2005
Faith by Embodiment of Sekhmet reviews
FaiKurogane A sweet story between our favorite Ninja and Mage about a small prize won at a carnival...
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,934 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 45 - Follows: 7 - Published: 7/4/2005 - Fai, Kurogane - Complete
Conversations with Wanda by soulful-sin reviews
Sometimes, it's hard to let go of the past...
Fairly OddParents - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 19,109 - Reviews: 58 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 6/13/2005 - Published: 6/4/2005 - Complete
Exactly What You Wanted by Jiko Teima reviews
Somehow, even though so much has changed, it feels like we're always back exactly where we started. [FINISHED] [Epilouge is up] [AU, slight ZADR]
Invader Zim - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 15 - Words: 34,873 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 7/27/2004 - Published: 6/2/2004 - Complete
Different by Auteur87 reviews
[NinianEliwood] The story of Ninian: how she came to Elibe, and how she met up with a certain redhaired youth that would change her life forever.
Fire Emblem - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 19 - Words: 69,540 - Reviews: 216 - Favs: 59 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 6/12/2004 - Published: 2/21/2004 - Complete
Don't Ask Me by Idiom Laurels reviews
After an accident, Kurama loses his memory of the people he knows and the life he's lived. And if that wasn't bad enough, he starts his amnesia off by making an assumtion that will make things a LITTLE difficult. Kurama x Hiei!
Yu Yu Hakusho - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 24 - Words: 46,098 - Reviews: 471 - Favs: 71 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 3/11/2004 - Published: 11/28/2003
It's A Long Road to Happily Ever After by TwinMoons reviews
A month after the Epilogue, Eliwood's marrying Lyn. The problems? Culture clash, racism, a best man wanting to drill holes in the bedroom wall, and a groom who's totally dense romance-wise.
Fire Emblem - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,919 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 8 - Published: 10/27/2003
Innocent by Elendriel reviews
COMPLETE -No Slash- Legolas and 5 years old Frodo met in Rivendell. Things happen : fever, picnic, gollum, orcs, Mandos (yes, Mandos) and etc. The unbreakable bond between mortal and immortals.
Lord of the Rings - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 45,105 - Reviews: 198 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 9/3/2003 - Published: 8/6/2002 - Frodo B., Legolas - Complete
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Dreamscape reviews
One Fai D. Flourite chooses to attend voluntary psychiatric meetings with partners Kurogane and Kyle Rondart rather than face jail time. But in Fai’s world, anything can happen, and if he’s not careful he could end up destroying the good that is there.
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,979 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/9/2008 - Published: 3/7/2008
The Ingredients Needed for a Love Potion reviews
Sev, do you think that I could make a love potion? I wonder what I would put in it…. SnapeLily, onesided SnapeHarry attraction. M for content. No sex, though. It's explained inside.
Harry Potter - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 999 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/29/2007 - Harry P., Severus S. - Complete
O Sweet Forbidden Fruit: Another KuroFai Section reviews
30 Challenges. 30 Forbidden situations. Written for the LJ 30 Forbidden Community. Chapters 1 and 2: What forever really means and the story of a man who loved a mage.
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,888 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Published: 2/12/2007
Not Another KuroFai Oneshot Section! reviews
Originally wrote under the name HalfLight. KuroFai vignettes for the short attention span. Movement Eighth: You're bonded forever. Don't try to escape. SPOILERSPOILERSPOILER
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 20,566 - Reviews: 85 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 8/18/2006 - Published: 5/12/2006
Kingdom Hearts: Song of Tsubasa reviews
Something's gone horribly wrong, and now two members of our troupe of heroes must call upon the strength of their hearts to save their friends and restore balance to the tormented worlds.
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,051 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 8/9/2006 - Published: 7/26/2006
Twilight reviews
Maybe things would be better if he didn't hate himself so much...maybe all he needs is a push in the right direction
Tsubasa Chronicle - Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,354 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 7 - Published: 3/10/2006
Always Forever reviews
Meryl's falling, and it scares her. Vash can't stop her from falling, but can he hold her hand and come down with her? Or has he already?
Trigun - Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,084 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/16/2005
My Last Breath reviews
Takes place in the Kratos storyline ending. One girl remembers one man...the idiot pervert and the love of her life. Sheelos
Tales of Symphonia - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,866 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/30/2005
If You Just Believe reviews
A lonely night in Palmacosta, Lloyd Irving has a nightmare...and one man begins the painful road to healing. Oneshot, please R&R First ToS fic3
Tales of Symphonia - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,016 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/29/2005 - Complete
The NeverEnding Adventures of Mozi and Amle! reviews
Mozi's mishaps with his little sister. R&R!
Aladdin - Rated: K - English - Humor/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,457 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/2/2004
Gone Though not Forgotten reviews
Ninian...I love you. I never want to see you sad." As evil against those who hunt dragons brews two years later, can Ninian and a few others find the courage to save the one she loves? (EliwoodNinian)
Fire Emblem - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,338 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/4/2004 - Published: 7/28/2004